"Okay, okay, what do you think, just think it's good, I don't want to talk to you about this anymore!" Li Xiaoxue said impatiently, snorted angrily, turned over and lay down again.

Zhong Youcheng said it on the head, pulled Li Xiaoxue's shoulder angrily, and continued: "Since we have already talked about it to such a point, I think we should just say it more clearly!" ”

Li Xiaoxue really couldn't stand Zhong Youcheng like this, and covered her head again: "With you, there is nothing to say clearly!" ”

"Nothing to say clearly?" Zhong Youcheng asked Li Xiaoxue again, "I, Zhong Youcheng, at least know that there is a right and wrong in everything." If you just say that, is it because I can't tell me, or can't you say it clearly? ”

"Who can't tell, who knows!" Li Xiaoxue in the quilt said stiffly.

"I, Zhong Youcheng, live in the sunshine and have always been above board! You must say that we have something that we can't say, and even if there is, it's just you! Zhong Youcheng said resolutely.

Li Xiaoxue lifted the quilt again and sat up: "What do you mean?" What can't I say? ”

Zhong Youcheng looked at Li Xiaoxue's eyes, and gradually became a little more indifferent: "You don't have to yell at me." I just want to ask you, am I the only one in your heart? ”

Li Xiaoxue said sadly: "In your mind, I will always be just a personal item for you, right?" ”

"Answer my question!" Zhong Youcheng almost said in a parental tone.

Facing Zhong Youcheng's strength, Li Xiaoxue also cooled her expression a little bit: "I'm sorry." No. ”

Zhong Youcheng's eyes were a little more disappointed, and he shook his head slowly, crying and saying, "I knew it, I knew it was like this." ”

"I've made that clear, haven't I?" Li Xiaoxue still asked coldly.

"Why? Why are you doing this to me? For you, Xiaoxue, do you know how much I endured? How can you do this to me? Zhong Youcheng said, two lines of tears crossed the skinny face that looked a little yellow.

Li Xiaoxue's tears, unconsciously, accompanied by Zhong Youcheng, slowly flowed down: "I don't know either." I don't know why. It's just that I think my answer seems to be the one you want the most. ”

Zhong Youcheng disagreed with Li Xiaoxue's judgment: "What do I want? When did you really give what I wanted? All the while, you didn't put your heart completely on me. ”

Li Xiaoxue said with certainty: "Forever, my heart can't be on you alone." ”

Zhong Youcheng nodded and said sadly: "I have a deep understanding of this. ”

"Say whatever you want." Li Xiaoxue had an indifferent attitude.

"But, I still want to ask you one more question," Zhong Youcheng said this, and the corners of his mouth twitched a few times, "Did you give me that night, is it your first time?" ”

Li Xiaoxue never expected Zhong Youcheng to ask such a question, and stubbornly locked her fragile tear ducts: "What do you think? ”

The corners of Zhong Youcheng's mouth twitched violently twice: "I'm asking you." I really don't want to speculate on such things. ”

"Don't want to speculate?" Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but be happy, "You are real, but you have such doubts." Do you value this? ”

Zhong Youcheng paused for a while: "Don't ask me if I value it." If I really value it, it's certainly not just that kind of thing. That kind of thing also says something, but I just want to hear your sincere voice about our relationship right now. ”

"If I tell you yes, will you believe it?" Li Xiaoxue asked with some disdain.

Although Zhong Youcheng was not happy that Li Xiaoxue was so contemptuous of his expression, he still looked at Li Xiaoxue's face extremely seriously and nodded.

Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but smile again: "What if I say it's not?" ”

Zhong Youcheng's whole face turned cold, and the cold was overwhelming: "I think it is necessary for me to reiterate it to you again, I just want you to answer truthfully." ”

Li Xiaoxue really didn't want to answer such a question: "I'm sorry, I'm tired, I just want to rest." ”

Zhong Youcheng must hear Li Xiaoxue's clear answer: "You are like this, I can only think about the problem in the worst." ”

"I said it, whatever you want!" Li Xiaoxue said and went back to bed.

Zhong Youcheng grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm: "You have to make things clear to me!" ”

"What I need is rest!" Li Xiaoxue shouted.

"Okay, okay, you can rest." After Zhong Youcheng yelled at Li Xiaoxue, he didn't have the fierce reaction in the past, he just said blankly, let go of Li Xiaoxue's arm, turned around slowly, and went out as if he had no skeleton.

Li Xiaoxue quietly watched Zhong Youcheng walk out, and her heart felt like something was falling heavily, and she kept sinking.

"Hey—"

After another long sigh, Li Xiaoxue slowly lay down again.

Without the child in her womb, it was as if she had lost most of her life.

- All that's left for her is the sigh like the one just now.

Regarding her next life, Li Xiaoxue said softly again: "Just let it be." ”

There is no reason to fight for anything, and there is no need to chase anything obsessively.

What kind of art exhibition, what model, what kind of portrait photography, all have nothing to do with her Li Xiaoxue.

She just had to lie down like this, because she was lying.

What she was doing, she thought, was what she should have done.

In this way, unconsciously, Li Xiaoxue lay down until dawn.

She didn't know what else she could do but lie down like this, or she didn't think about it.

"Dangdangdang", the door rang.

Li Xiaoxue could hear that it was Cao Yingying, and she also knew that Zhong Youcheng didn't bring the door lock when he went out, so she said casually: "Come in." ”

The door squeaked again, and Cao Yingying walked in with a thermos bucket.

Cao Yingying stood in the room, first took her eyes and looked around the room unnecessarily, and didn't see what she wanted to see, so she put the thermos bucket on the table in front of Li Xiaoxue, opened the lid of the bucket, and then spoke, her voice was a little hoarse: "Why is your phone turned off again?" I've called you several times. ”

"What's the matter?" Li Xiaoxue was unreasonable, and asked lightly.

Cao Yingying sighed a little and said, "What else can I do, but just ask what you want to eat." I knew that Zhong Youcheng was really unreliable in this regard. I'll make you some millet porridge. I heard that at this time, add some brown sugar and drink this, which is the best way to replenish the body. ”

"Bothering you." Li Xiaoxue said with a smile as much as she could, and when she saw Cao Yingying's somewhat red eyes, she couldn't help but ask again, "What's wrong with your eyes?" ”

Cao Yingying couldn't help but raise her hand and touch her eyes, until her lower eyelids were indeed swollen, and then she sighed and said sincerely: "I didn't sleep well all night yesterday." I just thought, why are we women so miserable. To be honest, I feel horrified at the thought of a woman having a baby. However, it is enough for such a terrible thing to fall on us women, but we have to conceive in October, so that women will suffer for so long again. If we suffer such a sin, it is enough, who made us women? But in the midst of this sin, there are still ......"

Li Xiaoxue only listened to Cao Yingying say this, her eyes were hot again, and tears filled her eyes.

Cao Yingying saw it, and for the first time in her life, she blamed herself in her heart for talking to Li Xiaoxue so uncalculated, so she hurriedly stopped talking.

"You're really good." Li Xiaoxue reluctantly said, "We are really hard as women." But what can be done? As if God intended to play tricks on people, he must hand over such drudgery to women. Women are weak enough, but their men are strong, why, there is no such commitment? ”

"Who's to say it isn't?" Cao Yingying said, and sat next to Li Xiaoxue again, "Zhong Youcheng didn't mess with you anymore, right?" ”

"Nope." Li Xiaoxue also felt that she was speaking against her will, but it was as if something invisible was pushing her, and she must have said this again, "After you left, I fell asleep, and when I woke up, he only said a few words that were not tight, and then went out again." ”

Cao Yingying nodded: "He still kept making a fuss and said that he wanted Han Haitao to go to prison." Although, you and I are the closest and best, I really just want to say something fair. Xiaoxue, Han Haitao really didn't mean it, so, it's still ......"

Li Xiaoxue, who didn't want to say this anymore, simply interrupted Cao Yingying's words: "You don't have to say this anymore, I really don't blame him." ”

Hearing Li Xiaoxue say this, Cao Yingying seemed to let go of a big heart: "I'm actually afraid that you have been taking this as a burden." If you think so, it's fine. This child is gone, or maybe it really doesn't have a fate with you. I'll say something that doesn't quite fit. As the so-called Saion lost his horse, he knew the blessing and the curse, and without this child, it would indeed hurt you a lot, but you don't need to be as anxious as before. On the aunt's side, you ...... too."

Li Xiaoxue, who heard Li's mother from Cao Yingying's mouth again, finally couldn't hold back her tears anymore, like a child who had been wronged a lot, crying unscrupulously.

Seeing Li Xiaoxue crying like this, Cao Yingying couldn't help but feel sad: "Xiaoxue, if you have time, you can at least call your aunt." How did you leave your aunt away for so long? ”

Li Xiaoxue hated herself more and more, and cried even harder.

"Speaking of which, it's really not easy for you......" Cao Yingying persuaded Li Xiaoxue again, but the ringtone of her mobile phone rang.

Cao Yingying took out her mobile phone and only glanced at it, as if she had been stimulated by something, and called Li Xiaoxue: "Xiaoxue, it's Assistant Li's phone!" ”