Li Xiaoxue knew what Han Haitao wanted to talk about with her, and she could even imagine what kind of result it would be after the two of them really talked.

She knows Han Haitao's temperament too well, more than she understands her own temperament.

It was also out of this understanding that she couldn't help but agree to Han Haitao. Anyway, she didn't want her mother to witness her "desperation" and Han Haitao's "despair".

"Mom, let's go out for a while." Li Xiaoxue whispered and said to Li's mother.

Such soft words, when the two young people were dating, Li Mu didn't know how many times she heard it in Li Xiaoxue's mouth.

Whenever Han Haitao came to the house and wanted to go out for a walk with Li Xiaoxue, Li Xiaoxue was like soliciting and telling, so she always had to say this to Li's mother.

Li Mu's response at that time was naturally satisfied and happy. This Han Haitao, who is obedient and protective of her daughter, she is really satisfied.

Now, such a voice brings only indescribable sadness to Li's mother.

After several efforts, the two young people were not screwed back together, but for Li Xiaoxue to jump out of the quagmire of this puddle of life, but to go away from the country, it was really unexpected, and she was not embarrassed.

It's hard for her to say if there will be a man like Han Haitao in this world who treats Li Xiaoxue well. Assuming that there is, Li Xiaoxue will happen to meet her, and can she cherish it?

In the vast sea of people, acquaintances, acquaintances, acquaintances, and even separations, often only in a moment, only in a thought.

These two people, in the end, still go their separate ways, it can only be said that fate is not enough, although thousands of people feel that they are so compatible.

"Go ahead, not too long." Mother Li agreed and told Li Xiaoxue, knowing in her heart that such a promise and advice might have nothing to do with Han Haitao.

This mother, who has pulled Li Xiaoxue up in the ups and downs, is full of hope, of course, only that her daughter can get out of this period of bad luck and get better from now on. Han Haitao's pain, although she couldn't bear to look at it, she didn't take it very seriously.

The woman who didn't want Han Haitao to go on like this was still standing outside with a sad heart. If she could, this woman would even rather Li Xiaoxue turn into powder.

This is the mother. Because greatness, sometimes it is also selfish.

Li Xiaoxue nodded to Li Mu again, and walked out.

Han Haitao also glanced at Li's mother with mixed feelings, gave Li's mother a respectful salute, and followed Li Xiaoxue out of the ward.

In the long corridor, there were only two people at this time, Li Xiaoxue and Han Haitao.

The two of them, one after the other, walked unhurriedly, although they didn't say where to go, but the destination was unusually clear.

After turning two or three corners, the two men came to a balcony where the hospital was drying sheets and stood down.

Along the way, Han Haitao's mood stabilized a little and fell a lot, and he was still standing behind Li Xiaoxue, and asked softly: "Xiaoxue, are you leaving here?" ”

"Not bad." Li Xiaoxue replied dryly.

Han Haitao's heart fell: "With whom?" Xiaoxue, and whom? ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't answer Han Haitao directly, but with a little sadness, she just said, "Don't call me like that anymore, okay?" There shouldn't be a name like this in your world. ”

Han Haitao's heart made Li Xiaoxue tear: "However, there is already one." ”

Li Xiaoxue was already a little numb to Han Haitao's pain: "Then from this time on, completely discard this name." ”

Han Haitao only put aside such a topic and asked again: "With whom?" And him? ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head lightly and said, "What's the matter?" ”

"He won't give you happiness." Han Haitao said firmly, and there seemed to be another meaning in his words, that is, he was the only one who could give Li Xiaoxue happiness.

And such two men, God is destined to be the same, for Li Xiaoxue, they only know love, but they don't know how to love.

Li Xiaoxue smiled softly, I don't know if it was out of disdain for the word "happiness": "Let everything only become the past." ”

"All but becoming?" Han Haitao became sensitive, "You didn't leave with him, did you?" ”

Li Xiaoxue was silent.

Han Haitao would rather regard Li Xiaoxue as a default, and asked worriedly: "Are you alone?" How can you live when you're out there alone? ”

Li Xiaoxue really hasn't thought about how to start her new life, what she really wants to know is what the new life she is about to start has arranged for her.

The past life gave Li Xiaoxue more, often what she didn't want to have.

Now, she especially doesn't want Han Haitao to worry about her: "Let's take a step and see a step." ”

Han Haitao didn't allow Li Xiaoxue to be so depressed: "You can't do this, even if it's just thinking about it, you can't!" ”

Li Xiaoxue's response was just a sigh.

Han Haitao couldn't wait, turned to Li Xiaoxue's face, helped one of Li Xiaoxue's arms, and asked seriously: "Tell me, did my mother tell you something again, so you thought about leaving?" ”

Li Xiaoxue pushed Han Haitao's hand away and said uncomfortably: "Don't say that, okay?" My departure has nothing to do with anyone! ”

"Impossible!" Han Haitao said with certainty, "Never, I never heard that you don't want to live here. It's not anyone's influence, okay, why do you have to leave? ”

"I just want to change the environment of my life!" Li Xiaoxue said irritably.

"A change of living environment?" Where would Han Haitao approve, "What's wrong with the environment here?" Isn't it good here? Although it is not a first-tier city, it still has enough room for life and development! Changing places? I've tried it before. What is that? It's like a change of blood! Everything seems to be back on the starting line, just to ensure that you can survive, you have to put in ten times more effort than before! ”

"It's good, too. It's a good time to tap into the potential in your body. Li Xiaoxue said deliberately and easily.

"That's not really a kind of potential!" Han Haitao tried his best to pull Li Xiaoxue's "thinking" back from the astray, "When the time comes, you will find that more of your energy is occupied by endless trivial matters." Every day you get exhausted, and the only thing you can think about, but the last thing you can achieve, is to fall into bed and get a good night's sleep. This is an era of running, so as not to fall behind, but you have to carry a heavy burden, such a consequence, have you ever thought about the consequences? ”

Of course, Li Xiaoxue didn't think about it. She is already living in a sea of suffering, where would she think of this?

Han Haitao continued: "Don't say I don't know persistence. Only by pursuing advantages and avoiding disadvantages can we have a better chance of success in life. So, I'm back again. A stable life allows me to devote more energy to my work, and everything I have is on track. Xiaoxue, don't gamble your fate with your youth, youth is too short, and no one can afford to lose. If you listen to me, you should still go back to the company to develop. ”

Li Xiaoxue only said "thank you" lightly: "I've already thought about it, don't say this anymore." ”

"That," Han Haitao made a last ditch, without asking where Li Xiaoxue was going, and said resolutely, "I'll go with you!" ”

Li Xiaoxue panicked all of a sudden, and couldn't believe her ears: "What are you talking nonsense?" ”

"I'm not talking nonsense! I also thought very clearly! Han Haitao's emotions were obviously a little excited, "I just want to be with you!" Either way, be sure to be together! ”

"I really don't want to repeat that again! I guess we'll get to that point! Li Xiaoxue said, and turned around to leave.

Han Haitao grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm and almost shouted: "At the end of the world, we also want to be together!" I can't live without you! ”

"Don't do that, okay? Don't do that! Let go, others will see it! Li Xiaoxue said bitterly, and struggled hard.

"Why can't you just give me another chance? You know, I don't know how I'm going to live without you. Where you are, there my heart will be too. And if my heart can't be with my people, where will I have any peace? Xiaoxue, I love you. I can do without anything, I just can't live without you! Han Haitao said, forcefully, and pulled Li Xiaoxue into his arms again.

Li Xiaoxue was completely imprisoned by something, and desperately struggled to earn out, but found that Han Haitao hugged herself tighter and tighter: "Han Haitao! Do you know what you're doing? ”

Han Haitao suddenly cried: "I know! I know! I've never known that way! I'm just going to be with you, forever and ever! Like the one drunk in the song, you are the wind, and I am the sand, entwined, lingering, until, to the end of the world! Xiaoxue, let me accompany you, you can go anywhere, you can do anything! ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head uncomfortably in Han Haitao's arms: "It's impossible, it's really impossible!" Han Haitao, feelings are not all of a person, you can't just think about these, you still have ......"

"No!" Han Haitao didn't let Li Xiaoxue finish speaking, he shouted loudly, shook his head, and then said, "I didn't really want to interrupt you. I know what else you're going to say. I can see what you mean, but I can't understand why you have to take care of this! My whole heart is full, and it's just you! I don't care about the rest! Xiaoxue, I hope you don't care either! All those who don't want us to be together, I, Han Haitao, don't care about it anymore! It doesn't matter who it is! They are all doing things that harm you and me in the name of love, me, and you, we must not let their hearts go! Life is our own, and every day from now on, all I want to see is you! Whatever they do! I found that I couldn't change them, but they didn't want to change me! We're together, just let them watch! We are together, we are happy, we are happy, we are stronger than anything else! Light snow! Don't leave me again, don't leave me again! ”

Li Xiaoxue's body was almost embedded in Han Haitao's arms, and she couldn't shake her head.

No one has ever hugged her so tightly, let alone Han Haitao, who has been dating for several years. It's all about what is rigidly entangled and melted into one place.

She no longer had the ability to break free, and she felt that all the bones in her body were crisp for Han Haitao's powerful arms.

She didn't snuggle, she didn't want to be in love, she felt that something had pierced her body.

Her soul was shaking.

This book was first published in Reading Books