Zheng Qin's sudden and straightforward attitude suddenly made Meng Xia a little confused. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

However, without waiting for her to react, Zheng Qin resolutely continued: "Beichu, I won't go back, and you don't have to explain anything to the prince for me. Ninth Princess, you made me figure out a truth that I have always been unable to figure out, although I still can't really get rid of my resentment towards you in my heart, and I can't really like you, but ......"

Speaking of this, she paused slightly, and concluded with a smile: "But I have to admit that you are the most sober and transparent person among the women I have ever seen, and you are also a rare truly smart person." I seem to understand a little, why the prince likes you. A woman like you is too difficult to control and control, but the more this is the case, the easier it is to arouse men's desire to conquer! ”

"Maybe you're thinking too much, two years ago, when I first met Chu Zhengqian, I was only fourteen, and he was only sixteen. It's not so much that one way or another makes me different from others, it's that I have a similar experience with him. ”

Meng Xia took over the words and said lightly: "Actually, I think that the feelings in this world are far more than **** between men and women, the so-called love, maybe people who really understand it have nothing at all." ”

She didn't know why she was discussing such a topic with Zheng Qin, but her intuition told her that opening her heart like this at this moment might be a turning point, a turning point in the way she and Zheng Qin got along.

You're right, but you're not right. At least one thing I don't agree with, the prince doesn't care so much about you because you have a similar experience with him, if that's the case, then why does he turn a blind eye to me? ”

Zheng Qin shook her head, from beginning to end, she felt that she was the same kind of person as Meng Xia.

Therefore, if it is as Meng Xia said, of course he and King Zheng are the same kind of people. But the fact is that no matter what she does, Prince Zheng has never really taken a good look at her, and Meng Xia doesn't have to do anything, but he has been deeply rooted in the heart of the prince.

Such a situation, maybe Meng Xia couldn't really understand, but she knew it clearly.

However, to Zheng Qin's surprise, Meng Xia shook his head directly.

"No, I said earlier, you and I are not the same kind of people, so you and Chu Zhengqian are not the same kind of people."

She looked at Zheng Qin, did not hesitate, and said very calmly: "We are different from you, we are far more ruthless and selfish than you, you will do everything for what you love, give everything, but we will all have reservations, and we will never be able to do this." ”

Meng Xia said this call to Zheng Qin, and at the same time, he was calmly facing his own heart.

Zheng Qin seemed to have some difficulty believing her ears, or she never thought that Meng Xia would say such a direct thing to her heart in front of her.

She had to ask rhetorically: "Even if it is the Third Emperor Brother you care about the most, you will still have reservations, no matter what happens at any time, even if he is facing life and death, you still can't do everything for him?" ”

Seeing Zheng Qin mention the Three Emperor Brothers, Meng Xia smiled slightly: "Even if it is the Third Emperor Brother, even if it is life and death, if there is enough kung fu to consider, I will choose to protect myself first." ”

"Why? Are you really so ruthless? Zheng Qin couldn't believe it, and subconsciously didn't hesitate to believe that Meng Xia should not be the kind of ruthless and unrighteous person, even if he admitted it himself.

"Why?" Seeing this, Meng Xia asked rhetorically: "Looking at your expression like this, do you think that I am not such a selfish person?" ”

"Most of the people who say they are affectionate and righteous are liars, and those who feel that they are selfish are often not so unbearable."

Zheng Qin said: "I believe that you can be ruthless to anyone in this world, but I don't believe that you can be so ruthless to your Third Emperor Brother." Meng Xia, I have worked hard to study you, and the relationship between you and King Ding is far more than what you express! ”

Hearing Zheng Qin's words, Meng Xia didn't plan to refute anything.

She just silently looked into the depths of the bamboo forest, and said as if muttering, "You're right, the Three Emperor Brothers are different. Because if I was faced with life and death, he would not give me the opportunity to make such a choice, he would give up his life to give me the hope of life at all costs, and would never let me take risks for him. So, no matter what, it will only be me who will be saved in the end. ”

This can say that Zheng Qin can't help but be stunned.

For a while, she couldn't see the girl in front of her even more clearly.

The girl who was obviously only sixteen years old, but seemed to have lived several reincarnations, was so real that she was a little distracted.

Sometimes, it's not necessarily easier to live than to die.

There is never a shortage of people who die for love in this world, but there are very few people who live for love, because the pain and tossing that the latter have to endure are far heavier than the former.

At this moment, Zheng Qin finally saw the most unusual thing about Meng Xia, because there was a kind of extraordinary bravery that made the girl in front of him terrifyingly strong!

This kind of bravery is completely different from what ordinary people say, it is a kind of real fearlessness, a kind of calmness that knows the consequences that will be endured but still accepts it calmly and calmly!

"Zheng Qin, this conversation between us seems to have exceeded my original expectations."

After a while, Meng Xia retracted his gaze and looked at Zheng Qin again, and a little smile appeared on his face: "But it's okay, it's also a pain to hold some words in my heart and not find the right person to talk to, but now that I've been nagging with you, I feel much more comfortable all around." ”

"Yes, so do I."

Seeing this, Zheng Qin couldn't help but laugh along: "Do you remember what I said just now?" I lie to you, I really shed all the tears of my life today, so nothing will make me cry from now on. ”

"Don't say that too soon, tears aren't all bad things sometimes."

Meng Xia said: "Crying with joy, moving to tears or something is a common thing, and you still have to be optimistic." ”

"Optimistic? These two words are easier said than done. ”

Zheng Qin sighed slightly, but his attitude towards Meng Xia was much more relaxed than before: "If the person you love not only doesn't love you, but asks you to serve or even sacrifice for the woman he loves, can you still be optimistic?" ”

"If it's me......"

Meng Xia smiled, but there was no embarrassment or embarrassment, but said solemnly: "If it were me, then I would not hesitate to let go of the past, how far away from that person is, and live for myself from now on, and live as wonderful as I can." ”

"Yes, you are indeed different from me, and I can't afford to put it down as you say."

Zheng Qin smiled bitterly: "This is the key, I can't let go, no matter what, I still love him." If so, what if so? ”

She asked Meng Xia as if she was asking for the answer in her heart.

It sounds ridiculous, but she's asking her rival for an answer. Ridiculous is ridiculous, people sometimes do this, if you can't find the answer, who wants to go this far?

Meng Xia seemed to feel something, but he didn't avoid Zheng Qin's question, after a pause, he looked at Zheng Qin's eyes and said directly: "If it's really what you said, it's his business who he loves, what does it have to do with me?" It is my business that I love him, and what does it have to do with him? ”

A sentence hit Zheng Qin like thunder and lightning, and she was stunned for a while.

Her mind was ringing, and all her thoughts were scattered at that moment, except for the last two words that Meng Xia had just said that kept echoing: "Who he loves is his business, what does it have to do with me?" It is my business that I love him, and what does it have to do with him? ”

yes, what does it have to do with him? What does it have to do with him? What does it have to do with him......

I don't know how long it took, until Zheng Qin heard Meng Xia's voice again, and the whole person suddenly withdrew some thoughts that spread out infinitely.

"Zheng Qin, are you okay?"

Meng Xia shouted several times, but seeing that he didn't react, he felt for a while that he really had something to say today.

She wasn't like this before, and it couldn't help but feel a little ridiculous when she thought about it, when she became so kind and kind.

Zheng Qin shook his head silently, but after a while, he looked at Meng Xia and said, "He loves you, what does it have to do with me?" I love him, what does it have to do with him? He loves you, what does it have to do with me? I love him, what does it have to do with him? ”

She kept repeating these two sentences, the more she spoke, the more excited she became, the louder she spoke, the more she spoke, the more she felt that there was a breath in her heart that broke through the obstacles and drilled out of every pore, and the more she spoke, the more she felt that the whole person was comfortable and refreshed!

"Meng Xia, you said it so well! That's right! She couldn't help laughing, her cold and haggard face brought new vitality, and the whole person was suffocating in her face: "I understand, I finally figured it out, I finally figured it out!" ”

"Zheng Qin ......"

Meng Xia didn't know what to say for a while, and Zheng Qin's reaction made her a little overwhelmed.

"Meng Xia, you don't have to say anything more, I really figured it out, don't worry, I'm fine, I'm fine, and I've never had such a good time."

Zheng Qin let out a long breath and continued: "Sure enough, this heart disease still needs a heart medicine. I didn't expect to get such a medicine from you today, and it seems that my illness will be cured soon. ”

Her gaze revealed unprecedented firmness, no longer confused or resentful, but only endless courage and strength.

This kind of Zheng Qin makes people's blood surging and makes people can't take their eyes off it.

"It's a good thing to be sick, who won't be sick and suffer a disaster when you live? If you are sick, you should be treated in time, so that you can get better quickly. ”

Meng Xia couldn't help but smile slightly, and he understood what Zheng Qin's "illness will be cured soon" meant.

"Meng Xia, aren't you worried that after I get well, I will cause you trouble in this Nanmeng harem?"

Zheng Qin asked rhetorically: "I really don't plan to leave the palace again, and I will definitely find a way to gain a foothold in this Nanmeng harem and find a foothold on my side." But that doesn't mean that I will do what the prince tells me, maybe I'll go against you then, aren't you worried? ”

"I can't interfere with your choice. But it's still the same sentence as before, as long as you don't make enemies of me, even if you turn this harem upside down, I won't care. On the contrary, I also have my means, and some consequences are simply not something you can afford. ”

Meng Xia smiled confidently, and he really wasn't too worried.

"Very good, she is worthy of being the ninth princess who is the most favored by Emperor Nanmeng, and sure enough, this courage and courage are not ordinary."

After hearing this, Zheng Qin smiled happily, but also said frankly: "Since the prince cares about you so much and doesn't want you to have any accidents, then I will take good care of and protect you for him." Whatever he wants, I will do it for him, as long as he is happy! ”

At this moment, Zheng Qin really understands what love is, since he can't get the person he loves, then just love it in his own way, what is the importance of the rest?

"Zheng Qin, have you really thought it through? Maybe you have another way, if you get out of this harem and return to Northern Chu, maybe there will be hope to achieve your wish in the future. ”

Meng Xia didn't expect Zheng Qin to say that it would be easy all at once, and she actually took the initiative to follow Chu Zhengqian's instructions and complete her original purpose of coming to Nanmeng.

This made Meng Xia a little unbearable, and she didn't know when she started, she subconsciously regarded Zheng Qin as a special existence between relatives and friends.

"I've decided that it's best to go back to the top of the original path, at least so that I can still leave a little good in his heart."

Zheng Qin looked at Meng Xia and showed a green smile: "Meng Xia, I found that I don't hate you anymore, and even like you a little inexplicably, probably this is where your charm lies." That's right, how can a person who can make the prince so attentive be ordinary and ordinary? ”

"Thank you......"

Meng Xia didn't know what to say, so he could only say these two words from the bottom of his heart.

"You don't have to thank me, because I'm for him, not you."

Zheng Qin was very calm: "From now on, I will slowly get better and adjust my state to the best." When the time comes, I need a chance, a chance to appear naturally in front of your father, and I think you should be able to help me do that. As for the rest, you don't have to worry about me anymore. ”

"Do you really regret it?"

Meng Xia was sure again, with a rather serious expression on his face.

"There is nothing to regret, I just hope that one day in the future, the prince will be able to get his wish and achieve his grand cause, and when he recalls the past, he can occasionally remember that there is such a person as me."

Zheng Qin smiled a little lonely, but did not hesitate at all.

A person's fate may have been predestined from birth, she can't get the heart of the prince like Meng Xia, but isn't it a relief to be able to share his worries?

"Okay, I'll help you ......"

The wind passed, and the bamboo leaves rustled, gradually engulfing the voices of the two people. (To be continued.) )