"Can you still stand up?" Shen Yanru bent down and stretched out his hand to An Zhizhi.

An knew obediently put his hand in her palm. Then Shen Yanru held it hard, and when she lifted it up, she stood up with this force.

But the previous idea of leg numbness was not wrong. Because An knew that at this moment, she only felt that there seemed to be countless ants crawling on the soles of her two feet, which made her unable to stand at all, so she had to lean on Shen Yanru.

"Feet numb?" Shen Yanru asked.

An knew "um", looked sideways at her, and after a while, suddenly asked, "Sister, why are you so good to me?" ”

"Okay?" Shen Yanru looked back at her.

She always felt that she didn't know well with An. Because she deserves more, better things, and she can give very little.

Even so, in An Zhizhi's eyes, it is rare to be good.

An Zhi nodded, his eyes looking at her for a moment.

Shen Yanru thought about it and replied seriously, "Probably because you are very stupid." That's why I never ask for anything from others, from the world. But the more this is the case, the more people want to hold the best of Qiē in front of her.

An Zhizhi's eyes widened.

This expression looked very interesting, and Shen Yanru looked at her for a while, and suddenly laughed.

An Zhi was stunned.

This was the first time she had seen Shen Yanru smile. When she laughed, she felt completely different from usual, her eyebrows and eyes were soft, and the corners of her lips were curved upward, as if she were ...... It's as if the wind suddenly blows through a sea of flowers, not only the branches of the flowers tremble, but also the fragrance of the flowers overflows.

Too many beautiful things. At this moment, Ann knew that he finally understood the meaning of this word.

Even Shen Yanru said that he was stupid, and he seemed to be able to be forgiven.

Stupid is stupid, if she is willing to be so good to herself because she is very stupid, then what does it matter if she is stupid? - Although An knew that he didn't know where he had caused Shen Yanru to have such a misunderstanding.

It wasn't until Shen Yanru smiled that An Zhizhi woke up in a daze. Then she realized that Shen Yanru was right not to smile on weekdays, otherwise anyone would be stunned by anyone, how would she live that day? Moreover, An knew that deep down in his heart, he didn't want others to see such a Shen Yanru.

If only it were her own—she even had such a thought in her mind.

Then she quickly pushed the thought out of her mind.

An Zhizhi, who has lived two lives and has not been emotionally enlightened, does not understand what is wrong with her, but she subconsciously knows that this is very inappropriate and must not let others know.

So she reluctantly let go of Shen Yanru.

I don't know if it's because the feeling of numbness in my legs has eased for a while, or because I have been distracted and can't notice the itching, anyway, An knows that although it is still a little uncomfortable, there is no problem with standing and walking on his own.

"Let's go back." She spoke very uncomfortably.

Shen Yanru nodded. She must have sensed that something was wrong with Ann's knowledge, but because she didn't know what was going on, she chose to pretend she didn't notice.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little weird.

It was obviously a relaxed atmosphere just now, but in an instant, it seemed that there was a change, and neither of them spoke, and even avoided looking at each other. I knew that something was wrong, and I avoided solving it.

After returning to the hotel, An Zhicai breathed a sigh of relief, and began to bow his head and do it violently while holding his homework.

Shen Yanru glanced at her and made sure that there was no problem, so she also took out a pen and paper and began to write lyrics. Inspiration comes and goes quickly, so write it out while it's still in your head.

Fortunately, she has the habit of organizing it in her mind when she discovers inspiration, so although she has passed through an interruption in the middle, she has not forgotten it.

Of course, inspiration alone isn't enough, there's a lot of work to be done to compose lyrics that are catchy, expressive, and memorable.

Although it is pop music, the first song that Shen Yanru doesn't want An to know is that kind of saliva song, although it is catchy, it has no meaning. At the beginning, it could be widely circulated, but it was not beneficial to her own development and positioning.

After all, that kind of song can only be popular for a while, it can't become a classic, and it's impossible to win awards.

And her expectations for An Zhi are far more than that.

……

Fortunately, Ann knows that awkward love comes and goes quickly. said that after she eased up, she suddenly regretted it a little.

At that time, it was obvious that he hugged Shen Yanru, but he didn't feel it more, but was distracted to think about those messes, which was a pity.

An knows that he is actually very eager to be close to others.

She enjoyed some physical contact. Pulling hands, touching arms, rubbing hair and stuff. For An Zhizhi, these actions seem to contain a lot of feelings, and this is exactly what she lacks.

It's a pity that she has never had any elders around her, or maybe she is strong enough that no one thinks she needs this kind of "comfort of love", and before that, most of the people who had physical contact with her were classmates. It was also a hook between peers, and I didn't feel any extra affection.

Later, after entering the music scene, she can be regarded as having some fame, and when she interacts with people, she needs to pay more attention to avoidance.

So until now, although Ann knows that she is very eager and yearning, in fact, she has not really had this kind of experience.

It was precisely because of this that he suddenly lost control at that time and rushed over to hug Shen Yanru.

In fact, An Zhizhi really hopes that there is such a person who can be coquettish and intimate with her unscrupulously. Shen Yanru was so good to her, she naturally positioned her as the most likely person in her heart.

But if she really wants to be coquettish, An knows that she really can't do it.

This was probably one of the reasons why he suddenly felt embarrassed before—although it was more because he was shocked by Shen Yanru's smile.

As a result, I couldn't do it just now, and now I regret it.

She did the test paper for a while, and she couldn't help but be a little distracted.

Turning her head and quietly glancing at Shen Yanru, she was concentrating on writing something, thinking that inspiration was still erupting.

Of course, you can't bother at this time. An Zhizhi looked at it twice, sighed, lowered his head and continued to write his homework. Let's talk about those spiritual things later! The most important thing now is always the college entrance examination.

An knows no matter how smart she is, but after all, she is only reborn, she has no unforgettable golden finger, and she has not memorized the college entrance examination questions of the year - at that time, she was already about to sign a contract with a brokerage company, and she was actually impetuous about the college entrance examination, and she never touched the textbook after the exam, and she had not been exposed to this aspect for so many years, and she had long forgotten it.

Fortunately, at a young age, the brain is good. During the previous period, she spent a lot of energy, alienated from the knowledge of high school from the beginning, read all her previous notes and questions, and was basically able to keep up with the progress.

Even so, during the adaptability test, the score still dropped a lot, and the score was still a few tens away from last year's first line, and the head teacher specially talked to her before, and I don't know if I told Shen Yanru today.

There is only a month left, and An knows that there is still a lot to improve, so the time is tight and the task is heavy, and he really can't think about these things. When I calmed down and got into the topic, all these thoughts disappeared without a trace.

However, there will always be traces of what has been stored.

When it was time to go to bed at night, lying in the same bed as Shen Yanru, An Zhi's heart began to be uncalm again.

On the contrary, it was Shen Yanru, probably mentally too tired, so he fell asleep not long after lying in bed. An Zhi watched with his eyes open in the dark for a while, and then quietly rubbed over to her, and then a little.

She didn't know when she fell asleep, but when she woke up the next day, those feelings from yesterday were all reclassified and put where they should be, and it didn't have any impact on her. An Zhi got up, finished washing, and went downstairs with Shen Yanru to practice.

In fact, in this regard, An Zhizhi admires Shen Yanru very much. It's been four years since she moved behind the scenes, and it stands to reason that she doesn't need to practice these basic skills anymore, after all, she won't release albums again. But in reality, she didn't miss these homework for a day.

So although she no longer sings, her voice has not been affected in any way. Sometimes An Zhi would hear her humming some short melodies as she was composing, which was very beautiful and moving.

She doesn't sing, it's a pity.

Speaking of which, Shen Yanru used to be regarded as An Zhizhi's idol, and grew up listening to her songs since she was a child. So four years ago, when he knew who he was singing with, An Zhizhi's excitement in his heart could be imagined.

The song that the two sang together later became her favorite track.

Perhaps it was because of this that she really waited for four years.

An knows that she has a very secret wish deep down in her heart - she hopes that one day she will be very successful and successful, and then invite Shen Yanru to sing on the same stage with her during the concert.