Chapter 30: Blessings and Misfortunes (3)
Seeing her look a little depressed, Shen Jinyu suppressed the disdain on her face, paused and said, "You are just obsessed, not emotional." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ο½iqugeγ infoAll love will be, impermanence is rare for a long time. Let go of the obsession in your heart, and you won't ......"
The eldest princess put away her declining momentum and interrupted Shen Jinyu with a disdainful sneer: "How can a cold-blooded person like you understand the truth? After Shen Zheng left, the palace was almost crazy, the white house in the deep mountains, originally, was built by the imperial brother in order not to make the palace ugly in front of the world, the palace in the name of Shen Zheng's filial piety, in this silent mountain for two years, and you, but half of this time. β
Two years? Shen Jinyu quickly calculated in her heart, this time certainly shocked her, but one was voluntary, the other was imprisoned, and the mentality was already different, not to mention, she was in the mountains at the time, and she was drugged from time to time in the meal, and she couldn't tell the time at all, even so, she somewhat admired the eldest princess's persistence - if the person the eldest princess was pestered with was not her grandfather.
When she spoke again, she even brought a little respect, and after thinking about it, she sincerely persuaded her: "Princess, you don't have to be like this, it's really unnecessary to be so self-bound, you also have true feelings around you, don't talk about others, just General Wu......"
The eldest princess didn't even have the heart to be angry, and sneered: "Wu Jinnan? Do you know what nonsense you're talking about right now? It's not Hongu that you're insulting, it's your grandfather! What is Wu Jinnan, he is qualified to prostrate and kneel at the feet of the palace is already an ancestor who has accumulated virtue, and it is ridiculous that you tell him the truth. β
Shen Jinyu was not annoyed, and said with a smile: "What qualifications do you have to say love?" What you love is just Shen Zheng under the fame, a glimpse, your eyes are a promise, and what is wrapped in such beautiful words is just your own selfish desires. The young man is successful, the new science list eye, the child of the family, under these conditions, anyone can be Shen Zheng. β
The eldest princess glanced at Shen Jinyu arrogantly, stretched out her hand and touched her face through Xiao Ji, and sighed: "What a naΓ―ve and stupid girl, should the world be so clear and absolute?" Let's just say hello, you don't have a grandfather like Shen Zheng, do you have the knowledge and bearing you have now? Aren't you Cui's aftermath, have the opportunity to save people with golden needles to protect yourself? Do you think that with your appearance that is not a charming city, you are not a descendant of Shen Zheng's grandson Cui, and you can attract any of Cheng Xuan and Sang Tian to protect you? Feelings exist in the world, sometimes and for a lifetime, but more or less mixed with a little other thing. Those things help you to make up a whole person, each of us, without these, nothing. β
Shen Jinyu was speechless, of course she understood the disdain and sarcasm at the corner of the eldest princess's mouth, in the barracks, the first person she saw was Xu Zhong, who saved Wu Jinnan and Cheng Xuan, why did she end up closest to Cheng Xuan? Didn't she decide in her heart who could give her refuge?
The friendship between her and Cheng Xuan, from beginning to end, is not simply a mutual pleasure, they try to use each other, and there are only occasional mutual affection in the middle, but they are defeated by the eldest princess to give temptation.
Although she was unwilling and resentful, she was gradually dissolved by herself after a long period of disappointment.
She herself is still like this, not knowing that her body is a rootless thing, covering the moon and the stars. Who qualifies to look down on the eldest princess?
Shen Jinyu thought about it for a long time before she sincerely admitted from her heart for the first time with a sarcastic smile at the eldest princess: "You are right, I am actually narrow-minded. β
The eldest princess casually held the hosta on her head, chuckled and sighed: "This palace will probably never have children again in this life, and this kind of private talk between daughters is actually told to you." β
This ordinary sentence made Shen Jinyu's heart soften, she was silent for a while, and then said decisively: "If it is convenient for the princess, I will administer the needle for you tomorrow, and it will take some time, but it will not be too painful." β
The eldest princess snorted lightly, did not object, and nodded in agreement.
Early in the morning of the second day, the eldest princess sent someone to say that she was ready and asked Shen Jinyu to go over, and Shen Jinyu asked Yuheng to pack up her things in the yard and did not follow.
The eldest princess wore a pine-colored scarlet silk dress, without powder, and her hair was scattered, although her skin was still very fair, her eyebrows, eyes and lips were dimmed, and at first glance it looked like she had aged more than ten years overnight.
Although the grievances between them were unspeakable for a while, Shen Jinyu felt a little sad when she saw her feeling a little depressed, and she ordered someone to close the doors and windows in the room, and lit candles to illuminate the room, so that all the maids were waiting outside.
About half an hour later, she opened the door of the dormitory, with a slight bead of sweat on her head, and walked out steadily and instructed Mama Wang: "The princess is already asleep at this time, don't make any noise with her, when the princess wakes up and tells her that she should be calm, anger is not good for her." If you are calm, you can apply the needle every six months. β
Mama Wang was shocked and worried when she heard this, as the eldest princess expected, this matter could not be solved at one time!
Shen Jinyu ignored her reaction, went back to the yard by herself, packed up her things with Yuheng, and left tomorrow, there are still many things.
The eldest princess is also a cool person, if she loses, she loses, there is no small action, after Shen Jinyu packed up her things, she went to say goodbye to the eldest princess the next day.
The eldest princess didn't see her, and only asked Mama Wang to take out a brocade box.
Shen Jinyu opened the box, and inside was the Cui seal that she had forgotten for a long time, pale yellow, with a warm light.
There is a Xue Tao note in the brocade box, on which a few sentences are written in Xiuyi's Wei style:
Right and wrong are gone
It is difficult to distinguish between material and non-material
Shen Jinyu didn't seem to understand, and asked Mama with a smile: "Does the eldest princess have anything else to say to me?" β
Mama Wang replied expressionlessly: "The eldest princess didn't leave a message for you, so you can do it yourself." β
After Shen Jinyu thanked him, he left with Yuheng.
As she had requested, she walked through the main entrance.
The threshold of the main entrance is not as high as Shen Jinyu imagined, but I never thought of crossing it, but it is so difficult.
She took Yuheng's hand and walked out of the door, only then did she suddenly have a trace of real feeling.
It's relaxed, but it's also a little inexplicable.
Although the eldest princess did not deliberately embarrass the two, she did not arrange anyone to see them off, and the two of them stood on the side of the road carrying large and small packages.
Shen Jinyu smiled and said to Yuheng: "How long have I been here, I don't even remember the way home." β