Some people are the kind of people who know at first sight that they will be together for a long time, and that feeling is like a tomato meeting an egg, which is very compatible.

And some people, it's not the kind that can get along well at first glance, just like ice cream and hot pot, which always feel weird when paired together, and the taste is probably only known to those who have tasted it.

Su Yinian's college is far away from home, because he doesn't like to stay at home, he always feels that that home is no longer his home, and his family is no longer just his family.

When he saw his father leading a woman and a girl two years younger than her to his house, he knew that his life was no longer the life it once was.

The rejection of stepmothers by ordinary people may be because the previous mother was too good to him, or that the stepmother was a term for a wicked person, so many children avoided it, but Su Yinian was not, he hated his biological mother very much, and he even thought of killing her with a knife.

It was a complete mistake for Su Yinnian's father and Su Yinnian's mother to get married, and Su Yinnian also felt that giving birth to his mother was an even bigger wrong decision.

He witnessed his mother hugging other men on the street, and he was still young at that time, but he thought those men were disgusting, until one day he saw his father, who had never been angry, slap his mother, and he knew that something was wrong.

Then he understood the reason for all this, and when he understood it, he wanted to escape from this place even more.

It turned out that he had always thought that his mother, who was as clean as everyone else, was actually a young lady, and he had always thought that his taciturn father was actually just one of his mother's thousands of guests, and they got married entirely because his father took pity on him and couldn't bear to let him disappear without seeing this world.

And his father does like his mother, so they didn't get married, they just got a license to live together, they have their own things, but Su Yinian doesn't know anything, he thinks she is the same as all the children.

When he was ten years old, his parents divorced, and she never saw his mother again, and his memory of her only remained when he was ten years old.

The new mother was very good to him, he used to want to have a normal mother, but now he has it, but he doesn't want it so much, he doesn't hate this stepmother at all, what he hates is that the world is unfair to him.

He used to hate that sister very much, and he didn't say a word all day long, he snatched her things, beat her, but she didn't cry or scream, she sat there quietly, holding a pen and paper on the table, and kept drawing.

Later, he learned that Qiu Ci suffered from depression during that time, which caused a series of diseases. Originally, Qiu Ci wanted to change his surname to Su like him, but Qiu Ci was unwilling to live or die.

She said: "The person who gave me life gave me a name, and now my father who gave birth to me doesn't want me, I only have a name, don't change my surname, I will shout Dad, I will be filial to Mom, I just want to leave my name." When Qiu Ci spoke, he obviously didn't cry, not even choked, but it sounded so sad in Su Yinian, as if a sharp sword stabbed into his body without warning, it was very painful but there was no trace of blood in sight, but it left a deep scar in his heart.

From that day on, he gradually changed his opinion of Qiu Ci, but he still couldn't accept the extra strangers at home, and this feeling became stronger after the new mother became pregnant.

But when he saw Qiu Ci looking at his new mother's bulging lower abdomen, the sadness in his eyes was the same as his, it turned out that he and Qiu Ci were the same kind of people, and it was at that time that he kept his bangs and covered his eyes, he was afraid that someone would see his fragility like he saw Qiu Ci, and that feeling made him very unpleasant.

The three words Su Yinian represent that he does not believe in love, and he does not believe in family affection. So when Xu Yang told him that she liked herself, he was more uneasy and scared in the process of being surprised, and he liked to escape like Qiu Ci.

And now Xu Yang has made no less than ten phone calls to him, and he has received more than a dozen short messages, but he just doesn't want to see her, he doesn't like Xu Yang's eyes when he looks at him, it's too hot and too difficult.

But if he kept ignoring Xu Yang like this, she would definitely be very worried. He stood next to the trash can standing under a tree on the street, lowered his head and flipped through his phone.

Qiu Ci's voice came from the other side of the phone, and when he heard Qiu Ci's voice, Su Yinian's mood suddenly relaxed a lot, as if the depression he had been suppressing had been swept away all at once.

"Are you alright?" Su Yinian asked.

"It's alright, what about you?" Su Yinian touched his nose and smiled: "It's not good." ”

"What's wrong?"

"Can you give Xu Yang a call and ask her to stop looking for me." Although Su Yinian was unforgiving to Xu Yang, he still had a little bit of her position in his heart, otherwise he would not have deliberately called Qiu Ci.

Qiu Ci felt that his action was very funny: "Why do you want me to fight, aren't you in the same school?" Su Yinian touched the back of his head helplessly, lowered his head and stepped cautiously along the lattice of the road: "It's because of a school, I think she is too annoying and doesn't want to pay attention to her, but if I ignore her, she will think crankily and think that something happened to me, so I thought I wanted you to tell her." ”

"Su Yinian, you are so cowardly!" Qiu Ci laughed mercilessly.

"I just don't want to pay attention to her, so I'm cowardly." Su Yinian asked a little puzzled. Qiu Ci knocked on his head and said helplessly: "I said I'm dull, you're slower than me, if you don't like her to reject her directly, she has enough momentum to refuse once, you don't have to be so annoyed, but if you don't accept or refuse now, I don't understand, say you like her, don't like her, you say you're not a special coward!" Su Yinian's wandering footsteps suddenly paused, but the faint smile on his face suddenly froze on his face, yes, why is he hesitating?

said that he hated Xu Yang, that was something he could completely deny, and when it came to liking it...... He wasn't sure. He said: "Xiao Ci, do you particularly want me to be with Xu Yang?" Qiu Ci didn't understand why he asked like this, but said in a daze: "Xu Yang likes you, I think you are quite suitable, if you really like her, just promise her, if you don't like her, refuse to be clean, otherwise you will be sad and drag her down." Su Yinian's fingers holding the mobile phone were a little white, and he opened his mouth and breathed heavily: "Xiao Ci, you really can't see it." ”

"See what?"

"Xiao Ci, you really ...... Do you only think of me as your brother? Qiu Ci was stunned, holding the phone and not knowing what to say, did she misunderstand?

Was he trying to express something?

"Su Yinian, you're crazy." Qiu Ci couldn't help but scold.

"Crazy!" Su Yinian smiled dryly: "I almost went crazy, you are my sister!" Qiu Ci sat on the bed, the video on the computer had dimmed, just printing her face, she saw a stunned face, looked at herself in disbelief, she said: "Su Yinian, I have someone I like." ”

"I know." He already knew that when he first met that man, he knew that man was not simple, and he also knew that he was not the opponent called Lu Fengbai.

Qiu Ci closed the computer and leaned on the bed: "Since you know, then please don't say this kind of thing that will bother me, okay?" Su Yinian had unconsciously walked near the school, he raised his head and glanced at it, turned around and walked away: "I regret that I didn't notice my thoughts before he appeared, otherwise I wouldn't have let him get ahead." ”

"Even if you notice it, there is no way, before he appeared, I liked this other boy, but after he came, I still had no way to like anyone else, Su Yinian, you have to know, feelings are not the advantage of whoever comes first, feelings are opportunities that need the right time, place and people, all of them are indispensable, maybe these are already fate, but I don't want to resist anymore." Qiu Ci's voice was very gentle, as if the whole world became warm when he was mentioned.

Su Yinian listened to the voice, but it was not a taste in her heart, she understood that her kind of gentleness was not given to herself, she would give it to many people, but she would not give it to herself, because in Qiu Ci's heart, he was just her brother.

He said, "See you in the New Year." ”

"Yes." hung up the phone, she immediately dialed Xu Yang's mobile phone, and sure enough, as Su Yinian said, Xu Yang was looking for him, so when she knew that Su Yinian asked her to call to inform Xu Yang not to look for him anymore, she held her mobile phone and screamed hysterically.

Then he scolded very resentfully: "Neurotic." Qiu Ci asked tentatively, "Do you think Su Yinian likes you?" But what Qiu Ci didn't expect was that Xu Yang generously admitted that Su Yinian didn't like her at all, and from the first time he saw her, he rejected Xu Yang, and he didn't drag his feet at all.

Qiu Ci didn't understand it very much, since he already knew that the other party didn't like it, why did he still have to stalk, shouldn't he be sad?

"What if you don't like me, I like him, I like him, I like him, I harass him, he doesn't like me, just tell me, reject me once, then refuse a second time, I don't believe he really doesn't like me at all, he doesn't care about me at all, unless he leads another woman in front of me one day, laughs very happily and tells me that he has someone he likes, they are very happy together, only then will I give up on him, because I know that there is nothing but me in this world, No one can give him the happiness he wants, and if I can give him more happiness than I give, then I shouldn't pester him anymore. It turns out that she likes Su Yinian so much, it turns out that Xu Yang is really a girl who dares to love and hate, and is not afraid of failure, and she is like a fool compared to herself.

She is actually happier than anyone else, there are people who love her, there are people she loves, why should she feel sorry for herself and feel unhappy!