Qiu Ci didn't know what to say, just stood quietly in this room, as if everything was like yesterday, Lu Fengbai hadn't lost her memory, she was still a high school student who only knew how to draw all day.

"What do you mean?" Qiu Ci suddenly asked coldly. Lu Fengbai looked at her with a trace of sadness in his eyes: "I still don't want to be separated from you." ”

"But you already have a fiancée."

"She's not."

"We've broken up."

"But I still love you." Qiu Ci's eyes turned red all of a sudden, tears overflowed unconsciously, and he fell to the ground with his head down, when he saw that tear, Lu Fengbai's heart was like a calm lake, and he was thrown into a stone, causing a wave of waves, and the bitter taste instantly spread throughout his body.

"You love me, do you use?"

"Xiao Ci, do you still love me?"

"Is it useful for me to love you?" She raised her head and looked at Lu Fengbai, desperately holding back her tears, her nose was sour: "What I want is very simple, a person who loves me and a person I love form a family, eat coarse tea and light rice, and say love words that know each other, not wishful thinking and love each other, and people who can't be touched." ”

"Give me time."

"Didn't I give you time before? You said that I believed in you, I believed in you, but you said that you were going to break up, I gave you time, I trusted me and gave it to you, what did you repay me? Break up, right? I'm sorry? Do you regret it? ”

"I know it's my fault."

"You know what?"

"But I still love you, how can I not love you, how can I have the Double Perfection Method, how can I have these twists and turns between us, what I want is very simple, I only want you! I don't want anything else. Qiu Ci looked at him and shook his head silently: "No." ”

"What?"

"You don't love me as much as you think."

"Excuse me."

"If you really could have nothing, there wouldn't be these things, and it's because you don't want to lose anything that that's why it's like this, maybe I can't coexist with those things with you, and since those can make you better, losing me might be a worthwhile thing, you think so." When Qiu Ci looked at him, the tears in his eyes were shining with neon lights, pitiful, but more stubborn.

Lu Fengbai looked at her and hesitated, maybe she was right, but this is not what he thinks now, since the time he left her, he has thought for a long time, everything can be started again, money can be earned when the money is gone, and the career can be found again, but a lover who fits the soul can never be found again if he loses it.

If it wasn't for love, he wouldn't be haunted by that broken relationship, and he wouldn't be able to start over again and again after being separated, he was confused and wanted to give up, but when he tried everything, he found that everything was in vain, and what he wanted in the end was just the girl in front of him.

"How can you forgive me and agree to start over with me?" Lu Feng Bai came very close to praying.

is so confident in front of people, so unattainable, so arrogant and indifferent, but in front of Qiu Ci, he is like a beggar, he will only beg her, look at himself again, and say one more word.

Qiu Ci really can't bear the pain he brings, that pain is like a bone erosion poison, she can barely breathe in pain, if this relationship is really so painful, so difficult, then why bother to pursue it, even if she can't meet her lover in the future, she can still live her life with the only good memories of Lu Fengbai.

She looked at Lu Fengbai and opened her mouth, and finally said the last thing she wanted to say: "Unless you die, or I die, I will be your lover in the next life, not in this life." ”

"Is that so?" Lu Fengbai looked at her with sad eyes, if this was really the case, at least he knew that she still had feelings for him, but he didn't dare to get closer.

Qiu Qi turned around and said: "I'm going back, don't see you again in the future, you don't have to look for me anymore, you don't have to do anything for me anymore, we're separated." After finishing speaking, Lu Fengbai whispered behind her, "I know." "All the silence, no scheming, no crying, no scolding, the plot that should have happened between those couples in the movie has never happened to them, they are calm as if they have no feelings for each other, separation is separation, even if the heart is tormented.

Qiu Ci didn't say a word when she got home, lying on the bed, Su Xia took the notebook and wanted her to read the story, but she was also kicked out by Qiu Ci, locked the door and she sat directly in the corner and looked at the ceiling, her eyes were a little sloppy.

Mother stood outside the door and asked Su Xia to go back to the room and stay without disturbing Qiu Ci again, although Su Xia was reluctant but still obediently went back.

She walked to the door and knocked on the door: "Xiaoci, are you hungry?" ”

"Not hungry." Qiu Ci's voice was a little hoarse. Mom was silent for a while and asked again, "Then tell Mom when you're hungry." ”

"Got it." After that, there was no more to say. Father Su looked at the mother and daughter across the door and beckoned to her mother, and her mother walked over a little sadly: "Xiao Ci seems to be in a bad mood. ”

"When the child is older, he always has some things of his own, don't bother, you have to believe that he can definitely solve it himself." Father Su reassured.

That day, Xu Yang called her and said that he was coming back with Su Yinnian and asked her to pick them up. Qiu Ci was still in sorrow, but when he heard Xu Yang's call, he hurriedly changed his clothes and ran over.

There were a lot of people at the train station, Qiu Ci stood at the exit and waited for them, and it took a while to see Xu Yang holding the reluctant Su Yinian out of the station, when she saw Xu Yang with a face full of disgust but like sticky candy, she lowered her head and smiled, thinking, Su Yinian is really a twisted person!

"Excuse me." Xu Yang waved at her and ran over. Su Yinian followed behind and walked over to Qiuqi, and for the first time he saw Su Yinian come back during the summer vacation, and he came back quite early.

"Why did you come back so early?" Qiu Ci asked Su Yinian.

"You ask her." Su Yinian pointed at Xu Yang. Xu Yang smiled proudly, and then said innocently: "What do you mean by asking me, but we said okay, if you lose, you have to agree to my conditions, why do you want to admit it?" ”

"Lost? What lost? "Qiu Ci was confused. The three of them said as they walked, Xu Yang explained: "Doesn't he like to play games, and then I also tried to play it, and it turned out to be quite fun, but he always said that I had poor skills, and then I challenged him again in the game, and the bet was to lose and promise the other party one thing, and then the result was obvious." ”

"You won."

"That's right."

"On the condition that he accompany you home?" Qiu Ci wondered if this condition was too simple. Xu Yang shook his head: "Are you stupid or am I stupid, of course I want him to be my boyfriend." ”

"Promised?" Qiu Ci looked at the two of them in disbelief, and Su Yinian looked away a little embarrassed and didn't speak.

Then she saw Xu Yang's smug expression, and Qiu Ci instantly understood: "I understand." However, Qiu Ci is a little skeptical, whether this Su Yinian lost the game on purpose or not, it is worth pondering, after all, she has watched Su Yinian play games, and doing tasks and fighting monsters is a quick solution, and the hand speed can be described as superb, Xu Yang, a novice...... Lu Fengbai contacted Yan Yuhao for the first time and took the initiative to invite him to a meal.

Yan Yuhao was surprised, rubbed his eyes and looked at the person in front of him, and couldn't help but sigh: "After so many years, it is the first time to invite me to dinner so solemnly, I always feel that it is my last meal." ”

"Almost, I won't invite you to dinner in the future." Yan Yuhao smiled and didn't say anything, he always felt that Lu Fengbai had changed a lot of feelings for him, he was just silent before, but now he is getting more and more dull.

After eating and eating, Yan Yuhao suddenly asked, "When are you and Xu Feifei going to get married?" The movements on Lu Fengbai's hand stopped suddenly, and slowly, he put his chopsticks on the table and looked at him: "Why do you ask this?" Yan Yuhao touched his nose and said, "After all, you are engaged." ”

"Do you want us to get married?" As soon as these words came out, Yan Yuhao was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly: "I don't want it to be of any use, it's not to look at you, I'm just an outsider." ”

"I can not marry her if you don't want to."

"Then she should be crying secretly, after all, she likes you for so long." Yan Yuhao lowered his head as he spoke, and that kind of inferiority complex for no reason made him unable to raise his head to look at Lu Fengbai.

"But you also liked her for so long."

"I don't matter." Lu Fengbai drank the red wine next to him in one go, and said with a long sigh of relief: "Do you despise yourself?" ”

"No, I'm telling the truth, in her eyes, there is only you in her world." He rubbed the edge of the plate and whispered.

"But you didn't ask me if I wanted to marry her, you didn't ask me who was important in my heart, you didn't ask me what I thought." Lu Fengbai seemed to be very tired and leaned back in his chair, his eyes were slightly red: "Yu Hao, if I am not there one day, you can chase her, she is a good girl, but she should not be my girl." There are too many meanings in this sentence, Yan Yuhao didn't understand it, but felt that this sentence was more decisive.

Lu Fengbai left, Yan Yuhao looked at his back a little distracted, and always felt that Lu Fengbai seemed to be overwhelmed, as if he would evaporate from the world at any time.

However, these emotions were slowly answered in the following time, and he also understood that Lu Fengbai was not as strong as he imagined, and he could resist at any time, it turned out that Lu Fengbai he had always thought was nothing more than an ordinary person like him, with no superb skills and no extraordinary superpowers.

He, Lu Fengbai is an ordinary person, and this point became more and more obvious after meeting Qiu Ci.