Li Xiaoxue was busy with the work at hand, and the hospital where Zhong Youcheng lived called and said that Zhong Youcheng had disappeared early in the morning.

"Although the patient only has a slight concussion, if he does not cooperate with the treatment, it is still easy to leave sequelae such as dizziness, vomiting, memory loss and so on. Of course, if the patient does not want to continue treatment in our hospital, please come and go through the discharge procedures. The doctor emphasized in particular.

Li Xiaoxue thanked the doctor, didn't think about it, asked for a leave from the company, and hurriedly came to Zhong Youcheng's rental house.

It wasn't until Li Xiaoxue's hand was about to knock on the door that Li Xiaoxue felt a little abrupt.

"How did I, how could this be?" Li Xiaoxue asked herself in her heart, and retracted her raised hand again.

"I can't do this, I can't do this......" Li Xiaoxue whispered to herself again, and slowly, she turned back.

"I've done my ...... as a friend, no, what friends are we? Me and him are just ......, hey, what's that? In short, I rescued him from the group of people who beat him, I sent him to the hospital, and I left him food and everything I could do......" Li Xiaoxue comforted herself like this, and slowly, she walked downstairs.

"No, no!" It seems that another Li Xiaoxue is standing in front of Li Xiaoxue, who has already walked down a few stairs, "At least, you should explain the consequences to others!" ”

"Yes," Li Xiaoxue stood still, and said again in her heart, "If he leaves the symptoms that the doctor said because of this, Li Xiaoxue, don't you feel guilty?" Li Xiaoxue, Li Xiaoxue, what's wrong with you? If you really have a relationship, it's just a very, very legitimate relationship. What's that that makes you so complicated? Even if it's an ordinary friend, colleague, neighbor, or even passerby, it's just a reminder, it's not too much, right? ”

In this way, Li Xiaoxue turned back again, afraid that she would hesitate again, and her steps were much faster than before.

However, when Li Xiaoxue's hand was about to touch the door, as if someone had applied the immobilization method, Li Xiaoxue's entire body froze instantly.

For more than ten seconds, Li Xiaoxue's eyelashes first moved, and then she quickly grabbed her hand hanging in front of the door tightly in her other hand.

Li Xiaoxue really didn't know what she had done, just out of kindness, she wanted Zhong Youcheng to continue to receive treatment, but unexpectedly, she couldn't knock on such an iron door in front of her.

hated Zhong Youcheng, he didn't even have a mobile phone. Otherwise, how happy it is to make a phone call!

I can't get a mouth out, otherwise, why would I be beaten up for stealing someone's bread?

Isn't it enough to do some work to ensure your most basic life?

Li Xiaoxue thought about Zhong Youcheng again, and shook her head at the door in front of her.

"Is this a dilemma?" Li Xiaoxue didn't know whether she was asking the door or herself, but the result was the same, neither the door nor herself could answer.

Li Xiaoxue never believed that there was still a dilemma in this world. is also young and frivolous, and he has never experienced it personally. And now, at least, she asked something like that.

In other words, others will laugh at her Li Xiaoxue, and they will also say something similar to "It's not a thing" to her Li Xiaoxue. I don't understand the darkness of the day and the night, it's not like that, so naturally I won't understand that kind of person. A person is the most stupid, so he lives for others to see. Who really puts themselves in the shoes of others?

Li Xiaoxue encountered such an embarrassing situation. She is so rare that even if it is just an iron door, she can't knock on it.

"Hey—"

Li Xiaoxue let out a long sigh, and unconsciously, she turned back again.

At the moment when Li Xiaoxue turned around, she suddenly saw that Zhong Youcheng was standing half-story up the stairs.

Zhong Youcheng's face was still a few bruises, his eyes were deep in his sockets, full of amazement, looking at Li Xiaoxue, I don't know how long it has been.

Li Xiaoxue has only seen such a stunned look in the eyes of the actor in a Hollywood movie. To be honest, she was really moved by such a look at the time, so much so that a few years later, most of the plot of the movie has been forgotten, but it is this look that makes her remember it vividly.

In Li Xiaoxue's view, such a shock will only belong to the smash hit male star who makes hundreds of millions of women crazy, who would have thought that today, she has seen the "realistic version".

Li Xiaoxue suddenly stood between Zhong Youcheng and Zhong Youcheng's rental house, and was at a loss, Zhong Youcheng turned around after two tears flashed in his eyes, and ran down.

Li Xiaoxue didn't have time to think about it, shouted Zhong Youcheng's name, and then chased after him.

ran straight to the entrance of the door, and ran to the place where Li Xiaoxue saw Zhong Youcheng's skinny bones clearly for the first time, Zhong Youcheng suddenly stood still.

Li Xiaoxue stood down about two meters away from Zhong Youcheng.

"Why run?" Li Xiaoxue, who had not yet breathed evenly, rushed at Zhong Youcheng's back and asked such words, faintly, her heart was trembling.

Zhong Youcheng only twisted his head back, and then twisted back forward, looking like he wanted to speak and stopped.

"Why don't you stay in the hospital?" Li Xiaoxue asked again.

"No why." Zhong Youcheng replied, and there seemed to be a bit of resentment in his stubbornness.

"Do you know the consequences of this? You can have after-effects from this, you know? Li Xiaoxue said again.

"So what? So what's your business? Zhong Youcheng suddenly turned around like this, his skinny face was full of tears.

Li Xiaoxue was startled by this shout at first, and then she felt that her heart was screaming a sharp knife and slashed hard, and two tears swirled in her eyes.

"Why did you save me? Why are you paying me for medical treatment? Why did you give me food? Why? Why is that? What is the reason for this? Zhong Youcheng asked Li Xiaoxue one by one, tears crackling, like beans, falling straight down.

Li Xiaoxue could only shake her head, only uncomfortable.

"Why did you do all this for me and not even want to see me?" Zhong Youcheng also asked, "Do you think you are a savior?" Do you think that if you do this, you will be recognized and appreciated? You are wrong, Li Xiaoxue, you are very wrong! ”

"I didn't think about that. Really, no. Li Xiaoxue almost muttered.

"Of course you wouldn't want to!" Zhong Youcheng became more and more excited, "What you are thinking about is just showing kindness to others, not wanting to reciprocate, isn't it?" ”

"I didn't think that way either!" Li Xiaoxue shook her head and said.

"You didn't think about it, but you did it! You only do what you want, and you don't think about other people's feelings! Oh, and stop saying you didn't think so. You may not really think like this, what you gave me Zhong Youcheng is you, and it is nothing at all. Your two bags of food are all snacks after your meal, but here in my Zhong Youcheng, it is a lifesaver! Don't, don't speak, you listen to me first. If you don't say it, I know it. You may not be able to understand what I say! You're rich, yes, and all you have are hundred-dollar bills. Take out a dozen casually, don't smash me to death, but also smash my head full of bags! No, don't admit it! You don't have to explain anything. I also know that you are kind and well-intentioned, and you are kind and compassionate. You can afford it, but I, but I can't afford it! What am I? What am I? I, Zhong Youcheng, are as alive as a stray dog! Stray dogs! Zhong Youcheng blocked Li Xiaoxue's mouth again and again, and after laughing for a while, the look in his eyes suddenly reappeared, "No! No, no, no! I'm not as fucking good as a stray dog. A stray dog can still beg for food, but I can only grab it. A stray dog is lucky enough to be picked up by a kind person, and I, and I ......, oh, look at me, I just said it, why did I forget it? Who said that I, Zhong Youcheng, can't meet a kind person? I've met it too! I got two big bags of food! But! Li Xiaoxue, let me tell you, I didn't move a single bite of your things! ”

"You're so boring! Do whatever you like! You and I have nothing to do with each other, and I don't need to talk to you anymore! Li Xiaoxue, who finally waited for Zhong Youcheng to stop, threw down such words angrily, raised his feet and left.

"Li Xiaoxue!" Zhong Youcheng grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm again, and the whole person also lowered his head with the deflated ball, apologized, and said, "I know, you are all for my good." ”

"But I don't know why I'm being nice to you." Li Xiaoxue's words were originally meant to be said in her heart, but she blurted out somehow.

When she boarded, if there was a crack in the ground, Li Xiaoxue really wanted to get in.

Zhong Youcheng's heart was like a warm current, he raised his head, looked at Li Xiaoxue's panicked face, and called Li Xiaoxue's name very affectionately.

Li Xiaoxue called Zhong Youcheng numb, and hurriedly said, "I still have something", and was about to leave.

"Li Xiaoxue," Zhong Youcheng grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm tighter, begging, "Can't you help me succeed in art?" ”

Li Xiaoxue thought about it again, and finally said, "I'm sorry." ”

Zhong Youcheng's face was full of confusion again: "Why? You can do so much for me, why can't you model me? I need you, really. ”

"No, I just don't want to." Li Xiaoxue replied simply and crisply.

Zhong Youcheng became even more painful: "Why? Why can't I succeed? Did I, Zhong Youcheng, do anything wrong, God just treated me like this? ”

Li Xiaoxue shook her head: "God didn't treat anyone badly, it's just that you are too persistent." Too much attachment is attachment. Attachment is the real source of your suffering. ”

"No!" Zhong Youcheng was simply afraid to hear this, and retorted, "I'm not obsessed! Thinking about things that are simply impossible is called obsession! I have the ability to succeed at all, and my success is only one step away. Li Xiaoxue, as long as you are willing to help me, I will definitely succeed! ”

Li Xiaoxue still shook her head: "Nothing is certain!" ”

"I also know," Zhong Youcheng's expression was resolute, and his whole skinny face was even tighter, "but that doesn't include my success." My success is certain! Li Xiaoxue, help me, I, Zhong Youcheng, have begged you alone in my life. ”

"I've begged you alone. Now, I ask you to let me go. I've been out for a long time and I'm going back to the company. Li Xiaoxue still rejected Zhong Youcheng.

"Half a year, just half a year, isn't it okay?" Zhong Youcheng still refuses to let go.

Li Xiaoxue seemed to think about it for a while, and finally said, "Please let me go." ”

"Why? Why? Zhong Youcheng shouted again, like an injured beast, "Those who are deceived and deceived can succeed, and my lofty ideals can only come to naught?" Could it be that in this world, there really can't be a heart that yearns for nobility? ”

Li Xiaoxue listened to Zhong Youcheng's helplessness as if she was asking, and there was no lack of feeling in her heart. This kind of feeling, after she left the campus, gradually disappeared, at this time, suddenly called Zhong Youcheng, who was like burning, hooked up, and couldn't help it, as if he had returned to his simple years when he could talk about ideals and love.

"I, Zhong Youcheng, am also a self-respecting person," Zhong Youcheng also said, "not only has self-esteem, but self-esteem is extremely strong!" But I've lived my life like this. I'm a man in my twenties, and I've given almost everything for the sake of art, but, often, I really can't even eat a full meal. Why did I end up in such a field? How can I be like a person, a dog is not like a dog? Don't think I'm laughing at myself. Someone really scolded me for not even being as good as a dog! Am I lazy to eat? I have to work in front of the drawing board for more than ten hours every day! Oh, I said it's work, and you'll probably laugh at me, too, but, yes, that is. I'm a painter and my job is to create. Time should not be wasted, talent should not be wasted. It is not so much that God has given me artistic talent, but that God has borrowed my hand to preserve the works of art in the world. Otherwise, my hand would often not stop in front of the drawing board. Li Xiaoxue, when I say this, I don't know if you can understand, I really hope that you can agree to my request. ”

The blood in Li Xiaoxue's body was like boiling fire, and it gradually heated up. Such words full of youthful passion lie in her, and it has been a long time.

Zhong Youcheng had already seen a little hope in Li Xiaoxue's eyes, and he lost no time in begging again: "Half a year, just half a year, Li Xiaoxue, how about it?" ”

Li Xiaoxue finally lowered her head again, and just said softly: "Then, you also have to promise me to cure your illness first, is it okay?" ”

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