"Xiaoxue, come back, okay? Xiaoxue, I just want to see you again. Xiaoxue, don't, really, don't let me leave this world like this, like this. Zhong Youcheng's body was covered with ice water layer after layer, getting colder and colder, his upper teeth knocked against his lower teeth, "gurgling", and said painfully.

"How are you? What does it feel like? Li Xiaoxue's faint voice blew a breeze again.

Zhong Youcheng glanced at it reluctantly, and said bitterly: "I'm so cold." Xiaoxue, I feel that something in my body is disappearing little by little. I, I feel like I'm going to die. ”

Li Xiaoxue was not surprised at all: "Really? Going to die? But is there anything you have to say? ”

Zhong Youcheng couldn't imagine that Li Xiaoxue would have such an attitude: "Xiaoxue, why are you, why can't you see sadness at all?" Do you want me to die so much? ”

"Wealth is in the sky, life and death are fate." Li Xiaoxue's voice was still unusually calm, "Everything has a beginning and an end, and there is life and destruction." This is a natural law, and when you are born, you should know the day of death. No one can escape such a law, death is not only for those who are about to die, but also for those who are still alive and those around them. Those who are about to die need to be calm, and those who are still alive need to be optimistic. You don't want my life to be filled with sorrow, do you? ”

Zhong Youcheng's heart fell even further: "Of course I don't, I don't want to." It's just, it's just ......, and in my heart, I always feel that it's not a taste. ”

Li Xiaoxue sighed: "It's better to face it calmly." Otherwise, what can be done? ”

"Xiaoxue, I, Zhong Youcheng, am definitely not, not a person who can't afford to take it and can't put it down. Anything else, I actually don't feel pity, that is, it's just ......" Zhong Youcheng especially talked about his injuries again, a heart was like a sharp blade, "wow", only a mouthful of blood spurted out.

"You don't have to say any more, I know what you mean." Zhong Youcheng's blood splashed on Li Xiaoxue's body, and Li Xiaoxue didn't seem to see it, and her voice was still the same, "What you can't let go of is of course your painting." It's just that everything is empty when people die, and when the so-called hands are gone, when the hands are released, all kinds of merits will also pass away. ”

"I knew it was like this," Zhong Youcheng was full of remorse, "I shouldn't have spent my thoughts and energy on this." Life is too thin for me. I was only allowed to sow the seeds diligently, but I was not given any harvest. Since it was done to me, why, why did it make me pay so much. Gains and losses, it turned out to be such an imbalance, I knew earlier, I, I would ....... God despises me like this, I can only say that my fate is not good. And Xiaoxue, I really have something to lose, I feel ashamed of you. Although, I have also paid so much for you, I have given you what I can give, in the end, I did not let you see the moment of my success, only let you follow, and lived a lot of hard lives. If, yes, there is an afterlife, I will definitely spend more time on you. ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't have any feelings for Zhong Youcheng's heart: "There will be no more in the next life." And if you can start all over again, in fact, the life you will choose will probably be like this. Since it's all your own choice, don't have any regrets about your past. ”

Zhong Youcheng shook his head for Li Xiaoxue's "ruthlessness", and then looked at Li Xiaoxue's face, which became more and more blurred, and the next voice could only return to his natural talent: "Speaking of which, Xiaoxue, I have always been proud of the talent I have, but now it seems that these are things that have mistaken life."

"Just because of art, what I have lost is time, energy, health, and even life.

"I don't want to say how noble my art is. I'm no different from a lot of people who have lost everything for money, but in reality, it's no different.

"—the same is obsession, the same is waste.

"In the past, there was a saying that when a person is about to die, his words are also good. Only when a person arrives at such a time will he understand many truths more thoroughly.

"Life is life. There is no need for any additional life.

"Living a good life itself is the best reward that God can give to himself.

"Xiaoxue, my life is about to end like this. I just want you to stop working hard for something outside of your body. ”

Li Xiaoxue still has an indifferent attitude: "My life, I know how to manage it." ”

"It turns out that if the matter is not spread on your own head, really, it is impossible to say." Zhong Youcheng sighed, "I used to be like this. How many people have advised me not to be so obsessed with art, and where have I ever cared? Until the time of loss, really, I don't know how to cherish it. In this way, I don't know how many people have said it, it's really too shallow, but how many people have really done it well? ”

"Hey, still saying things like yours, in fact, I still don't understand." Li Xiaoxue said and turned around.

Zhong Youcheng saw that Li Xiaoxue had the intention of leaving, and hurriedly shouted: "Xiaoxue! Where are you going? ”

"You're leaving, I'm leaving." Li Xiaoxue said while still walking precariously.

"Can't you wait for me to close my eyes?" Zhong Youcheng asked sadly.

Li Xiaoxue said lightly: "If you leave early, you will also leave, and if you leave later, you will also leave." It's the same to leave, why bother, what do you care about sooner or later? ”

Zhong Youcheng said puzzledly: "Since you also say that you don't care about morning and evening, why, can't you accompany me more at night?" If nothing else, in the end, we're all in good hands. ”

Li Xiaoxue was careless: "I've been here for a long time, except for adding some of your sadness, there is really no other benefit." It's better to give you some tranquility and let your life come to an end little by little. ”

"Little by little, to the end?" Zhong Youcheng smiled bitterly, "Xiaoxue, I'm not afraid of death, I'm not afraid of the end of my life." What I can't understand is, why do you say that? Why is it that you have been here for a long time, and it will only add to my sadness? I just think that you are really indifferent to my departure. This is my life, I Zhong Youcheng is really lonely all my life. At the last moment of my life, which has been lonely all my life, as my woman, you can't be by my side......"

"Why do you still treat me like your personal possessions? How do you not understand that there is nothing more than life that is your own. If so, the more you have, the more you end up losing. Li Xiaoxue said, and then followed a gust of breeze, rippling away.

"Light snow! Light snow! Don't leave me! Zhong Youcheng shouted again, stretched out his hand to grab it, grabbed a handful of air, and then rolled out of bed with a bone.

Zhong Youcheng's body fell to the ground, and he also felt that he had fallen into the abyss, so he grabbed it indiscriminately, and finally, grabbed another pair of hands.

A pair of hands that were too familiar gave Zhong Youcheng a tight grip, like a life-saving straw.

- Li Xiaoxue's hands.

"Zhong Youcheng, you, what's wrong with you?" Li Xiaoxue's panicked voice reached Zhong Youcheng's ears.

"Don't go! Xiaoxue, don't go! Zhong Youcheng shouted repeatedly, "Stay with me for a while, stay with me for a while!" ”

"You get up first. Get up. How did you get it? Li Xiaoxue said loudly again, and she was going to help Zhong Youcheng up.

Zhong Youcheng also grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm tightly: "I'm going to die." Xiaoxue, even a cat and a dog, will also be emotional, thinking that we have been together for so long, don't just leave me like this. I don't want to die like this. ”

"You get up first! What a death, a death. You're alright! Li Xiaoxue pulled Zhong Youcheng up again, and her voice couldn't help but be a little astringent.

Zhong Youcheng was about to say something more, and a hand grabbed his shoulder.

"What are you talking nonsense about him?" Cao Yingying's angry voice had not yet landed, and Zhong Youcheng threw it back on the bed like a sack.

Li Xiaoxue's arm was still held by Zhong Youcheng's hand, and as Zhong Youcheng fell to the bed, he almost pressed on Zhong Youcheng's body.

"He's so hot." Li Xiaoxue straightened up a little and said anxiously with Cao Yingying.

"Look, I'm in a hurry! Isn't this man dead? Cao Yingying said hatefully, and pulled Li Xiaoxue's arm again, "Let's go, let's go!" ”

"He's really sick!" Li Xiaoxue said sadly.

Cao Yingying said disdainfully: "It's not powerful, what does it have to do with you?" With his virtue, if you can still come and take a look at him, you can already be considered worthy of him! ”

"Yingying, let's take him to the hospital." Li Xiaoxue begged.

"I'm convinced!" Cao Yingying said, when she arrived at the bedside, she touched Zhong Youcheng's forehead, and said indifferently: "It's just that he suffered some wind and cold, so let him sleep well, maybe he will be fine." ”

How can Li Xiaoxue rest assured: "Still, Yingying, let's go to the hospital." ”

Cao Yingying made Li Xiaoxue impatient: "Boiling some brown sugar ginger water for him and sweating is better than going to the hospital." ”

"Brown sugar ginger water?" Li Xiaoxue nodded, and was about to get it, and the two arms were still grabbed by Zhong Youcheng.

"Xiaoxue, don't leave me! I don't want such a person to die. Zhong Youcheng became more and more sincere.

Cao Yingying heard it itching, and said unceremoniously at Zhong Youcheng: "Die!" Die! How do you not die? You're going to die now! You should have died! ”

Zhong Youcheng cared only about Li Xiaoxue, and Li Xiaoxue was still crying and saying, "I don't want to die!" Xiaoxue, I'm still so young, our days together have just begun, I can't die! ”

"You're going to be fine. You're just getting a little cold. It won't be long before you'll be fine. Li Xiaoxue was still sad to widen Zhong Youcheng's heart, and wanted to take her arm out of Zhong Youcheng's hand.

Zhong Youcheng used all the strength of his body on his fingers, and one finger after another was about to be embedded in Li Xiaoxue's flesh: "Don't!" Don't leave me here alone. I don't want to die alone. ”

Li Xiaoxue persuaded again: "I'll go get you some ginger water, you drink it, and sleep again, it's fine." ”

Zhong Youcheng only heard the word "sleep", and he became even more frightened: "No! I can't sleep! As soon as I sleep, I will never wake up again, and I will never see you again. ”

Li Xiaoxue nodded and coaxed: "You don't sleep." Don't sleep. You let go of me first, and I'll get you ginger water. ”

"Nope! Don't leave me! Zhong Youcheng still said, worked hard, leaned back again, and put his head in Li Xiaoxue's arms.

Cao Yingying couldn't stand it anymore, and after grabbing Zhong Youcheng's tiger's mouth, she wanted to separate this pair of "enemies".

Zhong Youcheng saw that his hand was pinched open by Cao Yingying, his eyes were red, like a mad dog, and he bit down on Cao Yingying's hand.

Cao Yingying's eyes were quick, she withdrew her hand and asked Zhong Youcheng: "Biting? Are you of a dog? ”

"Light snow! Light snow! Zhong Youcheng still called Li Xiaoxue one after another, and grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm.

Li Xiaoxue had no choice, and said to Cao Yingying: "There is only a little ginger in the corner, you help, let's boil some ginger water first." ”

"What?" Cao Yingying was furious.

Li Xiaoxue knew that such a request was too much for Cao Yingying, but she still fell on Cao Yingying's face with embarrassment.

Cao Yingying was still angry: "Aren't you afraid that I will throw some poison on him inside?" ”

"Yingying!" Li Xiaoxue begged hard, "Please." ”

"When you're done, will you go?" Cao Yingying only asked Li Xiaoxue like this.