"Really, really, I'm optimistic about you. We look forward to your amazing appearance! In fact, when he said this, Wang Mo used this encouraging method to say it completely because of the relationship between the two of them.

His words brought Zheng Yaru a lot of confidence, and made her make up her mind at this moment, ready to go back and buy related clothes online. Although her father is very rich, her expenses are usually managed by her aunt, that is, Zheng Yaqi's mother. Because her father never cared about her, her aunt never gave her more every month, except for her normal food expenses and some tuition and miscellaneous expenses at school.

The money she has saved now is usually given by her father and those relatives in her father's family during the New Year's holiday. Of course, except for her father, who will generously give her more, the rest of the people are pretending. She knew that she was not liked by them, they didn't give it to her sister Zheng Yaqi after giving her red envelope, and it would be unsightly for others to know, so they reluctantly gave it to her.

Over the years, there have been very few clothes in her closet, and the only ones she has are still worn by her sister. The aunt said that this is for her own good, so that she knows how to be diligent and thrifty. The funny thing is that after telling her like this, the next day the aunt took her sister to France to shop with great fanfare. Her father knew this, not only did he not say anything, but in a tacit way, he let her aunt treat her like this.

Because she is not valued at home, the maids will not give her a good face now, and no one will care about her. So she started a long time ago, doing her own laundry and cooking her own meals.

She knew that because of her identity, no one wanted to play with her since she was a child, and she had never made friends. She also knows that a big reason why she is so lonely now is because of her sister. It's impossible not to hate, but what about hate? She was powerless to fight them.

Every time she is bullied by them and feels lonely, she thinks of her mother, the woman who always gently embraces her. The woman who wants to keep her fed and clothed no matter how hard she is.

Her mother is a poor woman, poor her, grew up in a patriarchal family, poor she didn't finish junior high school, but the most pitiful thing is that she met the man who ruined her life.

At that time, her grandparents were working in the Zheng family, and because they had the permission of the old lady of the Zheng family at that time, her mother and her eldest uncle were picked up by her grandparents from the countryside. Because her father was the only child in the Zheng family's generation at that time, her father's eyes were quickly attracted by the two new children who were a few years younger than him, and he had to play with them almost every day after school. Among them, her father liked to pester her mother, who was only six years old at the time, who was still baby fat.

It's precisely because the two have been playing together since they were children that they are childhood sweethearts. When they were young, because of their curiosity and desire for the opposite sex, the two of them secretly tasted the forbidden fruit. At that time, her father swore to her mother that he would marry her in the future, and if her parents did not agree, the two would elope. What a beautiful oath, but it's a pity that it can't stand the wear and tear of time. Within two years, her father began to show a bored attitude towards her mother, and it happened that the family arranged a blind date for him, and the other party was stronger than her mother in terms of family background and appearance, so her father abandoned her mother without thinking about it, and was with the young lady of the family, and it didn't take long for them to get married.

The mother, who was abandoned by her lover, was heartbroken and wanted to leave here. But at that time, her grandfather was still working in the Zheng family, but fortunately, the relationship between the two was not known by others, and her mother chose to stay in order to survive. Every day when she sees her beloved and other women in front of her eyes, her mother's heart feels like a knife. When I thought that life would go on like this, an incident broke the calm of this surface.

It was when Zheng Yaqi's mother was eight months pregnant with Zheng Yaqi, and one night her father got drunk, perhaps because of the promotion of alcohol, her father forcibly took her mother. Because of her mother's shouting, many people were attracted to her, including Zheng Yaqi's mother, of course.

When she found her husband and maid, naked, rolling together on the bed. Her reason and the upbringing of the young lady of the family were shattered in an instant. She rushed forward with a big belly, beating and scolding the men and women on the bed. may have been beaten to the sore spot, her father accidentally pushed Zheng Yaqi's mother to the ground, and in an instant, blood flowed down her smooth and white thighs from under her silky nightdress.

For a moment, everyone panicked, and her father came to his senses. Hurriedly picked up the woman lying on the ground, rushed out of the room, and without even giving a look, her mother, who was forcibly occupied by him behind him.

Fortunately, it was sent in time, and the fetus had nothing to do and came to this world smoothly. Because of premature birth, when she was born, Zheng Yaqi spent time in the incubator of the hospital. It wasn't until two months later that he was taken back to the Zheng family. is also because of guilt, her father has always been very good to Zheng Yaqi, no matter what she wants, he will try to satisfy her.

Compared with the harmonious and warm life of their family of three, her mother is much more miserable. On the night that Zheng Yaqi's mother was sent to the hospital because of premature birth, her mother and grandparents were kicked out by the Zheng family. My grandfather, who has worked in the Zheng family all his life, didn't expect to be kicked out because of this kind of thing. was angry for a while, so she broke off the father-daughter relationship with her mother. Then she didn't care about her mother's life or death, and took her grandmother directly to her uncle in another city. Since then, there has been no news.

Because he was kicked out, he didn't have a penny with him. And because of the patriarchal relationship in the family, when her mother was only in the second year of junior high school, my grandfather let her mother drop out of school on the grounds that 'there is no extra money in the family for the two children to study, and you still have to marry a girl in the end and do not need to work'.

Because I have no education and no experience, I can't find a good job. Her mother had no choice but to go to the restaurant to wash dishes for others. Just because the restaurant was packed with food, her mother had to endure the biting winter weather, brushing greasy dishes outside, and frostbite on her frozen hands. A few months passed like this, until one day her mother fainted while brushing the dishes. After being rushed to the hospital, she woke up and heard something shocking to her in the third month of pregnancy.

Because of the long-term malnutrition, her mother's body is getting thinner and weaker, so even if she is three months pregnant, her mother does not know. But what she wants to thank is that even if life is so difficult and painful, her mother never wants to give up on her, but works harder, just to buy some nutritious food, so that she can develop better.

After a few more months, she, Zheng Yaru, finally came to this world and met her mother who loved her the most in the world. Since she was born, her mother has been busier. The food, clothing, and housing of the mother and daughter were all pressed on the young mother. Because of the long hours of work, in her memory, her mother is much older than other people's mothers, at that time she just entered elementary school, one day her mother sent her to school, but was seen by other children, when she arrived at the class, in front of all her classmates, laughed at her, saying that her mother was old, more like her grandmother.

That was the first time she had disliked her mother. When she was young, she didn't understand her mother's hard work, but instead played a tantrum on her mother. Even if her mother picked her up, she didn't let her mother get close to the school gate, for fear that other classmates would see her and laugh at her.

But even so, her mother never blamed her. Every day, with a gentle smile on his face, he went to pick her up at school, but he never approached the campus gate again.

It wasn't until she was in the fifth grade of elementary school that a turning point in her life came. She remembers that it was the coldest day of the winter that year. Just as she, like her classmates, was listening intently to the teacher's lecture on the podium, the dean appeared at the door of the classroom with a man.

The man said he was the one her father sent to pick her up. That was the first time she had heard about her father. When she was young, she was very envious of other children living with their parents and going to the amusement park together. But she only has a mother, and she doesn't have the conditions for her mother to take her to play. So when she heard that she was going to see her father, she left with that person without thinking about it, not caring at all whether the other party was a liar or not.

She followed the man to Zheng's house, a very large and beautiful house. There she met her so-called father, a man with a serious face. Seeing such a serious face for the first time, she timidly hid behind the man who had brought her here, trying to find some security. When she thought that her father was such a serious person, Zheng Yaqi wore a beautiful pink princess dress, jumped down from the upstairs, and ran directly into her father's arms. Sweetly called him 'Daddy'.

Then, when she saw her father, she had a loving smile on his face, and she smiled and picked up Zheng Yaqi and let her sit on his lap. It turned out that her father didn't know how to laugh, he just couldn't smile at her.

This was the first time she had such low self-esteem, and she simply thought that the reason why her father abandoned her and didn't show up for so long was because he had a daughter who was many times more beautiful than her and dressed up more cutely.

This book is derived from reading the rim