Chapter 455: Separate Words
Li Xiaoxue knew that Cao Yingying asked herself like this, and she must have an unusual relationship with herself, guessed it, and her mind was like a mess, and with some begging, she asked eagerly: "Where have you been?" ”
"I ......" Cao Yingying spoke again, but she was stunned, and her face turned pale, as if there was something unspeakable.
Seeing Cao Yingying like this, Li Xiaoxue was even more anxious: "What? ”
"I'm ......," Cao Yingying still hesitated for a moment before she whispered, "I just met with Director Feng. ”
"Curator Feng?" Li Xiaoxue's heart first lifted up, and then jumped "bang", "Did you go to find him?" ”
Cao Yingying shook her head, a little complaining, and said: "The phone is broken, don't say to replace it quickly, only to make your ears clean and relaxed." Director Feng has been looking for you for the past two days, but he really can't contact you, so he called me. I was in a meeting, so I didn't want to say much, so I made an appointment to meet just now. ”
Li Xiaoxue, who almost regarded Director Feng as synonymous with money, probably guessed what Director Feng meant by looking for her, and still asked Cao Yingying: "Director Feng, what did he say?" ”
Cao Yingying looked at Li Xiaoxue's face again, and said embarrassedly: "I really don't want to talk to you about this, but the matter is here, and I can't help but tell you." ”
"Is it still a matter of funding?" In this case, in the end, Li Xiaoxue still asked Li Xiaoxue to say it herself.
"I'm just conveying things to you, and I don't represent any of my opinions." After Cao Yingying "declared", she said to Li Xiaoxue: "What Curator Feng means is only the final auction." ”
"It's just ...... auction away" Li Xiaoxue repeated Cao Yingying's words in her heart, and thought that what she was missing was no longer a matter of one or two pieces, and she couldn't help it, and a wry smile hung on the corner of her mouth.
Looking at Li Xiaoxue's bitter appearance, Cao Yingying sighed: "I really want to tell Director Feng about your current situation, but in the end, the stakes are very high, and you can only take the idea yourself." ”
Li Xiaoxue thought for a while and asked, "How much more do you need?" ”
Cao Yingying hesitated again and said, "What Curator Feng means, excluding the final part of the normal auction house, probably, it will take more than 100,000 yuan. ”
"Normal?" Li Xiaoxue smiled bitterly again at these two words, "I know." ”
Listening to Li Xiaoxue's wry smile again, Cao Yingying felt very uncomfortable in her heart, grabbed one of Li Xiaoxue's hands, and said in a heavy voice: "According to my meaning, forget about this matter." Even though you ......"
"Forget it?" Li Xiaoxue didn't let Cao Yingying finish her words, so she shook her head and said annoyedly, "What's the matter?" It's come to this point, how can it be ......"
Cao Yingying didn't wait for Li Xiaoxue to finish speaking, and hurriedly said: "Although you have so much to pay, you can ......"
Li Xiaoxue raised her voice: "Everything is ready, when you only owe the east wind, how can you let me give up like this?" No! No......"
The next sound is almost a fierce collision of two planets, you say a word and I say a word, each has its own words, there is no agreement, water and fire are incompatible.
"But have you ever wondered what kind of situation you are in right now? You've made such a scene, your exhibition ......"
"No, you can't! All I've done for such a long time, for such an exhibition, I can't just ...... it."
"Are you here for the exhibition? Is that really what you intended? You ......"
"That's it! It is! If it's not an art exhibition, what is it? It is! From the beginning! I've never ......."
"Forget it! You'd better calm down! I think you're just crazy right now! You really can't tell which one is big and which one is small? Just for this exhibition, do you ......?"
"I'm very calm! I'm thinking about things about me all the time! I know what I'm doing, and I know what I'm supposed to do! I ......"
"You're just losing a big deal because of a small thing! You only see some of the benefits in front of you, and you don't know what you are going to lose if you cling to these! Haven't you suffered enough? Do you want to continue with your life as you are? You just care about your pay, only think about your money, and only think about making money! Is money important, or is your happiness, your happiness important? You ......"
"What joy? And what happiness? That's too far away for me! In front of me, what I urgently need to solve is money! Money! Money! ”
"That's a lot of money! No one is so high-minded, and everyone knows what money means to a person. Just when we lose at the gambling table and lose it on the road, let's earn it again, let's start again, let's ...... again"
"What do you take and start over? What can be done all over again? It's hard to recover ...... when covered with water"
"You can't be like this, you're too stubborn, you forget that your life is what you should ...... most"
"Don't talk about life anymore? That doesn't mean anything to me anymore! All I need is to get through this! This is a mountain, a mountain in front of me! This mountain is in front of me, not in front of you, and you will not know how heavy it is! I have to ......"
"Alright, alright! I do not know! I don't know anything! I don't understand you, just like the day doesn't understand the darkness of the night! If you want me to say, we don't need to say anything! Cao Yingying's hysterical voice finally restored a bit of silence in the cabin.
They each gasped for a while, Cao Yingying looked at the time again, and asked heartachely: "Xiaoxue, I may really not be able to fully feel your pressure at this time, but at least, I know how sad you are now." I may not be able to give you any real help, but what you said just five minutes ago, have you completely forgotten it? ”
"I ......" Li Xiaoxue listened, and couldn't help but feel a little panic for her intense emotions, as if the "anger" just now was really nameless, or, the one who quarreled with Cao Yingying was not herself at all.
"Xiaoxue," Cao Yingying sighed for Li Xiaoxue again, and asked solemnly, "You answer me honestly, do you still have that surname Zhong in your heart?" ”
Li Xiaoxue didn't expect Cao Yingying to ask such a question, so she flashed her face to the side a little more and said, "No." ”
"At this time, you still insist on holding the art exhibition, but it's not just for money, as you said, right?" Cao Yingying asked further.
"It's not!" Li Xiaoxue replied resolutely.
Cao Yingying simply pressed towards Li Xiaoxue's soul step by step: "Perhaps, you really don't love him as much as you once did, but just because you gave him what you thought was the most precious thing of a woman, you are actually reluctant to leave him." ”
Li Xiaoxue felt that there was something in her body that hit Cao Yingying, and from the inside out, she trembled a little: "No! No! ”
Cao Yingying especially heard the tremor in Li Xiaoxue's voice: "Although your words are so certain, your voice really doesn't have any confidence. ”
Li Xiaoxue shook her head in a panic, pleading, and said, "Yingying, let's go back first." It's not too early. ”
How could Cao Yingying allow the conversation between the two to stop abruptly like this: "You're still running away, you know? ”
"Let's go back, let's go back first." Li Xiaoxue begged like this again, and she looked a little impatient.
"Do you think you can get away with it?" Cao Yingying's voice was fierce, "Everything has been laid out in front of you, waiting for you to make a decision, how can you still sit back and watch like this?" ”
"I didn't! No! Li Xiaoxue retorted loudly again.
Cao Yingying hated, slapped the steering wheel again, and said: "You only say you don't have it, only say you don't have it!" You can't even face your feelings in the moment, aren't you running away? ”
"Feelings! Affection! Li Xiaoxue especially showed great resentment at these two words, "Please don't say anything about your feelings with me!" ”
"I really don't want to talk to you! I'm talking to you about this, and I'm confused! Li Xiaoxue, you are really used to feelings! Cao Yingying said, throwing Li Xiaoxue's hand aside.
Li Xiaoxue was inexplicable: "Habitual? What is customary? Who is used to it? ”
"Do you think that all men in the world will have a crush on you Li Xiaoxue?" Cao Yingying asked indignantly.
Li Xiaoxue was stunned: "What? Yingying, what are you talking about? ”
Cao Yingying is afraid that she can't say where she got this momentum, and she seems to have suppressed it in her heart for a long time: "Yes, you Li Xiaoxue is beautiful, the number one beauty in the world!" Everyone loves it, so you don't know which one is fragrant and which one stinks! ”
Li Xiaoxue almost embarrassed Cao Yingying: "Yingying, everything has a reason, you, why did these words come from?" ”
"Why? Why? God has arranged a different life, and everyone has to be described up and down? Cao Yingying is clearly feeling sorry for herself.
"Yingying! What the hell is going on? Li Xiaoxue grabbed Cao Yingying's arm and asked, and she also had such a guess in her heart, "Is it difficult, it's all because of Assistant Li?" Otherwise, inexplicably, how could she suddenly have these words? Is she jealous of me because of Assistant Li? ”
Cao Yingying was frightened by something, and her pupils widened.
"What's wrong, Yingying?" Li Xiaoxue asked nervously again.
Cao Yingying shook her head violently for a while, and said irritably, "What's wrong?" Not because of you? I really can't look at you like this. One by one, who is not a hundred times stronger than the one surnamed Zhong? You're willing to hang yourself on such a crooked-necked tree! ”
Cao Yingying's words, in Li Xiaoxue's opinion, still didn't match the inconsistency, and it was not good to ask anything more, so she said: "I also understand what you mean." I'll never go back to him, I ......"
"Won't it?" Cao Yingying simply didn't want to hear this anymore, "Don't say such things to me again." Really not, why can't you just say a clean word to him? Really, what are you going to do for this exhibition? Air? I can't figure you out! ”
Li Xiaoxue lowered her head again: "I'll take care of this." ”
Cao Yingying pushed Li Xiaoxue's hand away and said, "There is no need to say anything else." Speaking of which, in the end, Director Feng's side is more practical. Do you still have the money to put into it? ”
Li Xiaoxue suppressed her voice and said, "I'll find some time to talk to Director Feng again." ”
……
Li Junhao drove the car again at this time, and turned a few streets aimlessly.
In his eyes is the beautiful street market with brilliant lights, but in his mind is endless, about the longing between him and Li Xiaoxue.
A few times, he even felt that Li Xiaoxue was right in front of him, and he couldn't help but glance at the passenger seat next to him.