"Miss, it's time for the emperor to have dinner." Ah Shuang's voice broke the silence in the room and also verified my guess, Xuanyuan Yan was really in the house all the time, since he didn't even say hello there, I made him so disgusted? This is the first time since I lost my sight that I hate the darkness in front of me so much, if it weren't for that, I would have walked away in a huff, where would he be waiting for him to ignore me so much, this is in my house, my room he can enter as he wants? Didn't I even get into his bedroom study? But he is so casual.

"Ah Shuang, pack up and let's go to the guest house." Hmph, if I can't beat you, I'll avoid you, in short, I want you to know that I'm no longer the An Ping Nianzhi who ran after you, and the blind man is also dignified.

"You go and pack up, and leave for Jinhua tomorrow." After speaking, the sound of footsteps gradually faded away.

"Who wants Jinhua back?" Before I could say anything to retort, the footsteps were long gone. "If you don't go, you won't go, what will you do when you go back?" I thought through gritted teeth.

"Miss, let's go back with the emperor, maybe the emperor has a way to cure your eyes." Ah Shuang's words did not move me at all, I was not tired of the dark days at this time, although it was a little inconvenient, but the peace was something I had never enjoyed before. "Besides, just the two of us, we can't afford to disobey the holy decree." Ah Shuang only then got to the crux of the matter.

"Isn't there still a shadow? Go find him and take us away. ”

"Yesterday, I also watched Dugu Shaoxia meet the emperor, he seems to be the emperor's person, and he still calls the emperor the master." Ah Shuang's words completely killed all my hopes of resisting the decree, and Ying is also a person of Xuanyuan Yan now, hey, how did I forget this stubble.

"Hey, just go back with him, it's good to see my father and third brother from time to time." I immediately relieved myself.

The next day I got into the carriage again, my life was too bumpy these days, why was I always in a hurry, and every time it was a cross-country trip, hey, I had no choice but to get into the car, and I was very unhappy. Although I can't see it, I can still feel that the carriage is carefully prepared, not to mention the comfort of the couch, the car is also lit with some kind of aromatherapy, the smell is fresh and naturally it can afford this good spring day, the body must be very thick, there are few bumps when driving, and can be isolated from the noise outside, this carriage is really unusual, Xuanyuan Yan is rich.

Along the way, I sometimes conceived, sometimes recorded, sometimes stroked the qin, sometimes slept, but it was no different from the peaceful days when I was in the county lord's mansion, but I didn't smell the ink fragrance again on the way, maybe he was in another car, or maybe he had already gone back first, I didn't want to think about it, after a few days, the time would not be too long, because the carriage traveled day and night, I ate and lived all the time in the car, this day Ah Shuang said, we finally arrived at Jinhua, this way to write and paint, but let me like silence more and more, the mouth is quiet first, I can be calm in my heart, but when there are always eunuchs' voices around, I finally can't help asking, "Ah Shuang, where are we?" ”

"Miss, we're back, we've arrived at Lantingxuan, Miss was sullen and silent all the way, and now we're finally back, we should be happy." Ah Shuang saw that I had no chance to speak, and her voice was full of joy when she replied to me.

"How did you get here?"

"It's the emperor's order, Miss, you come, this is Miss's room, it's still the way it used to be, here is the table and bed here, Miss slow down, don't touch it。。。。。"

Ah Shuang kept telling me about the furnishings in the room, which was no different from the past, but I was not so happy in my heart.

I just returned to the palace like this, what's wrong with Xuanyuan Yan, pity me for being blind? Are you going to keep me in captivity? I'm afraid I don't need him to do this, even if I'm blind, I have my own industry, and there is no shortage of food and clothing, what is he trying me to do here? This sympathy is so superfluous, and I am not grateful in my heart, but I am very disgusted by his pity.

At night, I lay on the bed but my heart couldn't calm down for a long time, those childhood times kept coming to mind, I sat up irritably, sitting on my knees and feeling uncomfortable for a while, I have to admit that I am weak now, weaker than before, but I don't want to face such a reality, and I don't want Xuanyuan Yan to look down on me.

Just thinking about it, the sound of opening the door sounded, if it was Ah Shuang, she must have called me before she entered the door, I didn't speak, I opened my eyes and tried to see the person clearly, but it could only be in vain, with the footsteps entering, the faint ink fragrance has already explained the identity of the person who came, since I lost my sight, Xuanyuan Yan has not said a word to me, I know that I am a blind man, every time I say to come, I say to go, I don't know what he is doing when he is here, the more I think about it, the more angry I become, Turning his head no longer in the direction of the comer, it is futile to look at it, it is better not to look.

I lay down on the bed again, facing inward, and went straight to sleep, only to hear the sound of stripping next to me, and then the quilt was lifted, and there was no doubt that the guy slept next to me.

What is he? When I don't exist? Since he let me live, then this is my room and my bed, why does he come and live whenever he wants? I still had my back on my back, but my heart was even more angry, I kicked the quilt away, and leaned in hard, acting rude and irritable, but he still didn't react next to me. It's as if I punched hard but landed in the cotton ball, which made people feel depressed, full of dissatisfaction and couldn't vent, I was even more angry, kicked the quilt hard, threw the pillow, but I was stubborn and didn't say a word to him, even if I was dissatisfied, I insisted on not being the first to speak.

He put the quilt over me again, and pulled me to his pillow, and then there was no movement, only the sound of his even breathing could be heard.

It was so deceitful, so deceitful, I fumbled and sat up, and decided to get out of bed.

"What are you going to do?" He finally spoke, his tone cold and inaudible.

I still stubbornly didn't speak, ignored his questioning, and continued to crawl out of the bed.

"You sleep outside." Then I was pulled to the outside, as if I was just tossing and turning around with him, which was not the point of the problem, I continued to get angry, and then kicked away the quilt he had just covered for me, this time I didn't even know that the sky was high and the earth was thick and kicked Xuanyuan Yan by the way, hard.

"Stop making a fuss, go to sleep." It was still so light and light, this time he not only helped me cover the quilt again, but also hugged me in his arms, and the more I struggled, the tighter the hug became.

At this time, I am very conflicted and irritable, he can come, I am happy, but this happiness has a lot of unwillingness, I want to vent my dissatisfaction, and stubbornly refuse to speak, if I can't open my mouth, then I can only use action to express dissatisfaction, but this action, too gentle to be sorry for myself, can not vent my dissatisfied emotions, but if I am too excited and afraid of provoking Xuanyuanyan, what if I provoke him? I should have been fearless, but now I was afraid that he would be disappointed in me and get angry and walk away.

With such a grievance in his arms, I slept peacefully all night.