Chapter 454: Wake Up
"Xiaoxue, I really don't know how you became like this. Our love, I have always held on. To show my sincerity, and to save you from regretting it in the future, I can give you three more days. After three days, I hope to get a sincere reply from you. What kind of person I, Zhong Youcheng, is, you should also know. If, after three days, you still don't want to go back with me, don't blame me for being ruthless. It is you who choose to give up this relationship, and you are the one who is negative. Zhong Youcheng said solemnly, looked at Li Xiaoxue again, and turned to leave.
- Three days, three more days, three fateful days.
Seeing Zhong Youcheng completely disappear into the night, Cao Yingying snorted, pulled Li Xiaoxue's arm, and when she walked towards her car, she met Li Junhao again.
Knowing that Li Xiaoxue and Zhong Youcheng's emotions can almost be regarded as coming to an end, Li Junhao, inexplicably, felt that his relationship with Li Xiaoxue was one step closer, and then called Li Xiaoxue's name, which was obviously different from before: "Li Xiaoxue, you, you have nothing to do, right?" ”
Li Xiaoxue didn't speak, Cao Yingying said a little coldly: "I'm sorry, Assistant Li, it's late, we should go back." ”
Li Junhao couldn't help but feel a little unhappy about Cao Yingying's coldness, and then looked at Li Xiaoxue, just a tired face, so he had to agree twice, turned over a little, and made way for Li Xiaoxue and Cao Yingying.
Cao Yingying took Li Xiaoxue back into the car and drove straight out of the street, only to ask Li Xiaoxue unhappily: "What's the matter?" Why did they all come together again? ”
Li Xiaoxue let out a long breath, with a tiredness that she couldn't hide, and just said to Cao Yingying: "Assistant Li, he took over a role in the crew." ”
"What?" Cao Yingying asked in surprise, kicked it, and stepped on the brake.
Li Xiaoxue only thought that Cao Yingying did not listen to her words, and repeated it again, and then said: "It seems that in the dark, someone is arranging all this." ”
Cao Yingying suddenly heard Li Xiaoxue say such a thing, which seemed to hit the nail on the head, and Li Xiaoxue shouted: "What is in the dark? Who arranged what for you? There is always a cause and an effect, and any fruit is planted by yourself! ”
"But, even if it is, it's definitely not my original intention!" Li Xiaoxue was in pain again: "I really don't know how things came to be like this!" All along, I just want to do what I have to do well, why, one unexpected thing after another? I'm really annoyed! I really want to throw everything aside! I don't want to go on like this, I don't want to! I don't even want to live anymore! ”
"Xiaoxue!" Cao Yingying raised an arm, hugged Li Xiaoxue's neck tightly, and shook it vigorously a few times, as if this could give Li Xiaoxue some strength, "I know that you are very difficult and bitter now, but you can't escape what you need to face!" You can only move forward in the face of these difficulties and solve everything step by step. Otherwise, things will accumulate more and more, and after you really block your way, you will have no way out! ”
"I know, I know!" Li Xiaoxue's tears gushed out again, "But, I really, really can't stand it." I feel like I'm going to have a breakdown. ”
"Crash?" Cao Yingying grabbed Li Xiaoxue's shoulders again and said unceremoniously, "Is it okay?" Can you crash? Do you have the power to collapse? ”
Li Xiaoxue still shook her head: "What should I do?" ”
"I know that what you need most at this time is the comfort of others, as a friend, I should also comfort and comfort you, but I can't do it, I can't give you such comfort!" Cao Yingying said solemnly, "If I give it, even if you are in a better mood now, there will be no reduction in the things piled up in front of you."
"As far as your current situation is concerned, Xiaoxue, should you say it or not, if it sounds good or not, I really told you everything, no matter how relieved it is, at most, you can sleep peacefully for a night, but, this awakening, you have to face your life that you need to face!
"No one can escape what they have to face. If you choose to escape, you will definitely be punished for escaping!
"Escaping is never an option.
"As your friend, not only can I not give you such comfort, I can't let you cover your ears and deceive yourself, but I also want you to be clear about everything in front of you!
"Your life is really messy, it's a mess. And have you ever wondered why? What is the reason for this? What kind of fault do you have in this?
"If you don't look for the cause from your own part, if you don't work your own part, how can things be solved?
"The one who can really help himself is still himself after all. The people next to you, even if you have the heart, and you can't take drastic measures and get immediate results, it is in vain.
"Xiaoxue, have you thought about your own problems carefully?"
Li Xiaoxue also knew the truth of what Cao Yingying said, and even understood what Cao Yingying said about herself, and also expected what Cao Yingying would say to her next.
No matter what Cao Yingying says, she still knows that it is completely from her point of view and for her good.
She didn't really want to run away. If she really wanted to escape, she would have run away a long time ago.
It's not that she hasn't thought carefully about the reasons why her life is a mess, and it's not that she really doesn't know how to face it and how to solve it.
But, as some people say, her own knife can't cut her own handle, although she knows what she should do, but when she really wants her to put it into action, she relents.
"Actually," Cao Yingying, who didn't wait for Li Xiaoxue's answer, then said, "You understand everything, you understand everything." You also know what you need to do, and when it's time for you to make a move, you retract your hand. That's why you're like this, and the culprit is a guy with the surname Zhong. If you leave him, not to mention that all problems can be solved, at least, all of this is not a difficult problem. The crux of this is so clear, and you yourself know it, why can't you cut it off? ”
Li Xiaoxue's tears had already been suppressed again, and when she asked Cao Yingying again, she only sobbed a little and turned her face to the side.
Cao Yingying asked anxiously: "What is it about him that has grabbed you so hard that you still can't get out of him?" Could it be that just for him, you have to spend your whole life like this? ”
Li Xiaoxue seemed to sigh again,—— or, without any reaction.
"Li Xiaoxue!" Whenever Cao Yingying called Li Xiaoxue like this, she must have been unable to hold back her anger, "I know that you are scruples about here and there, but there is only one thing you should really scruple about, and that is aunt!" Who else in this world cares more about your feelings and loves you more than your aunt? ”
Li Xiaoxue heard her mother from Cao Yingying's mouth again, in the end, she couldn't help it, covered her face, and cried again.
"Cry! Cry! Cry! You belong to Lin Daiyu! Is there anything that can be solved by crying? Cao Yingying even made Li Xiaoxue's crying upset, and she yelled with Li Xiaoxue unhappily.
And this kind of crying is completely uncontrollable. I can't stop crying, and I can't stop it.
told Cao Yingying to count like this, Li Xiaoxue couldn't bear it, pushed open the car door, and stepped out with one foot.
"Xiaoxue!" Cao Yingying was afraid that Li Xiaoxue's emotions would be out of control, and if there would be any more accidents, she hugged Li Xiaoxue's shoulders and said that Li Xiaoxue was not allowed to get out of the car, "It's a big night, can you still stop a little?" You ran out like this and let the people on the road see it, is it interesting? ”
"Leave me alone! Leave me alone! Li Xiaoxue was still crying, screaming, and struggling.
"Li Xiaoxue!" Cao Yingying shouted at the top of her voice again, pulled Li Xiaoxue back suddenly, and slammed the door that Li Xiaoxue pushed open shut.
Li Xiaoxue was crazy, shaking her head vigorously, as long as Cao Yingying let her get out of the car.
Cao Yingying hugged and dragged it, and when she saw that Li Xiaoxue was making a lot of noise, she slapped Li Xiaoxue in the face with a heavy slap.
Li Xiaoxue's face was burning, and she covered it with her hands again, and it hurt a lot.
"The bubbles under your feet are all out of your own way, you don't say that you have changed your past, who are you just making a fuss about?" Although Cao Yingying saw that Li Xiaoxue was quiet, she was still angry, and she was still shouting.
Li Xiaoxue could only cry one by one.
"If tears really work, I'd rather cry my own to you!" Cao Yingying said impatiently again, according to the steering wheel in front of her, and hit a few times.
After the sound of a slap on the steering wheel, the whole cabin fell completely silent.
- The breath of the two people seemed to be held together, not to mention Li Xiaoxue's crying.
This kind of silence lasted for more than a minute, Cao Yingying sighed again, looked straight ahead, and said calmly to Li Xiaoxue on the side: "I'm very sorry, I don't know how my emotions just now were so intense." I especially shouldn't have done anything with you. ”
Li Xiaoxue still covered her face and said uncomfortably: "It's all my fault." I just hope you wake me up. ”
Cao Yingying smiled bitterly: "Actually, if the matter is on me, I think I may not be as good as you." ”
"No," Li Xiaoxue pleaded, "I know I've disappointed you, and I hate myself, I hate why I'm so confused!" ”
"Hey," Cao Yingying shook her head again, "It's all said, where are you confused?" You just can't get this step out of the way you should be. This step, which is difficult for you, is also for others. Anyone who can go through this step will come through gritting their teeth. This step is to a greater extent a denial of oneself, and any denial of oneself is like a molting animal forcibly removing a layer of dead skin, which is very painful and difficult. ”
"It's actually easy to shed a layer of dead skin." Li Xiaoxue said this in her heart, and couldn't help but shake her head again.
Cao Yingying finally turned her face to Li Xiaoxue again, and said very formally: "Do you think that you have some tragic complexes yourself?" Such a complex makes you often unconsciously put your life in trouble. ”
Li Xiaoxue slowly slid her hand off her face, and said with a bit of contemplation: "You seem to have told me something like this." If there is, it is indeed a defect of mine. I shouldn't have tolerated adultery and allowed such emotions to affect my life. Yingying, your slap just now, even if it didn't wake me up completely, made me calm down a lot. I don't dare to say what I'm really going to do next, but I assure you that I'm going to take it seriously. ”
Cao Yingying's eyes also warmed up: "Do you really think so?" ”
Li Xiaoxue nodded solemnly.
Cao Yingying said "um", blinked her tearful eyes a few times, and said, "You can think like this, I'm really happy for you." Do you know where I just went? ”