79 Chapter 79 I'm so upset right now

In fact, I know in my heart that I am not particularly nervous about this matter. It was probably Shen Yanru's calm aura at school that affected her, and she was originally full of anxiety, for fear that something would happen because of this matter, but after seeing Shen Yanru's handling, her heart miraculously quieted down.

Even Zhang Geng, who has been many years later, is not unscrupulous and no one can suppress it, and the reason why most people in the circle turn a blind eye is mostly because it is someone else's business and has not provoked themselves, so they are reluctant to interfere.

What's more, now he is just a student who has no foundation, and his means are still too tender. As long as the studio gets serious, there are many ways to easily solve this problem.

Even if An knew herself, she could now come up with two or three plans in her head.

She was nervous now that she didn't know what kind of attitude Shen Yanru had. She looked like she was angry and trying to settle accounts with herself. But Ann knew that she had thought about it seriously, and she didn't know what she was angry about.

She didn't even know what she was doing before.

The state of "unresolved" is the most terrible, and if there is already a result, then it is nothing more than the difference between actively accepting it or being forced to accept it, at least there is no need to be afraid. On the contrary, this kind of inconclusive time is the most tormenting, because it is unknown.

An Ming sat in the co-pilot's seat nervously, carefully looking at Shen Yanru's face.

However, her face was calm, and nothing could be seen in her expression.

The carriage fell into silence for a while, and this "calm before the storm" made An Zhi fidget, as if there was a glass piece under the chair, and he couldn't sit on it at all, and he couldn't show it, and the whole body was tense to the extreme, just to meet the "unknown" that didn't know when it would come.

At the moment when the atmosphere was extremely depressed and An knew that he was about to blurt out begging for mercy, the body suddenly shook slightly and stopped.

An knew that he was awakened from his thoughts, and looked up with a little stunned, only to find that he was not home, but just a traffic jam.

One of the specialties of the metropolis, it is not impossible to be stuck on the road for an hour or two during the morning and evening rush hours. This means that Shen Yanru's punishment can be delayed by one or two hours, and it also means that she has to endure this kind of torment for an hour or two.

Ann knew that she couldn't tell which option was better.

God probably sensed her hesitation and didn't give her a choice. Because this time it was only blocked for a short period of time, maybe less than ten minutes. After Shen Yanru turned onto the elevated road, the road became much smoother, and he only encountered three red lights all the way home.

When sitting down on the sofa, Shen Yanru chose the opposite position of An Zhizhi. Sitting like this, it felt like an interview or an interrogation, which made An Zhizhi subconsciously straighten his back, and his ten fingers were twisted together because of nervousness.

"Why didn't you tell me before?" Shen Yanru finally opened his mouth.

"I ......" An Zhizhi only felt nervous, her mind was full of mush, and she tried to find words that could describe her mood at the time, "I just think that will cause you trouble, and it is not an important matter......

What's more, she doesn't know how to talk about this kind of thing. Say "There is a rumor about me having an affair with another boy at school"? I always felt that it was not a big deal, and telling Shen Yanru solemnly was a bit like showing off and demonstrating.

At that time, she thought that this matter was easy to solve, where could she have thought that this kind of thing would also appear in the situation of "praying mantis catching cicadas, and yellow finches behind"?

After realizing that things couldn't be good, An knew that he immediately took the initiative to call to explain.

It's just that now it seems that it's still a little late after all.

"Nothing about you is unimportant." Shen Yanru said with a straight face, "Although these are trivial matters, they are likely to have an impact on your star path, and they cannot be ignored." In the future, when you encounter this kind of thing, you must tell me in time, understand? ”

"Understood." An Zhi nodded hurriedly.

Shen Yanru was a little satisfied.

The lack of human hearts is not enough, and she did not understand until now. In the past, she seemed to have no desires and no desires, and the huge family business was waiting for her to inherit, but Shen Yanru would rather give the opportunity to her cousin and make the music she likes by herself, which can not only make the family relationship harmonious, but also do what she is interested in, there is nothing wrong. Later, she finally broke into the status and reputation in the circle, but she said that she turned behind the curtain and did not have any nostalgia.

Shen Yanru once doubted whether he liked music so much.

Maybe she really likes it, but it's not important enough to sway her.

Good or bad, she doesn't really care. There is no person or thing in this world that she wants to grab and never let go.

Such a person lives a very free and easy life, but he often feels that his whole life seems to be floating, unable to step on the ground, and has no purpose, just drifting with the current.

But since meeting An Zhizhi, Shen Yanru has repeatedly broken his previous principles and boundaries.

At first, she just wanted to cultivate An Zhizhi, and then unknowingly developed feelings for her. She originally thought that this relationship could only be buried deeply, but God forbid that this is not her unrequited love alone. Now that the two are officially in a relationship, she hopes to be closer to each other......

Step by step, she moves closer to Ann, but when a goal is reached, a new one will be born.

It seems that this heart will never be satisfied.

For example, at this moment, although she kept a straight face and made an angry appearance, the object of her anger was not actually An Zhizhi, but herself.

She knew early on that An Zhizhi was so good, and once she appeared in front of everyone, there would definitely be many people who liked her and loved her, were obsessed with her, and were crazy about her, but when she really met this sentence, she realized that in fact, she hoped to hide An Zhizhi well and not let anyone see her.

Don't let her out of her sight, completely occupy her world, let her only see, hear, feel herself, and nothing else. It seems that this is the only way to make the relationship safe.

It's not that Shen Yanru doesn't believe that An Zhizhi knows, in fact, she understands An Zhizhi's feelings for her, and it is impossible for her to change her mind so easily. It's just that seeing so many people walking into her world one by one and taking away part of her attention, I can't help but be jealous.

There is a sentence that she will never say to An Zhizhi: When she encounters such a thing, she would rather call Zhou Yu than tell herself, Shen Yanru is very, very unhappy in her heart!

She also has such ugly times, if An knows about it, will she be disappointed in her?

With such a mind that is not humane to outsiders, Shen Yanru naturally will not analyze them one by one in front of An Zhizhi. Occasionally, as an elder, she also needs to maintain some kind of dignity and face in front of An Zhi. In An Zhizhi's heart, she must be a capable and trustworthy sister, as for the rest, she doesn't need to know.

So after An knew that he admitted his mistake, Shen Yanru thought about it and said, "Since you know that you are wrong, you should reflect on it." I'm not happy about this, and when you're in a good mood, it's up to you to perform. ”

- She won't admit it, in fact, there is nothing wrong with Ann Zhizhi in this matter, and she can't find more words to teach her more, so she simply kicks the ball directly to Ann Zhi.

An Zhixiao was slightly stunned, this was the first time that Shen Yanru said "I'm not happy" in front of her.

Although every first time is a breakthrough worth happy about, which means that the boundary between two people is gradually broken and they are no longer "outsiders", but - how to deal with Shen Yanru when he is angry? She's completely inexperienced!

After Shen Yanru finished speaking, he got up and went upstairs directly.

An Zhi thought about it and decided to take the initiative to prepare dinner, which is also one of the "good performances", right?

When she finished the dish and went upstairs to call Shen Yanru, she didn't find anyone. It took two circles to find her in the dark library. Shen Yanru sat on the bay window behind the curtain, holding a book to read.

An knew that he had lived in Shen Yanru's house for so long, but he didn't realize that there was a hole behind the curtain.

There are soft cushions on the windowsill, and the foldable small table can be folded to put tea and snacks, make a pot of tea and buy a few snacks in the afternoon, sit here in the sun and read a book, kill time, I don't know how comfortable it will be. From the window, you can see half of the city, which is a great view.

"Sister, you are hiding so deeply, I didn't even know that this was like this." An Xiao said softly, if Shen Yanru hadn't answered when she opened the door to call someone, she wouldn't have been able to find this place at all.

Speaking of which, although An knew that she was very excited about Shen Yanru's library, in fact, she had hardly entered it, and she always felt that this was a very sacred place that she could not set foot in easily. Except for the one time I went in at the beginning, even if I wanted to read a book, I only looked at the ones that Shen Yanru took out and put in the bedroom.

Shen Yanru was a little surprised, and laughed in a low voice, "I thought you regarded this place as your home, and you had already inspected it." ”

There was a bit of ridicule and laughter in her words, but as soon as she put it away, she quickly put her face back on and asked, "What are you doing here for me?" I almost forgot that she was still in an "angry" state.

An Zhizhi also came back to his senses, "Oh, dinner is ready, can you go down and eat a little?" ”

"Okay." Shen Yanru put down the book in his hand.

By the time she got out of the library, she had already adjusted her expression, her face was calm, she didn't smile, and it seemed difficult to get close. This is the expression that Shen Yanru will only put on when he is outside, and it is very easy to use it now.

However, An knew that she was a little apprehensive by her expression, and she ate absent-mindedly at a meal.

How to make Shen Yanru happy?

An Zhi thought for a moment and found that he had no choice at all. Because in her heart, Shen Yanru should always be the all-powerful image, and things like adjusting her mood don't need her to worry about it at all.

In fact, An Zhi once doubted, would Shen Yanru really be angry?

She seems to behave calmly at all times, and nothing can shake her.

How can such a person be pleased?