Of course, Lan Guangqi could not be stingy with his beloved wife, and the peaceful location of solitude and tranquility bought for her in the cemetery was probably more expensive than most houses in Beijing.

Hua Wan walked slowly with Lan Jiashu, feeling that his hands and feet were cold in midsummer.

It wasn't until he saw his mother's picture that his mood calmed down little by little.

It was a beautiful and sunny face, fresh shawl hair, radiant eyes, and a smile that still looked unusually warm in black and white, and Xiaoshu's facial features were carved out of the same mold as hers.

"Mom, it's been a long time since I've come to see you." Lan Jiashu put down the sacrifice and whispered, "I'm going to the United States to study." ”

Hua Wan always kept quiet, listening to him report on his life there.

In the end, Lan Jiashu suddenly took her hand and said to her mother's photo: "She is a late flower, I want you to meet her, you will definitely like her." ”

Knowing that it was stupid to defend the deceased, Hua Wan still pulled back his arm suddenly: "Auntie, I, we are colleagues." ”

Lan Jiashu looked at her helplessly and shook his head.

Hua Wan stood there in a daze.

She thought he would cry and behave more out of control, but nothing happened.

Lan Jiashu is also a big man after all, and time has long taught him not to be disliking appearances.

——

Night had just enveloped the old and modern city, and there were few customers in the bar, but there were already several empty wine bottles in front of Hua Wan and Lan Jiashu.

Since getting sick, Long Legs haven't touched alcohol again.

But she couldn't tell why, but today she didn't refuse his invitation to come and sit here.

Or maybe the cemetery gave Hua Wan a deep impression, so that the girl finally had an impulse and tried to talk to Lan Jiashu about the real situation.

But it's easy to dream, but it's too hard to speak.

Chivas Regal was drunk, but she didn't have the courage to tell the truth.

"Are you drunk?" Lan Jiashu reached out and took the cup in front of the flowering night.

Hua Wan's eyes were dazed, and she leaned back on the sofa and said bluntly: "A little dizzy." ”

"I remember you used to be quite drinkable." Lan Jiashu smiled.

"People are getting old." Hua Wan replied.

At this moment, the waiter suddenly came over with a box of bright red long-stemmed roses: "Is it Miss Hua?" ”

Hua Wan was stunned and received it in her arms and smelled the fragrance of plants.

Lan Jiashu said: "I haven't sent it before, but now I make up for it." ”

Almost for a moment, Hua Wan was about to blurt out the huge secret in her heart, but she looked at the tenderness and expectation in Xiaoshu's eyes, and she really couldn't use ruthlessness to create honesty.

"Do you remember here?" Lan Jiashu looked at the Houhai River outside the window: "Right next to that railing, the first time I kissed you, when you asked me if I would marry you, I promised you." ”

Hua Wan felt that her alcohol was really on top, and suddenly she hugged the rose box and silently shed tears.

One person in front of you, and all youth.

In exchange for such an ending, doesn't her heart hurt?

She hurts more than anyone else, and craves happiness more than anyone else, but not everything can be changed through hard work.

Always try to live for what you want, and there will always be moments of powerlessness.

——

After being drunk, her long legs were much more obedient than usual, and she fell asleep quietly when she got into the car, and when she picked it up again, she didn't struggle.

Lan Jiashu originally planned to send Hua Wan home, but looking at this picture, she felt embarrassed to see her parents, so she found Wang Wen's number in her mobile phone and made a call to report her safety, and then pulled her to the house where she lived alone.

The bored Mimi was very welcoming to Hua Wan, peeping for a while, and then ran to the bed and jumped and scratched beside her.

"Don't make trouble." Lan Jiashu ruthlessly grabbed the Ragdoll back to the cat cage, turned around and went to find a bottle of pure water for Hua Wan to bring to his mouth: "Drink some water, it'll be fine tomorrow morning." ”

She didn't drink as much alcohol as before that day, but she completely lost her strength, lying on the bed motionless, although she felt the bottle mouth to her lips, not only refused to drink, but even frowned and shed tears: "Leave me alone, you go away." ”

Lan Jiashu didn't know if she was still awake, so she reached out and hugged Hua Wan into her arms: "I'm not leaving." ”

"Xiaoshu, we broke up a long time ago...... Hua Wan frowned angrily: "I don't want to get back together with you, I won't get back together with you...... Don't be stupid......"

"If you don't want me, I will follow you, I will only wait for you in this life." Lan Jiashu stubbornly repeated his oath.

"You're just stupid, crazy, you're an idiot......" Hua Wan wanted to push him away, tensed her arms and shoulders, but didn't have any strength, muttered to herself: "I hate you coming back, I don't want to see you, I hope I never see you again......"

Lan Jiashu is not an iron-clad person, he is very calm in front of his mother's tombstone, but when he heard these words, his sensitive heart couldn't stop throbbing: "If you don't tell me what is in your heart, you can drive me away if you think you hurt me, then you can continue to hurt me, I'll stab me here, see if I want to leave." ”

Hua Wan was dragged by him and touched his chest, and at the same time felt a drop of warm liquid fall on his face.

She was five minutes drunk and five points awake, and when she half-opened her eyes and saw Lan Jiashu's red eyes, she couldn't help but reach out to wipe them: "Xiaoshu, don't cry, I just don't want you to cry, I don't want you to be sad." ”

"Then you don't care what others think, stay by my side." Lan Jiashu's tone was a little broken.

Hua Wan choked more than him, couldn't control his emotions anymore, and suddenly kissed him deeply on the lips, half-sat on his body and pulled his clothes.

The moonlight was blurred by the lights in the house, but it was also warm.

Lan Jiashu suppressed it for too long, he felt that the blood all over his body seemed to be boiling, and suddenly turned over and overwhelmed Hua Wan, rudely took off her black gauze skirt, kissed her every snow-white skin hard and sensationally, and penetrated her body fiercely in amorous and heartbreaking sobs and moans.

Although it has been so many years, although life has long been turned upside down.

But the flower night he loved was still the flower night that he used to be.

Every reaction of her, every trembling, was a habit he had given her.

Bodies tend to be more honest than words.

Lan Jiashu felt that there was no superfluous person between them, and her body and heart always belonged to her.

In the excitement, the long-lost high/tide came faster than expected.

He didn't even use a condom and just cummed into her body like that.

It's excessive, it's selfish.

But Hua Wan, who was squinting, was not angry, she was probably really drunk, but clamped his waist with her slender legs in a tremble, crying and looking for his kiss.

"I want you to get pregnant, I want to have our children, so you don't leave me and grow old with me, don't you?" Lan Jiashu kissed her cheek and questioned her happily and painfully.

Hua Wan didn't answer, just held his face and bit his lip, making his boundless desire flood again.