80 Chapter 80

Putting aside Shen Yanru's personal aside, if you want to please someone, you naturally need to do what you like. The other party can give whatever he likes, and he can naturally be likable.

So, what does Shen Yanru like?

In addition to music, An Zhizhi can say more shamelessly that Shen Yanru likes himself.

On the road of music, even though An knows more than ten years of memories, Shen Yanru can still be her teacher, so using this method to please her can obviously only be an axe. An knew that he had thought about confessing in public places such as award ceremonies or concerts, but he obviously did not have such conditions now.

So after thinking about it, there was only one option left.

The way couples please each other, even if Ann knows that he has little experience, he can immediately think of what it will be like.

An Zhizhi once saw a little paragraph on the Internet that said: "What kind of gift do you want?" "I want you."

But to put it into reality, I always feel too shameful. In this kind of thing, An Zhizhi is relatively passive, and the only limited experience she has now is mostly Shen Yanru's initiative, and she will only respond halfway, but at that time, most of them are already confused, and they can only act on instinct.

Therefore, it is really difficult to know that it is a little difficult to start from this aspect to please Shen Yanru.

But--Ann knew and thought again, it was precisely because of the difficulties that it seemed that it was more difficult for him to do this, right? Otherwise, whatever you can get casually, of course, you can't show your sincerity in currying favor with Shen Yanru.

So An knew that after thinking about it, the decision was like this.

She secretly encouraged herself in her heart, and immediately went upstairs to prepare after eating.

As a star, it is inevitable to take care of yourself in order to meet the criticism of the media and fans with the best appearance. Although the requirements for singers will not be as harsh as those for actors, if they can maintain this advantage, naturally no one will be troublesome.

Moreover, in An Xiaoxiao's cognition, every word and deed of public figures is guided, so we must pay special attention to self-cultivation. And "self-cultivation" also includes both internal and external aspects. The inner is the conversation, temperament and connotation, etc., and the external nature is the makeup and dress.

So daily maintenance is also very important for them. Although An Zhixiao and Shen Yanru are not people who will spend four or five hours a day on a diet for their bodies and skin maintenance, they also have basic things.

An Zhizhi tossed in the bathroom for nearly two hours, and finally dressed himself up white, tender and fragrant, and then came out satisfied.

Shen Yanru didn't know what she was going to do at first, but after she stayed in the bathroom for so long, even if she didn't think of it before, she guessed almost now. In fact, she just said it casually, and she wanted to see what An knew what she would do, but she didn't think of it.

But now that An knew that he had thought of it, of course Shen Yanru would not refuse.

In fact, while she was amusing in her heart, she couldn't help but have a little anticipation. What step will Ann know will take?

The French writer Milan Kundera wrote a book called The Unbearable Lightness of Life, in which the protagonist Thomas believes that the spirit and the body should be separated: he loves his wife, but at the same time maintains a physical relationship with his mistress.

Shen Yanru disagreed. For her, if there is no love, then there will hardly be a physical impulse. For more than 20 years of her life, she has lived like a puritan. Zhang Chongyuan even once ridiculed her to her face for being frigid.

At that time, she couldn't imagine that she would be crazy about another person in the future, and even as long as she saw her and touched her, she would be able to tremble from body to soul. However, when all this came, Shen Yanru accepted it with little hesitation.

It's like fate chose this person for her, and there is no choice but to accept it.

Unlike An Zhizhi, Shen Yanru rarely suppressed his desires.

Ann knew that she was sensible very early, and she knew when she was very young that she might not be able to get what she wanted, so she knew how to restrain and know not to ask for it, because only in this way can she please people and get a better life.

But Shen Yanru lacked almost nothing, but she herself abandoned all the things that were at her fingertips. But this life experience has also had a huge impact on her, and for her, there is only whether she wants it or not, and there is no way to get it.

So she never hesitated to express her desires.

This is reflected in her resolute departure from home to devote herself to a career in music.

It's just that in the past so many years, there are really few things that can arouse her concern and make her take the initiative to get. And her silence is often misinterpreted as unwilling to express, so that even family members will inevitably be a little more cautious when getting along with her.

Shen Yanru didn't grow up in that family, and he was already quite estranged from his family, and he couldn't get along freely when he was rarely able to meet, so he gradually confirmed the reputation of "cold heart and cold feelings".

But Shen Yanru himself didn't think so.

She often felt like she had a dormant volcano buried in her heart, ready to wake up at any moment.

And when it erupts, the power is enough to annihilate all restraints and obstacles, and to destroy the withering and decaying, and run rampant.

And Ann knew that she was set on fire.

It's also interesting to ignite this statement. It stands to reason that the volcano's sleep and awakening should be an internal mechanism, but Shen Yanru felt that she was touched by the outside. An knew that he came to her with sunshine, rain and dew, wind, frost, rain and snow, and the truth of all natural cycles.

It's like the inter-tectonic movement of the plates happens to run to this place, and then, the volcano erupts.

She longed to be close to Ann, to touch, to kiss, to hug, and even more intimate. But she longs even more for the closeness that comes from An Zhizhi.

So she just thought she didn't know anything, took the book she had seen half of the time before, and leaned back on the head of the bed to flip through it. It's just that the book has turned a few pages, but I haven't read half a word about what it is. From time to time, I swept the corner of my eyes through the bathroom door to look more energetic.

Then the door opened, and An Zhi walked towards her with a damp mist. Behind her was a room of steaming mist, hazy and ambiguous, which seemed to envelop her whole person so that she could not see clearly.

Ann was a little nervous.

She walked to the bedside almost with her hands and feet.

β€”β€”A bed close to the wall was inconvenient, and if she wanted to enter her own place inside, she had to step over Shen Yanru's body.

Because he was wrapped in a bath towel, he felt that it would fall when the movement was a little bigger, so the action was inevitably a little cautious. And the mattress is too soft, and I always feel unstable when I step on it. An knew that it was not easy for her to stagger up, and if Shen Yanru changed her position, she was immediately unbalanced and fell down.

Shen Yanru opened his arms to catch the person.

Half-dried hair was stuck on her face, with a moist temperature and a faint fragrance.

Shen Yanru leaned over to her neck and sniffed it, only to be sure that it was the smell of rose essential oil, which was light and very pleasant.

"It's fragrant." She whispered praise.

An Zhizhi's face turned red. Fortunately, the hair is scattered, and no one can see this angle.

She struggled slightly, but Shen Yanru hugged her tightly, and instead of breaking it out of herself, this struggle brought her closer.

"Sister, I'm done washing, you go take a bath first." An Zhizhi hurriedly grabbed his bath towel.

"I've washed it." Shen Yanru tried to maintain his calmness and said, "Wash it downstairs." ”

If she guessed what Ann knew what she was going to do, how could she really just sit here and wait? After all, when An knew that he would go to the shower by himself, he would waste half an hour. And most importantly – who knows how long Ann's courage will last? What if she comes back from going to the shower by herself and falls asleep?

So Shen Yanru simply took a shower in the shower downstairs before coming upstairs.

Ann didn't pay attention to it before, but now she realized that her hair was also half-dry, and she had changed into a nightgown.

The Dafa of delaying time lost its effect, and An knew that he was a little at a loss for a while, but he quickly put his thoughts back. You can't give up halfway, isn't it already decided?

Thinking so, she slowly calmed her heartbeat and sat up with her pillow propped up.

But now this posture is more peculiar, she is equivalent to kneeling beside Shen Yanru, and the two are very close.

Shen Yanru didn't speak, just stared at An Zhixiao quietly. An Zhi licked his lips nervously, "I've figured out what to do." ”

"What?"

"It'sβ€”that's it, don't be mad at me." She said confidently, "I just don't want you to worry about this kind of thing." I can't bear to ......"

In the end, the words of the confession almost turned into mumble, if it weren't for the fact that the room was quiet enough, Shen Yanru's ears were also very sensitive, maybe he couldn't hear it at all.

"In my heart, you are like a fairy who eats and drinks dew, lives in the clouds, and does not eat the fireworks of the world...... so how can you be bothered by such mundane things? How glamorous the surface of this circle is, the more unsightly the dirt hidden beneath.

Such an ugly and despicable thing, I'm afraid Shen Yanru has never seen it before, right?

Shen Yanru only felt that one of her hearts seemed to be pinched in An Zhizhi's hands, and whether it was good or bad was only up to her.

As soon as she stretched out her arm and pulled it, An Zhi fell into her arms again defenselessly, and Shen Yanru greeted her and kissed her on the lips.