158, I am Situ Wugong
I never told Zuo Xiaomei what my name was, and she never asked. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
But now, as soon as she opened her mouth, she called me "Situ Wugong".
Situ Wugong is just a dream. The left-handed beauty, the powerful reaper, is just a soy sauce character in a dream.
But now she's in front of me, and she's a so-called "star"; What's even worse is that she thinks I'm "Situ Wugong"!
I feel like I'm going to run out of it. Because I can't tell the difference between reality and dreams. Does Situ Wugong really exist? So both Mengmeng and Situ exist?
Reapers, too? Harvest day is approaching? The ontology is waiting to harvest the world?
These questions threw my mind into a mess. What will my life look like? Is my life going to end? Am I really just a remnant? I was absorbed into my body by Situ Wugong?
We just live in an illusory fantasy, but in it we are human beings; And what if we break this illusion? We're going to be ghosts.
Maybe the truth is so ridiculous: when we think of ourselves as real individuals, we are actually only in a false illusion; And when we try to break through this illusion and want to be real, we become unreal phantoms.
So the question is, if this is really an illusion, do I still have to break it? Just to pursue to get out of this illusion, to seek the truth, and then become an unreal phantom yourself?
Zhang Zhiwei said loudly: "Huh?! How do you know his screen name? Damn, you weren't netizens before, right? Do you also play games online? ”
Screen name?
This trick again? Routines, all routines! The question is, why don't I know my own screen name? Instead, it is up to someone else's mouth to illustrate this? Could it really be that something is wrong with my memory?
So I'm going to try to remember. Do I really have a screen name called Situ Wugong? I was shocked when I heard Zuo Xiaomei call me "Situ Wugong"; And now when I try to think about it, I am even more shocked because I find out that I really have a screen name called "Situ Wugong". Could it be that Situ Wugong turned out to be my own failure?
Could it be that I am not Zhang Liang, but Situ Wugong?
If this is really a huge illusion, if this is really in Situ Wugong's body, if I am really Situ Wugong, could it be that I have trapped myself here?
And the so-called real Situ Wugong is actually just a piece of my personality?
What's more, I just lifted my glasses.
Glasses have always been with me, of course; I've almost completely forgotten that it exists. But at this time I noticed.
In the dream when I was watching the movie, I didn't have glasses, and it was Situ Wugong who really wore glasses; But now it's me who wears glasses.
It seemed that everything was slowly becoming clearer - except for my still somewhat confusing memories.
But in other words, just a dream, of course, it is impossible to affect a person in a situation where memory is confused, which is unscientific in itself, and ordinary dreams will be quickly forgotten after waking up, but why do I remember it so clearly? But I still want to think of it as just a dream; If it was really just a dream, maybe something else happened, or my memory wouldn't have changed like this.
The biggest problem now is that I barely remember what I really looked like.
Who am I? Am I Situ Wugong? Or am I Zhang Liang?
"Are there any mirrors?" I hurriedly asked Xia to be careful.
"What kind of mirror do you want on the big night?"
Huang Feihong suddenly smiled and said, "I heard that looking in the mirror in the middle of the night will attract ghosts." ”
Xia carefully said, "I think he's going to see a hell now." ”
"Are there any mirrors?"
For beautiful women, of course, they carry a mirror with them. Xia carefully took out her makeup case, and I snatched it, but the night was too dark for me to see clearly; Kudohachi turned the flashlight to my face, and I saw me in the mirror.
It was a face I hated in that dream, and of course I wore glasses.
It turned out to be really Situ Wugong?
I screamed and threw the vanity case out.
This is not scientific! Did I look like this? What if it was really a dream in which I turned into someone else's appearance and imagined myself as the villain? But it's not right, because my personality in the dream is completely myself. And more importantly, I don't even know what I look like now.
Although I don't usually look beautiful and don't like to look in the mirror, I can't forget what I look like.
It's something more serious than hell.
If it was a dream, it's better to say it's a dream now, right?
But I've tried it before, and it really hurts to pinch myself hard. So in that sense, I'm sober. So is it my hallucination? It shouldn't be.
So the biggest problem now is that I may have been sent back to the past, and it wasn't just a dream, it really happened, otherwise I wouldn't have remembered it so clearly. It's just that things have changed again, for example, the biggest change is that I am now Xia Chengxin's boyfriend, and I don't know if Liu Tianxin played any role in this incident.
And what's more, I met Erpi Face and the policeman in advance in the movie theater. There are also people who have also encountered wealth robbery before, and of course, Zhang Zhiwei, the eight female men of the empty road, and others.
These people have something to do with what happened before, and they have entered my life early with this change.
Just what should I do next? Completely clueless. Because everything has changed. I wonder if Meng Meng has ever encountered this situation before? If the so-called "rebirth" is not completely repeated as written in the web novel, what advantage is there to speak of?
I am now absolutely sure that this Zuo Xiaomei is a left-handed beauty, a terrible reaper. Did she appear here on purpose to harvest me in advance? Or is she also waiting for awakening?
And what kind of goods is that Zhao Banxian? Never seen him before. Now it seems that he is definitely not an unknown person, he should really be a guardian.
I grabbed my hair hard. What the hell is Situ Wugong? Could it really be that I can't do it myself? Am I trapped here? But why would I do it again? Could it be that my soul has mutated and transformed into the inexplicable personality of Situ Wugong?
"Ah Liang, what's wrong with you?" Natsu carefully grabbed my hand.
I don't know if I look very abnormal in their eyes. Because now I feel that I am very abnormal. The truth of the matter is often shocking, and I now feel like I'm really getting close to that truth. Maybe I can go to Mengmeng.
It's just that deep down, I'm very disgusted with these things. Because I don't like that kind of life. Can I numb myself inside and see this place as the real world?
Now it seems that it cannot be done. What needs to happen will still happen.
Zhang Zhiwei shrugged his shoulders and said, "Is it really a hell of a thing?" ”
Zuo Xiaomei smiled and said, "Go to me, it's a long night, it's better for everyone to chat than to stand here, right?" ”
I don't know how to say it, I just glared at her viciously.
Did she show up early just to wake me up even more? Am I really going to be able to stab her?
But I don't have a knife in my hand. If I had, I might have done it.
Then she's going to get into trouble and kill us all, and we're just a dish in front of her anyway.
I lifted my glasses and breathed a sigh of relief. Well, since things are already like this, no matter how much you think about it, you can't change it. Regardless of whether I look like Situ Wugong on the outside or Zhang Liang as I imagined, as long as I think I am Zhang Liang, maybe that's enough.
"I'm fine." I held Xia Chengxin's hand and looked up at the dark night sky, there were really stars and moons, and it looked quite good. If this is really in Situ Wugong or my own body, this world is a little too real. And what we think is the real outside world, is it the same as this world, just in the body of a giant? Maybe we're all just phantoms somewhere.
"I was scared to death, why did you suddenly think to look in the mirror? Narcissistic again? ”
"No, I just want to see if I'm handsome. You tell me? ”
"Wearing a pair of glasses, it's ugly."
"Really?"
"Ugly, ugly, I don't know what to like of you. But there is a more important thing, when we go to college and we are not together, what should we do? ”
"Huh? Which university did you apply to? ”
"What about your memory?"
It's not that I can't remember. But why don't I know a lot about what happened before? In addition to the confusion of memories, another fundamental reason is that I can't really remember a lot of things before this point in time. I was like an outsider, suddenly cut in at this point in time, and I was at a loss for everything. And a lot of my own things come from other people's mouths. It's a bit like there's such a person in the world itself, and I suddenly take possession of his body, but his memory doesn't leave much for me.
"Forget it, what's the use of talking too much about these things? We'll talk about it then. ”
Zuo Xiaomei glanced at me. I don't know what she meant. Of course, I don't think much of it. Now I don't want to kill her. If you can really live such a peaceful life, maybe it's a good thing. At least Situ Wugong's appearance is a little better than I imagined, although he wears a pair of glasses.
We went to her cottage together.
It's a small cabin, but it's much better than expected, because there is a living room-like hall and a bedroom.
There is also a small wooden table and several small wooden stools in the living room. Of course, it's not enough to sit, but it's not hard for us to stand. The furnishings here are very simple, there is a small puddle in one corner, dug under the stone wall, and the water in it is so clear that it can be seen that it is drinking water; Next to the small puddle were a few bags, which were supposed to be her usual items and food.
"If I knew you were coming, I would have put the beer in the water and ice it first, but luckily it's shady, so you won't mind if you don't ice it, right?"
Zhang Zhiwei said loudly: "What do you mind? Just have wine! ”