31 Chapter 31
What is love? Zhong Ying has always felt that love is just a momentary impulse, and after the impulse, there is only endless emptiness and entangled troubles.
Zhong Qiaoqiao's love ruined her life, and left Zhong Ying in such trouble. She grew up with Zhong Ying when she was a child. Even though Zhong Ying disagrees with her a lot, she unconsciously agrees with such a concept.
Therefore, she will impulsively say to Xu Zheming to ask for โกโก pleasure, at least, it is also a proof that she was once crazy about love. However, she didn't expect that this would be the end of the day.
Xu Zheming hugged her, and the two lay in the same bed all night, never getting closer, and when they got up the next day, they were not estranged.
When she woke up in the morning, Zhong Ying was confused for a moment, she didn't know where she was. The soft temperature around her made her unconsciously approach, and then woke up the next moment.
Xu Zheming was looking at her with his eyes open, and his eyes were full of emotions that she couldn't understand.
"Early." He said.
The memories of last night came back to her mind at once, and Zhong Ying turned her head in silence and said calmly, "Why don't you continue?" โ
Xu Zheming reached out and fished her back and hugged her tightly: "Do you want me to continue?" In the morning, his voice was a little hoarse, and it fell into his ears, and he seemed to have the illusion of a heartbeat.
He clung to her, his lips falling under her earlobe: "I hope so, but I'm afraid I'll regret it." I'm afraid you'll regret it. โ
Zhong Ying broke away from his hand and sat up, as if no one else entered the bathroom, he came out after taking a bath, no longer looked at Xu Zheming who was lying on the bed, and went downstairs.
She didn't know what emotions she should use to face him.
When she was making breakfast, maybe it was lunch, she subconsciously made a portion for two people, which made the smile spread on Xu Zheming's face who came downstairs.
Rare, thrillingly beautiful.
Zhong Ying stared at him. He smiled: "Is it pretty? Can it make you like an eye? โ
Zhong Ying turned her head and didn't speak, Xu Zheming sat down at the dining table, calmly: "Come to eat, don't starve yourself." โ
Zhong Ying didn't even know how to face his calm attitude.
She had almost finished the meal with her breath open.
There was no Christmas tree in the house, and there were no mountains of gifts. But someone knocked on the door, Zhong Ying didn't have time to move, Xu Zheming had already gone over to open the door.
Mrs. Hearst stood at the door, giving a small gift, and was slightly surprised when she saw Xu Zheming: "Xu? Oh yes, you're Nancy's boyfriend. Your gift is here, this is Nancy's gift, Merry Christmas. โ
Mrs. Hearst is a rare warm-hearted person in the community, and she will give gifts to everyone in the community, even when it is Christmas with her family.
Zhong Ying wanted to refute Mrs. Hearst's words, but halfway through, she stopped.
Even if you say no, what can you do?
She sat on the couch and thought about yesterday. How did things get to this point?
Xu Zheming placed Mrs. Hearst's gift in front of her, crouched down and looked at her: "Merry Christmas." Did you sleep well last night? โ
There was a little caution in the questioning.
Zhong Ying recalled that last night was actually a good night's sleep. She buried her head in her knees, remembering that when she was still friendly with Xu Zheming, he called every day until she fell asleep, and at that time, she could actually have a rare good sleep.
Xu Zheming gently withdrew.
Zhong Ying called the psychiatrist and talked about Xu Zheming: "There is such a person, I can actually sleep peacefully by his side." โ
"You are defenseless against him and feel that he will not hurt you. So, who is that person? โ
Zhong Ying felt incredible: "How could I be defenseless against him?" But when he finished speaking, he felt that this sentence might be true.
On the first night, Xu Lan and He Chengqian were outside the door, and she could still sleep deeply.
Maybe it's just because Xu Zheming is standing by the side.
But why, Xu Zheming made himself defenseless?
She began to avoid Xu Zheming. Whether it is the community where she lives or in the school, she will avoid him far away when she sees him.
It's incredible to make friends back later: "Isn't he your boyfriend?" Did you quarrel? โ
"No, of course not." Zhong Ying was also surprised, "Why do you think he's my boyfriend?" โ
"You get along with each other," the other said, gesturing with a confused look, "and that's obvious." He doesn't look at you in a false way, and you have a different attitude towards him. โ
Zhong Ying lowered her head, it turned out that when she didn't know it, she had already revealed so many clues.
She sighed, and the people around her fell silent.
However, it seems that everyone thinks that Zhong Ying is Xu Zheming's girlfriend. Zhong Ying was the last one to know.
In a public class, she walked out with a book in her arms after listening to the lecture, and the professor who squeezed out of the crowd winked at her back in confusion, and finally raised his hand and called her name: "Nancy." โ
Zhong Ying turned around, and the pot-bellied professor took two steps to catch up: "Did you quarrel with Xu?" โ
Zhong Ying never thought that she would hear Xu Zheming's name in the professor's mouth, and she asked such a question. She didn't have time to be surprised, the professor had already begun to excuse Xu Zheming: "Nancy, maybe you think Xu doesn't care enough about you, but I know that Xu is a good person. โ
"He will be very sad if you are separated." The professor said earnestly, but Zhong Ying could only smile politely.
"Yes, I know, Professor." She responded dryly, and after sending the professor away, she felt as if her body was heavy.
When I returned to the residence, I opened the door and smelled the fragrance on the tip of my nose. Zhong Ying almost had a burglary, but found that it was just Xu Zheming standing there, smiling at herself: "You're back." โ
"Why are you here? This is my house! โ
"I set up this house with my own hands." Xu Zheming said, "I left a key. Zhong Ying was almost angry, but Xu Zheming's next sentence made her quiet immediately.
"Today is my birthday, and there is no one to celebrate my birthday, so I have to come to you."
Zhong Ying's unhappiness that she blurted out turned into a dry "Happy Birthday". She didn't doubt what Xu Zheming said at all. The Xu family husband and wife are busy everywhere, Xu Lan doesn't take it to heart, she has already seen it.
She stared at Xu Zheming, who was standing there, he was wearing an off-white pullover today, and his figure was becoming more and more slender. Seeing Zhong Ying's intently gaze, he walked over and said, "You are the only person I can find who is willing to accompany me for my birthday." So, forgive me this time, okay? โ
Zhong Ying stared at him for a long time and forgave him spinelessly.