In the quiet and waking time, Shen Jinyu tried hard to calm down in order to pass the time, and thought about the causes and consequences of the matter, not letting go of the slightest clue, and only felt that the shadow was a little clueless, but it always seemed to be a shadow. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

But when the days passed, and she was sure that someone would come and talk to her or make a deal or kill her, but this was not fulfilled, she began to doubt her own judgment, and began to wonder if she would die alone in this mountain, and never see anyone else.

This silent torture made her miserable, she began to lose her initial concentration and calmness, no voice, no color, every day she woke up, no matter when, the place where the food was placed, everything was white. She often sat in the place where the food was put and waited to see who would put it, and the result was always unconscious.

How long she was unconscious, an hour, a day or a few days, she didn't know, time became chaos, in the endless wilderness.

She was like an animal in this big white cage, cut off from the world like a beast.

On the verge of helplessness and collapse, she finally wanted to use death to relieve all this.

She went on a hunger strike, and after she fell unconscious, someone probably fed her, and the fragments of the porcelain bowl that she had bothered to hide were taken while she was drugged and asleep.

In despair that she couldn't die, she began to think, after seven days of drunkenness and porcelain, after entering Beijing, would she refuse to let her die, or would she not dare to let her die?

After more clues, she was patient, wanting to think about it again, if there was anything suspicious that she had missed.

In the years after Shen Jinyu, there were always people who praised her, she looked so calm and tranquil, only she knew that those changes and rationality were exchanged for how many lonely tears, madness and despair were exchanged.

She felt that all the tears of her life were silently flowing in this mountain.

The facial features are dead, and only the ears remain.

The end of hysteria is only calm.

As she listened, she could get more information from her ears than before, the conversation between the guards outside the wall, the direction of the wind, and even in the later stages, she could judge the valley by the sound of the distant wind blowing through the trees.

Occasionally, when she heard the name of the eldest princess several times from the guards, all the gloom seemed to be blown away by the strong wind in an instant, and she was "crazy" from then on.

The eldest princess's vigilance is very good, and it has not diminished because she is crazy, but the enthusiasm of the guards to take care of a crazy woman has been consumed little by little.

Finally taking advantage of a heavy rain, Shen Jinyu escaped, she didn't have a chance of getting out alive in this kind of deep mountain, the fierce beast and snake miasma in the mountain, none of which she was sure of. It's just that she can't waste herself in this lonely and weird white house, even if she dies, it is better to be accompanied by flowers, birds, fish and insects in the mountains and forests than to die of old age alone.

Moreover, she wants to stand on the edge of the cliff on the mountainside and gamble, betting that the eldest princess will not dare to let her die, if she wins, she will put forward conditions, and if she loses, she will calmly hand over her life to the valley.

It can also be called whether Ji Tailai, in the middle of the escape, she met Sangtian, returned to Beijing, and lived a stable life for a few days.

This time, the eldest princess couldn't hold her breath, and after she arranged for Wu Jinnan to appear in a similar play to Juyuan before, she saw that the effect was not expected, so she personally picked up Shen Jinyu.

Although she didn't know what she wanted to do, this time, Shen Jinyu didn't hide, she wanted to start to see if fate would always let her stand on the passive side if she took the initiative.

For so long, she carefully arranged this scene by avenging Jasper. She wants to gamble again, bet this time, the eldest princess didn't dare to ask Imperial Doctor Cui for an examination at all.

On the second day, after the eldest princess went down to court, she found Shen Jinyu in the dormitory, and a smile appeared on the corner of Shen Jinyu's mouth: The two-day appointment has not yet arrived, and the eldest princess can no longer hold her breath.

The eldest princess lay expressionlessly on the chaise longue in front of the window, and when she saw Shen Jinyu come in, she gave her a seat, and then Mama Wang served a glass of wine.

The eldest princess didn't look at her deliberately, and Mama Wang said to Shen Jinyu with a cold face: "Drink it, this is also the princess sending you on the road." ”

Shen Jinyu's heart sank, and the smile on her face did not decrease: "It seems that the eldest princess has not found Imperial Doctor Cui." ”

Mama Wang said disdainfully: "The girl still drinks this bar with peace of mind." ”

Shen Jinyu drank the wine without hesitation and smiled: "What's so difficult about this? Half a year later, the pain in the princess's heart when the golden needle entered her heart was enough to make up for the half a year I left early. ”

When he said the second half of the sentence, Shen Jinyu even had an innocent smile on his face.

The eldest princess sat up at this time and said lazily to Mama Wang: "Stupid, are you still embarrassed here?" ”

Mama Wang hurriedly stepped forward and smiled at Shen Jinyu: "Just now, the slave maid made her own decision and offended the girl, please punish the girl." ”

Cool? Shen Jinyu sneered in her heart, without the acquiescence of the eldest princess, you don't dare to make your own decisions if you borrow a few dares.

She didn't pay attention to this apology, and smiled directly at the eldest princess: "The two days I said before is the time for you to find someone to verify, even if it is inconvenient to find Imperial Doctor Cui, if it is a flying pigeon to pass the book, and then speed up the whip, tomorrow night, the Cui family of Qinghe will be able to send someone to diagnose you, why rush today?" ”

The eldest princess sighed faintly, walked to sit opposite Shen Jinyu and said, "Because this palace has never struggled senselessly, if you lose, you will lose." Moreover, the palpitations in this palace are getting worse and worse."

Shen Jinyu looked straight at the eldest princess and said, "That means, I am now qualified to negotiate terms with you?" ”

The eldest princess nodded and said, "Yes, except for looking for Shen Zheng." She looked at Shen Jinyu, a trace of loneliness flashed in her eyes, and she said word by word: "Because of this palace, there has been no news of him for a long time." ”

When Shen Jinyu heard this, she couldn't help but exclaim, "Why? ”

The eldest princess said: "Before in Beijing, the big and small things in your courtyard really couldn't be hidden from the palace, but after leaving the capital, it was very different. The heart is more than enough, but the strength is insufficient. ”

The eldest princess took a deep breath and suppressed the anger that came up in the memories just now: "During the day, grandfather asked you to learn the piano and chess, and at night he will personally teach you political articles. He spends all his energy on you, and Huai Jin has received far less than half of the teachings from him. Shen Zheng has a daughter and a grandson, why does this palace hate you alone? Carefully recall what you said that day, Shen Zheng, it is true that you were taught to be like Cui Jin. So the more he bothered about you, the more Hongu wanted to destroy you. ”