In the past, Zhang Ping looked down on those students who were in early love. In Zhang Ping's eyes, those students are almost like animals, and they can't be called civilized people at all.www.biquge.info Isn't it? Don't they know that they are now in their school days? Since you are a student, why do you want to fall in love? Is it really so anxious to fall in love? Falling in love for the sake of a family, it should be a matter of the future, what kind of love is going to school. Isn't that just? Besides, boys and girls went to the grove alone, and that kind of place made Zhang Ping feel very disgusting every time he thought about it. The scenery of that kind of place is good, but what good is it to think that the boy and the girl are alone there, in the dark night. Zhang Ping thinks that the boys and girls there want to have children so early or what they want, to be honest, Zhang Ping can't figure out what those students whose IQ has not yet developed to the human level thinks. She has always looked down on these people, believing that they have no brains and are corrupt in their minds.

However, after Zhang Ping's feelings for Li Jie deepened unconsciously, Zhang Ping's views on some things seemed to have changed a little. Although it hasn't completely changed so far, there are some things that she seems to be beginning to understand dimly, although she doesn't understand everything, but after all, she seems to understand something. As for what she understands, Zhang Ping sometimes feels that she still can't say it clearly.

Now, Zhang Ping is locking herself in her own world, and the dense little mosquito net completely isolates Zhang Ping from the outside world, which makes Zhang Ping feel very good. To be honest, she usually likes the feeling of being alone, and in her own world, Zhang Ping will feel that this is her real self. And in the outside world, Zhang Ping sometimes feels that she has hit her face so much to become fat, and her self-esteem has always been so strong, sometimes she is really tired.

However, even so, Zhang Ping feels that she has to face it, and she will always keep her image like this. She will always live so hard, work so hard to do everything well. Now, however, for some reason, Zhang Ping sometimes feels that she occasionally seems to get tired of all this, and the frequency of this accident is getting faster and faster. That is to say, for this kind of strong life, as she grows older, Zhang Ping feels that she seems to be less and less important than before, and, I don't know why, especially when Zhang Ping feels that she likes Li Jie more and more, Zhang Ping suddenly feels that a certain nerve in her brain seems to have a problem, which makes her feel that for a woman, in fact, there are some gentle things, which are very important, women's gentleness and weakness, when Zhang Ping likes Li Jie more and more, But it's becoming more and more obvious. Even, this feeling of wanting to be on the second line has become stronger with age and something in the body. So, gradually, Zhang Ping began to have a different view of the school's grove than before. However, just when Zhang Ping's thinking was slowly changing. What happened at Qi Xing's birthday party last night, in fact, that thing is a thing, but in fact, it can't even be a thing. Just because of that scene, that scene made Zhang Ping begin to doubt everything. And this suspicion of everything, this kind of blow seems to be a bit big for Zhang Ping. Now, Zhang Ping can't help but begin to doubt the value of all the things she has experienced before, as well as her feelings for Li Jie, the ultimate meaning of such a beautiful thing. That night, when she wanted to get close to Li Jie, she just wanted to have a few words with him. Because after all, over the years, some things that should belong to her and Li Jie have been borne by herself. In that kind of moonlight, Zhang Ping couldn't help but want to let Li Jie share some of the emotions that were already becoming more and more overwhelming for her. Moreover, Zhang Ping originally wishfully believed that Li Jie would definitely be sunny and handle any details just right as he usually did when he treated anyone and everything.

That's how it is. The more beautiful the thing, the more crystal clear the thing, the more pure and flawless it is without any impurities, and the more holy the emotion in the heart of the person concerned, the more difficult it is for people to bear the consequences of being around someone who does not feel the same way as themselves.

Because there was no mirror, Zhang Ping didn't know what her expression was at that time, or rather, in the moonlight, her appearance was really out of sync with her holy heart. Because, if it weren't for this, Li Jie fled in such a hurry, what was the reason. That kind of expression, it's obviously like seeing a ghost. Every time she thinks of this, Zhang Ping's heart will be broken.

However, even so, Zhang Ping had to put away her broken heart and continue to move forward as if nothing happened. However, this feeling really made her feel very painful. In this kind of pain, Zhang Ping feels that sometimes it seems that when facing some things, there will be a lack of calm, or even a lack of wisdom.

To be honest, Zhang Ping has an intuition about Yun Shanshan, she feels that she seems to have wronged Yun Shanshan, with her understanding and knowledge of Yun Shanshan for nearly three years, Zhang Ping feels that although this girl looks a little weird, she is still quite upright. Although Zhang Ping admits that sometimes she can't see through her, her intuition has already told her that Yun Shanshan should not be such a bad person. However, now Zhang Ping feels that she just doesn't want to forgive Yun Shanshan anyway, because Zhang Ping's intuition also points to the fact that Li Jie's look towards herself as if she has seen a ghost is rooted in Yun Shanshan.

Over the years, Zhang Ping has actually been observing all the people in the class and the various relationships between them. And under Zhang Ping's sharp gaze, Zhang Ping can feel Li Jie's good impression of Yun Shanshan. And what's worse is that when in his heart, his good impression of Li Jie is constantly rising, Zhang Ping can also see that Li Jie's good impression of Yun Shanshan is also heating up. In the face of this, Zhang Ping felt that he was hurt, which was a great injury to his self-esteem and face, and this was something that Zhang Ping could not tolerate at all. Therefore, there are many times when Zhang Ping feels disappointed, she often wants to completely withdraw from Li Jie's world. However, what made Zhang Ping feel strange in the end was that although she wanted to quit. But in the end, you can't do it, and the more you want to escape, the stronger that feeling will surround you, constantly reminding Zhang Ping of all the wonderful memories and moments that Zhang Ping has collected in the face of Li Jie over the years. Although none of them have themselves, Zhang Ping still feels good.