Zuo Yan heard the crying on the phone and gradually calmed down, but he stopped talking, and waited firmly for his answer.

He melted this girl's heart layer by layer, and saw the deepest doubts in her heart. This doubt made her anxious, frightened, and made her embrace herself with a moth to a fire in this love.

He felt sorry for her like this.

Why didn't you come to me sooner?

In Zuo Yan's view, this question is strange and serious.

It's not coquettishness, it's not temptation, it's not vexatious. His girl, who buried the question deeply, and when it was dug out, held it in front of his eyes with both hands and asked him to respond seriously.

"Falling in love with someone is a miracle. When it happens, it's not the most graceful moment. Zuo Yan's voice was soft and slow, "That moment, it happened, the moment when that mood was confirmed by myself." ”

Feng Tangtang listened quietly, Zuo Yan's words had a charming poetry and the power to soothe her.

"It was not only beautiful, but also private. Although love has an object, love is also very selfish. At the age of ignorant teenagers, I feel that 'there is a Feng Tangtang in this world', which is enough to be happy. The person I like in my heart, living in real life, eating and living somewhere, for me, has become precious. ”

Feng Tangtang understands that kind of mood, that is the mood she once looked up to him.

"But now that I think about it, that's not love, is it? When I decided to go to college in the United States, I didn't care about being so far away from you. Feelings that do not consider the possibility of falling in love...... What I really love is probably myself - the one who is ready to connect with the other person at any time and constantly adjusts myself, myself. ”

Idol power is the power of example mixed with lust/desire. It's love, but it's not quite.

"I began to hesitate, what is such a crush? One day, I was doing my homework for an editing class, and I piled up your footage in the software, and the window was full of you, and I was already familiar with those materials, and I imprinted every expression of you in my heart. ”

"Are you bored?"

"No, it's a longing mixed with fear. It's been a long time since you've been on screen, and there's no new image. I dragged Uncle Li to inquire and said that you entered the film school, but you are in the directing department. ”

He didn't know that Feng Tangtang went to study the directing department because he was influenced by him.

"I was scared all of a sudden. I think you're probably not going to be an actor anymore, and that 'connection' between us is going to be gone. When I need more, you show up less. I realized that if I didn't act, the so-called 'like' would be worn out. ”

Without the emotion of response, without real interaction, without the run-in in getting along, the idol power will stop at the idol power.

"I decided to go to you. Actually, I've been struggling for a long time, and when I take this step, everything will be different. Zuo Yan's tone was rarely a little trembling, "The speech to your school was deliberately arranged by me. It really took a bit of courage, and it's still thrilling to think about it now. ”

"When I was watching you from the audience, were you looking at me too?"

"Of course, as soon as you came I found out that you were shining in my eyes. I'm so glad you came, I think it's fate, it has given me more courage and determination. ”

"After the speech, I got rid of all the entertainment and came out to chase you. I call your name, and you turn back. Zuo Yan smiled lightly, "If the brain can do post-production, that shot should be in slow motion." ”

Feng Tangtang also smiled: "There should still be a filter, the tone of a romance movie." ”

"That moment is the moment when I really fall in love with you." Zuo Yan took a long breath, he never wanted Feng Tangtang to know, he was also selfish, and he had retreated and hesitated, but after all, when he said it, it also untied a knot in his heart, "The real you and I are with you, and you are different from any character on the screen." I think that the emotions that are upgraded in the interaction and upgrading of getting along can be truly called love, which makes people indulge in it and can't extricate themselves. ”

From a goddess, Feng Tangtang has become a girlfriend.

From a male god, he has become a boyfriend's left words.

Their mental journeys are so similar. And what Zuo Yan worked harder than her was that he took that step first.

Or, from Zuo Yan's point of view, it was precisely because the reborn Feng Tangtang took a step back that he chased this crucial step.

"Tang Tang, isn't it, my love is too realistic? Will you be disgusted with me? ”

"No, love is inherently realistic. I am a coward who refuses to face reality. Feng Tangtang touched his chest, the heart inside was beating vigorously, and there was a male god Zuo Yan in it.

Zuo Yan's entanglement, withdrawal, hesitation, and even accidental impulses made him more real, and he could finally step off the altar and become his boyfriend Zuo Yan.

At the same time, Feng Tangtang also relieved another thing.

Her change made him determined to approach her, both before and after rebirth.

In this life, she tried to be a director and disappeared. In her previous life, she was unrecognizable.

If it was in the previous life, what would happen to their love after approaching? She couldn't imagine it.

But don't think about it anymore. Feng Tangtang is very sure that she has become a powerful person who can appreciate herself. This force has taken her all the way forward, both in her career and in love.

In the future, she can be the one who "takes the first step".

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After graduation, Feng Tangtang became a formal member of the director team in Li Gang's studio.

Even if Yunmo tries her best to promote the project progress of "The Legend of the Lady Concubine 2", it is still difficult to grasp the direction of script creation without market feedback. Even if the screenwriter Da Li who supports Feng Tangtang, the brain hole of the outline has been opened for more than 20 episodes, and he doesn't dare to really write it without a planning meeting.

To put it simply, whether to use Jingru as the protagonist or write another story from scratch, without data and word of mouth, Li Gang did not dare to take risks. The cost of a costume drama is too high, and he still has a chance to try and make mistakes.

From the perspective of capital operation, a well-made costume drama is indeed extremely draining. The company's plan behind it is a Republic of China drama and a modern drama. The experimental transformation of the Republic of China drama, and the modern drama leans in the direction of idol dramas.

Returning cash with a larger turnover rate is the company's strategy for the future. Li Gang's resources to produce modern dramas are insufficient, and Yun Mo's fresh blood joining the company can just make up for this. ——The young actor in Yun Mo's hand grabbed a handful.

The Republic of China drama started first, and the company took into account the follow-up development and the proportion of the emotional drama of the script, and appointed Sun Ping as the director, and Li Gang took the post of producer.

The director team followed the screenwriter team to read the script for two weeks. As the first project he came into contact with after full-time work, Feng Tangtang only slept an average of four hours a day. Even in a few key group scenes, she was able to recite the entire lines of all the actors at the meeting, including before the first few revisions.

This kind of desperate spelling made Sun Ping determined to open an AB group for this short drama, and Feng Tangtang led a separate group to direct a small part of it.

Yun Mo became the female number one, which was her first play after becoming the company's major shareholder, which saved the company a lot of money, and she also lost a lot of salary.

Of course, this loss will be earned back through the income of the whole play.

On the issue of casting, Yun Mo also specially asked Feng Tangtang if he wanted to try this female number one. If she wants to become the heroine of the screen earlier, then the company can reconsider.

Feng Tangtang decisively refused. is not only because her obsession with the "heroine" has become smaller, but also because she is too different from the hostess.

Past experience has taught her that if something doesn't suit her, she must not break it.

The main character of this play, Xipi, is a sister and brother love, the female protagonist is noble and cold, and the male protagonist is an innocent and silly teenager.

In order to balance the diversity of emotional dramas, Vice Sippi is the opposite, and the uncle and Lori are in sweet pet mode throughout the whole process, but Lori loved the male protagonist at the beginning, and was finally captured by the uncle.

Sun Ping asked her: "It took two plays to finally start the transformation and play back to the innocent little girl, do you want this female supporting role?" ”

"Absolutely." Feng Tangtang grasped it without hesitation, "The same innocence can also perform at different levels." A little girl with emotional drama can contrast with my previous inherent image itinerary. Besides, the script is so good, and the characters in the back have changed, so I am not afraid that the first impression will be the same as the past. ”

The "uncle" actor who played with her was an artist under Yun Mo, but he was actually only in his early thirties. The difference between the two is six years old, and they want to perform a sense of age with a difference of ten years in the play, but fortunately, Feng Tangtang pretends to be four or five years old and has no pressure.

The most surprising thing for Feng Tangtang was that the male protagonist of the Republic of China drama, Yun Mo, did not use his own people and invited Xinan to audition.

What's even more unexpected is Xinan's anxious acting skills, there was a small breakthrough in just half a year, the silly white sweet little boy acted quite naturally, and after trying out the play, Sun Ping made a decision on him.

Xinan and Feng Tangtang have become the relationship between the male protagonist and the female protagonist again. In the last play, there are already a lot of fans in the Xipi of the two of them. With two dramas in a row to strengthen the relationship, Xinan's public relations department also specially came to Feng Tangtang to ask about marketing strategies.

Free man Feng Tangtang said: No, we don't make an appointment. Cherish acting skills and stay away from bondage. Take pride in being competent for different pairs, and be ashamed of selling real people in Sipi.

Xinan is a person who has signed a deed of sale, and he is basically at the mercy of the company. Feng Tangtang's advantages as a free man are shown.

The only thing she worries about is that she rejected the other party, what if the other party insists on tying up and firing?

Feng Tangtang cheekily went to Yun Mo to discuss.

Yun Mo waved his hand: Their company is a demon again? Let them fry me, the heroine!

Feng Tangtang found that Yun Mo, who has always refused the hype of romance, seems to be a little wrong.