"Beauty is at ease."

One night, a familiar voice rang in my ears. I opened my eyes to see Xiao Fan's evil eyes with a smile on his face, and he was standing on the edge of the bed looking at me.

"Why are you here?" I was not only surprised but also a little uneasy, when he trusted me the most, when he was most vulnerable, I deceived him, and ran away with him.

"Xiao Fan... Although he imprisoned me and poisoned me, I felt a little guilty about him.

"Do you remember me?" He has long since lost the sad and helpless look he had at that time, and his eyes flashed with the evil and uninhibited color he had when he first saw him, as if he would not care about anything, it was all his plaything, I calmed down and stopped talking, anyway, I can't help him, let him be.

"How?" He sat down next to me, but he didn't see any malice in my appearance, but that "I" made me realize that he was no longer the prince he was at the beginning, but had become an emperor.

"You are already the king of a country, so it's probably not appropriate to come to a neighboring country so recklessly, right?" I said lightly, just to say my own point of view, without any idea of convincing him, I can't communicate with him, I have long understood this, I give up any idea of convincing him, he will do whatever he wants.

"Ye's departure was allowed by me, I said to let him go free, but you can't, of course I am here to take you back." He still looked at me calmly and said, "The beauty looks a little haggard, I heard that the poison on her body has been resolved, so why do you still look so tired, is it because they treat you badly?" As he spoke, he smoothed the broken hair on my forehead with affection. I can't stand his hairy problems the most, but there is no way to take him, and if he makes a disturbance, he can only affect Ah Shuang and them.

"I won't go with you, you know, if you want to stay in Zhaoming, I don't have to go to great lengths to escape, but if you force me away, I won't be able to resist." With that, I leaned listlessly on the bedpost, having been a little sleepy lately.

"It's not like you," he said, staring at me, and there was even doubt in his eyes, "Where is that Anping Nianzhi who is not afraid of heaven and earth, and who is always indomitable?" ”

"Thank you for complimenting me, but that kind of An Ping Nianzhi is dead, and people will always die, but my soul died decades earlier than my body." I said more calmly, once a person's life has no goals, no relatives, lovers, then such a life is like the walking dead, recently I have lived this kind of life, I don't know how I will live in the future, what is the purpose of life, what is the fun? I don't see any hope for the happiness that Mama Gao expects.

Xiao Fan stared at me with some doubts, and from his scrutinizing eyes, it was not difficult for me to know that I was really much different from the past. Maybe he's still confused, because he doesn't know why I'm changing, and maybe even he will be suspicious, and he may wonder if maybe I'm playing some tricks again. I don't want to know his thoughts now, I just want him to leave quickly, if he is here to punish me for my original deception, then do it quickly, and don't implicate Ah Shuang and other subordinates in the county lord's mansion, this is my only wish at this moment.

"Come with me." He no longer had the patience to think about whether my calmness at the moment was deceitful, so he picked me up and jumped out of the window.

In this way, I became a captive again, and I began the exhausting boat trip again, I have been taken away by Xiao Fan for two days, in these two days I have been silent, and I have no desire to eat, just sitting in the car groggily, at first Xiao Fan was still very suspicious of my unexpected non-resistance and rare cooperation, but now, maybe he really saw that my indifference was revealed in his bones, and he was a little panicked. Yes, if a person is no longer afraid of death, then what else moves him, at this moment, Xiao Fan can no longer pose any threat to Ah Shuang, and I don't have to deal with him carefully, just be my walking corpse with peace of mind, no matter where you go.

"Nian'er, this is your favorite flower cake." He handed the snack to my hand, looking at me with a serious face, in the past two days, his face has long disappeared the evil smile before, and he will no longer call me a beauty, he may still be a little nervous about me, he may still be very soft and kind in his heart, looking at him like this, I will have this kind of thought, only why do I think so, I don't know, this may be intuition.

I was a little hungry, and I looked at my favorite flower cake in my hand, and my expression was still a little dazed.

"Nian'er... He wanted to pull me back from the trance, the uneasiness in his eyes was so obvious, but Xiao Fan, no matter what, you will not be my relatives and friends, but I don't hate him, just because I don't have him in my heart at all, and I have never been.

"When I get to Zhaoming, I'm going to make you my queen." He looked at me with a serious look on his face.

"You can do anything, but I won't be with you, I treat him as my husband, no matter what he thinks of me, my husband can only be him." This is my sincere words, if I have nothing to do with Xuanyuan Yan, I really won't pay attention to anyone in this life, this kind of pain is enough in my previous life and once in this life.

"You 。。。。。" He was furious at my blunt refusal, "What if I have to marry you?" He looked at me angrily and said that he was always prone to extremes, like a wayward child.

"Then I'd rather die." I said, I'm not afraid of anything, but I don't have the courage and no need to end my life, if Xiao Fan really forces me, then I can only let myself disappear from this world in advance, now I am convinced of reincarnation, I only hope that the loneliness, pain, selfishness and ignorance in this life will end with the end of life, if I am lucky to be a man in the next life, I must know how to love, and stop being selfish and willful.

"Well, I'd rather die, then I will fulfill you." After speaking, he took out a pill from his arms and continued, "Desperation Pill, either eat it, or marry me, you choose." ”

This Xiao Fan, why does he always carry such a strong poison on his body, it is good, it is also good to go like this, maybe he can still get a good reputation of preferring to die rather than obey, I feel a little funny when I think about it.

I took the elixir from his hand, looked at it carefully for a while, and then put it in my mouth without hesitation. Xiao Fan may have been shocked by my unequivocal act of looking for death, and for a moment, he just stared at me dumbfounded, until the medicine passed from my mouth and into my throat.

"Nian'er... He came to his senses, pulled me over, opened my mouth, and put his hand into my mouth, I was disgusted by him, retched, and the pill also spit out, but the pill is worthy of being a good medicine to take people's lives, just such a moment of contact, its medicinal properties have begun to attack, I am weak to go down, no, I don't want this medicine to not take my life but make me a vegetative person, then it will be sad, I thought uneasily.

"Nian'er, Nian'er..." Xiao Fan's voice was still in my ears, before I was unconscious, I vaguely remembered Xiao Fan not stopping yelling, he said that he would not let me get my wish, he must let me live well to marry him, he said that he must save me, he kept saying that he loved me, saying that he loved me.