Zhong Ying wished she hadn't heard, but she heard clearly.

It seems that a flower has bloomed in the bottom of my heart, swaying and overflowing. But it was as if it was raining, drenching and even destroying the blooming flowers.

She didn't know what kind of emotions she should use to face the person around her, and she didn't even know what kind of reaction she should make. She just sat there dumbfounded, looking out the window at the crowd.

Xu Zheming stared at her cheeks, two strands of her hair hanging down beside her cheeks, and he wanted to reach out and help her reach behind her ears. But he did not dare to stretch out his hand, for fear of disturbing him.

After a long silence, Zhong Ying said softly, "Let's go, go back." Xu Zheming started the vehicle gently.

Zhou Yan, who had been standing not far away and watching the car for a long time, turned around and walked away, laughing involuntarily. She laughed louder and louder, as if she was about to use up the last of her strength. Before the laughter stopped, tears poured out in large gulps, and finally solidified into a sentence that drifted away as soon as he spoke.

Fool.

It took a long time for the two of them to return to their residence. Zhong Ying got out of the car and walked mechanically into the house, Xu Zheming followed behind her, not daring to make a mistake at all.

The words that I had mustered up the courage to speak now turned into snow and piled up heavily on my chest, and I was cold and painful, and I couldn't speak in a sullen way.

Why she, nothing was said.

Zhong Ying entered the house and changed into indoor loafers, and Xu Zheming walked in without noticing. She walked over to the couch and sat down, curled up on her knees, and hugged herself.

Xu Zheming sat beside her and looked at her quietly for a long time.

It was getting dark, Christmas songs were coming in from outside, and it was dark inside. Xu Zheming sat there, feeling that his body had stiffened.

He finally couldn't help it and asked, "Zhong Ying, what is your answer?" ”

Zhong Ying seemed to wake up from her sleep and saw him sitting beside her. In the darkness, he could only see the outline, but what attracted more than the outline was the shining eyes.

These eyes, which had brought her warmth and confidence, were now looking at her tenderly, expecting her answer.

Zhong Ying pressed her chest, but she couldn't say what she felt in her heart.

"No......" she finally said, but the words that came out of her mouth made Xu Zheming's face change greatly.

"No, we can't ......"

"Why?" Xu Zheming asked softly, staring at her motionlessly, "What is the difference between you and me?" Tell me about the people, so I have a chance to walk over, okay? ”

Zhong Ying lowered her head. Xu Zheming raised his hand and slowly put it on her shoulder, such a warm touch has not been seen for a long time: "Tell me, okay?" ”

Zhong Ying's tears fell.

Xu Zheming decided not to give her a chance to escape, and asked softly: "Why are you crying, do you hate me?" Do you resist my touch? Does my presence make you feel uneasy? Does the thought of me wanting to come into your life make you unhappy? If the answer is no, then why, reject me? ”

His voice was a little cold, but when this coldness was also dyed with tenderness and fell on Zhong Ying's heart, it became impossible to refuse. "No, Xu Zheming," she was finally able to speak in full, "I don't hate you, I don't resist your touch, your presence makes me feel at ease, and I am even glad that you are willing to come into my life." However, Xu Zheming is not the only one. ”

She looked up at her eyes that were still shining in the darkness, and raised her hand to touch his cheek: "Do you remember, we are actually people from two worlds?" You shouldn't have known me in a world I wasn't supposed to be. Now that we're here talking, what's going on? ”

Her fingertips were a little cold, and they fell on Xu Zheming's face, as if they fell on the bottom of his heart, and the soft touch made him addicted.

"Why, can't you let go?" He asked, "There is no need for more existence between you and me. ”

"But it's real." Zhong Ying said softly, her fingers down the curvature of his cheeks, down to his neck, pausing at the Adam's apple, and finally landing on the buttons of his clothes. "Xu Zheming, I was very happy when I heard you say...... But what if you're happy? You are the heir of the Xu family, you have a father who never looked at me in your eyes, a mother who despised me, a sister who once hurt me, or a brother-in-law who is weird. If it were just you and me, I wish I had promised you now. ”

"But there are so many things standing in our way, how dare I hug you."

Zhong Ying's words, Xu Zheming only understood one sentence - she actually had feelings for herself, and her confession was not completely unresponsive.

He grabbed her hand and held it in the palm of his hand, soft and small, as if he couldn't hold it. With such a small pair of hands, her master has already encountered an experience that is difficult for ordinary people to have in their lifetime, so how can he not feel distressed.

"Sakura-chan......" he whispered her name, feeling her close to him.

Leaning over, her cheeks were close, she left a kiss on the corner of his lips: "Xu Zheming, if you are just Xu Zheming, how good it would be......" Breaking free from his hand, Zhong Ying hugged him gently: "If you are just Xu Zheming...... How nice it would be......"

It was as if there was a cluster of flames that suddenly emerged from the bottom of my heart and finally spread to my whole body. Xu Zheming's body tensed, unconsciously hugging her, she was gently hugged by him in his arms, her heart was close to her heart, and each could feel each other's heartbeat.

"Sakura-chan......" Xu Zhe chirped, her ear pressed against his, and said softly, "Just let me indulge once, just as you are just Xu Zheming......" She reached out and unbuttoned his clothes.

When the coolness hit, Xu Zheming suddenly woke up from this hot emotion. She was gently leaning against him, her hand on her waist, and she was going all the way down the waistline, but he suddenly grabbed her hand: "Sakura-chan." ”

Zhong Ying softly "um", the sound that came out of his nose, infinitely lazy, tugged at his heartstrings. The next moment, it was as if instinct was about to rush up and cover reason. But at this moment, Xu Zheming pushed her away stiffly.

"What do you mean?" He asked stiffly, his shirt open, revealing a body that was not strong but unexpectedly fleshy. His eyes fell on her, with a chill of disappointment.

Zhong Ying was pushed down on the sofa by him, and she didn't get up, she just lay there like that, and smiled at him softly in the dark: "Xu Zheming, why do you want to ask clearly?" Tonight, wouldn't it be good for you to get your wish? ”

When she said this, her heart hurt as if it had been torn apart.

How could she not love him, but how could she love him.

Perhaps, being able to steal a night of joy is already the best ending.

"No," Xu Zheming's voice was cold and hard, "Sakura-chan, I love you, not just because of your body, not just because of ...... Sex. The harsh voice fell on Zhong Ying's ears, but it only made her feel more distressed.

She may have met a good man, but this good man could not belong to her. Such a fact can only make her heartache even more.

"I love you and I want to spend my life with you. But that's not why you're belittling me. Xu Zheming said, and he walked up to Zhong Ying's side step by step, looking down at her face.

Neither of them could see clearly in the dark, and the faint light outside the window was not enough for Zhong Ying to see his expression clearly. However, such a condescending look down still made her feel as if she was low to the dust, where there was nothing but emptiness.

She held one of her hearts there, not daring to let it go or retract it.

Xu Zheming ......" As soon as she said these three words, the owner of the name suddenly lowered his head, and his lips fell on her lips, making her stunned.

Then, as if attacking a city, she drove straight in, and finally made it difficult for her to even breathe.

It seems that his mind has drifted out of the clouds, and he can only bear it passively, and he has forgotten to resist.

At the end of the long kiss, Xu Zheming said softly: "You said mine." He leaned down, picked her up, and went upstairs. Zhong Ying struggled desperately after being stunned, but was firmly encircled by him. Her resistance seemed so weak that she didn't know what to do.

All the way up, the charm of Fang Cai disappeared without a trace, but the sense of humiliation rose. At that moment, she seemed to go back to that Christmas Eve a year ago, the hands that imprisoned her in the dark, firmly controlling her arms...... That powerlessness is as good as yesterday.

Zhong Ying suddenly screamed, but her body was thrown heavily on the bed in the next moment, and she bounced on the bed and was about to jump. Immediately, someone leaned over, hugged her tenderly, and whispered in her ear: "It's me, relax, it's me ......"

Zhong Ying just screamed loudly, as if she wanted to call out all the fears she had once had and had never vented.

Xu Zheming wrapped her in his arms, lay on the bed and kissed her tenderly again. Zhong Ying's cry overflowed from her lips, shattered, and finally faded into nothingness.

By the time Xu Zheming let go, she was already in tears.

The doorbell rang suddenly, Zhong Ying was lying on the bed crying, Xu Zheming kissed the corner of her mouth, and went downstairs to open the door. Mrs. Hearst's concerned face appeared at the door, and when she saw Xu Zheming, she turned into a smile: "Xu, I heard Nancy screaming. I thought something had happened to her. But seeing you here, I think it's fine. ”

Xu Zheming explained, and sent Mrs. Hearst, who cared about the neighbors, away with a smile, and returned to the room.

Zhong Ying was still lying there crying silently, crying so hard that his heart ached.

Leaning over and gently embracing her in his arms, he said, "You promised me today." So, I'm not going to let go. ”