Chapter 34: From the Heart
When Qiu Ci came back, he saw Lu Fengbai just leaving. Wen Ruojin said: "He really doesn't remember. ”
"I see." Wu Xiaoge and Miao Le also understood one thing, the two of them must know the handsome guy just now, and their fate is not shallow, but the handsome guy doesn't seem to remember them.
It's just that after Xu Feifei appeared, they realized that Qiu Ci and Wen Ruojin's enemies seemed to be a little strong.
Qiu Ci is really unwilling, not at all like giving up like this, she is not a person with perseverance, but once she makes up her mind to do something, she will definitely do it well.
She hugged her mobile phone every day, a series of numbers that she could recite with her eyes closed, but she didn't dare to dial it out, and she was scared again.
She hesitated for a long time, but still dialed the number. After a long time, Lu Fengbai answered the phone: "Which one?" Again, that cold, unfamiliar tone.
Qiu Ci was silent for a moment, and seemed to be determined to ask him, "Teacher, are you still angry?" She just refused to admit the fact that Lu Fengbai had forgotten about herself, and she hoped that he was angry with her and unwilling to admit her, deceiving herself.
When Lu Fengbai heard it, it was the familiar voice again, and he called her teacher again, he didn't remember that he had ever been a teacher: "Did you make a mistake?" He didn't even notice it, and his voice was deliberately softer when he spoke.
Originally, when his tone was cold, she could still speak well, but when she heard the familiar tone gently brushing her ear, she couldn't help crying very unproductively: "I didn't make a mistake, I have called this number countless times." She deliberately kept her old number.
"But I really don't know you." I don't know why listening to her cry, his heart hurts inexplicably, without warning.
Qiu Ci exhaled deeply: "Maybe I made a mistake, or maybe he changed his number and didn't tell me, so I want to ask you If you meet a person named Lu Fengbai one day, please tell him that Qiu Ci is waiting for him, if he hasn't forgotten me, please let him come to me, I will apologize to him well, and never make him angry again." Lu Fengbai was stunned, it was Qiu Ci again, did she really know herself, or did she know a person with the same name and surname, but he used his mobile phone number when he was in college.
"Say, what's his name?"
"Lu Feng Bai, the wind of the mainland's land scenery is white and white, he is twenty-five years old this year, he has a good friend named Yan Yuhao, and a friend named Xu Feifei." Clear words came into his ears without any difference, and there was no doubt that Lu Fengbai in her mouth was indeed herself, but why couldn't he remember a person named Qiu Ci, it seemed that he had forgotten a very important person, was that person her?
He said: "If it's not wrong, I should be Lu Fengbai in your mouth, but I don't seem to remember you, I forgot a very important person, is that person you?" Qiu Ci covered her face, tears slipped from her palms, she tried her best to restrain crying, but she couldn't help it: "I know that I didn't make a mistake, teacher, how can you forget me, even if you are angry with me, you can't forget me......" She was already crying silently, unable to say half a word.
His throat hurt as if he was being pulled, Lu Fengbai closed his eyes and desperately thought about the broken figure, but he couldn't put it together.
"Tell me, where are you? I'm going to look for you. He said suddenly, as if something had driven him, and he was now eager to see if she could coincide with the vague figure in his dream.
"N big."
"I'll go over now and wait for me at the east gate." When Xu Feifei came to find Lu Fengbai, he saw him preparing to change his clothes.
"Where are you going?" Xu Feifei asked. Lu Fengbai glanced at her, but the look was so indifferent, cold and scared her, did he remember anything?
"I'll go out, don't look for me." After that, he changed his clothes and went straight out. Xu Feifei's shoulder hurt by him, but he walked away without looking back, looking anxious as if something had happened.
Could it be that he remembered, so he couldn't wait to find Qiu Ci? Thinking of this, Xu Feifei suddenly felt that the weather in October was colder than the cold winter wax moon, and it was cold to the bone.
Qiu Ci hung up the phone and went to the east gate, leaning against the wall and waiting for him with her head down, she was actually sure if Lu Fengbai would really come to her, but with a little hope, she would not give up.
Lu Fengbai's car stopped at the east gate, and for some reason, he saw the girl leaning against the wall at a glance.
Wearing a simple white shirt and black pants, his hair was simply combed into a ponytail, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
As if pulled by some mysterious force, he slowly approached her, and he forgot to ask what the girl looked like before he came out.
Qiu Ci heard footsteps approaching, and when she raised her head, she found that Lu Fengbai was looking at her with a confused look in his eyes.
Lu Fengbai saw that she didn't react for a long time, he hesitated a little in his heart, looked at her a little embarrassed, smiled and said, "I'm sorry I recognized the wrong person." But when he turned around, Qiu Ci grabbed his hand: "You, have you really forgotten me?" The warm little hand in the palm of his hand held him with a slight tremble, and he turned to look at Qiu Ci: "I don't remember you, but when I saw you, I thought I should know you." He said, gesturing to his chest, "Because it hurts here." Qiu Ci never thought that Lu Fengbai would really forget her like this, even though everyone remembered her, he forgot her.
"And do you remember me now?" She looked at Lu Fengbai, her red eyes a little expectant. He couldn't see Qiu Ci's appearance of wanting to cry and his eyes were red, obviously he didn't remember it, but he still couldn't see it: "Before I get my memory back, I think I need to say to you, hello, my name is Lu Fengbai, I think I like you very much, can you be my girlfriend?" The voice was very soft, as if in the past, gently brushing through the ears and brushing the heart.
Qiu Ci suddenly laughed, but there were tears in his eyes that didn't dare to fall: "Didn't you say you liked me a long time ago?" It's just that you never let me be your girlfriend, you always say wait for me to grow up, wait for me to grow up, and now that I'm older, you don't remember me. ”
"If so, I'm really sorry to have forgotten you, so can you get to know me again? I'd love to get to know you. ”
"Yes, my name is Autumn Speech, Autumn Autumn, Farewell Speech." Only this time I won't say goodbye to you.
Lu Fengbai smiled, his eyebrows and eyes gentle: "Coincidentally, I was born in autumn." ”
"I was also born in the fall, and our birthdays are 28 days apart." What about getting acquainted again, the fetters of that relationship will not disappear because of the disappearance of memory, just as Lu Fengbai will find her at a glance in the vast sea of people even if he forgets her, and once again tell her that he likes her.
When Lu Fengbai looked at her, his eyes didn't seem to be able to accommodate anything but her, just looking at it quietly, he felt very satisfied, as if he didn't see enough at this moment, and he couldn't see it again in the next second.
"Teacher, why are you looking at me like this?" Qiu Ci touched his face and smiled a little embarrassedly.
"I don't know, I just want to watch it, and I always feel like I've missed it for a long time." He retracted his gaze as he spoke, and the two of them wandered aimlessly side by side, "I don't remember why I became your teacher. Qiu Ci looked at him, the sadness in her eyes flashed, she didn't know why he didn't remember anything, no one told her what happened to Lu Fengbai.
"I'll help you get your memories back, but once you get them back, you can't forget them."
"Okay." Lu Fengbai smiled slightly, his appearance was gentle and beautiful, as if nothing had changed, even if he forgot it, when he met, it was the same as before: "When I saw you at the venue that day, I thought you were very familiar." ”
"Because we've known each other before!"
"I'm so sorry to have forgotten you, if I had a memory, I would hate myself for not being able to remember you now." Lu Fengbai put his hands in his pockets and cautiously approached her, but he was afraid that he would be uncomfortable if he got too close, so he moved to the side a little more.
Qiu Ci looked at his side face, it was still so good-looking, it seemed that from the beginning when they first met, it was Lu Fengbai who had been taking the initiative to approach her, and her life was filled with warmth little by little, and now he didn't remember, so this time Qiu Ci took the initiative to approach.
She stretched out her hand and pulled his hand and held it gently, Lu Fengbai was stunned for a moment and looked at her very surprised, but Qiu Ci smiled: "You should hold me like this." ”
"...... like this" Lu Fengbai looked at the hands held together with some hesitation, her hands were so small and soft to hold very comfortably, comfortable and didn't want to let go, how good it would be if she could hold them like this all the time.
Lu Fengbai doesn't remember what happened to her in those two years, and he doesn't know why he forgot, let alone how much Qiu Ci likes him, but the only thing he can be sure of now is that he really, really likes her, even if he just met, he began to think of what it would be like to be white with her.
Qiu Ci roughly told him about his family affairs along the way, and also introduced his family to the side, but she could talk about Su Yinian, but she emphasized that Su Yinian was just her brother and had no other relationship.
Hearing Qiu Ci say this, Lu Fengbai asked, "Did I misunderstand you?" Qiu Ci lowered his head and pushed the eyes on his face, and nodded silently: "It should have been misunderstood!" That night you saw me with him, and ran away in a rage, and I went out to look for you but didn't find you. Lu Fengbai sighed helplessly: "Forget it, forget the bad things in the past, forget it, I won't do it again in the future." Qiu Ci looked at his helpless appearance, grinned at the corner of his mouth: "You forgot me, and you still trust me so much, aren't you afraid that I will lie to you?" Actually, you don't like me that much. ”
"Whether you like it or not is your own business, I feel that I can feel it, I can't fool me, I just like you, I know if you can lie to me or not." Maybe this is love, hidden in the bottom of the heart, even if the brain is blank, but the beating heart still has the most unforgettable memory, and the clearest feeling.
Love or not, not to say it, the heart can feel it, love does not exist in memory, but in the bottom of the heart, it doesn't matter if you forget, the feeling will still be there, walking through the mountains and rivers through the flashy world, you will still be attracted when you see it again, the kind of long-forgotten love only exists in the heart, only shared with the person you love.