Chapter 57: Firmness

Lu Feng is dead in vain! This was the first thought that occurred to her after waking up crying, she had fallen asleep crying last night, and by the time she woke up, it was already dawn.

Qiu Ci looked at the mobile phone lying in the corner, she knew that yesterday's phone call was not a dream, Lu Fengbai really had an accident.

She hurriedly sorted herself up and ran out, but she stopped halfway through, where was she going?

Do what? What to do? Qiu Ci smiled bitterly and walked to a place and sat down, and music was playing in the milk tea shop next to him: I am even willing to suffer all these hardships for you, but it's a pity that I finally lost you, I'm sorry, I've tried my best, I didn't give up, but I didn't see you, I thought I couldn't hurt myself like this, but it's a pity that we can't go back, and the sad crying has intensified...... Maybe this song tasted her heart, maybe this lyric is to describe her state of mind at the moment, she somehow, tears began to fall, if she could, she would rather live ten years less, as long as Lu Fengbai still lived well in this world.

Who should she find to help her, who should she find to get her out of this pain. She was very glad that her phone was not broken by her yesterday, although the screen was broken, but it still worked, she flipped through the phone book and dialed a string of numbers.

It took a long time for the phone to get through: "Autumn resignation." ”

"Yan Yuhao." Qiu Ci's tone was very tired.

"What's the matter?"

"Do you know where Lu Fengbai is?" When Qiu Ci saw Yan Yuhao, it was downstairs of the People's Hospital in N City, the sun was a little dazzling, Yan Yuhao was standing under the tree waiting for her, dressed in white and gray pants, dressed very casually, but the tiredness on his face was obvious.

"Yan Yuhao." Qiu Ci ran towards him: "Where is Lu Fengbai?" Is it in there? Yan Yuhao nodded, and Qiu Ci's heart that had been lifting it suddenly relaxed: "Is he okay?" I saw Yan Yuhao shake his head: "The situation is very bad." When Qiu Ci heard this, he missed a beat in his heart, and hurriedly walked towards the hospital, but he didn't want to be dragged by Yan Yuhao: "Please let go." Qiu Ci frowned and said.

"Now you can't go in, Lu Fengbai's father and Xu Feifei are there, they won't let you go in to see him." Hearing this, Qiu Ci was stunned: "Why don't you let me see him." ”

"Lu Fengbai's father and Xu Feifei both know you, and they also know what happened between you and Lu Fengbai, plus Lu Fengbai left a suicide note, let them see you at this time, I'm afraid it will be even more difficult for you to see Lu Fengbai." Yan Yuhao kindly reminded.

Qiu Ci was like a deflated ball, took a few steps back decadently, and looked at him: "Then what should I do?" ”

"You settle yourself first, and when I come to take care of Lu Fengbai, I'll call you over."

"Yan Yuhao, thank you."

"I'll settle in with you first." Qiu Ci followed Yan Yuhao out of the hospital, and when she left, she glanced back there, where she didn't go in, Lu Fengbai was inside: The teacher is waiting for me!

Yan Yuhao found her a hotel and settled down, and then looked at the sun and the sun had already set. The sunset was broken, and the afterglow slowly set in the west, and both of them sat in the room very tired, looking at each other speechlessly.

Liang Jiuqiu asked, "Where did you find him?" ”

"It was Xu Feifei who found him, last time he invited me to dinner, I always felt that he spoke strangely, so I asked Xu Feifei to pay more attention to him, Xu Feifei secretly installed a positioning system in his car, she didn't get through that day, so she looked for it, and when she went, the car had already turned ......over" He said and glanced at Qiu Ci, and then did not continue.

It turned out that he had long had suicidal thoughts, could it be because of her words? So is it her who harmed Lu Fengbai like this?

"It's all my fault."

"It's not your fault." Qiu Ci smiled bitterly and didn't speak again! Lu Fengbai was placed in a single room ward, Xu Feifei has been accompanying Lu Fengbai for the past few days, Lu Fengbai's father is busy with the company's affairs all day, and after knowing that Lu Fengbai is temporarily out of danger of life, he has not taken care of him again.

When Yan Yuhao went to the hospital that day, he saw Xu Feifei's face haggard, and he couldn't bear it, so he went over to help her, Xu Feifei saw that it was him, but he just smiled faintly and thanked him.

"You go back and rest today, I'll take care of him for you." Yan Yuhao said, in fact, he wanted Xu Feifei to rest more.

"I don't worry about him." Xu Feifei was a little worried.

"You should rest assured of me, I have been friends with Lao Bai for so many years, I will take care of him, you go back first and have a good rest for a day, I will help you take care of him, and when you are well rested, you will come back for me, so that you will not fall ill after he is better, I think Lao Bai doesn't want to see you so haggard after waking up, you are not good-looking." Yan Yuhao said sincerely, Xu Feifei was indeed tired.

She takes care of Lu Fengbai here all day long, and she has to make up for the day's work after she goes back, she is already lacking in skills, and the most important thing is that Yan Yuhao said that she is not good-looking when she is so haggard, she still hopes that Lu Fengbai can see her most beautiful appearance, not this tired appearance.

Xu Feifei had no choice but to nod and say, "I'm sorry for you, I'll come back tomorrow." ”

"It's fine." Yan Yuhao smiled and said. After Xu Fei flew away, he called Qiu Ci and asked her to come over.

Obviously, Lu Fengbai and Qiu Ci love each other, but they have to be sneaky and unsightly when they meet, Qiu Ci is a little unhappy in her heart, but thinking about Lu Fengbai, she is also relieved, what is this.

When Qiu Ci came to the hospital, Yan Yuhao happened to be waiting for her at the main entrance, and she also saved herself from asking others where Lu Fengbai's ward was.

Walking to the door, Yan Yuhao touched his nose and said, "You go in, I'll sit outside for a while." Qiu Ci glanced at him gratefully, pushed the door in, the cold instrument inside was ticking, Qiu Ci was in his heart, and cautiously walked to Lu Fengbai's bedside, his leg was broken, and his hand was broken.

"It's really, like a mummy, it's not pretty." She was obviously laughing at him, but tears were rolling in her eyes, Qiu Ci moved to Lu Fengbai's bed and sat down, looking at his emaciated face, as if he had gone through some ordeal, he had lost so much weight.

She raised her hand and brushed his hair: "The hair is long, when you wake up, I'll accompany you to cut it off." Lu Fengbai still didn't move, breathing weakly with an oxygen mask, as calm as a dummy.

She looked out the window and whispered: "Teacher, do you know, I took an order these days to illustrate a novel, I read the male protagonist in that book and felt very similar to you, but the heroine is not the same as me at all, do you say that we are really not suitable." ”

"But I really can't like anyone other than you, I thought I liked Han Mo at first, and I wouldn't like you, but then I found out that the kind of liking for Han Mo is like liking for my brother or relatives." She smiled self-deprecatingly: "Teacher, did you find that I always avoid your feelings for me, yes, even I noticed it, do you know why?" She looked at Lu Fengbai, but he still didn't move.

Qiu Ci gently held his palm and rubbed it: "Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that there will be a situation similar to today, but the more I'm afraid, the more God wants me to experience this kind of pain that I can't avoid, if I worked hard at that time, instead of running away against my will, then we wouldn't be like this." ”

"Teacher, wake up quickly, when you wake up, I will listen to you like before and never lose my temper with you again." After a long time, Yan Yuhao walked in and knocked on the door, and Qiu Ci looked back.

"I've been with him for so long, let's have some food first."

"I'm not hungry, you can eat first."

"I bought it for you, eat a little bit, don't learn those women in TV dramas, torture yourself like a ghost, it's useless, he'll wake up when he should wake up." Yan Yuhao said and put the food on the table next to him: "Eat some." Qiu Ci had no choice but to nod, took out some food and ate some, she really had no appetite.

Lu Fengbai never woke up, Qiu Ci also came to see him a few times intermittently, and then after class, she moved from the hotel to the dormitory, Yan Yuhao couldn't take care of Lu Fengbai all day, he still needed to work, so her idea of seeing Lu Fengbai again was stifled little by little.

After the start of school, she has been in contact with Yan Yuhao, she relied on Yan Yuhao to know about Lu Fengbai's situation, she got rid of Yan Yuhao and often contacted the people of the Lu family, and asked them to tell him about Lu Fengbai's situation, and after telling her, Yan Yuhao agreed.

He said: "Even if you don't ask me, I have to ask often, Lu Feng has pitted me so many times, I always have to pit back, otherwise I will not be pitted in vain." Qiu Ci listened to it and was amused by him.

That day, Luo Tianche ran in front of Qiu Ci with a look of despair and escape, as if there was a ghost chasing him behind him, Miao Le saw this and asked, "What's wrong, hell?" ”

"Almost." Luo Tianche nodded: "Du Rui is looking for me." ”

"Du Rui?" Qiu Ci was stunned, the name is a little familiar.

"Oh, the flower of the English department, it's very good-looking, and it's okay to be a school flower." Miao Le explained nonchalantly.

Qiu Ci was quite surprised when he heard it: "Such a beautiful girl is looking for you, what are you running, you should try your best to catch up!" I can't figure it out, and I can find a flower to be my girlfriend. After that, Luo Tianche rolled his eyes at her: "I don't like her mouthful." ”

"Then how about you?" Miao Le still looked careless, but he poked heavily into Luo Tianche's heart.

He looked at Qiu Ci's eyes with more ambiguity and shyness, Qiu Ci was a little embarrassed to watch, and Miao Le was a little trembling.

She tugged Qiu Ci and said, "It's not cold yet, why are the goosebumps getting cold." Qiu Ci looked at the goosebumps on her arm and rubbed her arm silently: "I'm up too." Luo Tianche rolled his eyes in his heart, he had such an obvious intention, couldn't he understand it!