Han Haitao mobilized almost all the nerves in his body to his ears, just waiting for the sound from Li Xiaoxue's mouth as if he was going to listen to some kind of trial.

One second, two seconds......

After about twenty seconds passed, Li Xiaoxue seemed to only let out a soft sigh from her nose, and then took a slow step again.

Han Haitao was more like a sinner, drooping his head, and stood for a while, the strength of his whole body seemed to evaporate, and he knelt on the ground without any sound.

"Xiaoxue," Han Haitao felt that Li Xiaoxue and the others had turned a corner, and he felt pain in his heart, "Why, can't you tell me something?" Just yell at me and scold me a few times. Xiaoxue, I really didn't mean to, I don't know how I ...... at the time, Xiaoxue, I really damn it! Xiaoxue, I have never wanted you to be happy, I only want you to be happy, but why, what I have brought to you is hurt again and again? And this time, I know that you can't forgive me no matter what, but since you hate me in your heart, why are you silent to me? What are you doing here? Do you want me to feel guilty for the rest of my life......"

- At such a time, it was Han Haitao, it was really that Li Xiaoxue did not leave any sound, but it made him heartache more than leaving any sound.

……

Li Xiaoxue only wanted to completely remove Han Haitao from her mind, Cao Yingying was full of things, thinking about it, but it was all Han Haitao. sent Li Xiaoxue and Zhong Youcheng back to the rental house, told Li Xiaoxue to rest more, and instructed Zhong Youcheng to take good care of Li Xiaoxue, so he said that he still had something, said goodbye, and drove back to the hospital, Han Haitao still knelt quietly as if he had lost his soul.

Cao Yingying sighed, walked slowly to Han Haitao's side, and said softly, "Get up." ”

Han Haitao didn't move, just as if there was no Cao Yingying.

"Get up. The ground is cold, and I am sick again. Cao Yingying said sadly, and tugged on Han Haitao's shoulder again.

Han Haitao still didn't react at all, and Cao Yingying was like people from two worlds.

"Han Haitao!" Cao Yingying's voice already brought out a bit of crying, "Why do you want to torture yourself like this? ”

Han Haitao didn't just want to torture himself, if he could, he just wanted to be in purgatory immediately, and let the raging fire burn through his soul.

"It's come to this, can you change anything like this?" Cao Yingying said this to Han Haitao again, and the tears hung down like broken pearls.

Han Haitao didn't know what he couldn't make up for Li Xiaoxue anymore? If he could be given a chance to make up for the misfortune that happened in that moment, he would rather exchange his life for it.

Cao Yingying was a little angry, and her voice was raised a lot: "What are you like this?" Atonement? If you really want to atone for your sins, you can just kneel down to her! Here, who can see it? ”

Han Haitao doesn't need anyone to see it, even if God doesn't have eyes at this time, he can't see him, and he doesn't care.

He did not atone for any sins, not because he felt that there was no sin to atone, but because he thought that his sins were so great that no matter how he tried to atone for them, it would be useless.

"Get up! You get up! Cao Yingying forcefully pulled up Han Haitao.

Han Haitao is just like a pile of dead meat, falling heavily, where can he afford to lift half of it?

felt that Han Haitao was like Cao Yingying, who couldn't make a child, and pushed Han Haitao hard to the side, heartbroken, and called out "I really look down on you", sat on the chair next to him, and only covered his face and cried.

Han Haitao, who pushed Cao Yingying to sit on the ground, finally heard Cao Yingying's cruel words, and felt more or less comfortable in his heart.

He felt that Cao Yingying's words were not wrong at all, and he really should be looked down upon. looks down on him Han Haitao, don't talk about Cao Yingying, but also himself.

Not only did he fail to take good care of his beloved woman, but he wanted his beloved woman to be hurt again and again because of him. From childhood to adulthood, except for his beloved Li Xiaoxue, he really didn't feel that he was so incompetent.

And he really didn't know that in addition to hurting his beloved, he had also been hurting another woman who loved him as much as he loved Li Xiaoxue. This woman doesn't know how much she hurt for him, but he has always been dumbfounded, and he didn't realize it, living up to another love in the world.

- The woman's cry was right next to him, as if it had nothing to do with him.

……

Li Xiaoxue, who was physically and mentally exhausted, lay on the bed, and fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up, it was already the second half of the night, and Zhong Youcheng, who was used to life in the second half of the night, was still very energetic and sat aside.

"Xiaoxue," Seeing Li Xiaoxue open her eyes, Zhong Youcheng pulled one of Li Xiaoxue's hands with a little excitement and said, "Are you awake?" ”

Li Xiaoxue only looked at Zhong Youcheng slightly, gently pulled out the hand that Zhong Youcheng was holding, and turned her face to the side.

"Would you like something to eat?" Zhong Youcheng asked again with concern.

Li Xiaoxue hadn't heard Zhong Youcheng's voice for a long time, but at this time, this "injured" woman really didn't bother to say anything else.

Han Haitao saw that Li Xiaoxue was silent, and said, "You have been asleep for half a day." Aren't you hungry? ”

Li Xiaoxue also felt empty in her stomach, but she just wanted to be so empty,—— there was nothing left to fill this vacant space.

"When you fell asleep, I heard your stomach growling." Zhong Youcheng said as if jokingly.

Hearing Zhong Youcheng scream in his stomach, Li Xiaoxue felt even more sour in her heart, and tears flowed out again.

"I'll cook some noodles. I haven't eaten it yet. Zhong Youcheng didn't notice Li Xiaoxue's tears, so he got up and prepared to cook noodles.

"Zhong Youcheng," Li Xiaoxue finally spoke, her voice unusually weak, "I don't feel hungry yet, you want to eat, just cook your own." ”

Zhong Youcheng shook his head and said with a smile: "Yingying told you to rest well, and let me take good care of you, have you forgotten?" ”

"But I don't really have any taste right now. If you want to eat, eat yours. Li Xiaoxue looked a little impatient.

"Xiaoxue!" Zhong Youcheng continued to persuade, "I have also heard that this is the same as doing a small confinement and a big confinement. If you don't pay attention, there is a good chance that you will fall into trouble in the future. ”

Hearing Zhong Youcheng say the words "big moon, little moon" again, Li Xiaoxue's heart was even more like a sharp knife gouging out, and a stream of tears gushed out.

Only then did Zhong Youcheng find that Li Xiaoxue was crying, and his voice was also lowered: "What, Xiaoxue, do you still feel that you can't get over it in your heart?" ”

Li Xiaoxue really couldn't answer Zhong Youcheng's question, so she turned her body in, covered her head tightly with the quilt, and cried.

"Xiaoxue," Zhong Youcheng held Li Xiaoxue's arm and persuaded, "Don't cry, if you cry at this time, your eyes will hurt in the future." ”

Li Xiaoxue not only did not mean to stop, but cried even harder, as if she had to cry something wrong before she would stop.

"Stop crying, okay?" Zhong Youcheng was also a little impatient in the end, "No matter how much you cry, has anything changed?" ”

Li Xiaoxue lifted the quilt, made room, sat up, and said sadly at Zhong Youcheng: "What do you think I'm crying for?" I'm crying your current attitude! Our children are gone, why do I think you are not sad at all? ”

"I'm not sad? Which eye of yours is not sad when it sees me? Zhong Youcheng said unconvinced, "I just said that I can't spare that one surnamed Han!" If it weren't for him, how could our children be lost? ”

"You don't have to pretend to talk to me about this! I don't know you yet, at the beginning, you didn't want this child, but now, the child is gone, and you naturally get your wish! Li Xiaoxue said, and the figure of the girl in her dream shook in front of her again, and her whole heart seemed to be crushed into powder in an instant, and she cried a mess.

"Not bad!" Zhong Youcheng's voice raised again, "I really don't want any children. However, there is a good saying, tiger poison does not eat children, since the child has it, how can I think that our child will flow away like this? I know you're feeling bad right now, but am I feeling good? I just don't want you to be too sad, so I try my best to persuade you, why do you think of me like that? I can tell you, tell you clearly, that you are only sad for this child, and I am not only sad for this child, but also angry at the man who made us lose our child! I really can't swallow this breath! Why, he did so much damage to us that he pulled us down? Xiaoxue, if you really love our child, I think you should go with me to sue him! He's a murderer, he killed our kids, you know? ”

"Nope! No! No! Li Xiaoxue shook her head and said bitterly, "He's not, he's not!" ”

"At this time, why are you still speaking for him like this?" Zhong Youcheng grabbed Li Xiaoxue's shoulder, "You say, do you still have him in your heart?" He has done such a thing to hurt you and me, why don't you hold him accountable? What the hell do you think? ”

Li Xiaoxue still shook her head: "He didn't mean to, and he didn't want to ......."

"He didn't mean to? He didn't want to? Zhong Youcheng's face was inexplicable, "If you say he didn't mean it, I'll say he is, and if you say he doesn't want to, I'll say he wants to." ”