Chapter 483: Love Has No Scruples
Li Junhao still grabbed Li Xiaoxue tightly, and said with some excitement: "Since the words have come to this point, even if I can't be reasonable, we will simply say a result today." The first time I saw you in a café, I was strongly attracted to something in you that I can't fully explain now. In my mind, over and over again, it was all your shadow, and I was suffering endlessly day and night, like drinking bitter medicine soup. When I say this, it may seem contrived, but it is true, it is the words of my heart, the words of my heart that I wanted to say to you. Listen, I want you to be my girlfriend, and I want to be in a relationship with you. ”
Li Xiaoxue looked up at Li Junhao's eyes, and after two tears gently slipped down, she said, "I also know that you have always been very attentive to me, but, I'm sorry, it's impossible for us." ”
"In this world, I thought that nothing was impossible!" Li Junhao's resolute face was revealed, more like a high-spirited young man.
Li Xiaoxue was bitter because of Li Junhao's childishness: "Some things are, and some things are really not." ”
"Why? For him? Li Junhao's painful expression was a little exaggerated.
Li Xiaoxue shook her head again and said, "There are some things that you really won't understand." ”
Li Junhao also shook his head: "I really don't understand. I don't understand what is good about him that deserves you to do this for him! I don't even know what he's going to give you but pain. ”
"Anyway, there's no way I'm going to promise you." Li Xiaoxue said, also feeling sad, and turned back painfully.
"No!" Li Junhao couldn't care about anything more, and hugged Li Xiaoxue, "I really want to be with you." If you can't promise me, I don't know how I'm going to live. I can't live without you, really, can't. ”
Li Xiaoxue didn't struggle, just cold as ice, and said, "This is the street, I hope you can pay attention to some influences." ”
Li Junhao also said stubbornly: "What impact? What could be more important than my feelings for you? Even if there is, I can't care about anything! I just need to be with you. I beg you to give me a chance. One chance is good. As long as you can give me a chance, I will definitely cherish it and I will definitely make you happy. ”
Li Xiaoxue still shook her head slowly: "You really don't know a lot of things yet. I'm not as good as you think. On your terms, you should find a better girl......"
"No!" Li Junhao screamed again, interrupting Li Xiaoxue's words, "Please don't say such things." When you say this, it's like a knife cutting my heart. I love you, Xiaoxue,—— please allow me to call you that, I call you like this in my dreams,—— I want to give you all my love, I am willing to go all the way with you. ”
"Hey-" Li Xiaoxue let out a long sigh, "Let's let go." ”
Li Junhao hugged Li Xiaoxue tighter, just wanting to be connected with his beloved person: "I don't!" I don't! I can't let go. I let go, and what I lost was the happiness of my life. ”
Li Xiaoxue was in Li Junhao's arms, and she also felt that her body was softening little by little, and her heart, she knew that it couldn't be soft. She really didn't want to hurt the infatuated heart behind her, but her knife could only continue to cut: "Some things, such as what you are talking about now, the happiness with me is really just a beautiful vision of yours." The truth is always the opposite of such a wish. Even if I promise you at this time, all I can give you is pain. ”
"No, it won't." Li Junhao shook his head vigorously twice, "It won't be like what you said." There may be pain, or there may be suffering, but there will be no pain. I can bear all the pain and suffering, and I am willing to bear everything in life for you. Good luck and bad luck, really, the same to bear. ”
After Li Xiaoxue's heart churned twice, she still said, "But I, I can't afford it." ”
"What can't afford it? I'm enough to shield you from all the wind and rain in your life. I won't let you get hurt in any way, I want to take care of my eyes, take care of my heart,—— oh, no, how can I say that I ,——will take care of you more than my eyes and my heart. You are me, more than anything else. Li Junhao said, stroking his face slightly between Li Xiaoxue's hair, breathing in the fragrance of Li Xiaoxue's body, closing his eyes, and holding Li Xiaoxue's arm, which was also much softer.
Li Xiaoxue slipped two more tears, raised her hand and slowly pushed Li Junhao's arm away, moved her body to the side again, and said, "I really can't accept it." Don't waste time and feelings on my side. ”
Li Junhao, who didn't have his beloved woman in his arms, let the wind blow in winter, and felt a little cold: "Are you really going to go on like this?" Your life really shouldn't be like this. ”
Li Xiaoxue just smiled slightly, this smile could be seen in Li Junhao's eyes, as a woman, she Li Xiaoxue really bears the weight of life: "Okay, I'm going to go back." ”
Li Junhao's face showed a helpless color, but he also knew that he couldn't force it for the time being, so he had to say: "I also know that feelings can't be forced, I can't force you, and I can't force myself." I repeat again, I will not give up this feeling. ”
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The "intimacy" between Li Xiaoxue and Li Junhao on the street attracted the attention of some strangers, and even made the two of them turn their hearts upside down after seeing them.
These two people, one is Li Mu and the other is Han Haitao.
Li Xiaoxue went out alone, and Li Mu secretly followed out.
Seeing Li Xiaoxue's abnormality in the past few days, this mother, who has an inexhaustible heart, has no choice but to make this decision.
At the window of the corridor on the second floor, Li Mu actually preceded Li Xiaoxue, and saw Li Junhao holding a camera and taking pictures of Li Xiaoxue.
Of course, Li Mu didn't know that Li Junhao was secretly filming, so she thought that the relationship between the two should be extraordinary.
Looking at Li Junhao's appearance, Li's mother also felt that he was an honest and serious boy, but she had no scruples about Li Junhao and took photos of Li Xiaoxue in the community in broad daylight, but it was difficult to understand and accept.
While not understanding Li Junhao, Li Mu of course complained more about Li Xiaoxue's ignorance. If the neighbors see this, they will inevitably gossip and make a lot of trouble.
Li Mu, who has always lived for a mouth and a face, couldn't help but be upset again in her heart, and if she didn't try her best to endure it, she was about to shout down.
Fortunately, this situation did not last long, and between the cold and the freezing, no one passed by, and after watching what Li Xiaoxue and Li Junhao said, they walked away together. Li Mu was afraid of losing something, so she followed closely behind.
"It seems," Li Mu was still muttering in her heart while staring at the backs of the two young people, "Xiaoxue should have been with this boy all the time."
"I've never seen this boy before, and I don't know what the situation is like at home. Looking at the situation of just two people, it seems to be a place.
"If so, why is Xiaoxue's mood so bad in the past two days? Is it not going well with this boy? Looking at the boy's appearance, he is also a child of a fundamental family, why can't he work hard to lay a good foundation for the future, but he is drumming up that thing? Could it be that it will be like that bell again......
"If it's true, this little snow, but it's too unpleasant. It's really not worry-free, and it's becoming less and less worry-free.
"Don't forget the pain just because the scar is healed, and toss it again, it's not a joke.
"It's okay for anything else, but the age is not forgiving.
"It's really past the good age of love and marriage, what can I do in the future?
"What's even more worrying is that I don't want to say anything to me.
"Maybe it's still haunted by the past, but if so, it hurts my heart too much.
"In this world, Xiaoxue, apart from your mother, who else really thinks about you?
"Mom suffers hardships, for the sake of you, it's not you? Why can't you understand Mom's heart a little bit?
"This boy does look good, but the more a boy like this, the more he looks good, and the more likely he is to be blind. As the old saying goes, one wrong step, one wrong step, I'm really afraid that you have found the wrong person. ”
Finally seeing the two people stand on their feet, Li Mu hurriedly hid in the corner of a shop, looking at it with half of her head exposed, just hate to hear what the two people are saying.
"This pass, Xiaoxue, no matter what you think of your mother, your mother must also give you a guard." Li Mu made up her mind again, and saw Li Junhao hugging Li Xiaoxue.
"On the street, what's going on?" Li Mu shook her head, and her impression of Li Junhao was discounted a little, but she was worried that the two young people would behave more unsightly.
The eyes of some passers-by made Li Mu look in their eyes, as if this gaze was not aimed at Li Xiaoxue and Li Junhao, but at Li Mu herself.
Li Mu felt like her whole body was burning in the fire, and she wanted to rush up to separate the two people, but she was even more afraid that this would attract more onlookers.
"It's too unusual, it's too unreasonable...... 'Li's mother whispered over and over again until the two young men parted.
Han Haitao was purely accidental, driving past an intersection in front of him, and what happened to be Li Junhao holding Li Xiaoxue in his arms happened to be just the situation when Li Junhao held Li Xiaoxue in his arms.
Han Haitao braked the car suddenly, still inexplicably uncomfortable for everything he saw.
In fact, Han Haitao, who didn't dare to hope to regain Li Xiaoxue's emotions, couldn't accept Li Xiaoxue's life hand in hand with other men.
is obviously the woman he loves, but he holds other men in his arms like this, Han Haitao feels that his heart has been taken away alive.
belongs to him Han Haitao's rival, and it turns out that Zhong Youcheng is not the only one. Han Haitao even thought that as long as the relationship between Li Xiaoxue and Zhong Youcheng broke down, he would have hope of winning Li Xiaoxue again.
If Li Xiaoxue's love can be regained, Han Haitao thought that their relationship would be deepened because of such twists and turns, but unexpectedly, Cheng Yanjin in the middle of the road could be killed anytime and anywhere, in this world, it seems that there are as many men as there are enemies for Han Haitao. Every man may take this heart from him, and every man may take her beloved Li Xiaoxue for himself.
"Xiaoxue," Han Haitao looked at Li Junhao and Li Xiaoxue intently, tears quickly filled his eyes, "I really want your relationship to have a good home, I really want you to be happy." I know that I have hurt you too deeply and deeply, no matter how I try to make amends, no matter how you try to forgive, my heart will never be happy. He also truly loves you, and like me, he will take good care of you. You will be happy, you will be, you will definitely ......"