Chapter 38: Where is Home?

When Ma Cong entered the door, he felt that the atmosphere was oppressive. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

On the ground lay Mu'er's dragon and phoenix sword.

There were also a few drops of clotted blood.

The emperor's hands are wrapped in gauze!

When Xiao Jing looked for him, he only said that Mu'er had an accident, and now it seems that something is wrong.

Ma Cong didn't know how to intercede for a while.

But before he could kneel, Zhu Youzhu asked anxiously: "She ran out alone, where do you think she will go?" ”

"This?" Ma Cong thought back in his mind, "In the past, when she was unhappy, there were a few places she frequented. Then I went to find it. ”

"Okay, I'll follow you."

The horse was driving in front, Xiao Jing was behind, and the three of them hurriedly went outside the city.

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Qian Fu sent He Qingyan to be addicted.

The two of them walked slowly two or three steps apart, but the atmosphere today was inevitably a little dull.

He Qingyan sighed lowly, and finally opened his mouth first: "Hand, does it matter?"

"It doesn't matter. The flesh wound is the least tight, and the heart hurts. Qian Fu was rarely sullen.

"Do you mean the emperor is sad?"

"Naturally. Can't you see that the emperor cares about Yingzhong very much? ”

"Hey," He Qingyan sighed again and said softly, "but I feel more pain in Ying's center." ”

Qian Fu tilted his head and frowned, "How do you say this?" ”

"Where love goes, where hate depends, where the heart hurts. You and I are both understanding people, and we should see that Yingzhong and the emperor have an unbreakable knot. The emperor's concern for Yingzhong is rare in your opinion, but Yingzhong's friendship with the emperor seems to me, "He Qingyan stopped," but he gave up everything. ”

Qian Fu listened thoughtfully, and only after a while did he regain his smile, and suddenly turned around and asked, "If someone gives everything for you, can you rely on your will?"

He Qingyan was stunned, and then immediately avoided his eyes, took the piano he was holding in his hand, looked at He Fu in front of him and said lightly: "Qingyan is not afraid to ask for it, but is afraid of gaining and losing." When I arrive, you can go back and take care of the house, I don't know what will happen yet. ”

After that, he left without looking back.

Qian Fu stood in place as usual and looked at her back, thinking about the words she left behind:

Gain and loss?

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After Li Mu'er rushed out of the door, she stumbled on the street, not knowing where to go.

The world is big and there is no place for her.

is a good ready-made home, but she hurt her brother indistinctly, and maybe it will affect them.

Messed up, messed up everything.

She looked down at her hands.

Her peerless, who has followed her for many years, has not seen blood, but no matter how tough and sharp she is, she has never hurt the person she cares about on her hands.

The wound was in their palms, and it seemed to pierce her heart, and she stroked her chest, and it hurt sullenly.

After stumbling for a long time, it was getting dark. It's like a snowstorm again, and there are few pedestrians on the street, and they are all in a hurry, all rushing home.

But what about her home?

Li Mu'er smiled bitterly, and then looked up, and there was ...... in front of him

Lee's House!

Before she knew it, she had actually walked home.

However, where is this still her home?

The house has long since changed hands, and now who lives in her room, walking through the corners she walks, looking at her beloved hosta flowers?

Li Mu'er really wanted to go in and have a look, but she was no longer the Li Mu'er who was light and strong.

You can only look under the trees in the distance.

This home that her father ran for her, this home that her father single-handedly destroyed.

From time to time, his father said: Mu'er, don't be afraid, if you stab the sky down, your father can still calm you out. From time to time, he floated past his mother and said: Mu'er practice swordsmanship quickly, and your father will punish you for a handstand in a while. From time to time, the court officials scolded one after another: traitorous ministers, hum, villains, pretending to be ghosts......

Li Mu'er squatted down blindfolded and read softly:

"Dad, I never want glory, I don't want to be rich, what do you ask for those? Can you come back, don't give me anything, just give me a home, just us......"

Ma Chung searched all the places where she would hide when she was younger, but still couldn't find her.

I had to go back to Zhu Youji's car and arch my hand: "Your Majesty, it's getting dark, it's better for the minister to find it himself." The emperor should go back to the palace first. ”

Xiao Jing also took advantage of the situation to advise.

Zhu Youzhu didn't seem to hear it, and thought to himself.

Where will she go?

What else are they missing?

Looking at the hurried pedestrians on the road, he suddenly became anxious and asked, "Ma Cong, will she go home?" ”

"Home? It is possible that if the emperor does not return to the palace, it is better to go to the house and wait. Although Ma Cong replied like this, she felt in her heart that with her temperament, she would not go back now.

Zhu Youzhu shook his head, "That's not her home." I mean, Lee's house. ”

Ma Cong suddenly realized.

But it's no longer Li's house, it's no longer her home!

What is her stimulating today?

When Ma Cong took Zhu Youzhu to the vicinity of Li's mansion, it was already dark, and sure enough, he saw Li Mu'er sitting at the door, looking at the lantern on the top whirring.

Suddenly, a little girl opened the door and came out, and he wanted to chase her without saying a word.

Ma Cong wanted to beat the horse over, and turned back to ask Zhu Youji.

Zhu Youzhu looked at her from afar, and suddenly smiled with relief, "Go ahead." She's afraid she doesn't want to see me now. In a moment, you take her somewhere ......."

Li Mu'er didn't bother to quarrel with the little fight, got up and walked down the steps, bowing her head and kicking the ashes on the ground boringly. Suddenly, she heard the sound of horses' hooves approaching in the night, and when she looked up, she saw that the horse had appeared in front of her.

The young man with the white horse and jade whip is unfortunately not his sweetheart.

She hung her head again in disappointment.

Ma Cong was wearing the clothes of the yamen, and the little servant was frightened when he saw it, so he walked back and closed the door resignedly.

Li Mu'er simply sat on the threshold, leaned against the door with a grin, and said, "It's so good to be an official, no wonder you have to fight for power."

Ma Cong tied the horse and sat down next to her, habitually touching her head, "Do you know that everyone is worried about you?" ”

It's good that he didn't speak, but as soon as he said it, Li Mu'er's emotions that he had endured for a long time came up again, and he hurriedly blindfolded his eyes with one hand, sighed and said, "Alas, Brother Cong, you really can't speak."

Ma Cong was at a loss, what did he say?

That's right.

"What the hell happened today?"

What happened? Heh, Li Mu'er stroked her eyes with one hand and muttered, "Brother Cong, why is my father such a person?" How could he be like this? How can this be? ”

"Brother Cong, even if your father killed my father, you still respect him, right? Because he's a good officer, I actually know it. Whew, five thunder law...... Magnificent mansion ...... I should have understood...... All along, I don't want to admit that my father is not a decent man......"

"But he's my father...... Even if the whole world hates him, he is my father......" Li Mu'er paused with a sobbing voice, "Brother Cong, have you helped me ask your father about my father's bones?" Did he help me rein in them? Or are the bodies exposed on the streets, and everyone shouts and beats? ”

Ma Cong saw tears flowing from her fingers, and realized that she had discovered her father's true character. It turns out that her beloved father is the kind of person she despises since she was a child, how can she not be in pain?

only to know that it turned out that he really understood her.

I really wanted to hug her, but I knew that he was staring in the dark, so I had to pat her on the shoulder and say, "Mu'er, I'll take you somewhere." But you have to promise me that after you go, you will leave the past behind and live your life well. ”

Li Mu'er was stunned, got up to wipe away her tears, and replied softly but firmly:

"Okay."