Chapter 49: Breaking Up

Qiu Ci felt that the way he and Lu Fengbai got along was a little different from the way others got along, if it was two people who hadn't seen each other for a long time, there would definitely be endless words, endless walking and endless food, but she and Lu Fengbai seemed to directly delete the things that often happen between ordinary people.

Lu Fengbai took her to his house, during which he only said two sentences, the first sentence was: "Have you eaten?" The second sentence is, "I'll do it for you." Then the whole man went into the kitchen without saying a word.

Qiu Ci sat quietly on the sofa, looking at the scenery outside the window, when she first saw him, it made her feel so warm, but now it makes her feel a little sad.

She couldn't help but get up and walked towards the kitchen, Lu Fengbai lowered his head and was chopping vegetables, these dishes were bought and put away by him on weekdays, in case he came here one day and had nothing to cook for her.

Qiu Ci walked over and gently wrapped his arms around his waist, the whole person was quietly attached to his back, closing his eyes and everything seemed to be so gentle, Lu Fengbai was also stunned, the movements in his hands stopped, and he turned to face her, but found that her eyes had been closed.

Lu Fengbai rested his chin on the top of her head and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”

"Nothing." Qiu Ci opened his eyes and looked at Lu Fengbai, and said with a shallow smile: "I just miss you too much." For the first time, Qiu Ci took the initiative to tell him that he missed him, and he used to force her to say it with a red face, but Lu Fengbai didn't remember it, but the expression in Lu Fengbai's eyes softened when he looked at her at this moment: "I miss you too." Lu Fengbai felt her arm holding him tighter: "Then will we always be together?" ”

"Yes." The voice was comforting. Qiu Ci felt Lu Fengbai's sadness, the whole person seemed to be being pulled, the whole mind was turbulent with him, she could empathize with him, she could feel every trace of his emotions.

"Then you may not kiss me." Saying this, Qiu Ci's face was flushed, but his eyes were extremely firm.

Lu Fengbai was also stunned for a moment, then leaned down and kissed him, Qiu Ci could feel that Lu Fengbai was very nervous, that nervousness came from the past he had forgotten, and the guilt he felt after being rejected by Qiu Ci.

His kiss was very gentle, like a bone poison, eroding her little by little, melting her little by little, as if she was drunk, and the whole person was dizzy.

After the kiss, when Lu Fengbai looked at her, his eyes were a little more confused, but his brows were tightened: "Xiao Ci." ”

"Huh?"

"I seem to remember something." Lu Fengbai held his head, his face pale.

"Remember? Is it uncomfortable? Qiu Ci asked nervously. Lu Fengbai changed his body and leaned against the platform, and slowly slid down: "I saw you crying, huddled in the corner alone." She saw that Lu Fengbai's expression was becoming more and more painful, and she was worried, so she hugged him and patted him gently: "I don't want to, don't think about it, it's okay to forget if it hurts." ”

"I'm sorry, I'm really useless." Lu Fengbai leaned on her arms and remained motionless.

"No, you're the most powerful in my heart."

"No, Xiaoci, do you know why I have been watched by my dad for so long?" His eyes were empty: "Because I don't dare to fight him at all, I'm afraid of him, it turns out that I've always been so cowardly, I think I'm going to be with you in the future, but I have to deal with my dad and get engaged to another woman, do you know how much I look down on myself?" But I really can't do anything, I always feel that I love you very much, but as soon as I see my dad, I will feel that love is small, small and dare not take it out. ”

"It's okay, there's always hope." Qiu Ci comforted him.

"Lu Fengbai is the most useless person, he is not worthy of loving someone, let alone having your love."

"So, are you trying to give up on me? You don't want me anymore, do you? She seemed to be aware of something, and Lu Fengbai had been hiding emotions that she didn't want to reveal.

Lu Fengbai got up from her arms, sat directly on the ground, and looked at her: "Xiao Ci, let's break up." Qiu Ci was dumbfounded, looking at him, her heart hurt and she couldn't breathe, as if she had been slashed with a knife, she covered her chest, but tears fell down angrily.

"Seriously?"

"Really." She didn't know what to say for a while, looking at him, the face he missed every day, but now it was full of malice, she was not a stalker, since Lu Fengbai didn't want her anymore, it was useless to beg for it, it was better to gather and disperse, and leave a good impression on Lu Fengbai,

"Okay, I got it." Qiu Ci stood up and wiped his tears: "I won't come to disturb you." In this way, she left, she didn't look back, she didn't even ask why, she didn't even say a word, she was ruthless and resolute, but no one knew how painful Qiu Ci was, and she wouldn't be surprised even if she died in the next second, but in the eyes of others, she was so indifferent and didn't care.

Lu Fengbai sat on the ground, and after hearing the sound of the door closing, he cried loudly, a man in his twenties, like a child, crying hysterically, crying heartbreakingly.

Qiu Ci, who returned to the dormitory that day, fell on the bed without saying a word, did not eat a mouthful, and ignored her when she talked to her, like a marionette who had lost control, and did not move.

When Xu Feifei saw Lu Fengbai, it was in his office, wearing a white shirt with her head down and drawing things on paper, and when she met his gaze, she felt that Lu Fengbai's gaze was a lot more indifferent, and even disgusted.

In the evening, Lu Fengbai went home for dinner, and it happened that his father was also there, and neither father nor son paid attention to anyone, as if the other party was air, and Lu Fengbai didn't say anything about the dishes, and began to eat with his head down.

Dad closed the newspaper in his hand and asked, "How's it going with that girl?" Lu Fengbai's eating action stopped, and his brows inadvertently furrowed again: "It's okay." ”

"It's long overdue, but if I do it, I'm afraid she'll hate you even more." As soon as he finished speaking, Lu Feng's white chopsticks were heavily placed on the table.

Xu Feifei, who had just come back, was startled when he saw this, and looked at Lu Fengbai blankly, Lu Fengbai got up and said, "I'm full." Then he turned around and went back to his room.

Xu Feifei walked over and sat at the table and asked in a low voice, "Uncle, what's wrong with him?" ”

"It's okay, I just let him cut off contact with that little girl, and now he should be angry with me."

"Uncle, how do you know?" Xu Feifei was surprised, no one had revealed the information of Qiu Ci, how did he know.

He picked up the chopsticks and ate a mouthful of food, and said unhurriedly: "My son, I know that since I am engaged to you, I must marry you cleanly, and there can be no stain at all." Xu Feifei looked at him and was silent!

Obviously, Lu Fengbai belongs to herself now, but she is not happy at all. Lu Fengbai stood at the window, looking at the scenery outside, and he didn't come back to his senses until Xu Feifei came in with food, and Lu Fengbai didn't say anything when he saw her come in, just looked at her quietly, silent.

"You haven't eaten at night, eat a little." Lu Fengbai ignored her, his eyes a little empty. Xu Feifei knew that he was sad, but she couldn't tell Lu Fengbai's father that she didn't like you Lu Fengbai, let Lu Fengbai and Qiu Ci be together, she did like Lu Fengbai, and she was not so selfless.

"Bai, it's good to eat a little, it's not a way for you to be hungry like this." Xu Feifei stood in front of him with a meal.

But I saw Lu Feng wave his white hand, and the bowl in Xu Feifei's hand fell freely, the rice in the bowl spilled on the ground, and the bowl was broken into slag.

"Get out." His voice was calm, but anyone could hear it, the silent resistance in the calm.

Xu Feifei squatted down, wanting to pick up the broken bowl, but he didn't want to squat down as soon as he was dragged up by Lu Fengbai and pushed directly out of the door: "I'll let you out, don't come to me if it's okay." With that, the door slammed shut.

Xu Feifei looked at the closed door outside the door again, and smiled bitterly, sure enough, this is Lu Fengbai, the difference between love and non-love is so obvious, if it is Qiu Ci who sends him food, I am afraid that he will eat two bites if he doesn't want to eat anymore.

She was just about to turn around and walk away, when she heard the sound of something hitting the ground, she just wanted to knock on the door, but stopped, just said not to look for him, just when he hesitated, Lu Fengbai suddenly opened the door.

Looking at each other, Lu Fengbai seemed to be unable to see her, turned around and left. The house was in shambles, and he threw all the food she had brought to the ground.

Father Lu was watching all of them from the side, and when Lu Fengbai walked past him, he stopped Lu Fengbai: "Where are you going?" Lu Fengbai turned his head, and his eyes were full of hatred that he was desperately suppressing: "Do you care what I want to do?" After saying that, he didn't look back, and disappeared into this house.

Qiu Ci has never said a word since she came back, she didn't wash, she slept until noon the next day, and when she got up, she sat on the bed with her eyes straight.

Wen Ruojin and when they came back from class, they saw that Qiu Ci was sitting there as if he had lost his soul, Wu Xiaoge probably guessed a few points, so he climbed into her bed and said, "I told the tutor that you are sick, so you can rest in the dormitory these days." Qiu Ci raised his eyes to look at her, pulled the corners of his mouth to reveal a smile that was more ugly than bitterness, and said, "Thank you." Miao Le fed the meow and said, "There is no class in the afternoon, let's go out for a meal together." ”

"Okay!" Wu Xiaoge hurriedly came down, and then turned his head to look at Qiu Ci: "You will also go to the dormitory for dinner." Qiu Ci nodded: "I will go." ”

"Then come down and wash up, dress up and let's go out, I haven't eaten breakfast, I'm going to starve to death." Wu Xiaoge rubbed his stomach and cried bitterly.

At that time, Qiu Ci felt that it didn't matter how hard life was, as long as they were by their side, everything would survive and everything would be fine.