Li Xiaoxue, who was left alone, seemed to be alone in a quiet world, sitting on a chair and crying silently.

The situation in the door of the emergency room, as long as she thought about it, her heart was as uncomfortable as a steel needle.

She would rather be the one lying in there at this time. Although she still thought that Li Mu would take back her life in the ghost gate like a few times in the past, she really didn't want Li Mu to suffer such a crime.

- How thrilling would the fight against death be? If you don't die, you will definitely be covered in bruises.

How could she see that Li's mother was scarred?

She once saw a life-and-death duel between a cat she had petted as a child and a wild cat from nowhere. The two cats used all their tricks, and after more than a dozen rounds, they fought in the dark.

- Not a fight in the ordinary sense of the word. Although as the master of it, she can't understand the grievances and hatreds between these two creatures.

She just wanted to separate the two cats, but the two cats became more and more ferocious. Soon, it escalated into a bloody incident.

She was in a hurry, but there was nothing she could do. The two cats are as agile as dragons, flipping and moving, and they can't be separated.

The wild cat is a big black without a single miscellaneous hair, and it has grown a little bigger than her pet of the white ground yellow flower.

The big black wind surged, like a demon, and tornaled her pet in the middle.

Her heart was shattered piece by piece, and she cried after the two cats rushing left and right.

Finally, after a heart-rending "whoop", the two cats fluttered and fell to the ground together.

She ran closer again, only to see her pet biting Da Hei's throat desperately, also with blurred flesh and blood, and her breath was dying.

It took a lot of effort for her pet to let go of her mouth, and she felt sorry for the big black who was also a living being, and her soul was scattered.

She found a vacant lot, buried the big black, and after her pet was brought back, she cared for it for a few days before she got better little by little.

From then on, seeing the struggle between Li Mu and the disease, she couldn't help but think of the vicious fight between the two cats. Such an idea does not seem very reasonable and logical, but she really thinks like this, and she can't help but think about it.

She thought that in the struggle between Li's mother and the disease, she was also like her cat, full of scars.

How could she see that there was a little blood flowing from Li's mother's body, but the Li mother she imagined was fighting with the sick demon, and this was the case.

Drops of Li Mu's blood, click, click, fell on her heart.

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"My daughter is not filial. Your daughter not only made you suffer countless hardships, but also made you spend an unknown amount of heart. You have given me all your love without missing anything, so that I can have a better life, but not only have I made a mess of my own life, but I have also made you suffer from illness again and again because of me. If I had listened to you, if I hadn't come back from Ryoma, if I hadn't gone my own way, if I hadn't been lucky, if I hadn't been ......, I, how could I have ended up like this? I ended up like this, and it can be said that I deserved it, and the bubbles under my feet always came out on their own. God punishes me, and I can gladly accept it. Why, why did you bear this for me? You've been in charge of me for most of your life, and I don't even know how to repay you, and I really haven't made any return to you....... Mom, get better. Hello, my daughter will not let you bother me a little more. My daughter is leaving here forever with you. Your daughter will only be by your side, honor you well, and let you have a happy old age. Mom, my daughter is not filial......" Li Xiaoxue said in her heart, tears gushed even more, and she couldn't suppress it, so she had to tilt her face up, lean her head against the wall behind her, and cry more like a child who had been greatly wronged.

In this way, until the tears dried up by themselves, the door of the emergency room "clicked", and Li's mother walked out with a gentle step.

"Mom!" Li Xiaoxue shouted, her face full of surprise, and she was about to stand up.

"Sit down." Li Mu said, waved her hand with Li Xiaoxue, and when she arrived in front of Li Xiaoxue, she said kindly, "You have been waiting for me here for a long time, right?" It's really hard work. ”

Li Xiaoxue heard Li Mu say such embarrassing and incomprehensible words, and her heart was even more uncomfortable, still looking up and looking at Li Mu: "Mom, why do you want to say this?" As long as your body is better, Xiaoxue is really hard, what can you do? ”

Li Mu shook her head, smiled slightly, and asked again, and the voice that came out of the question was a little empty: "Xiaoxue, what's the matter, are you crying again?" ”

Li Xiaoxue quickly wiped away the tears that were still hanging on her face, and denied it in a panic: "No, no." ”

"You say so with your mouth, but your eyes can't deceive me." Li Mu said, and sighed again, "Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue, I also told you I don't know how many times." You're not a child anymore, why, you can't move at every turn, or just wipe your tears and cry your nose like this? Let people see it, and they will not be despised and ridiculed. In the future, remember, you can't do this again. No matter what happens, it can't. Tears may alleviate the pain in your heart, but they don't help. ”

Li Xiaoxue happily agreed: "Mom, don't worry, my daughter has written it down." ”

Mother Li was sad again: "Speaking of rest assured, Mom's heart really can't let go of it for you." It's a pity that in this world, there is nothing that can be grasped in your hands forever. Mom can't follow you for the rest of your life, you still have to learn to be stronger. I remember your grandmother often told me that it is better to rely on yourself than to rely on the mountains and mountains, to rely on water and water. Really, it makes sense. Heaven is better to help yourself, and the one who can really help yourself will always be yourself. ”

Li Xiaoxue felt a little desolate in her heart when she heard this, agreed with "um", smiled reluctantly, and said to Li's mother: "Mom, since you have nothing serious, let's go back early." ”

Li Mu shook her head again and smiled: "Xiaoxue, Mom's words, I haven't finished talking to you yet, are you so impatient?" ”

"No, no!" Li Xiaoxue hurriedly explained, "Mom, I also want you to go back early and have a good rest." ”

"Xiaoxue," Li's mother put aside Li Xiaoxue's words, and only said seriously, "Mom took you to such a big age, you may also realize that in terms of the cultivation of your character, Mom's heart has always been very contradictory." Mom hopes that you are an honest and kind person, but Mom also knows that people are good at being bullied, and horses are good at being ridden, and Mom is afraid that you will really be bullied by others. It's just that mom can make you hypocritical, mercenary, and completely devoid of public morality? Mom can't. Mom has never been able to firm up this attitude, and in terms of your education, Mom feels that Mom is quite a failure. ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head vigorously: "Mom, don't say that." ”

"You don't have to shake your head. You don't have to say anything to comfort me. Li Mu's voice was finally a little low, "Mom's words are all from the bottom of my heart." Mom knows better, how Mom is doing. In addition to these, Mom is really pinning hope on one side and carrying a heart on the other. Mom also wants to put you in a greenhouse, carefully and cares for you like a baby in swaddling clothes, and on the other hand, she is afraid that you will not be able to withstand the wind and rain of reality because of this. Maybe it's because of being a single mother, but I also feel that my heart is too sensitive. A sensitive heart inevitably overthinks. This may also have some bad effects on you. Actually, Xiaoxue, things in this world are not necessarily as bad as imagined, and of course, they are not necessarily as beautiful as imagined. In short, it is better to learn to be insightful. ”

Li Xiaoxue really didn't want Li's mother at this time to worry too much about herself: "Mom, I know everything." ”

"You've always been sincere." Li Mu continued, "This is good, and it is not good. It's not that what kind of person should be treated in any way, at least, there must always be a distinction. The two best friends you make are, in fact, treated differently. Jiajia is straightforward and fast-talking, and Yingying is thoughtful. Some things can be said to Jiajia, but they may not be able to be said to Yingying, and some things can be said to Yingying, but it is not easy to say to Jiajia. ”

Li Xiaoxue looked a little helpless: "Mom, I'm not so calculating. I've known all this for a long time. ”

"In this way, I'm too worried about it again. If there is, change it, and if not, encourage it. It's just, Xiaoxue, of course, that's not what worries me the most. What I can't worry about is your boyfriend. In the end, Li Mu said this again, and brought out the tiredness that could not be concealed, "So it is appropriate to say that such a thing is a lifelong event." Especially women, whether they are happy or not in their lives depends on this. When looking for a man, you can't just look at the conditions, but you can't ignore the conditions. After all, food, clothing, housing and transportation are all inseparable from money......"

Li Xiaoxue couldn't listen anymore: "Mom, I understand." ”

"There are many things that you can understand and not necessarily do." Mother Li couldn't help but feel a little heartache for Li Xiaoxue's impatience, "In short, I have told you everything that should be said, and what happens after that, more, in fact, depends on your own creation." ”

Li Xiaoxue agreed again, urging and said, "Let's go back." ”

Li Mu shook her head, only at Li Xiaoxue, smiling without saying a word.

"Mom," Li Xiaoxue was confused, "Shall we go back?" ”

Li Mu "hi" again, sighed, fluttering.

"Mom, what are you ......" Li Xiaoxue couldn't help it, so she stepped forward and grabbed Li's mother, obviously, she also saw that she had grabbed Li's mother's arm, and what she grabbed in her hand was just air.

"Mom!" Li Xiaoxue screamed again, and her eyes lit up, and she was the only one in the corridor of the hospital that was still empty.

"Is it another dream?" Li Xiaoxue asked so secretly, wiped the sweat oozing from her forehead, got up and looked towards the door of the emergency room, and the light on the door was just extinguished.

In the extinguished light, Li Xiaoxue realized something, and what she realized made her can't wait to shout, but her voice was completely hoarse, white, helpless, and only opened her mouth.

Everything around her spun rapidly, and her body went limp, and she fell like she was falling into an abyss.