Cao Yingying, who was still suffering from her feelings, really strengthened her spirit, so she made an appointment with Li Xiaoxue. （）

After disappearing after playing, she actually took a leave of absence from the company, and alone, almost lying on her bed, washing her face with tears.

When Li Xiaoxue and Cao's mother were looking for her, they happened to see her that Zhong Youcheng and Yueyue entered the barbecue restaurant, as well as the barbecue restaurant where Li Xiaoxue and Zhong Youcheng left together, she also saw it. Although, I can also see it strangely, my own heart is so broken, where is I willing to put some on Li Xiaoxue?

In this way, she wandered outside until the early hours of the morning, and then she returned to her residence.

If there was still a nerve stretched outside, when she entered the door, her whole body and mind were hollowed out, and she fell on the bed, and she didn't want to move again, and she didn't want to think about anything anymore.

- I don't want to think about my emotions anymore. After all, this emotion can't help her, no matter how you think about it, it's all useless.

Not to mention that Cao's mother is difficult at this level, Han Haitao's side, almost, there is no drama.

This is called falling in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, right?

- This is called falling in love with someone who should not be loved.

Love is full of scars, and love is not at all the result she wants.

It's like a lot of dreams when I was a teenager, knowing that I couldn't do it, but I still clinged to it infinitely.

No, not an attachment, at least not deliberately. It is such a heart, like an immortal bird, immortal.

If she didn't have the attachment to this undeserved love, she Cao Yingying also felt that she might be able to get involved with Wu Fei.

Wu Fei, although he is a little old-fashioned, he is not bad in the end. More importantly, as Cao's mother said, the conditions in the home are extraordinarily good.

If Li Xiaoxue and Han Haitao don't break up, she doesn't have the slightest hope or luck in Han Haitao's body, and she is likely to date Wu Fei.

- Except for Han Haitao, she felt that she would never fall in love with any man again, and she couldn't find someone she loved, according to some people, she had to find someone who loved her.

To be a vase of dead love may be immoral, but it is always okay to have some people's hearts.

- She really didn't want to think about it anymore, but that's all she had in her head.

If love can be combined at will, like a universal screw and nut, which pair you want to screw together, you can screw it together, at least, there is not so much entanglement.

But love is so unique, at least for a period of time, there will only be so one person in the heart,—— if it is really love.

And she Cao Yingying, in this life, at least she feels that there will only be Han Haitao in her heart.

She is too envious of those girls who can tell their love to their soulmates. That kind of narration, in her opinion, seems to be happier than love itself. And she loves Li Xiaoxue's ex-boyfriend, who is the most sympathetic, and it is reasonable for her to share such feelings. And her mother, the person who loves her the most in the world, is resolutely against her and Han Haitao's friendship.

Cao's mother's attitude, from the bottom of her heart, is understandable. She knew that Cao's mother was completely for her good, but it was difficult for her to accept such a "good".

So it's hard to accept, it's not that she really wants to be with Cao's mother, but in the dark, there is something that is with her, so that even if she wants to accept it, even if she knows that she should accept it, still, she can't accept it.

- Why doesn't she want to let go of this relationship that makes her miserable and doesn't belong to her, but why can't she let it go?

She really let go, and everything seemed to be okay with her. She really let go, and while she was relieved of her spiritual suffering, she would also have the rich life that many people were eager to have.

But she can't give up.

Her heart, her brain, seemed to be hers anymore, at least, it was, literally, out of her control.

She didn't want to let herself be in such pain anymore, but the pain was like a tide, and it kept sweeping towards her.

She was so tired, both physically and inwardly, she thought that after she lay down, she would soon be able to sleep, but there was always a string as thin as a hair to hold it, and it was held little by little, so that when her dream was about to come, it slowly receded.

- If she could get some sleep, even if it was just a nap, she felt that she could always be in a better mood.

She shed tears again, and she was extremely aggrieved.

……

She cried for I don't know how long, and the pillow under her head made her cry wet.

Her tears, the words she remembered well, and more, were shed for her relationship.

This relationship is like a catastrophe that she flies into.

Some people say that if a person's body contains the same amount of water as the earth, and the body is the same as the earth, there is an ocean, and the pain is her ocean.

So, for more than 20 hours, a day and night, unconsciously, let her cry.

Cao's mother's phone call came to her in such pain.

Just to not let Cao's mother worry, she picked up Cao's mother's phone.

Originally, she only wanted to say a few perfunctory sentences, but Cao's mother spoke bitterly, and in the end, they chatted happily.

After a few arguments, Cao's mother made a final statement as if she was duty-bound: "Yingying, don't blame your mother for being ruthless." I am completely responsible to you. If I tell you about other people's homes, it's a little farther away, and you must not think so. Your mother and I are a living example. If it weren't for your damn dad who wasn't motivated, how could I be living like this? The cold and summer, getting up early and being greedy for darkness, looking at people's faces, being down, and the sins of the world have almost made me taste them all! My body, my face, will age prematurely for at least ten years! Ten years, Yingying, especially for a woman, what is the concept? I didn't close my eyes much all night, and I thought about you again. The kid from the old Han family, if you want me to say, only value the private relationship between men and women, can't afford it, can't let it go, in fact, he is also a person who does not seek progress. Compared to Xiao Wu, I don't know how much it is worse. What a woman needs most is not the so-called nourishment of love, but the support of a man. Only those who provide for a man will live more like a woman. People can't live in confusion in this life. ”

Cao Yingying, on her side, did not react immediately to Cao's mother's words, and there was a long gap in the conversation between the two people.

"Have you heard me?" Cao's mother asked impatiently.

"Mom, I know what I'm supposed to do." Cao Yingying whispered and said slowly.

Not long after leaving Cao's mother's phone, Xiao Zijun's phone called again.

Cao Yingying really didn't want to pick up Xiao Zijun's phone, Xiao Zijun rang the ringtone of Cao Yingying's mobile phone, all the time, listening to her, and it was different.

- This is the ringing that makes her heart beat faster.

Xiao Zijun's voice on the phone was frozen, and he was cold: "I really didn't expect that the fish that caught the hook would run away." ”

"What?" Cao Yingying was taken aback.

"She found another career and started filming a TV series."

"What?"

"You really don't know?"

"When?"

"Just now."

"I really don't know."

"Now, you know, right?"

"How so? She was still with me the other day, and I didn't hear from her. ”

"Do you know what to do?"

"I ......, she should also raise funds for the exhibition, right?"

"Maybe. However, it seems that things are more than that. ”

"What do you mean?"

"I haven't heard of a little-known one who directly plays the second female lead."

"Female number two?"

"Not bad. Moreover, it still replaced the original female number two. ”

"You mean, someone is helping her?"

"Especially in a circle like that, no one will make a grant for nothing."

"No, I've never heard of any ...... in the entertainment industry," Cao Yingying said this, and her heart chuckled, "Could it be ......?"

"What?"

"I mean Assistant Li."

"Li Junhao?"

"Yes. He must have fallen in love with Xiaoxue. ”

"Him?" Xiao Zijun's shocked voice seemed to be something that should not happen in this world when Cao Yingying said this.

And in the end, he was still shocked, which showed that he couldn't help but believe Cao Yingying's words.

"He's in Xiaoxue, completely beyond his responsibilities as a photography assistant." Cao Yingying further said.

"You should have told me about this earlier."

"But Xiaoxue has been deliberately avoiding contact with him."

"You said he was helping Li Xiaoxue?"

"I really can't think of anyone else."

"No, it won't." Xiao Zijun affirmed, "As far as I know, he has only just stepped into some thresholds, and he should not have such great magical powers." ”

"He may not be able to do it, but that doesn't mean he can't trust other people."

"It's not entirely impossible. In this way, I still have a bit of an unsatisfactory move. ”

"I really don't understand, why do you have to go through such a bother? What do you think you can win? ”

"It's none of your business."

Cao Yingying exhaled: "Okay, you tell me, what do you want me to do?" ”

"You figure out the whole thing for me first, especially, who is helping her."

……

Hung up Xiao Zijun's phone, and Cao Yingying's mind was chaotic for a while.

After a while, it also diverted her heartache.

She didn't expect that such a big "change" would happen in just a day or two. It's like, she's lying in bed, isolated from the world for decades.

She thought that Li Xiaoxue might take a hitchhike and enter the showbiz little by little from a model.

- There are too many such examples, especially, Li Xiaoxue's image is so good.

It's just that she feels that even if Li Xiaoxue really wants to enter the entertainment industry, it will always be a very long process.

At least, Li Xiaoxue has to be famous in the modeling area first, at least, Li Xiaoxue should run a few times.

And Li Xiaoxue only shot two sets of advertisements, the print advertisement, not only entered the showbiz, but also ranked second heroine on the board, and the speed of development can be called a step to the sky.

Just like Xiao Zijun said, without a strong "funding", it is really impossible to do Li Xiaoxue like this.

However, it must be said that Li Junhao helped, Cao Yingying herself felt that it was far-fetched, and if not, who would it be?