"Ninth Princess, Ninth Princess, do you know how much I hated you at that moment?"

Zheng Qin shook her head, and tears in her eyes slipped down involuntarily: "How much I hate you, how jealous I am of you!" He knew that I only had him in my heart, but he told me his heart in such a cruel way! ”

At this moment, Zheng Qin didn't do any cover-up and concealment at all, and she vented all the hatred and resentment in her heart for Meng Xia in anger. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"I don't understand, why do you hate me?"

After hearing all this, Meng Xia had already understood everything, but because of this, she felt more and more that Zheng Qin hated herself inexplicably.

No matter how true or false what Zheng Qin said, in short, whether Chu Zhengqian loves Zheng Qin or not is Chu Zhengqian's own business, and if you want to blame or hate, it can only be against Chu Zhengqian!

It would be okay if Zheng Qin was the kind of person who was stupid, but such a smart person would have such a ridiculous reason when he encountered emotional problems.

Looking at Zheng Qin's resentful face, Meng Xia did not intend to be tactful and gentle, but threw the most direct facts in front of Zheng Qin and continued: "If he likes you, even if there are thousands of beauties around him, he will only concentrate on you, if he doesn't like you, even if there is only one woman left in the world, it will be in vain." It's between you and him, and it's okay to hate him or yourself, but you're the only one who has no right to hate me! ”

In just a few words, Zheng Qin was stunned, and a pair of eyes like autumn water became more and more blurry and painful.

"You, really a ruthless person!" She glared at Meng Xia fiercely and scolded angrily: "What do you know, you don't know what love is at all!" You are the most selfish person, and people like you don't deserve the love of the prince at all! ”

"The one who really doesn't know love is not me, it's you! As for what kind of person I am, whether I am worthy of Chu Zhengqian's love or not, what do these things have to do with you? ”

Meng Xia was indescribably calm, looking at Zheng Qin without pity or hatred: "Also, you don't have to look at me with such a gaze at all, I don't owe you anything." It is your own choice to come to Nanmeng, no matter what the reason, I don't think Chu Zhengqian can force you to come. Since you are here, then you have to bear all the consequences of your decision, there is nothing to sympathize with or pity! ”

"But you can rest assured, no matter what Chu Zhengqian asks you to do, it is his idea, not mine. He is him, I am me, and I will not ask you to do anything for me, nor will I mention your identity to anyone again. ”

She paused and said word by word: "From now on, no matter what path you want to take in the future and what you will become, as long as you don't become my enemy, I will definitely not embarrass you for half a point." Otherwise, you do it at your own risk! ”

At this moment, Meng Xia naturally knew the real reason why Zheng Qin had been ill for a long time, and also sorted out the strange reasons for this woman, so in her opinion, there was no need to intersect.

With these words, she stood up and prepared to leave.

Some things that were originally incomprehensible were not expected to end up being just a messy farce, which made Meng Xia somewhat disappointed.

She simply doesn't anymore

"Mengxia! You stop! ”

Seeing that Meng Xia was about to leave like this, Zheng Qin became emotional again, and directly got up to stop the person and didn't let Meng Xia leave.

"What else is going on with Little Master Zheng?"

Meng Xia first asked rhetorically, and then seemed to think of something, nodded slightly, and said, "By the way, I almost forgot the transaction between us before." Well, if you have any questions you want to ask, just say it. ”

Seeing this, Zheng Qin's emotions were slightly controlled, but she still didn't retreat, and still pulled the distance between the two so close that they could shoot at each other at any time and give the most fatal blow.

She took a heavy breath to restore her due calm, and then asked directly, "You already knew that he liked you and cared about you, right?" ”

Is such a question a problem?

Zheng Qin herself didn't know, but deep in her heart, there was an extremely persistent voice constantly pouring out, wanting to listen to Meng Xia say those answers little by little.

Hearing this, Meng Xia's gaze at Zheng Qin finally softened a little, not as emotionless as before.

She sighed, thought for a moment and admitted, "Yes, I know." ”

Meng Xia was not a fool, how could he not feel these things.

Although she and Chu Zhengqian have not seen each other for more than two years, the situation when Chu Zhengqian left Nanmeng is still vivid.

Therefore, when Zheng Qin told her that Chu Zhengqian's only purpose in sending him to the Southern Meng harem was just to use Zheng Qin as a shield in front of her and resolve some crises for her, although Meng Xia was shocked, it was not too surprising.

Although Chu Zhengqian was always so twisted and awkward in front of her, although he always said that he was a guy with no conscience, she always knew that she was still extremely important in Chu Zhengqian's heart.

She thought that with the old friendship between the two in the future, she could leave more or less a way out, but she never thought that even after two years, Chu Zhengqian's concern for her would increase unabated.

In front of Zheng Qin, she didn't want to deny it, and there was no need to deny it, if she said that she didn't know that Chu Zhengqian had feelings for her, it would be called real stupidity.

Hearing Meng Xia's unambiguous answer, Zheng Qin nodded and asked again, "Is there any agreement between you and the prince that only belongs to the two of you?" ”

"Nope." Meng Xia shook his head.

She remembered that there had indeed never been any real agreement between her and Chu Zhengqian, except that the guy asked her to help take care of the thin group, and that's it.

But obviously, Meng Xia knew that Zheng Qin didn't mean that, and what the woman wanted to know was whether there was a promise between her and Chu Zhengqian for life or something like that between men and women.

Sure enough, Zheng Qin's expression flashed, and suddenly he was a little more gloomy, and continued to ask: "Then do you also love the prince?" ”

"Our relationship is not what you think."

After hearing this, Meng Xia said a few more words: "As far as I am concerned, we are just friends, we were and we are, and we will only be friends in the future." ”

"That is, you don't love him at all, do you?" Zheng Qin suddenly laughed, and his expression was extremely weird.

"If you have to talk about the love between men and women, you really don't love it." Meng Xia was truthful, not ambiguous.

Don't say it's Zheng Qin, even if Chu Zhengqian asks in front of her at this moment, she will still answer like this.

"Haha, I see, I see!"

Zheng Qin laughed a little demonically, as if she had discovered what a ridiculous and ridiculous thing it was, and repeated those words vigorously, as if she wanted to laugh out of her heart.

Seeing this, Meng Xia didn't ask anything, just stood there quietly and watched.

After a while, Zheng Qin put away a smile and took the initiative to say to Meng Xia: "Do you know, the prince once told me that I must help you protect you in the palace and not let you out in any danger!" I thought that the two of you had already made a private agreement for life, so the prince would think about you so much, and he would treat the other women around him as nothing for you! ”

"But I now know that things are not what I thought they were. The prince is really stupid, more stupid than me, to do so much silently for a woman who doesn't love him at all, and he doesn't even mention it to you! ”

Zheng Qin laughed so hard that tears kept flowing: "But the more he is like this, it means that the weight you have in his heart is more and more heavy, so heavy that I don't even have the qualifications to try it and compare, and it is so heavy that I now realize that all my fantasies were just in vain!" What a fool he is, to fall in love with a woman who doesn't love him at all, and what he can't get is always the best! ”

"Meng Xia, you're right, now I understand that I don't even have the qualifications to hate you. I've tried everything, and you don't have to do anything at all, but you've already gotten to the bottom of the prince's heart! No matter what I do for him, even if I give everything to you, it can't be worth your unintentional sigh thousands of miles away! If there is no comparison at all, how can I compare to you? How? How can I ......

Zheng Qin really talked about the sadness, and the whole person was like water making tears and kept shedding.

She sat down directly and looked forward to the stone table, as if her body, which was already weak due to a long illness, might fall apart at any time.

Seeing this, even though Meng Xia was hard-hearted, he couldn't help but soften at this time.

The heartfelt despair of the woman in front of her pierced her like a needle, and she couldn't help but feel sad.

Maybe Zheng Qin is right, they are really the same kind of people, but she is much luckier than Zheng Qin, even if she loses her mother and loses everything, there is still a third emperor brother who can always warm her and will not let her completely sink into the dark abyss.

Meng Xia knew why Zheng Qin asked her so many questions that she didn't need to ask at all, and sometimes, what really fascinated her was not the truth, but the despair that emerged at the moment of all luck and disillusionment.

Perhaps, for Zheng Qin, she could not have come to Nanmeng. If she didn't know the purpose of entering the palace at the beginning, so she impulsively agreed to Chu Zhengqian, but later she knew it, but she still continued to go against her heart, it can only mean that it was not for revenge or to verify the unwillingness in her heart.

Zheng Qin must want to know where she lost! In the end, there is nothing like the rival in love she thinks of!

But now she found out that she didn't even have the qualifications to compete, because her opponent didn't even have the idea to make a move, she had already lost completely, and there was no place to turn over!

"Why are you doing this......

She didn't walk away like that after all, but sighed with emotion and sat back down.

Zheng Qin didn't reply, but was still crying, as if this time she was going to cry all the sorrow suppressed in her heart.

"If you really regret it, then let's find a way to go back to Beichu and find a way to return to him."

After a moment, Meng Xia continued: "Although it will be difficult and difficult with your current status, it does not mean that there is absolutely no way. It's impossible for me to be with him, so you don't have to think too much. People are like this for a lifetime, if you really can't let go of him, then go back and find a place closer to him, even if you pay attention to him silently. ”

These words made Zheng Qin stop crying.

She got up and wiped all the tears from her face with a handkerchief, but looking at Meng Xia in front of her was an indescribable surprise.

Zheng Qin never thought that the Ninth Princess, who seemed ruthless and ruthless before, would now say such a thing to her.

"Are you telling the truth?" She asked without emotion, not knowing what was going on in her mind at the moment.

"Naturally, it's true, but I can't help you leave the palace and return to Beichu, because I can't and can't do it with my identity. If you really want to get out of here, you're up to you. ”

Meng Xia said: "I know that you are very smart, and fortunately, you have not received the favor of the emperor now, and you are still just an unknown and dispensable person in the palace, so I believe that you will still be able to find a way." ”

"It seems that you really don't love him!" Zheng Qin said with a slight mockery: "If you really love him, how can you take the initiative to persuade me to leave and return to Beichu and go to his side?" If you really love him, how can you be so generous? ”

"Zheng Qin, I'm not a bad person, but I'm definitely not a good person, so I don't think it's easy to sit down and talk to you about such a phone call today."

Meng Xia didn't care about Zheng Qin's attitude, but said: "Actually, what you said before is not wrong, I am a selfish person, and the first thing I consider in my life is always myself and the people I care about." But I don't think there's anything wrong with that, at least I've never personally harmed any innocent person, and that's enough. ”

"Today, I have enough to say to you, and it is still up to you to decide how to choose. What kind of life you want to live and what kind of life you want to experience in the future is actually in your thoughts. ”

Meng Xia finally said kindly: "I have already said what should be said, how to decide what you can do for yourself." At most, I can only explain one or two things to Chu Zhengqian for you, and I won't let him blame you. You can do the rest yourself. ”

"Meng Xia, I have to say, I really have to look at you today!"

Zheng Qin looked at Meng Xia and showed a smile: "Okay, today I have shed all the tears in this life, perhaps, I should say thank you to you!" ”

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It's too late to correct a typo in this chapter.,It might be a bit much.,Ahhhhhh (To be continued.) )