Chapter 426: Body and Soul
Zhong Youcheng folded the only quilt into two layers and pressed it against his tightly curled body, shaking like a sifting chaff.
He is indeed sick, although it is not light, but it is not as serious as what he said to Li Xiaoxue on the phone.
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Throwing away a dog to Han Haitao, he left him behind, crying and scolding, and lay down on the cold street until his whole body was about to stiffen, and then he got up under the repeated persuasion of some passers-by.
After getting up, he felt lightheaded, the scene in front of him was shaking incessantly, and streams of cold air pierced his skin unscrupulously, mercilessly, piercing straight to the bone marrow.
He involuntarily shrunk his body bones in one place, and all the dry muscles and bones were tied in little by little, and he couldn't break free.
"Hey, are you alright? Go to the hospital, right? "Someone proposed to him.
His teeth were glued, and he gritted hard, unable to utter a word.
A few more people echoed the call for him to go to the hospital, but he didn't pay any attention.
"Why didn't he say a word? Wouldn't it be a dumb person? ”
"It doesn't look like it. It's so thin, I shouldn't have eaten for a long time, right? ”
"How did you get this at such a young age?"
"Maybe you're not well?"
"Why isn't there anyone around? It's a cold day. ”
"Do something, and there's always a bite to eat."
“……”
The sound of discussion sounded beside him, and probably he was a vagabond.
"Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue......" When he finally spoke, only this sound came out of his mouth.
"Xiaoxue?" Someone looked at the sky in surprise, "It's obviously a good day." ”
"He shouldn't be talking about the weather, right?"
"Is it some of his friends?"
"Is it a cat or dog with him?"
He listened to the words of "cat or dog", and as if he was stimulated by something, he looked at the person who made such a guess, and his eyes flashed fiercely.
The atmosphere was tense and awkward.
Seeing the other party's bored face, he gradually eliminated the hostility and looked away little by little.
"What do you think, young man? Should I go to the hospital? An older man asked again.
He shook his head, turned around and was about to leave, when he took two steps, his legs went limp, his body was crooked, and he fell to the ground again.
Several hands grabbed his arm together and tried to help him up, but he shook his arm hard and shouted, "Get up! Leave me alone! I don't have to worry about me! ”
After all his hands were retracted, he seemed to laugh again, staggered, and stood up.
Seeing that the soles of his feet were still unstable, the hand that had just retracted tried to reach out again, but told him to take both arms and cut them aside.
Once again, the hand that was dodged was carefully around him, ready to give him a pick.
"Leave me alone! Leave me alone! I don't need you to care! He staggered, took four or five steps, bent his knees forward, and threw himself forward again.
A couple of hands grabbed his upper body in time and didn't let him fall down again.
"That's it! Don't worry about it! He shouted like this again, pushing the people around him away again, following the strength of his own push, in the end, and fell down again.
No one stretched out their hand to him anymore, and all they gave him was a puzzled look.
He laughed coldly twice, exerted his strength, got up, staggered, and stopped a taxi.
When he returned to the rental house, he lay down on the bed, and his body turned over and over, and he was extremely sore outside his body.
His mind flickered for a while, as if his soul was about to go out of his body.
He looked around into the rental house, and there was a gray shadow fluttering in front of him.
The gray shadow floated for a while, and then it turned into Li Xiaoxue's description.
"What's wrong with you?" Li Xiaoxue's ethereal voice also sounded in his ears.
"I, I'm so uncomfortable?" He replied bitterly.
"Where do you feel bad?"
"I'm sick all over."
"Why is it so uncomfortable?"
"I can't say that either. That is, it is cold for a while, hot for a while. ”
"It's like you have a heart for me, huh?"
"I don't understand what you mean."
"Isn't your heart cold for a while and hot for a while?"
"Nope! I've always had the same heart for you. My love for you has never changed in the slightest. ”
"Why are you lying to me? I already know that you already have someone else in your heart. If I'm right, she's called Yueyue. ”
"How can she be compared to you? Only you are the one I truly love. ”
"Men used to like the new and hate the old. It's hard for us women to give you a heart. ”
"Even if it is, I, Zhong Youcheng, am definitely an exception."
"Are you saying you like the new and don't get tired of the old?"
"No, I don't have any feelings for her at all."
"If you really think so, you'll disappoint me even more. I really don't want you to be such an irresponsible person for your feelings. She has also given her to you as the most important part of a woman, how can you have such an attitude? ”
"When I started with her, we made it very clear. I can be with her, but I won't let her replace even a little bit, your place in my heart, on her side, also has no intention of replacing. ”
"You mean, you're going to have two women at the same time?"
"What's wrong with that?"
"How can this be?" Such a voice came from two women.
"How?" He asked in alarm, and when he looked intently, there was only a yellowed wall in front of him.
He was sweating all over, as cold as ice.
He shuddered twice, then tightened his bones.
"Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue, you believe me, no matter what, you are my favorite, and you are the only one in my heart." He said this again, gasping for breath a few times, and Yueyue cried one after another, and came to him.
"Why are you doing this to me?" Yue Yue said sadly.
He really didn't understand: "You? What do you mean? ”
"What are you to me?"
"I really don't understand what you mean."
"I'll give you everything."
"Why, that's what you're talking about? Why, after a man and a woman are together, being a woman always seems to have suffered a big loss? ”
"As a man, you, as a man, will never understand. I don't want you to understand, I just don't want you to ignore me like that. ”
"I'm not ignoring you. We made it very clear from the beginning. Our relationship can only go so far. ”
"You can't do that." This sound, invariably, came from the mouths of Li Xiaoxue and Yue Yue together.
Zhong Youcheng felt isolated in front of the two women: "You ......"
Li Xiaoxue and Yueyue respected each other like guests: "I'll call you sister first." At this point, let's not hurt each other's harmony for the sake of a man. I've always been kind to people, and I think my sister is also a reasonable person. I don't know, my sister can listen to me. ”
"You say it's what it is." Yue Yue was also polite.
"Although you and I are in love with the same man, I think our love for this man is also different. It can be said that we all have our own needs in this one man. ”
"To each his own?" Yueyue thought about it, nodded her head, and said, "Sister, let's talk about it." ”
"What I value is actually his soul, but what you want, sister, is his body. Of course, I'm also comparative. ”
"Let's just put it that way."
"To each his own needs, of course, to each his own."
"What do you mean, sister, I take the body, you want the soul?"
"What do you think?"
"No!" Without waiting for Yueyue to answer, he shouted in horror first.
A body without a soul is a walking dead, and a soul without a body is very likely to become a lonely ghost. Neither of these could be tolerated by him.
And whether it was Li Xiaoxue or Yueyue, he almost didn't hear his voice.
Yue Yue said with some excitement: "Sister's method is really good. You hooked his soul, and the rest of his body is his sister's. ”
Li Xiaoxue agreed, opened her arms, and her nails grew wildly on her fingertips.
"Nope! No! He felt Li Xiaoxue's nails buckle to his head, shouted loudly, waved his hand and scratched in front of him, until he broke the shadows of the two women, and then stopped little by little.
He gasped for breath for a long time, and the countless shadows of the two women who had been scratched did not disperse, but in front of him, like a small monster with wings, flying up and down and flying incessantly.
By the flying of the monster, his soul kept turbulent in his body.
He felt that his soul was about to be separated from his body, and he could fully foresee his own death.
Death is near.
He could only work hard and lock his soul with his own knacks.
And his soul is an unbridled mass of gas, constantly searching in his body, looking for a gap to get out of.
He hugged his body tightly, and the flying monsters became more and more dense, beckoning his soul and facilitating his death.
He was afraid, never before.
He sensed the arrival of death.
He never imagined that this small rental house would become his place forever.
- He used to think that he could grow his wings in this space, so that he could hover and soar in the temple of art.
"Xiaoxue!" He called out again, and it was still such a name.
"Xiaoxue, where are you? Even if you die, don't let me die alone like this. Xiaoxue, in this world, apart from you, where do I have any real relatives? As he said this, he dialed Li Xiaoxue's phone.