Zhong Youcheng returned to the hospital, and Li Xiaoxue also became Zhong Youcheng's model.

Still in the hospital, Zhong Youcheng couldn't wait to sketch Li Xiaoxue.

"Why are you in such a hurry, can't you paint again after you get out of the hospital?" Li Xiaoxue, who was sitting opposite Zhong Youcheng, asked Zhong Youcheng with a smile.

Zhong Youcheng's brushes still rustled on the paper, and the two eyeballs that were sunk into their sockets jumped between Li Xiaoxue and the paper from time to time, and he replied: "In the past six months, I want to capture everything about you as much as possible, so that I can be the material of my life." ”

Lifetime? When Li Xiaoxue heard this, she couldn't tell what kind of taste it was in her heart. What a longing word. How many beautiful wishes are associated with this one word.

Li Xiaoxue agreed to be his Zhong Youcheng's model for half a year, but there was no contract signed between the two of them, who can say that they must really only be a model for half a year?

Of course, no one can be sure that it will take half a year. Li Xiaoxue is not a full-time model, and she did it for Zhong Youcheng, all to help Zhong Youcheng. Since it is helping, to what extent, who can care or restrict?

Li Xiaoxue knew that no one around her would understand and support her decision to model Zhong Youcheng.

Especially Han Haitao. Probably, no man can calmly accept his lover to be such a model for another man. It's reasonable to say what benefits you can really get, but Li Xiaoxue is completely obligatory.

Why do you do this obligation to a man who can't be beaten? Don't say that Han Haitao doesn't understand, even the current Li Xiaoxue himself hasn't completely figured it out!

It is already very inappropriate to be alone with a man other than Han Haitao for such a long time, and it is impossible to do such an obligation again.

Oh, no, I can't just say it, it's just not clear. Between men and women, the most feared thing is that it is not clear.

As a model for Zhong Youcheng, Li Xiaoxue clearly remembers that it has been five days. In the past five days, she has lied to Han Haitao three times. Every time she lied, she wanted to say to herself that she was kind, but every time, she was extremely guilty. She didn't want her emotions to be mixed with even a little bit of falsehood, but unexpectedly, for Zhong Youcheng, she trapped herself again and again. I don't know how many times there will be such reluctance, but for sure, it is indispensable. She really didn't want to be deceived like this, although, at least, there was no malice. Several times, she impulsively wanted to explain all this to Han Haitao, but even if she really had such courage, she couldn't organize a set of words that could make Han Haitao agree.

Of course, Li Xiaoxue doesn't have to fulfill her promise to Zhong Youcheng. Don't say that such verbal words are written in black and white, and those who don't admit it to death, are there still few in this world? However, deep down in her heart, she doesn't know how to do it, and she really wants to help Zhong Youcheng, who claims to be born as an artist and has a bad fate. She still doesn't know what Zhong Youcheng has done for art, but Zhong Youcheng's dedication, she seems to have really seen it. Zhong Youcheng's skinny body, in her opinion, should be a kind of painstaking dedication to art. Once, she also had the passion to do her ideals without hesitation, but in the end, it was just passion. People like Zhong Youcheng can't just be described in sentences with ideals, she feels that if she doesn't make some achievements in her lifetime, she really shouldn't be. And if it is really because she hinders the development of Zhong Youcheng's artistic path, is it also her Li Xiaoxue's regret?

In addition, there is another point that makes Li Xiaoxue not break her promise to Zhong Youcheng again. That is, every time she sees Zhong Youcheng's art, she is still intoxicated like that night.

Facing her portrait, Li Xiaoxue's heart will always be purified spotlessly. In this era when people don't know what they're busy with and don't know why they're so busy, it's really a rare thing to be able to calm down and appreciate yourself like this.

Li Xiaoxue seems to only hope that she can spend her days as a model for Zhong Youcheng like these five days. For Han Haitao's guilt, she thought, she could only make up for it with ten times more love.

"You've been drawing two big books these days. Don't forget, you're recuperating. Li Xiaoxue said with a smile again.

"Even if I want to rest, do you think I can stop?" Zhong Youcheng said, the rustle of the brush on the paper was much louder and faster, "It's not my hand that controls the brush, but the brush that controls my hand." ”

Li Xiaoxue smiled again: "No wonder." ”

"What? What's the wonder? Zhong Youcheng asked casually.

Li Xiaoxue just smiled and didn't answer.

Zhong Youcheng's mind was all on the painting, so he didn't ask again.

In this way, after more than half an hour, Zhong Youcheng's hand finally stopped.

"Your paintbrush finally let you go?" Li Xiaoxue asked with a smile, then got up and came to Zhong Youcheng.

"How?" Zhong Youcheng was like a child, and gave his painting in front of Li Xiaoxue and asked.

Li Xiaoxue only felt that she had painted herself too beautifully, and she was embarrassed to say it, so she smiled and asked Zhong Youcheng: "It's time to eat, right?" ”

"When?" Zhong Youcheng asked rhetorically.

Li Xiaoxue shook her head: "It's going to be dark, when did you say it was?" ”

Zhong Youcheng really glanced out the window, sighed unconsciously, and said, "The day is going to pass again." ”

"I haven't finished my meal for the day." Li Xiaoxue said, and brought the food she bought outside when she came.

"Okay, let's eat." Zhong Youcheng said, showing a little reluctance.

Li Xiaoxue delivered the meal to Zhong Youcheng: "What? Is it unappetizing? I don't know what you like to eat. Ask you, you just two words, whatever. ”

"No, no, no!" Zhong Youcheng hurriedly said, "Three meals a day, I'm really not used to it." ”

"Not used to it?" Li Xiaoxue asked puzzled.

"I," Zhong Youcheng explained with a smile, "I don't usually eat on time." No matter what, when you're hungry, you can take a bite, and when you're not hungry, you can't really remember to eat. ”

When Li Xiaoxue heard this, her eyes were inexplicably hot. It's just that he didn't want Zhong Youcheng to see it, so he turned around and spoke again, his throat and eyes were a little tight: "That's not good, your body is important." ”

"It's not that I don't understand." Zhong Youcheng said, sighing slightly, "This is with you, otherwise, I really can't remember this meal after meal." ”

Hearing Zhong Youcheng say "This is with you", Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable, picked up the kettle, said "I'll go fetch water", lowered her head, and walked out.

"And half a jug of water!" Zhong Youcheng reminded.

Li Xiaoxue felt that the kettle in her hand was still quite heavy, but she had already walked to the door, how could she still put it down?

"Oh, it's full, so I'll have it ready for you for the night." Li Xiaoxue said and walked out of the door.

Li Xiaoxue should have wanted to come out and calm down, but she didn't want to, but she felt even more chaotic.

Li Xiaoxue knows that she is too careful, but she is already too careful, what can she do?

I just don't think about it. Li Xiaoxue's pace sped up a lot.

"Oh, oh, oh", Li Xiaoxue planned to use her footsteps to keep her heart from being so messy, but she didn't want to, so she only walked a dozen steps before she was stopped by a familiar voice.

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