Chapter Thirty-Nine: Homesickness
The two got on the horse, Li Mu'er sat in front, and vaguely saw Ma Chongchong sneaking a glance behind him in the night. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
The horse traveled quickly, and soon came to a wilderness.
Li Mu'er saw a few mound protrusions from a distance, and guessed where they were.
She jumped off her horse, but walked very slowly.
Ma Cong knew that she was "more timid in her hometown".
With the sound of kneeling down, Li Mu'er felt that even the wind quieted down. Time seems to have gone back to the past, her family is still together, just a table of small dishes, a pot of wine, she can continue to talk and laugh with them, and have fun.
Tears hit the loess, and she couldn't see the nameless graves clearly. But she knew that they were all here, just underground, a few feet away from the yellow mud, after three years, they would finally get together.
Ma Cong stroked her back, and felt a little sad in her heart, "If you want to cry, cry out." ”
Li Mu'er finally stopped muttering and cried loudly. called his father and mother heartbreakingly, as if he wanted to pour out all his thoughts.
Ma Cong didn't bother her, only half-knelt on her side, silently accompanied.
Not far away, the moonlight shone on a carriage, and the people in the car coughed a few times from time to time, and also looked at her silently and accompanied her.
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Ma Cong coaxed for a long time before coaxing Li Mu'er back to the door, but she didn't dare to knock on the door and enter. Ma Cong had no way to take her, so he picked her up and jumped in with light skills.
There was no one around, and there was silence.
Li Mu'er thought that they must be afraid of their guilt, so they pretended that nothing had happened, their noses were pantothenic again, and they hurriedly said goodbye to Ma Cong and ran back to the room.
As soon as she closed the door, she saw her peerless sword on the table, meek and quiet, almost as if it were laughing at her.
Walking over to pick them up, holding them in his arms and sitting down, Li Mu'er tried to calm herself down and began to think about how to remedy the trouble she had made.
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Early the next morning, Qian Fu got up and prepared to go to Hanlin Courtyard, but as soon as he opened the door, he was startled by the person in front of him.
Li Mu'er was dressed in single clothes, carrying her sword on her back, and was kneeling at the door of her room with her hands bowed.
Qian Fu couldn't cry or laugh, "Yingzhong, what are you doing here?" ”
"Brother, I'll take the sword and plead guilty," he said, pulling out a sword, "If my brother refuses to forgive me, I'll have to cut my own sword!" ”
When Qian Fu saw her draw her sword, he instinctively shrank back, shook his hand and said, "Hurry up and put it away, yesterday was forced by the situation, but there is still a psychological shadow for my brother."
Li Mu'er didn't comply, raised her sword and handed it to him, "Brother stab me yourself, otherwise the guilt in my heart will be difficult to calm down." ”
Qian Fu was forced to take a few steps back by the tip of the sword, and hurriedly promised her: "Brother forgive you, brother doesn't blame you at all, you put this thing away quickly, I faint the sword, put it away quickly." ”
So saying, he fled out the door.
Li Mu'er laughed sullenly and got up to chase him, while shouting, "Brother, don't run, just give me a good one, my sword is sharp, just scratch it, you take it quickly!" ”
"Don't, don't! Yingzhong! ”
When Fungus pushed the door, she saw Qian Fu hiding, Li Mu'er chased after her with a sword, and she was so frightened that she screamed and ran to Qian Fu to block, "Sister wants to hurt my brother, it's better to kill me first!" ”
Li Mu'er and Qian Fu were both stunned, and after looking at each other for a few times, Li Mu'er quickly put away her sword and comforted her: "We're joking." Tremella, don't be nervous, my sister won't dare in the future. ”
"Yes, white fungus," Qian Fu shook her shoulder, "Yesterday was an accident, today is a joke, it's okay, it's okay." ”
Tremella knew that she had overreacted, and her little face turned red all of a sudden, "Sister, I didn't mean that." He twisted his clothes and said, "I, I'll accompany you, go in and get dressed." ”
Li Mu'er was dragged into the house by her, but she was still uneasy.
Tremella, this stupid girl, won't she like her brother? But the elder brother and Qingyan are clearly in love......
She was dressed in, looked at the white fungus worriedly, and suddenly heard Qian Fu say outside the door: "Yingzhong, you better think about how to make amends to the emperor." Do you know where the sword hurt him yesterday? How much did he hurt? ”
Li Mu'er's movements stopped suddenly.
After a long time, he took a deep breath, put on his clothes a few times, dragged the white fungus back to the courtyard, and said:
"Brother, Tremella, I don't live with you, in fact, I'm not a female bachelor at all. No, the female bachelor is me, but I am not Shen Qionglian, not Yingzhong. My name is Li Mu'er, and I am the daughter of Li Zi Province, the former Chaozuo Tongzheng! ”
Qian Fu heard the words and folded the fan to the ground.
Tremella was very calm, "I knew it when I met my sister, have you forgotten?" You are Mu'er, I am Tremella, we should be sisters! Sister Mu, I never ask why you became Shen Qionglian, because I don't care at all! Whether you are Li Mu'er who saves lives and helps the wounded in Yongxiang, or a female bachelor who serves the clerk in the Qianqing Palace, in my heart, you are just my sister, and you have no other identity. ”
Li Mu'er felt that white fungus could always give her unexpected surprises!
Grateful to hug her and look back at Qian Fu. Tremella didn't know her father's name, but her brother did.
Qian Fu was surprised, but he was not surprised that Li Mu'er was actually after Yu Xing. is shocked, Qingyan is right, she and the emperor really have an inextricable enmity! Then he timidly asked, "Your father, was executed by the emperor?"
Li Mu'er shook her head slowly, "No, it's not just my father, it's all my family, including me." ”
Even the white fungus couldn't calm down now, with a stunned expression.
Li Mu'er let go of her hand, sat down at the table and said: "I escaped by luck, hid in Tibet, and practiced martial arts hard, just to kill him one day and avenge the Li family." But I failed to assassinate, and he took him into the palace, and became his bacheloress in a daze. I watched him serve the people diligently, sympathetic to the minister, gentle and tolerant, and ...... to me Originally, I thought that as long as I overturned the case for my father, I would see that he was a wise man and spare him death, and I could also restore my identity and leave his side. But I didn't expect that I would actually ...... I knew I shouldn't, but I was really in love with him. Yesterday, Master Li humiliated my father in front of me, and in the heat of my moment, I actually hurt him again. I understand that I really hurt him this time. But why don't I feel pain? Brother Cong, how can I know where my father and mother are buried. I know that last night he asked Brother Cong to take me to pay homage to my father, and I know it. The better he treats me, the more painful I become...... Now I know that my father is indeed at fault, maybe I shouldn't blame him, maybe, I should leave too......"
Qian Fu couldn't help but shake his head when he saw her clutching her chest and talking nonsense.
Only then did he really understand what Qingyan said, and let go of everything.
If she wants to love the emperor, she must give up everything. Let go of deep hatred, abandon half of his life's identity, lose all his dignity, and even don't want his name, just for a corner of his side.
Just for that corner of the land, her hands were crippled; Just for that corner of the place, she knelt for more than a month. But now......
"Are you going to give up?"
Li Mu'er was raised by his words, but listened to Qian Fu continue:
"Yingzhong, do you really want to give up the emperor like this? Are you willing to leave him like this? ”