From July 28 until the signing of the contract, the book is finally on the shelves. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info This is the first book I have written in my life, the first time I have a pen name, and the first time I have a reader. When you think about it, you will be inexplicably moved.

I started writing this book with the despair of abandoning my life under the blow of this year's college entrance examination results. At that time, I spent 328 yuan to buy a second-hand computer on Taobao, which was the first computer I bought in my life, my computer. Many people in the post bar said that it was really difficult to sign a contract at the starting point, and they didn't sign a contract for hundreds of thousands of words. I'm not afraid, it's a big deal to keep writing and writing, a month, a year, five years, as long as I persist, one day I will sign a contract. I didn't expect to sign a contract after publishing a few chapters.

At that time, I was so happy and excited that I called my friends and chatted together in the bubble tea shop for a whole afternoon. Even when I went to the courier to send the contract, my hands were trembling, and I repeatedly told the courier brother not to crumple it.

As a result, I was so excited that I couldn't sleep until three o'clock that night. At first, I was enthusiastic and sat in front of the computer all day typing. It was the first time I used a computer, I couldn't type, it was very slow to type a line, and it hurt my hands for a few days, and it hurt a little to hold chopsticks. But the pain is joyful.

However, as I wrote, I became more and more lost. Every day, I will look at the click-through rate, look at the recommendation, look at the collection, repeat the loss every day, and feel more and more desperate. At that time, I even posted in the post bar that I couldn't write anymore, I didn't dare to read the books I wrote, I was afraid that I would blame myself and blame myself if I was too far from other authors.

It was really a hellish day, the pressure of volunteering, the obvious end of hitting the streets, and the confusion and disappointment of the future, all piled up. At that time, the books I wrote were not as funny as they were at the beginning, and many of them were even written in a hurry until the evening, because as soon as I turned on the computer, I would be inexplicably afraid. During that time, I had insomnia, insomnia, insomnia, and my nerves were tense.

What's worse is that the computer support broke down in a few days, and I couldn't turn on the machine, and I didn't know that there was a writer's assistant software at that time, and I didn't know that the mobile phone could also code words. At that time, I was floating in the sea like a boat every day, and I didn't know if I could update it in time today, and if I would update it in time tomorrow. The computer is broken, the phone is running slowly, and it will automatically crash if it is stuck and stuck all the time.

Later, my grandfather was critically ill and hospitalized, and he returned to his hometown, and it was another day of displacement. The mobile phone was out of battery on the bus, and the passengers were asleep, so they couldn't update it on time, so they apologized to the editor one by one, and were even afraid that they would pay for breach of contract. Fortunately, the update on time is for VIPs, and nothing has happened. But at that time I didn't know that there were authors waiting for an update, I'm really sorry.

During that time, I was not in the mood to write a good book, and I blamed myself every day for not being able to write a good book. At the height of my guilt, I had a dream in which a reader made a 5,000-word attack on my book, which quickly set off a wave of criticism, and then I was blocked by the website, and I woke up that night and reflected alone in the dark room until dawn.

I thought I was always on my own, and I didn't expect readers to be reading this book all the time.

I remember a few days ago, I was still looking decadent, thinking that my book would not be on the shelves even if it was finished, and I would not get the manuscript fee, but God probably saw that I was too pitiful, so he let me put it on the shelves. Then I cried excitedly, and I worked hard to write almost 200,000 words, and finally I could get a reward.

I only paid attention to the starting point before.,My book results are too bad.,The click-through rate is too low.,There are only a dozen collections.,Recommendation votes are also the number of people.,There's no reward.,Someone listened to my data and directly persuaded me to finish the book as soon as possible and start over.,Because this book is doomed to fail.。

As a result, I happened to see this book on QQ reading.,The collection is more than a thousand.,And readers commented that they liked it very much.,I hope to update something or something.,At that moment, I couldn't help crying.。 I really want to tell readers that you are the light of my life, and when I fell to the bottom, you shone on me, inspired, and gave me the courage to climb up step by step.

It turns out that there are people who like my books, and there are so many readers who are watching them, and I have never struggled with the critical line of life alone. The book has come so far because of the strong support of the readers.

Thank you to those who have unswervingly enjoyed this book, thank you to those who are willing to look at my book, thank you to those who voted and commented, and now I solemnly bow to you 90 degrees.

I don't know how the book sold in the first month, but I'm glad that the chapters written in the first bad state are not charged, so readers don't have to spend money.

Because the later chapters will be charged, I am happy and sad, happy that I may be able to get a little paid, and sad that the foundation of this book is not stable, and many readers may abandon the text.

However, I will write hard, try not to let the readers' money go to waste, and try to make the readers worthwhile, happy, and relaxed.

Thank you for your patience here. For me, readers are the sun that shines, warm and bright. I hope that these lights can accompany me to go on a little longer, I don't dare to expect too much, just a little bit. Would you like to, readers? (To be continued.) )