Li Xiaoxue's only relative in this world, Li Mu, did not escape this catastrophe and left forever.

When he left, he couldn't look at Li Xiaoxue again.

Li Xiaoxue felt that the sky was falling. After handing over everything to the etiquette company, he almost locked himself at home alone, not wanting to think about anything or do anything.

Taotao once again lost its owner and became Li Xiaoxue's only companion in this family.

Tang Aijia also rushed back when she heard the news, followed Cao Yingying, and under the pretext of helping Li Xiaoxue sort out Li's mother's relics, she wanted to accompany Li Xiaoxue for a while, but Li Xiaoxue refused.

Li Xiaoxue kept this home as original as possible. As long as the house is still there, she will feel that when Li's mother is there, she can open the door again and walk in with a kind face.

Several times, she heard the door lock ring. She listened to the sound of the door lock, and hurried towards the door.

At this time, Taotao would startle her nervous demeanor.

- Taotao will not have such an error in judgment.

Taotao knows better than Li Xiaoxue that the smell of its owner in this house can no longer be smelled.

Li Xiaoxue came back disappointed again and again, and when she returned to the ground, she would rush to the door inexplicably.

She didn't believe that Li's mother had left her, even though the bad news in the hospital had made her accept such a reality in her wail.

Such a reality came too suddenly and too quickly.

The two worlds of yin and yang turned out to be only between one line.

And it is the line of this separation, the distance between the two worlds, how far away.

"Mom, is it because Xiaoxue made you angry that you don't want to come back? Mom, did you really leave Xiaoxue like this and ignore Xiaoxue again? Mom, do you know how much Xiaoxue misses you, and how much I hope you are still nagging in Xiaoxue's ear? Mom, you can hear Xiaoxue's voice, so answer Xiaoxue, okay? She often asked in a daze, but she didn't get a response from Li's mother.

……

Regarding the death of Li's mother, Han Haitao's sadness does not seem to be less than that of Li Xiaoxue.

Han Haitao also locked himself in the bedroom, and from time to time, he had to slap his face twice.

He would never have thought that a few of his complaints would take the life of a mother.

And the unexpected, that's how it happened. It's like a lot of things that are hoped for and not finally realized, without the slightest reason, without any discussion.

This was undoubtedly a mistake he had made, a mistake that he could no longer change.

Such a mistake made his heart give birth to a knot, just like he said to Cao Yingying, he would be guilty of it.

And he is powerless to redeem such a sin, and he cannot get any forgiveness no matter what.

He wants to give happiness to a happy woman the most, but what he really gives is only pain. Immediate pain. Pain that goes deep into the bone marrow.

His harm to Li Xiaoxue can be said to be beyond anyone's reach. If he could, he was willing to use everything he had to atone for the sins committed on Li Xiaoxue, but he really felt that even if he gave everything he had, he couldn't make up for Li Xiaoxue.

What he owes Li Xiaoxue is something he can't afford to repay.

And if he can't pay it back, can he do nothing?

If he doesn't do anything, he can only feel that his guilt is getting heavier.

He really wanted to tell Li Xiaoxue the truth of the matter. If he doesn't tell the truth, his heart will never be at peace. He wasn't afraid that Li Xiaoxue would hate him, and as Cao Yingying said, he just didn't want Li Xiaoxue to suffer himself because of such hatred.

Han's mother doesn't remember how many times she knocked on Han Haitao's door, and she didn't ask for anything else, just hoping that Han Haitao could eat a few bites of food.

"I'm not hungry!" Han Haitao's response to Han's mother was only these three words.

"This kid must be a dead one." Han's mother said sadly to Han's father.

Father Han was still impatient: "I knew today, why bother in the first place?" ”

Han's mother became even more angry, grabbed Han's father's arm, and said, "What's going on today?" What about in the first place? Haitao is surnamed the surname of your old Han family. Over the years, you have been like a shopkeeper, and what have you managed Haitao? I am single-minded, only for the sake of the future of Haitao, forever, I will only leave you alone. Are you panicking? ”

"Haitao's affairs, if you can still take care of it a little, maybe, it will be good sooner!" Father Han said, finally broke away from Han's mother's hand and went back to his house.

Han's mother stared again, puffed up her anger for a while, and said in her heart that she didn't believe that she couldn't control her son, and then reflexively returned to Han Haitao's door, raised her hand and was about to knock on the door, but she heard Han Haitao talking on the phone quietly, and couldn't help but put her ear on it.

Han Haitao's voice was so low that Han's mother could only faintly hear the words "Cao Yingying".

"Cao Yingying?" Han Mu frowned, "Could it be that Haitao is really ...... with this Cao Yingying?"

Han Haitao called Cao Yingying, and of course he was talking about something related to Li Xiaoxue.

"Cao Yingying, I thought about it over and over again, I, I really want to talk to Xiaoxue." Han Haitao said bitterly.

"At this time, what do you want to talk to Xiaoxue about?" Cao Yingying asked unhappily.

"My heart has always been there, and it doesn't feel good. I, I can't hide it from Xiaoxue anymore. I don't tell Xiaoxue the truth of the matter, my heart really can't stand it. ”

"Have you fallen on deaf ears of what I said to you?"

"No, no! But I ......."

"But you just can't take it anymore! Han Haitao, let me tell you, Xiaoxue has been very depressed in the past two days, Jiajia and I are afraid that if something is wrong and hurt her heart even more, you don't want to stimulate her anymore, okay? ”

"Cao Yingying, I really didn't mean to. I regret it even more, why did I tell my aunt that. I just want Xiaoxue to be good, I just want to. But how did I, how did I, become such a sinner? ”

"Well, people can't be resurrected from death. Things have come to this point, and you don't want to make any more troubles. ”

"I really don't know how I'm going to face Xiaoxue in the future."

"What are you doing with Xiaoxue again? Even if you see Xiaoxue wherever you are, you have to stay away! ”

"Why? Why is it like this? ”

"Okay, okay, don't think about it anymore. You are no longer of a world. ”

"Cao Yingying, since Xiaoxue left me, I have never had the luxury of getting Xiaoxue's affection again. I just don't want Xiaoxue to suffer like that with him. That's why I, I told my aunt about that. ”

"I also know what you do to Xiaoxue. You have great good thoughts, but things backfire, what can you do? From now on, turn your page thoroughly. Otherwise, it's really not good for anyone. ”

"How can I watch Xiaoxue pit him?"

"You can't just watch, who can? But this kind of thing is really unclear. Xiaoxue is focused on other people's bodies, no matter how you ......"

"No, no, Cao Yingying. That's a sanctimonious ,——Oh, no, what sanctimonious, he's not even sanctimonious. He's just a liar, an out-and-out scumbag. ”

"It's just that you think so, Xiaoxue will never look like this!"

"So he's a liar! Not only did he deceive Xiaoxue's feelings, he also stepped on two boats. With Xiaoxue by his side, he was not satisfied, and he was not single-minded. ”

"That's the business of the two of them!"

"Cao Yingying, why do you say that? As Xiaoxue's friend, how can you turn a blind eye to this? ”

"There's a saying that good words don't persuade damned ghosts. You may still think it's inappropriate when I say this, but that's often the case. I really finished talking to Xiaoxue about what I had to say, and besides, it was as if we had no other intentions. ”

"Even if Xiaoxue has other ideas, we should give her a hand!"

"Do you think you're pulling someone else, and people think that? Perhaps, you pushed someone else! ”

"Why do you say that?"

"That's not what I said. Let me remind you again, don't forget the rebellious psychology of people. Especially for a person with very strong self-esteem like Xiaoxue, the more you say that she is wrong and the more you point out that she is not, the more disgusted she will be, and the more she will go against you! In this way, it is better not to talk about it, and the more you talk about it, the worse it is. At the beginning, not everyone said that Xiaoxue was crazy, and she might not be so unhesitating to moth to the fire. ”

"Cao Yingying, do you really think so?"

"IMHO. Not only Xiaoxue, but who of us does not have a rebellious mentality? Not everyone advises you to let go of feelings that no longer belong to you, or you may have forgotten Xiaoxue a long time ago, right? ”

"Nope! No way! ”

"You better persuade your own heart first, and then save Xiaoxue's soul."

"Cao Yingying, do you not know what I think in my heart?"

"It doesn't matter if I know it or not. The point is, you know it. ”

"Even if Xiaoxue is really separated from that guy, even if Xiaoxue is still willing to start over with me, I won't be able to pass this level myself. Really, I have no way to face Xiaoxue anymore, and the damage I have done to her is too deep. ”

"It's not that you've hurt her too deeply, it's that you've been too self-inflicted."

"Am I being amorous?"

"Isn't it? You literally think of yourself as a savior! If you can really give, you should also ask people if they want to accept it! ”

“……”

"Well, I don't want to talk to you about that anymore. You can really calm down, and you might as well think about what I said. ”

Han Haitao sighed: "Auntie, what time does she come out?" ”

"What? Would you still like to participate? ”

"I, I should go and send my aunt."

"Stop! Don't think about it, it's just a show. If you have this heart, let's give it away silently. ”

"If I don't go, I'm afraid, I'm afraid it's ......"

"Have you ever thought about what kind of capacity you are participating?"

"Just, as a junior, isn't it?"

"Junior? If you're just a junior, of course you can. Just, is it really just? Ask yourself a good question. ”

"I ......"

"Don't forget, if you break up, it's better to die and never get along."

"But ......"

"To be a man, it's better to put yourself in the right position. And one more thing that might irritate you again. No matter how bad the surname Zhong is, he is still Xiaoxue's boyfriend, and he also has the right to participate, and you, even if you have good intentions, just because of your sensitive identity, you still forget it. ”