Looking at Zheng Yaqi's beautiful clothes, she once again felt inferior. It's just that this inferiority complex is more serious than before, she doesn't want her father to think she is bad, she also wants to dress up so beautiful, like a little princess. However, their family did not have the extra money to buy her such beautiful clothes.

"Daddy, who is she? Her clothes are so ugly. The young Zheng Yaqi glanced at her with disgust when she saw her washed white school uniform, and then turned her head to their common father and asked with an innocent expression.

"Xiaoqi, this is your sister. In the future, my sister will live in our house, will she play with you? The father patted Zheng Yaqi's little hand lovingly, and there was a soliciting tone in his tone.

"Sister? I don't want it! I don't want it! I don't want such an ugly sister! Isn't my father and mother just my daughter, why should I have a sister! If she comes to our house, Mom and Dad won't like me! As soon as she heard that someone was going to rob her of her parents, Zheng Yaqi stopped doing it all of a sudden, and began to twist her little body angrily, strongly expressing her dissatisfaction.

"Obediently, Xiaoqi, although she is your sister, her parents still love you. Dad promises that he loves Xiaoqi the most, doesn't Xiaoqi believe in Dad? Seeing that his beloved daughter was angry, her father hurriedly hugged Zheng Yaqi's small body into his arms and coaxed her softly.

"Of course Xiaoqi believes in Dad, this is what Dad said, in the future, you are only allowed to like Xiaoqi alone, and you are not allowed to be ugly!"

"Yes, yes, Daddy promises you. Xiaoqi, you go to the kitchen to find Wang's mother first, she baked your favorite egg tart for you. ”

"Oh! That's great! There are tarts to eat. Dad, that little Qi is going to eat the egg tart first! ”

"Well, let's go."

"Hmm." The young Zheng Yaqi happily twisted her little body and ran towards the kitchen. However, she didn't forget that she was still standing stupidly on the side, and glared at her fiercely before leaving.

Seeing that unfriendly gaze, she quickly lowered her head in fear. She felt that the eyes of this young lady were really scary. But she is so envious of the young lady, envied that she can be coquettish in front of her father, and envied that she can get her father's infinite favor. However, when she heard her father promise the young lady just now that she only likes the young lady and doesn't like herself in the future, she is really sad. She is really well-behaved, she has never skipped class, she has never failed an exam, and she will also help her mother wash vegetables and help her mother with simple housework. Couldn't she be liked by her father like this?

"I'm your dad, you know?" After Zheng Yaqi left, the loving expression on her father's face disappeared in an instant, and he returned to the serious expression he had just now.

She didn't know before, because every time her mom asked her father, she would say that he had gone far away and didn't know when he would come back. If she had asked, her mother would not have said anything, but would have a sad expression on her face. She didn't want to see her mother sad, so she didn't mention it for two years. Not mentioning it doesn't mean not thinking about it. Her father is obsessed with her.

She didn't know how to answer her father's words, so she had to nod cowardly.

"From today onwards, you will live here, your room has been arranged for you. It was your sister Xiaoqi just now, you have to be kind to her in the future, you have to listen to her, and you are not allowed to make her angry, do you know? She remembered that her father looked at her with a very cold look in his eyes and an irresistible attitude in his tone.

"What about my mother?" She hasn't forgotten that she still has a mother. She thought that their family of three was finally going to be reunited, living together like an ordinary family. However, she hadn't seen her mother for so long when she came in.

"What? Didn't your mom tell you? ”

"Say what?"

"Your mother has lung cancer, which is already at an advanced stage and has few days to live. So she came to me and entrusted you to me. She should have left by now, and I don't know exactly where she went. Her father didn't hold back at all and told her the truth of the matter. had no scruples at all, she was still young at the time, whether she could accept this kind of bad news.

When she heard this, her head 'buzzed'. She thinks that her father is lying to her, how could her mother leave her alone? How could my mother be dead? Obviously, this morning, he smiled and told her to be careful when crossing the street and come back early.

Without thinking about it, she ran out of this home that didn't belong to her, wanting to go back to the small rental house where it was just her and her mother. She felt that her mother must be cooking at home and waiting for her to come back, she must be.

But because she came by car, she couldn't find her way back. Alone, she squatted on the side of the road and cried weakly. In the end, maybe she couldn't stand it anymore, and her father sent the man who picked her up to take her home, and asked her to see if her mother was still at home, so that she could die.

When she opened the door, she went from house to house like crazy, but she didn't see her mother. Eventually, she found a note left by her mother on the table that she entered. It said that my mother was very sick and could not be with her in the future. So my mother went to find my father, hoping that my father could continue to take care of her instead of my mother. In the end, I didn't forget to tell her not to play with the temper of children in the new home, and to listen to her father and aunt. Mom will be in heaven, always watching over her.

Seeing this, she who didn't believe that her mother had left collapsed in an instant. She fell to the ground crying, holding the note in her hand, crying and screaming for her mother. Unfortunately, there was no response again.

In the end, she simply packed up some of her things, took the note left by her mother and the diary under her mother's bed, and left the home where she had lived with her mother for many years. She knew she would never come back. Although I was reluctant, I couldn't take those things with me at all. Her dad wouldn't allow it.

She will always remember the resentful expression on Zheng Yaqi's mother when she saw her face when she entered the Zheng family with these things. She threw away all the things she had brought from her former home.

She said to herself at the time: "If it weren't for your lowly mother who was going to die, come and find your father." And it just so happens that your school has a blood sample from your physical examination, which confirms that you have half of the Zheng family's blood on your body, otherwise you would have thought that you would come to the Zheng family so smoothly! Although you are just an illegitimate daughter who can't get on the stage, you have also put on the name of the Zheng family. Dressed so worn, isn't it a shame for our Zheng family! ”

So, all her things were left out by Zheng Yaqi's mother for this reason. Fortunately, the diary and note left by her mother at that time were accidentally left in the car when she got out of the car, avoiding the fate of being thrown away. After that, she secretly went to the uncle who sent him back, asked for the diary, and kept it properly, so far it has not been discovered by Zheng Yaqi and her mother.

It was also because of this diary that she knew about the relationship between her father and mother. Knowing herself, it turned out to be just an illegitimate daughter who was not recognized. Although she was still young at the time, she already knew the good and the bad.

In that family, she began to become more and more inferior, and she did not dare to disobey what Zheng Yaqi and her mother said. can only wear old clothes that Zheng Yaqi doesn't want, and use stationery supplies she doesn't want. If her father wasn't at home, she would have to huddle in the kitchen with the maids to eat. Because she has not been taken seriously for a long time, the servants in the family have not been good to her. At first, they would let her eat with them, but gradually she would only be able to eat what was left of them.

But even when he knew they were doing this, her father turned a blind eye and pretended not to know anything. Sometimes, she really wanted to rush in front of her father and question him. Why did this to her? Isn't she his daughter? If you hate her so much, why did you pick her up in the first place! But often when she saw her father's cold eyes, she couldn't say anything. She's just a coward, a cowardly soft persimmon.

Later, her father changed her to her current name and helped her transfer to the aristocratic school where Zheng Yaqi was. Because of her weak nature, and the fact that she was titled an 'illegitimate daughter', the students in the school began to bully her and exclude her at the instigation of Zheng Yaqi. They would mess around on her desk, 'accidentally' drop food on her plate at lunchtime, and they would sneak a clown behind her with words like 'Ugly bastards get out of school,' 'Bastard shameless,' and so on. She became a joke at school, and everyone recognized her as a good target for bullying.

Every time she was bullied, she had to endure it alone. She has no friends, and no one will listen to her. Every now and then, she thinks of her mother. She regretted that she refused to allow her mother to send her to the school gate because of her damn self-esteem. In this world, her mother who loves her the most is her, but unfortunately she hurt her at that time because she was ignorant. It's too late to say sorry to her now, and all that's left is that deep longing.

It was only when she thought of her mother that she remembered that she was Li Ru. The name her mother gave her followed by her mother's last name. Only Li Ru's identity will make her feel that there is still some motivation in life, so that she still has hope for the future. She believes that her mother has always protected her in a place she doesn't know, and she wants to take her mother's share and live well

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