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Su Sushu didn't understand the meaning of Zhong Sheng's words, but she was very greedy for Zhong Sheng's gentle embrace.

I cried too much just now, Su Susu is now dizzy, her eyes are so swollen that she can't open them, as if the drunkenness after drinking has surged up again, and the whole person seems to have fallen into the clouds and fog, and there is no sense of weight.

She hugged Zhong Sheng's lean waist tightly, and buried her head deep in his arms.

It was the place where she took refuge all her life.

It made her feel extremely relieved.

Sensing the steady and regular breathing of the woman in his arms, Zhong Sheng stared at the darkness with his eyes open for a long time, his palm unconsciously rubbing Su Su's soft hair, as if to soothe an uneasy kitten.

Zhong Sheng had a lot of thoughts, and it wasn't until halfway through the night that he slowly closed his eyes.

He dreamed about things from his childhood.

That was the first time he had heard the name Yu Lin from Su Sushu's mouth.

At that time, Su Susu was twelve years old, just in the first year of junior high school, failed the math in the midterm exam, and the class ranking plummeted.

As a result, when the final checkout was made, Su Susu only bought one exercise book, and the remaining seven or eight books were all sketch and picture books.

Zhong Sheng frowned: "I'm here to help you with math, not painting." โ€

Su Sushu whispered: "I know, the exercise book is mine, and the painting book was bought for Yu Lin." โ€

Zhong Sheng pursed the corners of his lips, he had no interest in who Yu Lin was.

Su Shushu put the seven or eight books into a plastic bag, lowered his head, didn't look at Zhong Sheng's face, and explained to himself: "Yu Lin is my new tablemate, he is very beautiful in painting, and his handwriting is beautiful...... He must have been a particularly good painter in the future. โ€

Su Susu paused, and his voice fell: "But Yulin's family is very poor, and he doesn't have ...... Dad ......" Su Shushu lowered her head and couldn't see her expression, "His mother doesn't have the money to buy him a picture book...... I want to help him......"

That was the first time Zhong Sheng noticed Su Sushu's abnormality.

He had never heard Su Sushu speak to him in such a low voice.

Zhong Sheng's slender brows frowned slightly.

Later, one day, he went to Su Sushu's house to help Su Sushu with tuition, and saw the weak and slender boy in the yard.

The boy's skin was a little pale, very thin, and he looked a little malnourished.

The slender boy and Su Sushu sat on the small bench in the courtyard together, lying on the table to do their homework, and the young man was giving Su Susu a lecture, and the two hairy heads were almost touching each other.

The girl's quiet appearance is very obedient and obedient, and the young man is also clear and picturesque.

Childhood sweethearts, two little guesses, look very warm.

Su Sushu sensed Zhong Sheng's arrival, jumped off the bench, pounced on Zhong Sheng's body, and happily pulled him to greet Yu Lin.

"Brother Zhong Sheng, this is the Yu Lin I told you, the classmate who is particularly good at drawing!"

Su Sushu frowned at Yu Lin and said, "This is my cousin, you can call him Brother Zhong Sheng with me." โ€

Zhong Sheng and Yu Lin greeted each other coldly, Su Shushu took out a colored pencil painting from the schoolbag on the table, and showed it to Zhong Sheng as if offering a treasure, Su Shushu said with a smile: "Look, this is the portrait that Yu Lin painted for me, isn't it very good and beautiful?" โ€

Zhong Sheng glanced down at the painting.

It is indeed very good-looking, the brushstrokes are very smooth, the composition is very comfortable, as Su Susu said, very talented.

The young man painted Su Susu very softly, smiling and smiling, like a thin dew, pure and transparent.

It wasn't at all like Su Susu's sticky and unbeaten appearance in front of him.

Zhong Sheng's heart was a little inexplicably irritable.

It looks like a small wildflower that has been raised by itself for a long time and is suddenly identified as a rare flower by the academic community.

He pursed the corners of his lips and said coldly, "Much better looking than you." โ€

Su Sushu puffed up her face unhappily, and then pulled Yu Lin and whispered: "I'll just say it, my cousin doesn't know how to appreciate it at all." โ€

Yu Lin looked at Su Susu quietly, hooked the corners of his lips, and smiled very reservedly and indulgently.

Zhong Sheng felt that the irritability in his heart was intensifying.

Later, Zhong Sheng stayed at Su Susu's house to finish eating, Yu Lin went home directly after finishing his homework, Su's mother wanted to stay with Yu Lin to finish eating together, but Yu Lin refused politely, saying that she would go back to take care of her mother.

Su Susu lowered her head and explained, "Yu Lin's mother is not in good health. โ€

At the dinner table, Su's mother joked: "In the future, Yu Lin will come to our house every day to do his homework." She laughed at Su Su, "Our family has always gone to school the next day to catch up with homework, and it is rare to complete the day's homework on the same day, all of which are due to Yu Lin......

Su Susu grinned and nodded stupidly: "Okay, okay!" โ€

"Haha, so happy?" Su's mother teased Su Susu, "Do you like Yulin?" โ€

Su Sushu quickly glanced at Zhong Sheng's expression, two red clouds rose on his cheeks, and the tips of his ears were burning red.

Her eyes dodged, and she said extremely shyly: "I like Brother Zhong Sheng!" โ€

Mother Su continued to tease Su Susu: "What can I do about this, we are so young and so attentive." โ€

Su Sushu's mouth bulged: "I only like Brother Zhong Sheng!" โ€

Su's mother only joked with Su Sushu, she and Zhong Sheng are cousins, although they are not related by blood, but Su Sushu is still young now, and she may just feel closer to her cousin, so she mistakes the love between brothers and sisters for love.

Zhong Sheng continued to eat expressionlessly, as if he didn't take Su Sushu's words to heart at all.

The face is calm and unexciting.

After eating, Zhong Sheng accompanied Su's father to play Go.

Su Sushu suddenly came to the interest and pestered Su's mother to go to the kitchen to learn to fry poached eggs.

After a while, Su Susu brought out two plates, each of which contained a poached egg with a tender yellow color, bright and delicious.

Su Susu gave the poached eggs to Zhong Sheng and Su's father, and said nervously, "You guys eat and see!" โ€

Although Zhong Sheng was already full of dinner, for the sake of Su Susu's first cooking for him, he reluctantly picked up the poached egg with chopsticks and handed it to his mouth to bite it, and didn't speak for a long time.

Su Susu immediately asked nervously, "How is it?" Is it tasty? โ€

Zhong Sheng said coldly: "General." โ€

Su Su smiled with a smile: "That's what it means to be delicious!" โ€

Zhong Sheng didn't refute, Dad Su took a bite of poached eggs and asked, "Why do you suddenly want to make poached eggs?" โ€

Su Su said with a smile: "Yu Lin said that I can't even make poached eggs and can't take care of myself at all, but today I did a good job, it's not difficult at all, it's much easier than math problems, and tomorrow I'm going to fry some poached eggs and bring them to school for Yu Lin to eat!" โ€

Zhong Sheng put down the chopsticks in his hand, looked at the golden poached eggs on the plate, and suddenly felt a little tasteless.

Later, Zhong Sheng did not go to Su Susu's house for a long time, and Su Susu did not continue to pester Zhong Sheng to tutor.

Presumably that slender boy named Yu Lin has good grades?

Can you replace Zhong Sheng and help Su Susu tutor?

Zhong Sheng didn't know what he was feeling in his heart.

Later one summer, Zhong Sheng was playing basketball with a friend.

In the middle of the break, I suddenly heard a friend say.

"My brother and your little cousin Su Susu are from a junior high school, I heard that yesterday a junior high school student named Yu Lin confessed to your little cousin in front of the teachers and students of the whole school when he was doing the whole school commendation!" After the friend finished speaking, he laughed, put his arm on Zhong Sheng's shoulder and said with a smile, "Why are today's children so precocious?!" Two junior high school students, do you know what love is? It's laughing to death......"

Zhong Sheng lowered his eyelids and asked coldly, "Did you agree?" โ€

The friend was stunned for a moment, thinking that Zhong Sheng was asking a little strange, but he couldn't tell where Zhong Sheng was strange.

He replied stunned: "I should have agreed, someone confessed to her in front of the teachers and students of the whole school, Dora Feng!" โ€

Zhong Sheng pursed his lips and did not speak.

Cheng Nuo and Zhong Yushan went to J City, brought a lot of Junshan silver needles back, and asked Zhong Sheng to send a little to Su Susu's house, because Su's father also loves to drink tea. Zhong Sheng carried the gift bag and went to Su Susu's house.

Su's mother was very happy to see Zhong Sheng coming to play at home: "Zhong Sheng, why have you been here so little recently, did you have a girlfriend?" โ€

Zhong Sheng shook his head, a little absent-minded: "I'm busy studying. โ€

Su's mother saw Zhong Sheng's absent-mindedness, and said with a smile: "Are you looking for crispy pastry?" She's doing her homework upstairs with Mama. โ€

Zhong Sheng went upstairs silently and came to the door of Su Sushu's room.

The door of Su Sushu's room was closed closely, revealing a small slit, and if you get closer, you can hear what the people inside are saying.

Zhong Sheng didn't mean to eavesdrop, but just stopped when he happened to hear the content of the speech inside.

Mu Ma Ma was whispering to Su Sushu about the girl's โ–กโ–ก.

"Crispy, why didn't you agree to Yu Lin?"

Su Sushu was silent for a long time before she lowered her voice and said, "I don't like Yu Lin." โ€

Mu Ma Ma nodded as if she didn't understand, she sighed, obviously she was just a junior high school student, but she sighed like a little adult.

"I seem to know a little bit about how you feel...... I used to like the squad president very much, and I have always had a crush on him, and the more he ignores me, the more I like him, but then suddenly the squad leader confessed to me, and I was startled and didn't love him anymore. โ€

Mu Ma Ma hugged his head and said very depressedly.

"I don't seem to have ever liked the class leader, I just like the feeling of chasing when I have a crush on the class leader."

Su Susu didn't answer, as if she was acquiescing.

Zhong Sheng turned around and left the door of Su Sushu's room without saying a word, as if he had never been here.

โ€ฆโ€ฆ It's complicated.

Woman is a creature.

Zhong Sheng sighed in his heart.

Zhong Sheng's cognition of girls in the past ten years has all come from Su Susu.

He has no mother, no sisters, and the girls he is close to, and Su Susu is the only one.

But the closer I got to Su Susu, the more I felt that the proposition of girls was really difficult to solve.

It's much harder than math, it's code, it's much harder than the operating system.

"The guy who doesn't like chasing, just likes the feeling of chasing."

There should be no more complex and dangerous creature in this world than a girl.

So Su Susu just likes the feeling of chasing Yu Lin, not Yu Lin as a person, once Yu Lin confesses to Su Su, Su Susu immediately has no interest in liking it, and abandons it?

Zhong Sheng frowned, feeling that he should not repeat Yu Lin's mistakes and make Su Su Su happy.

Su Sushu is really annoying.

Zhong Sheng felt that he didn't like her at all.

Not at all.

A lot happened later.

He felt that Su Sushu was just like what Mu Ma said, he liked the feeling of chasing, but he didn't like him as a person.

This perception made Zhong Sheng very irritable.

She always looks like a crazy clown when he is emotional, Zhong Sheng feels that Su Sushu is playing with his feelings, and can't help but say something that makes Su Susu sad and sad.

"Crispy, you probably didn't even notice it yourself...... Every time you reject me, you will be like this, absurd expressions, exaggerated movements, making people speechless, crying and laughing, just like ......"

Zhong Sheng paused for a moment, as if to phrase something.

He raised his eyes and looked at Su Sushu.

There was a hint of mockery in the black ink.

He scoffed, "...... It's like a funny clown. โ€

He raised his eyebrows and looked at Su Susu mockingly.

"Are you worthy?"

Zhong Sheng saw Su Susu's figure running away, and the sad expression on her face.

Almost in that instant, Zhong Sheng regretted it.

He shouldn't have treated Su Sushu like that.

Su Susu is just a child.

He has long felt this way, all the children are desperately growing up, but the precocious Su Susu seems to stay forever in her precocious age, forgetting jรฌ and growing up, he often forgets that Su Sushu is already an adult.

Twenty-two-year-old Su Susu and six-year-old Su Susu don't seem to be any different.

Later, Su Sushu didn't know where to find a WeChat account and pretended to be Lu Chunqing to provoke him.

Like a stray cat that was abandoned by its owner and expelled from it, it took thousands of miles to travel thousands of miles and rivers to come back to the ruthless owner.

Zhong Sheng hooked the corners of his lips, feeling that Su Susu was really stupid.

He had already said it obviously, but Su Sushu still didn't find out.

[Z: Do you think I'll sue the second person for such a disgusting WeChat account? ใ€‘

[Z: Now it's two friends. ใ€‘

Zhong Sheng was waiting for Su Sushu's reply, if she was really like what Mu Ma said, she just liked the feeling of chasing and didn't like him as a person, she should be put in the face of things and look crazy and cynical to push him thousands of miles away.

However, Su Susu did not have this time.

He held his phone and could clearly see the text displayed on the other side of the dialog box: typing......

Su Susu deleted and deleted, as if she was hesitating, and seemed to be making a painful decision.

Finally, I finally said what I wanted to say.

[Dynamic Leprechaun: I like you too!] ใ€‘

Zhong Sheng curled the corners of his lips.

It seems that the boulder that has been stagnant in my heart for many years has finally slowly landed.

She didn't give up on him because of his response.

She liked him too.

Although I don't understand what Su Susu has been avoiding him for so many years.

But at this moment, Zhong Sheng knew very clearly that Su Susu really liked him.

He even understood the uneasiness and fear in Su Sushu's heart.

For so many years, the name Yulin has been blinded, and Zhong Sheng did not carefully distinguish Su Sushu's feelings.

She seemed to be sending a distress signal to herself, but he ignored it.

He held his phone and read Su Sushu's words for a long time, and finally only replied with a very simple word.

[Z: Oh]

Oh, I'll hug you hard the next time you're too stupid to run away.

Let you be in my arms, and go anywhere.