Chapter 179
In Yun Shanshan's dormitory, when everyone was almost asleep, there were still two people who did not fall asleep, one of them was Zhang Ping, and the other was Qiu Ying. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info At this moment, Zhang Ping's mosquito net is hanging, and now Zhang Ping doesn't like others to pay attention to herself, especially that the bed is diagonally opposite Yun Shanshan's bed, and Zhang Ping doesn't want to appear in Yun Shanshan's sight. This morning's events, especially after Zhang Ping said some words to relieve hatred and anger, Li Jie's appearance made Zhang Ping's mood very depressed, and, not only that, in the end, Yun Shanshan's bastard actually walked out of the teacher with Li Jie one after another. At that time, when she saw this kind of scene, Zhang Ping felt that she could already open a factory of aged vinegar in her stomach, and the sour taste almost didn't sour herself.
If it was a sour smell that appeared in Zhang Ping's stomach in the classroom for a while, then, now, when she returned to the dormitory and finally calmed down and settled down alone, that sour smell fermented into a poisonous smell. And the reason for this poisonous smell is because of Zhang Ping's stubborn heart and the unfair treatment he thinks he has received. In Zhang Ping's eyes, Yun Shanshan is the kind of person who has a vicious personality and always plays tricks in secret, if this is not the case, why would Li Jie be so good to her. Zhang Ping always thinks that girls, as long as a boy likes it, must be playing tricks. In fact, Zhang Ping also knows that in the process of growing up, in every election of class cadres, many times in the determination of the status in the class, Zhang Ping is really working hard for it every time at that time or usually, and she also knows that in order to achieve the goal, she needs to play tricks. In this world, how can there be such a natural occurrence? The so-called things that come naturally are all because you don't really know about them. Once you understand the truth of things, you will definitely find that in fact, the word human is always inevitable. Therefore, for the result of any kind of thing, Zhang Ping always believes that it is the result of human efforts, and those so-called providence are all speculations of some stupid people. Because they are stupid and they don't understand, they created the heavens without thinking about man. Therefore, those who believe in the will of God are fools in Zhang Ping's eyes, and only those who believe that things are man-made are the elite and the best among human beings. Therefore, in Zhang Ping's belief, she absolutely believes that the result of everything is thought to be hard work, and it will not be produced for no reason. This is true of her study committee, and any gain from others must be the same.
Zhang Ping likes Li Jie, this is Zhang Ping's heartfelt feeling. This feeling is something that Zhang Ping did not have in junior high school and elementary school. For a long time, boys are nothing in Zhang Ping's eyes, Zhang Ping feels that she is better than them in the face of many things, so she usually does not put boys in her eyes, even if some boys in the class seem to be excellent, in Zhang Ping's eyes, boys seem to have many shortcomings, and Zhang Ping feels that she is much better than them.
However, since she went to high school, gradually, Zhang Ping found that Li Jie, the deputy head of the class, had unknowingly walked into her heart. In fact, at the beginning, Zhang Ping treated Li Jie like any other boy, almost without looking at each other. And, at the beginning, in Zhang Ping's eyes, Li Jie seemed to be an ignorant little boy, and there was even a feeling that he hadn't grown up. Moreover, at the beginning, when Liu Ban handed over the position of deputy squad leader to Li Jie, Zhang Ping was also depressed for a long time, because she was really suspicious of Liu Ban's vision of looking at people, in Zhang Ping's eyes, it seems that any boy in the class is more responsible than Li Jie, and is more suitable for this position.
However, it turns out that these ideas eventually turned into Zhang Ping's original thoughts about Li Jie, and as time went on, especially when more than a year later, Zhang Ping's view of Li Jie was completely different. With the deepening of her understanding of Li Jie, Zhang Ping began to feel very admired for Li Jie. Isn't it? Li Jie, a boy, usually looks very aggressive, but every time it comes to a critical moment, he can play his role very well. It seems that this boy, who usually doesn't think about a lot of things, has actually planned a lot of things. In the process of studying and dealing with some class affairs, Zhang Ping gradually discovered a lot of courage and charm that belonged to Li Jie. In Zhang Ping's eyes, Li Jie has the courage that ordinary boys have, but at the same time, he has the carefulness of some girls, and because of this, in Zhang Ping's eyes, those boys who usually seem reckless on many issues because of their courage certainly do not exist here in Li Jie. The charisma of a person who has both courage and a meticulous and thoughtful vision when dealing with problems is almost shocking. Therefore, in this way, Li Jie gradually appeared in Zhang Ping's field of vision, and on weekdays, Zhang Ping paid more attention to Li Jie. And just after Zhang Ping began to quietly pay attention to Li Jie, the more she paid attention, the more Zhang Ping found that Li Jie had more advantages. In addition to being bold and meticulous, Li Jie almost has a sense of sunshine that almost everyone likes him. And it is precisely because of this sense of sunshine that Zhang Ping mistakenly regarded Li Jie as a very ignorant and brainless immature little boy at the beginning. Knowing Li Jie, Zhang Ping found that this feeling of sunshine was just the coat that Li Jie wore on the outside of his complexion, and in Li Jie's bones, it was just the right variety of abilities. And because of this, a boy who is so capable, when he usually appears in the eyes of people, should belong to the steady type of Liu Ban, but here in Li Jie, it is sunny. This bright and unusual sunshine was like an arrow of light in the end, I don't know when, it quietly shot into Zhang Ping's heart, and finally when Zhang Ping found out about this and wanted to pay attention to Li Jie, it seemed too late. Zhang Ping found that the arrow had pierced her heart, and the more she tried to pull it out, the more blood would bleed there.
In fact, as a class leader, and such a strong and motivated person, Zhang Ping feels that she will not let herself fall into that stupid situation similar to early love no matter what. Zhang Ping knows that puppy love is a static thing. And she also knew that before she realized that she had fallen into this kind of emotion, in her mind, those boys and girls who were in early love could almost be equated with the term retarded.