Li Xiaoxue sat at the head of the bed in the bedroom, gently caressing Taotao who was lying on her lap and pretending to sleep, while still thinking about what Li Junhao said to herself, with mixed feelings.

can put everything before aside, who can be sure that she Li Xiaoxue will not be able to date Li Junhao and fall in love hand in hand?

However, a lot of messy things are still wrapped around her body like a python, and what can she throw away?

What she couldn't get rid of, in addition to the mess of things, and of course, some thoughts that she was also ingrained.

She also occasionally feels pedantic about some of these thoughts, and these pedantic thoughts are like a cancer in her body, although it is known to be harmful, it is difficult to cut off, or it is difficult to cut it clean.

- It's what has happened to her, better, she knows what to do, but she can't do it, better, she also knows what not to do, she has to do it.

When she should put it down, she can't let it go, and when she should fight for it, she can't fight for it.

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"Xiaoxue, are you asleep?" Li Mu's voice came in through the door.

"Come in, Mom." Li Xiaoxue said softly and put Taotao back on the ground.

Li Mu pushed the door in, and her eyes were still staring at Li Xiaoxue's face.

Taotao seemed to have noticed something, and followed the door pushed open by Li Mu, and walked away.

Mother Li waited for Taotao to go far away, gently closed the door, walked to Li Xiaoxue's side again, opposite Li Xiaoxue, sat down, and asked with a smile: "Xiaoxue, to be honest with your mother, is there a new boyfriend?" ”

Li Xiaoxue was stunned at first, and then, pretending to be unhappy, said to Li's mother: "You are here again." ”

"If not," Li Mu was still staring at Li Xiaoxue's face, as if she could find some answer on Li Xiaoxue's face, "Your Aunt Liu gave me one." The guy is very nice, he is an executive of a private company......"

"Mom!" Li Xiaoxue turned around a little impatiently, "I really don't want to think about this now." ”

Li Mu especially thought of the scene on the street between Li Xiaoxue and Li Junhao, and said unhappily: "You don't think about it now, but when will you think about it again?" ”

Li Xiaoxue said stubbornly: "I don't want to, I don't want to, in short, I just don't want to." ”

Mother Li put her hand on Li Xiaoxue's shoulder again, and said bitterly: "Xiaoxue, Mom also knows this, besides, you must be annoyed." But, Mom can't help but say it. What happened in the past period of time, my mother also knows that you can easily let go if you are not good. It's just that a woman's youth is indeed ......"

"Limited, huh?" Li Xiaoxue really said to Li's mother upset, "Mom, your daughter is confused? I have a number in my heart. ”

"You have a number in your heart, but your mother's heart has always been hanging for your life's events." Mother Li was bitter in her heart, and said to Li Xiaoxue again, "I have promised you Aunt Liu." It's not okay, no one can dig a pit is a dish. Take a look, and you can't get anything wrong. ”

"I've got a little bit of something to do, so let's get out for a while. Dinner is eaten out, you don't have to wait for me. Li Xiaoxue said this and stood up.

"Xiaoxue!" Li Mu called Li Xiaoxue sternly, "Don't leave first, I still have something to say to you." ”

Li Xiaoxue still took a step: "I really have something." If you have anything to say, I'll come back in the evening. ”

"Xiaoxue!" Li Mu also got up, "I only ask you, you just went out, where did you go?" ”

Li Xiaoxue's heart chuckled, she stopped her feet, and still turned her back to Li Mu: "Just walked casually." ”

"Just take a walk?" Mother Li has already taken out the tone of her parents, "Look at your face for yourself, and you almost write all the sorrows." Just take a walk? It's not that simple, is it? ”

Li Xiaoxue seems to have an innate fear of Li's mother's tone, and like a child after the accident, her heart beats suddenly, only at the disposal of Li's mother.

Li Mu slowly came to Li Xiaoxue's face, and once again fell on Li Xiaoxue's face: "Are you alone?" ”

Li Xiaoxue lowered her head, not knowing how to answer.

"Let's open the skylight and speak brightly. Let me ask you again, what is the relationship between that photographer and you? Li Mu asked more directly.

Li Xiaoxue's tone brought out some dodge: "Friends, friends." ”

Li Mu said dissatisfiedly: "You look at me and talk. ”

Li Xiaoxue really thought that Li's mother just saw Li Junhao downstairs taking pictures of herself: "Oh, Mom, we are really just ordinary friends." ”

Li Mu's eyes suddenly turned red: "Are you still lying to your mother?" ”

"It's really just a normal friend." Li Xiaoxue's words are also true.

"Good, good. I can't control you. Li Mu nodded and said to Li Xiaoxue, her heart hurt again, and she covered it with her hand uncomfortably.

"Mom!" Li Xiaoxue screamed, hurriedly helped Li's mother, took out the medicine from Li's mother's pocket, and sent it to Li's mother's mouth.

"Leave me alone, and you leave me alone! I have sinned like this! Li Mu said bitterly, and pushed Li Xiaoxue's hand to the side.

"Mom, don't do that. Quick, get the medicine. Li Xiaoxue was anxious and began to cry.

Li's mother's body was completely softened, and she collapsed down, and said, "One hundred deaths." My own daughters are all separated by me, what am I still alive for? What is the meaning of my life? ”

"Mom! I'm like this, and I'm afraid that you will worry about me and get angry. Li Xiaoxue cried and said, in the end, after stuffing the medicine into Li's mother's mouth, she helped Li's mother to sit on the bed.

Mother Li leaned on the head of the bed, and it took a while to ease up, and she still shook her head at Li Xiaoxue: "You just can't understand Mom's heart." It's just that you don't want your mother to your heart, have you ever thought about what it's like if your mother can't your heart? If you don't settle your business for a day, your mother and my heart will hang for one more day. ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head again, and assured Li's mother: "Mom, don't worry about me. I'll take care of my business. ”

"Hey-" Li Mu sighed, "As the saying goes, you grow wisdom after eating a trench, after such a battle, Xiaoxue, you should also be more mature in this regard." I haven't said this to you too directly. We are also fundamental people, and we don't seek to be rich and expensive, looking for a man, the key is to be self-motivated, know how to grab money, and know how to live. In the final analysis, feelings are something that is cultivated little by little. After a long time, there will be feelings. As long as there is a material foundation, life can always be passable. And what is lacking materially, no matter how deep the feelings, most of them cannot stand the test. It turned out that the two people next door were fighting all day long, and in the final analysis, it was all money to make trouble. Love and marriage are really two different topics. When you are in love, you can even not eat the fireworks of the world, and when you get married, you need to bear too much. There is nothing to be sick with, nothing is nothing and there is no money. Poor couples mourn ......"

"Mom," Li Xiaoxue corrected, "that's not what I said. People come from a poem by the Tang Dynasty poet Yuan Zhi to mourn his deceased wife, which means that life is good, and he is ...... with himself"

"Come on!" Mother Li couldn't help but think of Zhong Youcheng, who was poor and sour, and unhappily, she also snatched Li Xiaoxue's words, "I have been studying for a few years, but I can only endure here!" What kind of poetry is not poetry, it's all idle and nothing, nonsense! Anyone who writes poetry, where will they know the real hardships of life? The pot can't be opened, what kind of text game do you have to play? No matter where the words of this poor couple come from or what they originally meant, what I can tell you is that many of the places where you need to spend money to really live your life are things you may not think of. ”

Li Xiaoxue, who has always been troubled by money, can be said to be a personal experience of Li's mother's last emphasis: "Okay, Mom, I remember all your words." I really had some other things, so I went out first. ”

Li Mu, who hadn't spoken completely, reached out and grabbed Li Xiaoxue's sleeve again: "These days, if you can't move, you have to go out, what are you doing?" ”

Li Xiaoxue pursed her lips and looked aggrieved: "What are you doing?" What do you think I'm going to do? There are also some work matters. ”

Li Mu was not moved by this at all: "You come less!" Answer me again, what the hell is going on with you and the person who took the picture? ”

Li Xiaoxue said unhappily: "I said that I am an ordinary friend, but you don't believe it, you must say that you are a boyfriend and girlfriend, so that you are happy?" ”

Li Mu, who really didn't want to say the excessive behavior between Li Xiaoxue and Li Junhao that she saw, said in a hurry: "Don't think I just watched him take a picture of you." I also saw what you did on the road. If you still say that you are just ordinary friends, and you behave like that in broad daylight, I really don't know how to say anything about you! Ordinary friends? ”

Li Xiaoxue had no choice but to say: "He and I are indeed just friends in the ordinary sense. Of course, he wanted to associate with me. ”

Li Mu also asked, "Don't you mean that to him?" ”

"Nope." Li Xiaoxue replied simply but firmly.

Li Mu got such a reply, but it was a little unpleasant: "What is he doing?" ”

Li Xiaoxue asked impatiently again: "Mom, I said that I have nothing to do with him, why are you asking this?" ”

"What does he do?" Li Mu bit this sentence.

Li Xiaoxue had no choice but to tell Li's mother: "Photographer." ”

"Photographer?" Mother Li naturally drew an equal sign between Li Junhao and Zhong Youcheng, "Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue, why are you constantly talking to such a person?" ”

Li Xiaoxue and Li's mother argued bitterly: "I don't want to." Really, I rejected him. ”

Li Mu still showed incomprehension of Li Xiaoxue: "You said you don't want to? You and he walked side by side on the side of the road like a couple. You said you refused? If you really rejected him, you shouldn't have any more contact with him! Are you colleagues? And a photographer of what? ”

"Alright, Mom. I'll listen to you all. I won't have anything to do with him again. I really have something to go out about. Li Xiaoxue said, and pushed Li Mu's hand away again.

"Listen to me? I hope so. Mother Li said in her heart, and asked Li Xiaoxue again, "Since this is the case, do you also take a look at the boy introduced by your Aunt Liu?" ”

Li Xiaoxue felt that her head was swollen in circles, and casually agreed to Li's mother to arrange it, so she hurriedly went out of the room.