Shen Yanru decided not to bother with the celebratory dinner.

Although human relations are very important, when An knew that she was crying like this in her arms, she really didn't have the energy or strength to take care of it.

Anyway, the awards ceremony was present, and the celebratory dinner was just the icing on the cake.

When the time comes, Xuan Zihang and Zhou Yu can't find anyone, so they will naturally find a suitable excuse for them. Not everyone will attend the dinner party, so as long as you can come up with the right reasons, there will be no problem.

Although Ann knew that the queen was not there, the dinner party would inevitably lose its color. But there are a lot of protagonists tonight, so if you can't do it, you can say that you are unwell. Anyway, no one would really investigate what was wrong with her body.

Since he didn't plan to go any further, time suddenly became abundant. Shen Yanru was a little stunned when he saw An Zhizhi, and realized that his tone was too tough, so he lowered his voice and said, "You know, I'm worried about you." ”

An Zhi was still sobbing softly, although she couldn't see it, but Shen Yanru could imagine that her eyes must be red.

"What the hell is going on, tell me, okay?" Shen Yanru began to follow the temptation, "No matter what it is, I will be by your side to face it with you." But you are like this, I don't know anything, I am very worried, I can only follow you sadly. You don't want that, right? ”

"I ......," Ann opened her mouth, "I don't know what to say." ”

"Let's start at the beginning, don't worry, we still have a lot of time." Shen Yan said.

An Zhizhi suddenly retreated, "Aren't we going down to the dinner party?" It's almost time, right? She asked.

"We're not going." Shen Yanru said casually, "If I don't figure out your question today, I can't let go of it." You're going to be absent with me once. ”

Speaking of which, for Shen Yanru, participating in these activities has always been very capricious. You don't have to be present at the awards ceremony, let alone a dinner. In recent years, she has accompanied An Zhizhi to participate in the award ceremony, and every time she stays until the end, which makes people forget her usual style for a while.

So she said this sentence very easily, but it reminded An Zhizhi of this.

Although Shen Yanru said it lightly, An knew that Shen Yanru was firm from her previous attitude and this move. I'm afraid that unless I make it clear, it's not over today.

An knew that he was silent for a while, and his mind was full of ideas, and he didn't know where to start for a while. And it was so sensational that if she did, she would have to reorganize her language.

However, Shen Yanru understood her silence as embarrassment, and couldn't help but regret that she had pressed too hard.

It's just that she really can't tolerate it. If it was just An Zhi that there was something to hide from him, after all, Shen Yanru was very sure that An Zhi would not do anything harmful to him. In this case, there must be a reason why she doesn't say it.

But this incident obviously had a great impact on An Zhizhi, who had cried once on the podium just now, and now cried again. And Shen Yanru was keenly aware that this matter might have something to do with him. If this heart disease can't be removed, sooner or later it will become the first knot between her and An Zhiming.

What's worse is that even if she wants to solve it, she doesn't know where to start.

So she could only ask An Zhi to tell her everything.

She thought for a moment, reached out and hugged An Zhizhi into her arms, let her face against herself, and gently patted her back. This action is actually a bit like coaxing a child, but it is undeniable that it can give people a sense of security.

An knew that in such an atmosphere, he slowly calmed down.

She also realized that it was impossible to hide this matter for a lifetime.

Although in fact, to this day, the rebirth has little impact on her and Shen Yanru, but as long as she thinks that the two of them will have to face a life-and-death difficulty in the future, An Zhizhi feels panicked.

She is greedy, ten years of companionship is far from enough, what she wants is to last forever and for a lifetime.

But in the face of such a problem, she obviously has no solution. Ann knows if if he continues like this, he will be driven crazy one day. Especially as that day is getting closer and closer, it is impossible for me to keep it hidden.

"Where to start? Just from the day fate took a turn of ......" she thought for a moment and spoke slowly, "the day you came to me." Before we met at the flower shop, I had actually just met a person who was a talent scout for Dongyu Media. ”

Shen Yanru hugged An Zhizhi's hand tightly.

"He has a mouth that can tell the dead alive, and I was moved." An Zhizhi said, sensing that Shen Yanru's chest vibrated slightly, she should have wanted to speak, but she hurriedly stopped, "Don't talk!" Listen to me first, and don't open your mouth, no matter how many doubts you have in your heart until I'm done, okay? ”

There was a hint of pleading in her voice, and Shen Yanru stiffened, and then slowly softened her body and nodded in agreement.

"I was moved. Because to me at that time, will you come? I do not know. I don't even know if you remember me, that hasty, informal engagement. I don't want to wait. ”

Speaking of this, An Zhi stopped, not because she didn't know how to continue, but because she needed to calm down.

Yes, she may be able to find all sorts of reasons to excuse herself, but in the end, she didn't wait any longer because she didn't want to wait.

All the fault comes from her.

"And then...... In this way, I signed in to Dongyu Media, trained, debuted, and moved forward step by step. Without you, it took me ten years to finally stand on the podium and get the title of diva. After receiving the prize, I probably fainted, right? And then wait for me to wake up...... I'm back to that day. You know, that day, I rejected the people of Dongyu Media, and then waited for you. ”

In the end, An Zhizhi decided to skip the intermediate processes and directly tell the ending.

As soon as Shen Yanru heard it, she knew that her story was definitely lacking. But she obviously didn't intend to let An know go like this, and let out a low "um" and asked, "Then why are you crying?" ”

After a pause, as if realizing that the question was not easy to answer, she added, "You weren't in the right mood when you presented the award just now, and at that time, ...... Did you think of the awards ceremony you were talking about? And you said that you fainted later, did something happen at the awards ceremony? Moreover, this matter should be related to me. ”

Every question is to the point, if it weren't for the fact that Shen Yanru would not know what happened at the award ceremony even if she was reborn, An knew that she would have to suspect that she was also reborn.

"I ......," An Zhizhi's tears came out again, "I heard the news of your death, and when I stepped down after receiving the award." ”

Shen Yanru was shocked.

There is no need for An Zhizhi to say anything else, just this sentence, she already understands everything.

There may be many more places that have not been guessed, but those are inconsequential details. Only this is the knot that can never be untied in An Zhi's heart. She blames it all on herself for making the wrong choice from the start.

The difficult thing is that even if he knew what the problem was, Shen Yanru found that he still couldn't find a solution.

She couldn't promise Ann that she wouldn't die.

There will always be all kinds of accidents in people's lives, and this has nothing to do with identity. Although before today, before hearing An Zhizhi say it, Shen Yanru never thought that he would have an accident like this. But she can't guarantee that it won't.

Shen Yanru reached out to touch An Zhizhi's face, and sure enough, he touched a piece of wetness. She couldn't help but sigh, "What a fool......"

In fact, in this matter, what is there to blame Ann know? She felt heinous before she waited, but that was because she ended up looking for her. What if you don't go? Thinking about it now, Shen Yanru also felt that the original agreement was like child's play, and even when she looked for it, she didn't imagine that An Zhi had forgotten herself a long time ago.

However, in the circumstances, she really had no better way.

Of course, she could have made a more formal agreement and asked An to wait for her. But at that time, she didn't know if she could succeed, and she wasn't sure when she would succeed, and she couldn't and shouldn't let Ann know that she would wait so hopelessly.

Choosing such a vague way was originally to leave room for An Zhizhi to turn around.

Ann knows that she has exercised her rights, but she blames herself for it.

Shen Yanru sighed softly, she didn't know how to solve this problem, but fortunately, she knew what she could do in this situation.

She gently lifted An Zhizhi's chin and kissed it without hesitation.

If you can't tell, then choose another way to comfort her. As for the rest, let's wait until both of them have calmed down and can talk about it more calmly.

"Hmm......" An Zhi was stunned for a moment at Shen Yanru's approach, but she did not refuse, but responded more enthusiastically after reacting.

At this moment, she also urgently needed to do something to ease and vent the emotions in her heart. What could be better than that?

Because he didn't need to think about hairstyles and clothing anymore, Shen Yanru rubbed An Zhizhi into his arms very hard. The two people's lips and teeth were connected, their bodies were close to each other, and with the help of this action, Shen Yanru turned An Zhizhi around and pressed him to the sofa.

Ahn Zhi put a show on her shoulder, "Go to bed." ”

"No, it's right here." Shen Yanru's voice was light and clear.

It was the first time she had taken a tough stance on such a thing. It's not that Shen Yanru wants to play any tricks, she just hopes that An Zhizhi feels that this night is "different". In the future, when she thinks of the memories that made her miserable and desperate, and that she did not participate in, she will also think of this night in passing.

Ann knew that she was about to speak, but she had already kissed again.

Shen Yanru's body was very hot, even her lips were hot, An knew that she might have to melt in such a temperature, and her resistance gradually became less firm.

After noticing that her attitude had softened, Shen Yanru let go a little, and reached out to take off her clothes while pecking at An Zhizhi's cheeks and eyelids.

An knew that the dress skirt on her body was a simple style, and the zipper was hidden on one side and was covered by her arm. During the day, it was Shen Yanru who helped An Zhi pull it up with her own hands, so at this moment, even in the dark, she opened the zipper very smoothly.

The sleeveless design allows her to directly "peel" An Zhi's whole person after opening the zipper.

This action seemed to make An Zhi a little frightened, and he subconsciously reached out to grab something, but his hand shook twice in the air, grabbed Shen Yanru's tie at once, and subconsciously pulled her down with a force on his hand.

Shen Yanru kissed her on the lips with this action, and said in a low voice, "Don't worry. ”