106 Chapter 106: I'm Sorry

It wasn't until the two of them were almost out of breath that Shen Yanru had to let go of An Zhi. But she didn't retreat, but remained clinging to An Zhizhi's body, one hand slowly rubbing the side of her face.

The room was quiet, so quiet that only the wheezing of two people could be heard.

The ambiguous atmosphere of "Sister ......" seems to be more blushing and heartbeating than Fang Cai's hot kiss.

They didn't turn on the lights, so An knew that they couldn't see Shen Yanru's expression. But she could feel the palm of the other party's hand on her cheek, with a hot temperature, as if it was about to make her face burn too.

The two people are very close, their bodies are close to each other, and their breaths are intertwined.

Ann knew that she could hear her heart pounding.

In fact, she had to admit that at this moment, she longed for each other as much as Shen Yanru. Even her desire was stronger than Shen Yanru's.

Because I have lost, I cherish what I have now.

She couldn't wait to be closer to Shen Yanru, as if she could use this method to prove the difference between the present and the past, and get enough security from it.

So just now Shen Yanru took her upstairs, and An knew what she meant, but he didn't have any objections at all. Because she also felt that there were too many people at the award ceremony, she urgently needed to find a quiet place to stay with Shen Yanru.

Just like now.

Maybe it's because the darkness makes people lose their vision, and the other senses become more acute.

She could smell the faint aroma of Shen Yanru's body, she could hear her breathing, she could feel the temperature on her skin, and she could ...... Taste the sweetness in each other's mouths.

She was completely enveloped by Shen Yanru's breath, unable and unwilling to leave, and was willing to immerse herself in it.

So as soon as she opened her mouth, she found that her voice was soft and greasy, and there was even a slight tremor at the end, like fear and expectation.

"The awards ceremony should be over." Shen Yanru rubbed her cheek and muttered.

According to the order of the Golden Melody Awards, the more important the awards, the lower they are. - Of course, for the sake of the ratings of the awards ceremony, the awards still have to be disrupted and rearranged. Otherwise, no one will want to see the previous inconsequential awards. It's just that on this basis, it still follows the law of the last row of important awards.

So although the Best Female Singer is not the finale, it is almost the same.

The effort that the two of them have been grinding upstairs for a while is enough to award several more awards and end the awards ceremony.

An knew that she understood what Shen Yanru meantβ€”since the award ceremony was over, they didn't need to go down any further. Anyway, it's too late to go at this time.

Although it is a bit rude to be absent, to be honest, the whole award ceremony took several hours, and it was impossible for anyone to hold on until the end, so it was normal to leave the table in the middle of the ceremony to recuperate. As long as the camera doesn't capture their position, there will be no problem.

Shen Yanru's hint was obvious enough.

Anyway, the hotel is closed to the public tonight, and all rooms are open to guests attending the ceremony. After all, everyone needs a separate space to fix or do something else, and if someone at the dinner party gets drunk or looks at the right eye, they don't even need to leave the hotel, and it's very easy to find a place to stay.

And now, they're in such a room.

Although the lights were not turned on, Ann knew that she could imagine what the room would be like. At least one thing is essential - the bed, a super big bed.

An Zhi gasped slightly.

"And the gala dinner." She said, her throat dry and hoarse.

"We can get over a little later." Shen Yanru pasted it, her lips touched An Zhizhi's lips, and she whispered, "I don't want to leave you now." ”

Even though they would still be together when they went to the dinner, it felt completely different. Here, they can be close to each other, and their bodies are close to each other without leaving any gaps.

It's not that you have to do anything, even if it's just two people leaning together, not saying anything, not doing anything, it still feels good.

But in bright lights, in front of the media and others, no matter how close they are, they must leave a distance.

But neither of them will like distance at the moment.

"Then we'll go back later." Ann knew that he was very undetermined and compromised.

Shen Yanru chuckled. She couldn't see it in the dark, but Ann knew she could imagine what kind of expression she would look like when she laughed, so she laughed too.

After laughing for a while, she tilted her head and said, "I don't necessarily have to lean against the door all the time tonight, do I?" ”

Until now, the two of them still maintained the posture they had when they entered the door, and Shen Yanru pressed An Zhizhi against the door panel. If someone had put their ears to the wall outside the door at this time, they might have been able to hear everything they were doing.

Shen Yanru slowly let go of her at this time. However, he still held An Zhizhi's hand and led her to the room.

Both of them tacitly did not mention that they could turn on the lights.

If you stay in the dark for a longer time, you will find that the darkness is not pure, and you can still see a lot of things after getting used to it.

The two finally sat down on the small sofa.

It's not that they don't want to go to bed and lie down for a while, it's just that the two of them didn't bring a change of clothes, and if the dress was wrinkled, it would look quite rude. In addition, the hairstyles of the two are also very well groomed, and they can't handle it themselves, so they have to try to keep it as it is.

That's why the two of them just leaned against the door and got close.

Although they only walked a short distance, both of them calmed down a little. - If they don't want something to happen here for others to see, they have to keep their emotions in check.

In order to divert attention, Shen Yanru began to look for a topic, "What were you thinking when I came on stage as a guest just now?" ”

Although he didn't show it before, even the host could see that something was wrong with An Zhi, let alone Shen Yanru? She probably knew Ann more thoroughly than Ann knew herself, and naturally understood that her performance at that moment would not be a surprise.

There was even a moment when Shen Yanru felt that An Zhizhi looked at herself, as if she was looking at something she didn't know through herself.

Especially when she cried out at the end, that heartbroken and desperate look made Shen Yanru feel that her heart seemed to stop beating in an instant.

This feeling is very subtle, if it weren't for some worries about An Zhi's state, Shen Yanru would never take the initiative to explore.

"I'm thinking about you." An Xiao said in a low voice.

She lied. But after careful study, it is not wrong to say this, she is indeed thinking about Shen Yanru, but it is the one in her previous life, Shen Yanru who has nothing to do with her.

Shen Yanru pinched her fingers in the palm of her hand and played with them one by one, "You have something to hide from me, Xiaoxiao." ”

Without waiting for An to answer, she continued, "I am very clear about every expression and movement of yours, every slight change. You can't fool me. Xiaoxiao, I don't ask you what the hell is going on, but I hope you don't get affected. ”

"It's not that I don't want to say it." An Zhizhi's eyes were a little moist, "I ......" just didn't know what to say.

really investigated, in fact, what she couldn't say to Shen Yanru was the fact that she was not reborn. It's that he didn't wait for her in his previous life, left the town early, and completely reneged on the agreement between them.

- Although there was no specific time and place between them, and she was never forced to wait.

But Shen Yanru came back, but she didn't wait.

Every time he thinks of this fact, An Zhizhi feels like his heart has been slashed by the sharpest weapon, and the pain is irrepressible. Because she knew very well that if she could wait for Shen Yanru at that time, they would have an ending like this in the end.

The more I think about it, the more I can't forgive myself for the choice I made in the first place.

Even An knew that he couldn't forgive, so how could he open his mouth to tell Shen Yanru about this?

Even if Shen Yanru wouldn't blame her, An knew that he would still feel that he was so despicable and selfish. She didn't want Shen Yanru to see such a self, and she didn't want Shen Yanru to know that she had given up.

"What's wrong?" Hearing the choking in her voice, Shen Yanru immediately became anxious, and explained in a panic, "You don't need to tell me, just remember that I am always by your side." ”

"I'm sorry!" An Zhizhi finally couldn't hold back, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" ”

She rested her head on Shen Yanru's shoulder, she couldn't suppress her emotions anymore, and cried bitterly, "Sister, I really didn't mean to ......"

Her sudden emotions made Shen Yanru confused and even more flustered. Ever since the two of them were together, she had tried to control everything about Ann because of her insecurity. Although she was gradually relieved because of the sweetness and honesty between each other, this emotion remained in her body after all.

At this moment, she found that all the changes that An knew were not under her control, she cried so sadly, but she couldn't even understand the reason, let alone comforting words, and her heart was naturally inevitably frustrated.

This feeling as if the connection with An Zhizhi had been stripped away, Shen Yanru didn't like it very much.

The phone vibrates at this point. It was Xuan Zihang's phone, and he shouldn't have seen them at the dinner, so he called to urge.

Shen Yanru lowered her eyes and pondered for a moment, hung up the phone neatly, and then turned off the phone. By the way, he also took An Zhizhi's mobile phone and turned it off, and then threw it on the sofa.

Then she turned around and grabbed An Zhizhi's shoulder and forced her to look up.

"I regret it," she said, "that you didn't hear what you said." I want you to tell me everything, now! ”