Chapter 56: The Afterlife

Su Yinian came back for a few days, and was called out by Xu Yang almost every day, and often had to pull up the autumn resignation, and the autumn resignation often refused to be a light bulb on the grounds that the electricity was not turned on, although Su Yinian didn't want to go out so much, but as soon as Xu Yang opened his mouth, there was always a reason for him to refute, and every time he went out dejectedly, and came back exhausted from being depressed.

It seems that Xu Yang found the right person, and Su Yinian also met the right person. For Su Yinian, he has always been confused about feelings, he has never seen true love, the destruction of his parents' divorced family has made him have countless hostility towards love, and he is even more afraid to believe in feelings, so when facing emotional problems, he has always erected thorns and prevented anyone from approaching like a hedgehog.

And Xu Yang is the opposite of him, Xu Yang is lucky, her parents are loving and her family is well-off, and she has not encountered too many unsatisfactory things in her life, she is the kind of girl who is naturally envied, so when she meets Su Yinian, a mountain that is difficult to climb, she will arouse unprecedented fighting spirit.

One is like a lonely hedgehog, one is like a butterfly in a mountain of flowers, one is respected and kept away, and one makes people want to desperately care for them, two people who seem to be unrelated, and finally come together because of fate and her efforts, even if Su Yinian thinks about it, he will be moved.

Xu Yang may be the one who brought a glimmer of light to his dark life, even if he was used to the darkness at first and was very repulsive, but the light was always there, and he would one day stand up and walk towards the glimmer and embrace the glimmer.

In this regard, Su Yinian is very similar to Qiu Ci, but the difference is that their glimmer is two kinds of people, destined to have different endings and different tastes.

Later, when Qiu Ci was wandering on the street, he met Han Mo, there was an extra girl by his side, Han Mo was a little embarrassed when he saw her, but he still went over to say hello, he introduced the girl and said that it was her classmate.

Qiu Ci didn't drill the horns, she said: "Your classmate is very good-looking, it's good to be a girlfriend one day." Han Mo smiled and didn't speak, but when he looked at Qiu Ci again, the emotions in his eyes gradually became relaxed, and he said, "Qiu Ci, we've known each other for ten years." ”

"yes, it's been ten years."

"We met too soon." "If it's a little later, maybe it won't be like that between us," he said. ”

"Perhaps a more suitable relationship for us is to be called a friend."

"If there is no land breeze white ......"

"Without Lu Fengbai, it may be another person, since the relationship that can be destroyed by a person at will, it must not be able to experience too much ordeal." Qiu Ci said very calmly, she didn't have that heart for Han Mo, or she didn't have that heart for anyone now.

Han Mo looked at her and smiled bitterly: "Friends, at least our relationship will be very stable, maybe another ten, twenty, Chinese New Year's Eve, and thirty years may not be." ”

"That's for the best." Hanmo smiled, Qiu Ci also smiled, and they seemed to go back to ten years ago, the two of them were still children, and they couldn't tell what they liked and what they loved, they just knew that they wanted to be friends with each other, and then go to school together and do homework together.

When they parted, Han Mo bought her a cake, and he still remembered her taste. Han Mo always said that her taste is too easy to remember, as long as there is more fruit in the cake, sometimes he will complain about her, since she likes to eat the fruit on the cake so much, why not sell fruit to eat.

And Qiu Ci always responded to him like this: "Because it feels different, it is precisely because it is on the cake that I like it so much, if it is lonely in front of me, I will dislike it for being too monotonous and don't want to eat it." Han Mo laughed at her for being forceful, but he would still give her this kind of cake in the future.

Later, Qiu Ci and Wen Ruojin didn't deliberately make an appointment, they met on the road, and then the two of them went into the coffee shop together, and Qiu Ci suddenly mentioned Han Mo and the girl next to Wen Ruojin.

Wen Ruojin just smiled: "In the end, neither of us got him." Qiu Ci nodded, and Sui Er asked, "Then do you still like him?" Wen Ruojin pondered for a while and said: "How can I say this, I still have his place in my heart more or less, and no one can replace this position, but I will not put him in the most important position, and I will not be alone in pain because of his every move." Sure enough, Wen Ruojin also let go, they all have their own lives in the end, don't they?

This world is not without anyone, who will not survive. I liked Han Mo so much at the beginning and fell in love with someone else, I thought I would never like Qiu Ci except Han Mo, and gradually I didn't like it so much, isn't this just growth, with pain, smiling with tears, remembering while forgetting, and then there is a new encounter, things are not people, isn't that!

Qiu Ci smiled and said, "Is this the first love between the two of us?" Wen Ruojin was stunned and nodded: "Forget it." ”

"Then we're rivals." Qiu Ci couldn't help but laugh as he spoke. Wen Ruojin also smiled when he heard it: "It seems to be counted." ”

"It's strange that I became good friends with my rival." Qiu Ci pretended to be innocent and incomprehensible, which made Wen Ruojin's eyebrows crooked.

"The world is so big that it's no wonder." Qiu Ci thought for a while and said: "It is precisely because I have liked the same person that I will understand each other's preferences and tastes better than others, so the soul will fit, isn't that what friends are!" Wen Ruojin looked at her and nodded: "If you have a friend, what more can you ask for." Later, when she was sitting in front of the computer and drawing, she received a call from an unknown number, she didn't answer at first, and hung up directly, but the phone didn't give up and called again, and the number of calls was too much, and Qiu Ci began to wonder if it was an acquaintance, so she answered the phone.

"Excuse me." The voice on the phone was Lu Fengbai. Qiu Ci frowned slightly, put down the painting brush, and said a little indifferently: "Didn't you say that you wouldn't look for me again?" Lu Fengbai smiled softly on the phone, he seemed to be very relaxed, without the restraint and oppression before, he said: "Xiaoci, don't you really want to talk to me for the last time?" Qiu Ci lowered his eyes a little sadly, and his voice was a little low: "What did you say?" "yes, what else can they say to each other?

Everything that needs to be said has already been said. Do you want to reminisce with him? I'm afraid that the more I recall, the more painful it becomes! He said: "Xiao Ci, I really love you, you said that you would like to be with me in the next life, so I'm waiting for you at the bridge, okay?" In the next life, there will not even be a six-year gap between us. His tone was sincere, as if it were very simple in the afterlife.

There was a loud wind on the phone, Qiu Ci's heart immediately became nervous, she didn't notice that her body stiffened all of a sudden, and straightened up: "Lu Fengbai, where are you now, what are you doing?" ”

"I'm on my way." Lu Fengbai looked at the empty road in front of him, with uneven mountains on one side and bottomless cliffs on the other, with twists and turns.

And he smiled more and more gently, with a soft light in his eyes, and said, "It's a pity that I can't see you now, but it's good to hear your voice." ”

"Lu Fengbai, I want to see you now." Qiu Ci's tone was very eager, she seemed to have guessed what Lu Fengbai was doing, even if she guessed wrong, she didn't want what she guessed to be true.

Lu Fengbai took his hand off the steering wheel, leaned on the seat, closed his eyes, and said in a slight voice: "I'm so scared." He was so afraid that if he couldn't meet Qiu Ci in the next life, he was so afraid that if he couldn't get the love he bought with his life and not be cherished by her, he was even more afraid that Qiu Ci would forget him, but he knew that it was impossible for him to be with Qiu Ci in this life, even if the hope of the next life was faint, but there was no hope at all than now.

He was born for love, that love, he gave it all to Qiu Ci, Qiu Ci is gone, his love is gone, and his life is meaningless.

"I said I wanted to see you." Qiu Ci almost roared into the phone.

"I'm sorry." He said. The howling wind, the speeding cars, and the tears blown away by the wind. Like a meteor in the night sky, it crossed her heart.

With bursts of intense pain, it pounded the brain. Qiu Ci heard a loud bang, and a whimper, and a cry that she hadn't noticed.

"Lu Fengbai!" She shouted tentatively, but no one answered on the phone. She panicked and kept calling his name.

Suddenly, she heard a groan, and she suddenly tensed and shouted, "Lu Fengbai." ”

"Excuse me." His voice was very weak, the whole person was stuck in the car and couldn't move, and the Bluetooth headset on his ear flashed.

Perhaps it was the incessant call of Qiu Ci that woke up Lu Fengbai.

"Where are you now?" Qiu Ci hurriedly asked.

"Xiaoci, I'm so sleepy." His voice grew softer and softer, as if he would fall asleep in the next second. Qiu Ci said nervously: "Don't sleep." ”

"I miss you so much."

"I miss you too, so can you come to see me, I forgive you, if you come to see me, I will forgive you, and I won't break up with you." Qiu Ci clinged to a faint hope and deceived himself.

Lu Fengbai moved, but it hurt so much that he couldn't move: "I can't go, I can't move." ”

"Teacher......" Qiu Ci covered his face, didn't hold back his crying, tears flowed down his cheeks and fell from his fingers and fell to the ground.

"I like ...... You...... Call me...... Teacher! His voice eventually fell silent, and there was no more sound.

Qiu Ci couldn't hold back any longer, and cried loudly, the cry was like a child, there was no hiding, she had never cried so hysterically except when she was a child.

Tears fell desperately like beads with broken threads, and they shouted indistinctly: "Teacher, teacher, ......" but still no one responded.

The phone turned off automatically, and she threw the phone on the ground like almost crazy, and the whole person shrunk into a ball, like an abandoned child, crying helplessly, wailing......