Chapter 58: Confession
At twelve o'clock, Chen Ruihao still appeared in the hospital, although his body was still full of despair, but he was no longer so loveless.
Me, Roman, Chen Ruihao, we came to You's father and You's mother's ward, Qin Mingmao, Li Ruilun, and Xu Yunqiang didn't follow up.
I carried the things left by Le Fan, sat next to You's mother's bed, and put the box on the bed next to me.
"Auntie, uncle, Roman, Chen Ruihao, the things in this box are all things that Le Fan gave me in advance and asked me to give you after she leaves."
As I spoke, I didn't look at their expressions, and took out the first thing a little distracted, and then handed it directly to You's father and You's mother.
"Uncle, aunt, here is Le Fan's savings over the years." I took out a card from it and gave the rest to Dad and Mom.
Mother You held the enveloped bank card or something in her arms, and couldn't help but start crying and sobbing in a low voice.
I handed the card to Roman, who looked at me in shock and bewilderment.
I looked at Xu Wenbo, who was already crying and swollen in her arms, and reached out to touch his head, "Wenbo, do you remember what Auntie said to you?" ”
Xu Wenbo nodded with red eyes, and I endured a sour smile: "Well, remember to listen to your parents and be a good obedient child, so that your godmother will be happy." You have to believe that no matter where your godmother is, she must have you in mind. ”
I looked up, then shoved the card into Roman's hand, and suddenly felt some discomfort in my throat.
Roman hesitated, "Russell, what does this mean?" ”
I laughed: "Don't worry, this is not for you, this is Lefan's birthday gift to Wenbo." You help him keep it first, there is not much money in it yet, but Le Fan has already given me the red envelopes that he was going to give to Wenbo until his eighteenth birthday for me for temporary safekeeping. In the future, every year on Wenbo's birthday, I will send money into it, and I will tell Wenbo the password of this card, unless he is willing to tell you, otherwise he is the only one who knows. ”
Roman's eyes turned red again for a moment, and she jerked her face with the card in both hands, trembling her body, even though she had tried her best to hide it, she could still hear her choking.
I tilted my head, resisted the heat in my eyes, then took a deep breath and pulled another box out of the box.
Then he handed the box to Roman.
Roman was stunned and took it, and I said: "There are nine letters here, all of which are dated, and you give him one every year on Wenbo's birthday until he is eighteen years old." ”
Roman took the box and the bank card, silent.
I sniffed and continued to hold the contents of the box.
Every time I take out a piece, my heart supports a point, because every time I take out a piece, it means that Lefan is farther away from us.
I took out two bags from the box and handed them to Dad and Mom.
Mother You took it in her hand, and then took out the contents inside, which were two scarves, one gray and one blue.
"Auntie, uncle, this is the scarf that Le Fan knitted for you two years ago, originally... ...... you should have given it two years ago"
I only felt a sour feeling in my heart, I reached out and wiped the moistness from the corners of my eyes, and smiled: "Le Fan... My hands are very skillful, I like to do these needlework things the most, which is like me, I don't know anything, usually my clothes are torn or something, she helps me sew ......"
I took out three more bags, one to Chen Ruihao, one to Roman, and one to Xu Wenbo, and Chen Ruihao was completely stunned when he took the bag.
I chuckled and said in words that only the two of us understood, "That's why I'm saying those things in your house." ”
After speaking, I ignored him anymore and turned my eyes to Roman and Xu Wenbo, "This is also the last thing that Le Fan left to you, she asked me to tell you, no matter what happens, I hope you can live warmly and happily." ”
I exhaled, blinked my eyes, smiled, and Le Fan said that she didn't like to see us sad for her, and what she wanted to see was that we were all happy because of her.
Finally, I took out the last thing in the box.
Six letters.
One was handed to Chen Ruihao, one was handed to Roman, and two were handed to You's father and You's mother, and he kept two letters.
After handing it to them, I rushed out of the ward without saying a word, and at this time, no one said anything to me.
As soon as I got out of the ward, Qin Mingmao took my hand.
As soon as I looked up, I saw his eyes in disbelief, and I quickly shook off his hand and rushed out with my head buried in it, so that he would not see my sorrow.
However, when I ran to the gate of the hospital, Qin Mingmao still caught up with me, then crossed me, pulled me, and dragged me into the car.
I leaned back in the back seat and closed my eyes in a state of limbo.
A hand touched my cheek, "Russell, cry if you want to!" ”
At that moment, the emotions I had suppressed for two years finally exploded unabashedly.
After venting, because of my depressed mood, even if I wet Qin Mingmao's shoulder from crying, I forgot about the embarrassment.
"Qin Mingmao..."I said softly.
Qin Mingmao looked at me, frowned, and didn't say anything.
"Thank you."
After saying this, I wiped the tears from my face a little roughly, and once again returned to the strong Russell, "Can you take me to the post office, or, you get out of the car and I'll go by myself." ”
Qin Mingmao didn't say a word, got out of the car, went around to the driver's seat, and drove directly to the post office.
Entering the post office, the postal service has rarely sent letters over the years, but there are still some, although the communication is now developed, but the letter is of special significance.
After sending the letter, back in the car, I chuckled softly, "Do you know who this letter is addressed to?" ”
Qin Mingmao said in a low voice: "Who to send it to?" But you can also hear the absent-mindedness in his tone.
I lowered my head and fiddled with the envelope that Le Fan had left for me in my hand, "Send it to a man, the man Le Fan once loved." ”
"Zhang Yiyang?" Qin Mingmao's voice raised slightly.
I shook my head and looked at Qin Mingmao, "No. ”
Qin Mingmao looked at me sharply, I saw the shock in his eyes, maybe no one could believe that Le Fan would fall in love with a man who was unexpectedly surprised except for Zhang Yiyang.
I turned my head to look out of the car, "However, this man, Le Fan's love for him is more family than love, and the gap between the two is too big, and it is destined to be impossible to be together in this life." ”
This person is Huang Mu.
Le Fan, except for Zhang Yiyang and Chen Ruihao, is the only man who has ever moved his heart.