Chapter 37 (Final Words) A lover in parallel time and space

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The story between me and these two people is over here, and after that, Shen Jingwen never looked for me again, and I never looked for Liu Xiyang again. We still live in the same city, looking at the same sky, breathing the same air, but in that air, we can no longer smell each other's smell, and there is no trace of each other in the circle of friends.

The days were like flowing water, and I slept in the dark for several days under the double blow of broken love and unemployment. During that time, Xiao Soft and Miao Miao always came to accompany me, in fact, what is it, I just entered from one kind of loneliness to another, they can be like before, snub me for a while, wait for me to figure it out, and then fool me to go on a blind date! Ha ha......

But I didn't know, a lot of things had happened outside during my dark week.

Although I resigned, the gossip about me did not go away. I heard that in the company, people have described me as a "money worshipper with a habit of petty theft", and in order to cling to Shen Jingwen, Director Lan and Lin Xiao saw through it, and finally resigned in shame. And Shen Jingwen and Lin Xiao, the golden boy and girl, are living very well now, and they are about to get engaged.

You can't imagine what a bold thing Liu Xiaowei did at this critical juncture of "relatives and enemies are happy"! At the risk of being fired, he posted a screenshot of Shen Jingwen's Weibo to the company group, and this Weibo was the "face-to-face photo" taken by Shen Jingwen when I was dating Shen Jingwen. Maybe I really don't care about Shen Jingwen, I thought he was just talking casually, but I didn't expect him to really register Weibo, and really posted this Weibo, with the text: Zuo Xuan, I want to protect you forever.

Zuo Yan, I will always protect you. Although we have only known each other for more than a month, and although I have worked hard and hard, you have finally come to me. I've been in love before, but I've never been so eager, and I think it's fate to meet you. To put it mildly, you are like a star in the sky, shining into my world, and after that, I can no longer throw away the binoculars, I just want to watch you forever and protect you forever. I hope you will be the one who exists in my name, so that the whole world will know about our relationship.

The moment Liu Xiaowei posted the screenshot of Weibo to the company's group, the group was very quiet, but the small group instantly opened the pot! Everyone seems to have finally found a flashpoint to vent their hearts that have been in turmoil for a while.

I didn't know that when QQ was associated with each other, the associated person could receive the message of the friend of the associated person, so although Lin Xiao deleted her QQ chat history with me and deleted the voice she sent me, but this voice was still saved on the girl's mobile phone! Therefore, Liu Xiaowei also posted these voices to the group.

And then he also left his job.

Liu Xiaowei came to my house for the last time as a guest, and learned from him that he posted those "evidences" in the company group to wash away my grievances, and Lin Xiao's mother and daughter tried to frame me The matter was exposed, and Shen Jingwen knew the truth. Later, he rejected the marriage arranged for him by his family, and Shen Jingwen's father, Mr. Shen, acquiesced in his decision.

"He's single and free." Liu Xiaowei finally concluded.

"Oh." I nodded.

"You really won't turn back?" He asked again.

"People are selfish." I smiled.

He didn't seem to insist anymore, but just said as if unintentionally: "By the way, you ran out of the company that day, and I gave it to my brother...... called Liu Xiyang, he seems to be looking for you everywhere. ”

"It turns out that the strange number is him." I smiled again, when I turned on the phone that day, in addition to the missed calls of Shen Jingwen and Xiaosoft, there was indeed an unfamiliar number, I didn't care about it at the time, so it was. "I saw him the next day, and our affairs were clear, so don't worry about us." I smiled again, "Thank you all the time, although you are entrusted by him, but you have done more than him, you are much better than him." ”

Liu Xiaowei wanted to speak and stopped, and finally didn't say anything.

After that, I'm going to leave the city. Like most people, I stayed in the city since I graduated, and for several years, I had nothing and achieved nothing. I'm a little tired and don't want to be alone anymore.

The night before I was ready to leave, I was sorting out my boxes when I received a call from Liu Xiyang. His voice was low, and he said some polite words, blaming himself for causing me to leave, apologizing to me, and wishing me a smooth journey.

I saw that he didn't say anything for a long time and didn't hang up the phone, so I asked casually: "I heard that you also looked for me that day?" Sorry, the phone is turned off. ”

"Actually, I sat downstairs at your house all night." He said.

I don't know why he's saying this! Isn't it good to have a good ending? Why should it be! Why should I burst into tears? Why do you want me not to give up? If he is unwilling to give up chestnuts, why should he do this to me! I'm so unwilling! It's really unwilling! I tried to calm myself, suppressed my crying, and struggled to squeeze a smile.

"I'll leave tomorrow," my voice choked up, "you...... Would you like to keep me? ”

At that moment, I could hear my own heartbeat, and at that moment, I also clearly realized that I still loved him so much. No matter what he has done to me, as long as he is willing to be good to me, I will continue to love him. At least that's what I felt at the moment.

"Xiangxiang," he said, his voice was still so low and calm, "Actually, that day, I was staying downstairs with you, and that Shen Jingwen, he sat downstairs all night, he cried for a long time, I think he is more worthy of your love than me, he can give you happiness, I hope you can be happy." ”

...... "You want me to be happy?" Do you want me and others to be happy? Hehe...... I nodded silently and couldn't help but smile again, the smile squeezed the tears out of my eyes, and I heard myself say, "I will be happy, and I wish you happiness." ”

“……”

After hanging up the phone, I threw the last two pieces of clothing into the box, and then hugged the box, crying and breaking my liver and intestines...... I will be happy, and I wish you happiness. Of course I'll leave the one you think can give me happiness.

On the day I left, the weather was a little gloomy, Xiao Soft and Miao Miao came to see me off, I told Xiao Soft to take care of my cats, and the two of them explained to me, go back and stay for a while and come back, we are waiting for you.

"Xiangxiang, there's something I don't know if I should say or not." Xiao Soft was embarrassed.

"Say it." I was carrying a suitcase and a ticket in one hand to enter the station.

"That...... Liu Xiyang broke up with his girlfriend, just yesterday, I saw his girlfriend's Weibo......" Xiao Soft said, looking at me faintly with Miao Miao.

"Oh." I answered.

It didn't seem to get the desired result, the two of them seemed very unwilling, Xiao Soft wanted to say something, but was pulled by Miao Miao.

"It's time to make a pit stop." I shook the ticket in my hand, hugged the two of them, and walked away without looking back.

It turns out that the candy of the little rabbit has gone where it should be after all. Those you have loved will also love you in parallel time and space. This world is still very beautiful, I believe that all the people around you, all the people you have loved, will repay you with the same attitude. Liu Xiyang is like this, and so is Shen Jingwen.

I love Liu Xiyang heartbreakingly, write my mood for him, keep a diary for him, cry and laugh heartily for his words, I believe he also treated me like this, in the time I don't know, sad for me, happy for me, sad and happy for me. Shen Jingwen's love for me is always more rational, and why shouldn't I? I always calm down and ask myself when I want to throw myself into his arms, if I love him, I have never completely let go of him in front of him, and I have never been completely crazy, and he is the same.

Love is a constant pursuit, looking for the person who is suitable for you and for him, and then snuggling up to each other and accompanying each other for the rest of your life. So, what are you afraid of? Missing it must be for a better encounter. That day, I told myself that I should pursue a new life and meet a new love.

Goodbye to the past.