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The indulgence of the spring supper all night will inevitably wear down people's consciousness and bring about the weakness of not wanting to be happy.
Lan Jiashu woke up from his sleep groggily, and for the first time did not recall the company's busy business, but wanted to hug Hua Wan and warm up again, who knew that he reached out and touched it, and he was the only one left on the spacious big bed.
For a moment, he couldn't help but panic a little, and immediately put on his nightgown and got up.
Fortunately, Hua Wan didn't leave here, she was sitting downstairs in his T-shirt in front of the coffee table trimming yesterday's roses, and for each one she cut, she put one in the bottle, looking at the pile of broken leaves next to her, she should have been busy for a long time.
"Why do you wake up so early?" Lan Jiashu pretended to go on naturally.
"Can't sleep." Hanawan's expression is a kind of calm that is difficult to guess.
Lan Jiashu looked at the big scissors she found from the kitchen: "That's for cooking, don't get your hands on it." ”
"I used your toothbrush." Hua Wan had obviously finished washing, her long hair was still damp, and then complained: "You damaged my clothes again, how can I go to work?" ”
Lan Jiashu thought for a while, and suddenly went to the cloakroom and took out two well-packaged dresses: "I went to Japan to buy it before, and I haven't had a chance to give it to you." ”
Hua Wan couldn't stand his straight male taste before, and when he looked up, it was really a warm girl.
"I'm going to make breakfast." Lan Jiashu put down her clothes, a little nervous in her heart, for fear that she would show a little unhappiness and run away from her side.
But Hua Wan still calmly pruned the roses there.
It wasn't until Xiaoshu entered the kitchen to rummage through the cabinets that she stopped what she was doing and lowered her head in frustration.
…… What the hell am I doing, there should be a limit to getting drunk and forgetful.
If you don't say what you need to say, doing this kind of stupid thing will only make Lan Jiashu more miserable.
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Every time the hospital issued an examination report, Hua Wan's family of three would sit side by side in Director Wang's office, as if listening to the judgment of death, waiting for an unknown fate.
It was another gloomy day.
Director Wang frowned and said, "All indicators are not as good as half a year ago, are you too tired recently?" I recommend hospitalization for a while to stabilize the condition, otherwise there is a possibility of deterioration. ”
"Yes, I work a lot of hours." Hua Wan lowered her head in frustration: "Let's talk about the hospitalization later, I want to finish this project." ”
She waited until Xiao Yunshen resigned, which can be regarded as fulfilling her wish as a girl.
In any case, I learned to draw from idols.
"Soon, it's better to resign, no matter how important it is to make money, it is not as important as your body." Wang Wen urged beside her.
"It's as if you can be cured by resigning......" Hua Wan complained in a rare waywardness.
Lao Hua and Wang Wen glanced at each other and sighed.
"That's not what I meant, I'll definitely cooperate with the treatment, but give me some more time." Hua Wan said: "I have all the medicines, and blood transfusions can also be done on weekends, and I am bored in the hospital, but I have no energy." ”
Director Wang chose a compromise: "It didn't get to the point where I had to be hospitalized, after all, it was much better than when I first got sick, so remember to come on the weekend." ”
Hua Wan nodded, took a new prescription and walked out with her parents, not talking much all the way.
Since her daughter didn't return that night, Wang Wen was very concerned in her heart, and couldn't help asking: "You don't want to be hospitalized, is it because of Lan Jiashu?" ”
Hua Wan smiled sideways: "Of course not, is he that important?" ”
"Sooner or later, the illness can't be hidden, since you have fate, you should be honest with each other." Wang Wen persuaded.
"Where is it so easy to ......" Hua Wan asked in a low voice: "Mom, am I stupid, all the things I do, is it useless?" ”
The feelings are your own, and the path of life is also your own.
Wang Wen didn't know how to answer, so she held her hand and said, "Wanwan, you are a good boy, you are so strong, you make my mother very proud." ”
"I wish I didn't have to be strong at all." Hua Wan turned her head sideways and smiled bitterly at her.
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It seems like...... Not much progress......
Although she slept with her long legs again, Lan Jiashu's relationship with her seemed to end there.
After going to work normally, there is almost no chance for the two of them to see each other, and the usual text messages and phone calls are all lost.
In addition, Lan Jiashu went abroad again, and if he had time to harass Hua Late, it was already half a month later.
Fortunately, she didn't refuse the request for a weekend date, but arrived at the restaurant early before dark.
Eat when you need to eat, talk when you need to talk.
It seems that all is going well.
Lan Jiashu tried hard to say some anecdotes abroad and company gossip, Hua Wan listened carefully all the time, and occasionally interjected a few words, so it should be very harmonious, right?
It's just that it's a little strange that she's supposed to be the one who talks a lot.
Walking on the beautiful artificial lake outside the restaurant, the evening breeze brings a rare coolness.
The two of them are side by side, no different from other intimate lovers.
"So, when are you going to go back and finish your Ph.D.?" Hua Wan was very tired all night, and felt that her legs had no strength, so she was only thinking about how to get rid of the relationship with him last night, so she asked the question she had always been concerned about: "Do you plan to continue to do it all the time?" ”
"This ...... It's up to you. Seeing that she suddenly cared about these things related to the future, Lan Jiashu couldn't help but regain her broken confidence and smiled.
Hua Wan was slightly stunned: "Look at me? ”
Lan Jiashu was a little nervous, but he still took out a diamond ring from his pocket that could also reflect the brilliance at night, and said softly: "I seriously want to share all my life with you, your expectations, your companionship, including your dissatisfaction, all have a unique meaning for me, Hua Wan, can you come back to me?" Ask for a ring, and I'll give it back to you. ”
Every girl dreams of such a scene.
Perfect environment, perfect people, and genuine love.
Almost impeccable.
Hua Wan was no exception, so much so that she stared at the diamond ring for a long time before she whispered: "Is it a bad habit to learn abroad to propose marriage without agreeing with each other?" ”
Lan Jiashu was stunned when asked.
Hua Wan, as usual, insisted on shaking her head: "We have been okay for a long time, and it will not be possible in the future, when Teacher Xiao leaves Yi Xun, I will also leave." ”
"You lied, we were so happy that night!" Lan Jiashu couldn't help but get excited.
"What's it to do/love, you're not a kid anymore, you just have feelings and play around." Hua Wan felt that her legs were shaking, and she couldn't look at his eyes at all, and her head even hurt.
Her abnormal appearance made Lan Jiashu sensitive to it, so she reached out to support Hua Wan's shoulder: "Don't worry, if you don't want to, you don't want to, I'll wait for you to be willing." ”
Hua Wan's whole body trembled even more, she wanted to speak but had no strength, and suddenly, she fell to the ground all of a sudden.
People always feel that they are very strong, but they are so useless in the face of illness that they can't even control half a point.
Long legs don't know what their situation is, and they really can't move.
The situation in front of him made Lan Jiashu even more undreamable, he leaned over and picked her up in a panic: "Baby, what's wrong with you, are you uncomfortable?" ”
Hua Wan's first feeling was weakness, she resisted the feeling of wanting to vomit, and whispered, "Mom...... Mommy ......"
Lan Jiashu was dialing 120 with his mobile phone, and couldn't help but comfort him when he heard this: "I will notify my aunt to come over." ”
Hua Wan shook her head, but she couldn't say a complete sentence, so she could only fall there like a broken doll, anxious and helpless.
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Wang Wen and Lao Hua arrived faster than Lan Jiashu imagined.
As soon as he accompanied the ambulance to send the long legs to the hospital, he saw the disheveled old couple, and he greeted him with great guilt and explained: "Uncle and aunt, I want to take a walk after dinner with Hua Wan, I don't know why she has no strength, I will call the doctor to check it well, don't worry." ”
Hua Wan was still awake at this time, and even much more relieved than when she had just collapsed.
She took her mother's warm hand and expressed her plea with her eyes.
Wang Wen hardened her heart, turned to Lan Jiashu and said, "She hasn't had a good rest recently, and she has low blood sugar." ”
"But I didn't eat much today, how can I have low blood sugar? Let's check it out. Lan Jiashu insisted.
"Low blood sugar has nothing to do with eating or not eating, but it's you, don't harass Hua Late anymore, it's just that you put too much pressure on her, and she's like this!" Wang Wen didn't know how long the days in front of her would be, her words were all false, but her out-of-control emotions were true.
Lan Jiashu was stunned when he was scolded: "I didn't ......"
"My daughter, I don't want to be with you anymore, please leave her." Wang Wen said in a cold voice again.
Lao Hua was afraid that things would not develop, and it would be rare for her to participate in the battle, so she grabbed Lan Jiashu and interjected: "You just go home first, it's too tired to be late, if you can, let her take a few days off, and the two of us will take her home to recuperate." ”
Lan Jiashu looked at Hua Wan, who was originally like a little sun, lying on a stretcher and being carried away, puzzled and worried.
But he couldn't argue with the two resolute old men, so he could only stand where he was, touching the diamond ring in his pocket that had nowhere to put it, and frowning tightly.
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It was not difficult to help Hua Wan ask for leave in Yi Xun, and when Lan Jiashu went to visit again the next morning, she learned that she had indeed been transfused with glucose and got up and went home, which was a little calmer.
However, paper cannot contain fire, and even if God knows what you know and I know, it will eventually spread throughout the world like the ears of a king, not to mention that the condition of illness is not a secret to everyone.
On the evening of the third day, Lan Jiashu was in charge of entertaining the executives of Japanese game companies who came to Beijing, accompanied by the boss of the operation side, and two senior personnel specialists who are very good at swaying the source.
When he was picking up wine at the self-service store in the entertainment club, he saw Wang Linlin, who came with him, choosing ice cream in front of the freezer, and said with a smile: "I will pay for what you want to eat." ”
"Isn't it the company that pays for it?" After Wang Linlin got acquainted with him, she was not as restrained as before.
"Then I'll just invite you and your husband one day, and I'll trouble you about spending the night off." Lan Jiashu asked Wang Linlin to change the week of long leg rest into paid sick leave, and he didn't mind anyone knowing that he had a lot to do with Hua Wan.
"It's okay, she's not in good health, that's as it should be." Wang Linlin is very familiar with everyone's files: "Speaking of which, you graduated from Tsinghua University in the same year, are you considered old alumni?" ”
"Not well?" Lan Jiashu is sluggish.
"Yes, you don't know?" Wang Linlin has been abiding by the confidentiality agreement all these years, but she has just said it in passing, not to mention that it doesn't matter if she gossiped with the vice president, so she said: "I had a serious blood disease in the year I graduated, and then I seemed to be cured, so I went back to work at Yi Xun, and her working years were one year less than that of the same year." ”
These words, like a hammer word for word, smashed the completely ignorant little tree in place, smashed it into the floor, smashed it to pieces, and couldn't move at all.
Wang Linlin, who has a high emotional intelligence, has realized that she has said the wrong thing, and said uneasily: "This matter was promised to her to be confidential, and it should be okay to talk to you." ”
Lan Jiashu came back to his senses in a daze, looked at her for a long time, and then said in a tight voice: "I have important things to deal with at home, help me apologize to Mr. Ito and entertain him for me." ”
"Hey, Mr. Lan." When Wang Linlin saw him finish speaking, she shook her hand and left, and couldn't help but shout after him.
But Lan Jiashu was like a fool, disappearing into the gorgeous corridor step by step, and even forgot to take the briefcase he put in the box.