Chapter 398: Unrealistic Feelings

Li Xiaoxue and Cao Yingying sat opposite each other, lowered their heads, and silently, each drank most of the cup of coffee, as if they had something to say, but they didn't open anything.

Almost, also at the same time, the two of them raised their heads, four days against each other, more than half a minute of work, or Cao Yingying asked first: "What do you think?" ”

"Didn't think about anything." Li Xiaoxue replied, and asked rhetorically, "What about you?" What do you want? ”

Cao Yingying smiled softly and said, "But it's only been two days since I saw her, what's the matter, it seems to be unfamiliar?" I guessed a little bit about what you were thinking, and I suddenly remembered what you said to me that night. ”

"What?" Li Xiaoxue asked seriously.

"What kind of effort you say, what kind of coffee together." Cao Yingying said, and sighed again, "I suddenly had some doubts, what kind of people can sit together and drink coffee?" ”

Hearing Cao Yingying's words a little sentimental, Li Xiaoxue's heart couldn't help but sink: "This is a special proposition." ”

"Tell me about it!" Cao Yingying was full of interest.

Li Xiaoxue thought about it again, pointed to Cao Yingying and herself, and said, "Just like you and me." ”

"Do we talk to each other about everything?" Cao Yingying looked directly into Li Xiaoxue's eyes and asked again.

Li Xiaoxue saw Cao Yingying's solemn question, so she nodded and said, "Of course." ”

Cao Yingying also nodded: "From this point of view, it seems that there are fewer cups of wine for a thousand cups of confidants, and this coffee is also a heart-to-heart person, so you can drink it together." ”

After Li Xiaoxue and Cao Yingying made an appointment here, they only thought that Cao Yingying would confide in her heartfelt feelings, but she didn't want to, every sentence was actually an off-topic voice, and she couldn't help but ask: "Why are you talking about this?" ”

Cao Yingying's expression was a little more relaxed: "If it's like I said, drinking coffee has nothing to do with any effort. ”

Of course, Li Xiaoxue knew that Cao Yingying was not just trying to overthrow her or something, she shook her head lightly, and said with a smile: "That's just a way of expression." ”

"How did I not know? It's just that that kind of article will really hurt some people. Because, in this world, there are really many things, just like drinking coffee, which have nothing to do with hard work. And a person only thinks that he can achieve something by hard work, or thinks that he should be able to achieve something through hard work, is it not a big mistake? Cao Yingying said, and her eyes were a little red.

Li Xiaoxue heard a little bit of meaning in Cao Yingying's words, and couldn't help but sigh again: "Some things really have nothing to do with hard work. And in such things, people are often wishful thinking and useless work. Life really doesn't need to be that hard. The key is that a person should know what he can and need to fight. ”

"Otherwise," Cao Yingying pinched her coffee cup, shook it, and continued, "What's the point of really fighting for coffee?" ”

Li Xiaoxue wanted to speak more openly: "Are you talking about your feelings?" ”

Cao Yingying put down her coffee and tilted her face up again, as if she wanted to suppress the tears she was about to shed: "Infatuation and madness." When I didn't encounter emotional things, I always felt that it was clear, but when I really encountered it, I was confused. ”

"Yingying," Cao Yingying's so-called confused feelings, Li Xiaoxue seemed to see it clearly, "Actually, as far as your relationship is concerned, I still have the same attitude as that day." There is no result in the relationship, why do you suffer yourself like this? ”

"No results?" Cao Yingying had another seizure, and said unhappily, "How can you call it fruitless?" Only when we are together is it called a result, and if we are not together, isn't it a result? If you love someone, you must be loved, and if you give, you must reciprocate? When did you become so narrow-minded? ”

"That's not what I meant!" Li Xiaoxue explained, "I just don't want to see you like this. You don't know how worried people were about you that night. ”

Cao Yingying said unconvinced: "I'm just annoyed in my heart, I want to be quiet alone." It is you who must mobilize the people! ”

"Why is it our fault that we have mobilized the people? You just dropped your aunt's phone like that, how could she not be in a hurry? Li Xiaoxue asked, and said resolutely, "For such an emotion, it's really not worth it to be anxious about your aunt." ”

Cao Yingying was a little complaining: "In other words, if you Li Xiaoxue encounters a situation like mine, and your aunt is doing everything possible to block your love, what will you do?" ”

"I ......" Li Xiaoxue only seemed to have been hit on the head, and her brain was "buzzing".

Cao Yingying looked at Li Xiaoxue's stunned expression, only to realize that she had said the wrong thing, although it was not a taste in her heart, she was unwilling to say anything about her mouth, and then expressed any apologies, and turned her face to the window.

Li Xiaoxue was uncomfortable for a while, and said to Cao Yingying in a low voice: "Anyone who does anything, after all, will have their own reasons. If I were you, I would be like you. And as a friend, put yourself in their shoes, I hope you can give up such unrealistic emotions. ”

"As a friend, do I treat your relationship problems like this?" Cao Yingying still looked out the window and asked Li Xiaoxue so unceremoniously.

Li Xiaoxue's heart was like giving Cao Yingying a knife, "How is this the same?" ”

"How is this different?" Cao Yingying asked, and then looked at Li Xiaoxue.

Li Xiaoxue really didn't want to do such an analysis or even refutation, but she only felt from the perspective of a friend that what she should say couldn't take into account her own mood or Cao Yingying's feelings, and put it in her stomach: "Although, I don't know who that man is, but, I think, since he makes you like this, he must be very good." If you really love each other and really start a relationship, I will naturally bless you. But, Yingying, what are you in now? You are, unrequited love! I really don't understand why you can't confess your feelings for him to him, though, I know, you must have your reasons. And as a friend, I hope you can make a decision about this relationship immediately, okay or not, you always wait like this, after all, it is not a way. You can't afford to wait. How quickly this time flies. In particular, you say that I am worldly or not, and you are facing another choice at the moment. This one choice, really, will make all the difference in your life. ”

"I don't have any choice! No matter who you are for, no matter what kind of emotion you are talking about,—— if the other choice you are talking about can also be called an emotion,—— I don't have any choice! What I wait, I can only wait, what I don't want to consider, I will never think about it. Youth is gone, what about old age? Just because of this, can you be irresponsible for your feelings? What if a woman doesn't marry? Will it die? Even if you die, so what? Can anyone still live forever? People have just this life, why should they wronged themselves? Cao Yingying said more and more resolutely, and both rows of teeth trembled with excitement.

Li Xiaoxue was helpless: "You are right, but I still don't understand, why can't you confess to him?" ”

"Well, I don't want to say that anymore." Cao Yingying's voice brought out an obvious cry.

Li Xiaoxue didn't want to put her words aside: "Are you afraid? ”

"I'm afraid? What am I afraid of? Cao Yingying asked puzzled.

Li Xiaoxue would rather tear her face with Cao Yingying at this time, rather than delay Cao Yingying's life: "You are afraid that after you confess to him, you will be rejected by him!" You're afraid that the stubborn love in your heart will be completely bankrupt! ”

Cao Yingying seemed to have hit Li Xiaoxue with a critical hit, and her sour tears couldn't be stopped anymore, gushing out, Huo Di, got up, and was about to leave.

"Yingying!" Li Xiaoxue also stood up, grabbed Cao Yingying's shoulder, and pressed Cao Yingying back to the seat, "How long do you want to do this?" It's time for you to make a decision! ”

"Leave me alone!" Cao Yingying slapped Li Xiaoxue's hand aside, just because she didn't want to cry on this occasion, she bit her lower lip tightly and held it as hard as she could.

Li Xiaoxue's eyes also turned red: "Yingying, my words may be a little heavier, but I really do it for your good." I don't want to see you in such pain, I don't want you and your aunt to be unhappy. ”

Cao Yingying shook her head painfully again, finally suppressed her crying, exhaled, and said with some difficulty: "I know that you are thinking about me, I will consider your words." ”

Of course, Li Xiaoxue couldn't be sure that Cao Yingying would really be the same and consider her words, and with Cao Yingying's words, it would be difficult to say these things again, so she eased her emotions and asked again: "Do you want to drink anything more?" ”

Cao Yingying shook her head: "Just sit down for a while." ”

Li Xiaoxue nodded, and then glanced at the coffee she had left at the bottom of the cup, and she didn't know what else to say to Cao Yingying.

"What have you been busy with these two days?" Cao Yingying asked Li Xiaoxue in a low voice.

"I'm not busy with anything." Li Xiaoxue also replied in a low voice.

"Really?" Cao Yingying asked seriously.

Li Xiaoxue first felt that Cao Yingying was just asking casually, but suddenly saw that Cao Yingying was so serious, so she thought that Li Junhao called Cao Yingying again, but asked again: "What's wrong?" ”

"Nothing. Feel free to ask. If you don't want to say it, forget it. Cao Yingying said, took another cup of coffee, and took a sip.

Li Xiaoxue felt a little guilty about her unintentional "concealment": "I was filming on a set. ”

"Sure enough!" Cao Yingying said in her heart, and pretended to be surprised with Li Xiaoxue: "Filming? ”

"Yes." Li Xiaoxue's voice was extremely calm, "A modern romance drama." ”

Cao Yingying was cautious again: "It's not a trick, right?" There shouldn't be much money to be made either. ”

"It's not. I play a supporting role in it. Li Xiaoxue still spoke extremely calmly, talking about other people's affairs.

"Supporting roles? How big a supporting role? Cao Yingying was even more surprised, actually, she just led Li Xiaoxue's words down.

"Female number two." Li Xiaoxue said simply.

"Female number two?" Cao Yingying's red and swollen eyes widened, a little scary, "What you said is true?" It's hard to believe. ”

Li Xiaoxue's brows furrowed slightly: "To be honest, it didn't happen to me, and I can't believe it." For both days, I felt like I was in a dream. ”

Cao Yingying looked around, leaned closer to Li Xiaoxue, tried her best to lower her voice, and asked: "Maybe, I shouldn't have such dirty thoughts, it's just that you won't ...... Xiaoxue."

Li Xiaoxue understood what Cao Yingying meant, and replied seriously: "A classmate of mine from college introduced me to the past. ”

Cao Yingying nodded slowly, and asked again, "College classmates?" Who? What for? So powerful? ”

"Huly." Li Xiaoxue said directly, and asked, "I don't know if you have seen her filming?" ”

"Huly." Cao Yingying nodded as she spoke, noting down the name.