Just when Li Xiaoxue's soul seemed to be in a suffocating embrace, it was ingested into Han Haitao's body, but there was a "bang" behind him, and a bamboo pole inserted in the middle of the balcony was crooked and fell down, and a sheet immediately covered the two people underneath.

Han Haitao's head hit the bamboo pole again, and when he woke up, he hurriedly reached out and pulled the sheets down, and Li Xiaoxue took the opportunity to get out of Han Haitao's arms.

The two of them stood one by one, only to see Cao Mu, who was a little at a loss.

Cao's mother didn't know when she came over, let alone what she had heard, but her face was flushed, as if she was ashamed and ashamed.

"It's you, you......" Cao's mother, who was used to being the same in front of people and behind people, tried her best to smile with the two young people, but the corners of her mouth were like some neurological disease, and she couldn't help twitching.

"Auntie, are you, here to get the sheets?" Li Xiaoxue also seemed to have done something unsightly, looking for words, she asked Cao's mother in an unnatural whisper, and to the frightened deer-like heart, she bumped indiscriminately, until she was about to jump out of her throat.

"Ah, yes, yes." Cao's mother hurriedly agreed, so she bent down and picked up the bamboo pole that had fallen on the ground, and hung it back in its original place, while finally making a smile that satisfied her, "I just said, this, this is not stable." Sometimes, when the wind is a little stronger, it will blow away. But, what are we? That is, a temporary worker. Who can take our words seriously? ”

"Isn't it going to get dirty again?" Li Xiaoxue said, helping Cao's mother, and re-hung the bed sheet on the bamboo pole.

"That's it, it's this." Cao Mu said nervously, as if she was afraid that the smiling face that she had easily piled up would disappear inadvertently.

Han Haitao was already extremely disgusted by Cao's mother's pretentious posture, and asked unhappily: "Can my grandmother push out and slip over the corner?" ”

Mother Cao patted the dust stuck to the ground on the bed sheets, as if replying to her master, and still smiled and said, "I just came back." The old lady said that the sun was a little poisonous today, so she didn't go much. ”

Han Haitao disagreed: "It's clear that autumn is cool, why do you still say that the sun is not good?" ”

Cao Mu nodded and said, "I'm talking too." Perhaps, the old lady is tired and wants to rest. ”

Han Haitao wanted to say anything more, but seeing that Li Xiaoxue was stunned unhappily, he nodded to Cao's mother, and his voice was much softer: "My grandma has been active a lot in the past two days, and she has sweated a lot, and she is bothering you to change her clothes a few times." ”

"The old lady is really clean. When eating, you should also take a bite and wipe your mouth. I watched the old lady sweat and changed it. Cao Mu said, the smile on her face was a little unbearable, and she looked stiff.

Han Haitao said "um": "Then, you can get busy." ”

Cao's mother knew that Han Haitao still thought she was an eyesore. It's not that I was panicking just now, just thinking about dodging, how could I touch the bamboo pole and get into the dust of this nose? Listening to Han Haitao's busyness, he just walked away. So, he gave the rest of the smile to Li Xiaoxue, and only said "you talk", picked out a dry sheet, and turned to leave.

Li Xiaoxue also wanted to leave, but stopped Han Haitao again: "Xiaoxue, you haven't promised me yet, let me go with you." ”

Li Xiaoxue looked helpless: "Don't be like this, okay?" ”

"Why?" Han Haitao didn't seem to be able to figure it out in his life.

"Because, because I don't love you anymore." Li Xiaoxue had to insert such a knife into Han Haitao's heart again.

Han Haitao shook his head bitterly, but still asked, "Why?" A few years of feelings, Xiaoxue, I believe that it is all real. How good we were then. Why, really, can all of this be wiped out? Everyone is a person who is responsible for their feelings, and this responsibility is not only for each other, but also for themselves. Take responsibility for yourself, at this time, you can't go against your will and be false. One is one, two is two, put aside any factors other than feelings, and face your heart truthfully. Xiaoxue, take back what you just said completely. That's definitely not what you really want to say to me. You just have too many concerns, too much concern for other people. Throw all of this aside, just follow your sincerity, and give love an answer. ”

"Do you want a sincere answer?" Li Xiaoxue asked so disdainfully, and replied seriously: "This is not as complicated as you think it is at all. Sincerely, it's just that I don't feel that way anymore. ”

"How does that feel?" Han Haitao thought about it, savoring it, as if he wanted to capture the feeling he was talking about, and for a while he couldn't determine who this feeling was, and what it was, he still couldn't agree with Li Xiaoxue's words.

He was too serious, and at this juncture, he especially couldn't tolerate a little sloppiness.

Li Xiaoxue saw that Han Haitao was just stunned, exploring something, so she asked again: "What should be said, everything has been said." Can I go now? ”

"What does it feel like you're gone?" Han Haitao must understand that he can't let this question remain in his heart and turn it into a lifelong regret.

Li Xiaoxue really couldn't say it clearly for a while.

And can feelings, especially between men and women, really be fully articulate in words?

To love or not to love, do you need any more reasons?

Just to make Han Haitao completely dead, Li Xiaoxue still replied as much as possible: "It's as if when you held me in your arms just now, I didn't have the same heartbeat as before, I could feel it, I just made your arm strain very painful and painful." ”

Han Haitao just didn't seem to get the answer he wanted, shook his head, and said, "You lie." I could feel all the reactions of you at that time. It's not like someone suddenly shows up at that time, and your whole body will go completely soft! Inside, you still don't want to be separated from me, do you? ”

"Not really!" Li Xiaoxue shouted, her eyes were dark, "You have never been so self-righteous, why, in this matter, you judge the two of you?" Give each other a good thought, can't you? ”

Han Haitao also shouted: "But I can't let you just be a memory for me!" We shouldn't end up like this! ”

"But feelings are not up to you alone! You must be so stubborn, we really don't have anything to talk about! I'm sorry, I still have something to do over there, so I'll go first. Li Xiaoxue said, resolutely, and bypassed Han Haitao's body.

Han Haitao hurriedly turned around and grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm again: "Isn't it, is it that I take too much care of you, so that your feelings for us are not painful!" If, I ...... too"

Without waiting for Han Haitao to finish speaking, Li Xiaoxue picked up her other arm and "snapped", giving Han Haitao a heavy slap.

Han Haitao still felt that Li Xiaoxue didn't fight hard enough, one hand still grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm, and with a "plop", he knelt on the ground, raised his other hand, clenched his fist, and slammed it into his face.

"What are you doing here?" Li Xiaoxue was angry and anxious, and hurriedly grabbed Han Haitao's fist.

Han Haitao still pressed his face, as if he was in pain, and only complained to himself: "Why am I so stupid!" How can't I keep even my beloved! ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't listen to it very much, but she didn't want Han Haitao to belittle herself like this, so she still pulled up and persuaded at the same time: "It's all my fault!" I failed you! It was I who betrayed our feelings! You don't deserve this to yourself for my sake. You will definitely meet girls who are worthy of your love and your dedication. ”

"No!" Han Haitao shouted again, hugged Li Xiaoxue's thigh tightly, and just begged: "Don't say that!" If you must say this, it is better to take a knife and stab me in the heart! You know, in my life, there is only you Li Xiaoxue in my heart. Don't leave me! Don't leave me! Let me be by your side, anything! ”

"You're so selfish, you know what!" Li Xiaoxue pushed Han Haitao a few times, but she couldn't push it away, so she shouted at the top of her voice.

Suddenly, the entire hospital almost trembled at this shout.

Han Haitao also trembled, and at the same time as he trembled, he peeled off something on his body.

It wasn't until everything calmed down again that Han Haitao said helplessly, and said something that I don't know how many people had said, but it had always made him a little disdainful: "But love itself is selfish!" ”

"What do you think?" Li Xiaoxue didn't believe that Han Haitao could say such a thing.

Han Haitao still shook his head in the end: "Yes, I don't want to do this either, but I'm really like this again." I also know that my pestering makes it difficult for you to do, but I can't help but pester. It's entirely my heart that makes me like this. At this time, I really can't help but listen to my heart. If I don't take my heart seriously at this time, I know that sooner or later I will be punished by my heart. The way it punished me, of course, was endlessly, and I lived my whole life in remorse. Let's go together, leave here together, and create a paradise that belongs only to us together. Give me this opportunity, even if it's for salvation, and give it to me on credit. ”

Li Xiaoxue's heart still moved slightly, but when she was about to slowly soften, she hurriedly became vigilant again, straightened up, and her attitude was extremely firm: "Have you finished speaking?" If you're done, please let me go. It's not that I won't give us such a chance, but I also made this choice according to my own heart. We really don't fit. ”

Han Haitao was really stupid, and slowly, after letting go of Li Xiaoxue, he sat back on the ground with a butt.

"It's cold here, you should go back early." Li Xiaoxue said, as if she didn't care, turned around, and walked away without looking back.

Han Haitao's eyes blurred a little as Li Xiaoxue went away, and he muttered in his mouth: "You let me go back, but where am I going back?" ”

The first book of the Book King novel