15. Chapter 15: The Muse

Although the study group of Qin Yueyue's mother, Tiyì, was not formed in the end, An Zhixiao and Qin Yueyue continued to go to school every day - when it comes to the learning atmosphere, of course, it is still stronger in school. After all, everyone around you is learning to do problems, are you embarrassed to touch the fish yourself? It's a bit noisy, but it's also a great way to relax. It's much better than being home alone anyway.

At least that's true for An Zhizhi and Qin Yueyue.

So in the end, the study group died.

However, Shen Yanru and Qin Yueyue's mother, Ms. Jiang Fan, had a lot of contacts because of this, exchanged phone numbers, and often contacted to discuss the child's affairs.

If Shen Yan is not a real parent, it is natural that she is congenitally deficient in some aspects, so Jiang Fan guides her very enthusiastically. This novel experience made Shen Yanru feel very interesting and enthusiastically followed. Almost all the time other than creation is spent here.

For this wonderful interaction, An Zhizhi said that I don't understand the world of your adults.

Anyway, Jiang Fan didn't realize what the reason why she felt Shen Yanru was familiar. After all, Shen Yanru basically rarely appears in front of the media now, and after terminating the contract with Zhang Tianjie, he disappeared and was hardly mentioned by the media again.

An knew that one day she heard Qin Yueyue say that her mother liked to listen to Shen Yanru's songs the most when she was young, and she had fun all day because of it, which made Qin Yueyue inexplicable, and she always thought that something was wrong with her.

The relationship between the two of them was already very good, but after they became table mates, they became closer. Now that even the parents have been in touch, the relationship is naturally even more unusual. Shen Yanru even specially invited Jiang Fan and Qin Yueyue to have dinner together.

Chinese often refer to social communication as "contact", which is actually very appropriate. There are comings and goings, so human affection naturally arises.

With interpersonal interactions with others, Shen Yanru seems to have finally begun to integrate into the life of this small city. She even purchased a lot of ingredients, borrowed the hotel's kitchen, and started learning to cook according to the recipes. However, because the things that come out of zuΓ² don't taste very good, An Zhi hasn't tasted them yet, and she doesn't know what she's doing.

A month passed in a flash, and soon it was the eve of the college entrance examination.

The day before, Jiang Fan specially called over and told Shen Yanru to prepare food for An Zhi. She is said to have called every parent she knew.

First of all, the fish is to be eaten, symbolizing the carp jumping over the dragon gate. Then I have to eat a fritter and two eggs for breakfast, symbolizing one hundred points - An Zhi heard this and complained silently, the full score of the subjects in high school is one hundred and fifteen, and one hundred points is the level that has just passed - finally, the local sugar cake should be eaten a piece, and the Dragon Boat Festival is coming, and the zongzi will also be eaten, and it will be high school if it is connected.

Of course, the soup that nourishes the brain and body is even more indispensable.

When Shen Yanru hung up the phone, An Zhixiao couldn't help but say, "The college entrance examination is only two days, and so many kinds of food, even if it is scattered to three meals a day, it is enough to choke." And eating in such a mess, Aunt Jiang is not afraid that Qin Yueyue will have diarrhea again, which will affect her performance during the exam? ”

…… Reasonable. Shen Yanru silently picked up the phone again, planning to dial it back to talk about it. In fact, she also felt that preparing so much food was too idealistic, how could it be possible to affect the results of the exam because of these details? If you can get good grades after eating these, then you don't have to study hard.

But despite thinking so, she still subconsciously memorized all these things. ――I don't eat everything, but it doesn't matter how much I eat! Anyway, it's all about eating, and what to eat isn't the same?

After relaying this idea to Jiang Fan, there was a new instruction over there, "Don't let your child wear clothes with zippers tomorrow, they are easy to get caught by zippers." Don't wear a skirt either, I've heard that it's easy to hang. ”

"......" If the food just now still has some good expectations and meanings in it, then this supplementary detail is more laughable.

If there was no such supplement, Shen Yanru felt that the things she mentioned were quite reliable, and after adding this, it would be more difficult to explain. Superstition is not right. However, Shen Yanru didn't open her mouth to persuade her, she knew how much Jiang Fan cared about Qin Yueyue's results, even if it was just psychological comfort.

At dinner, An Zhizhi drank carp soup.

"Don't mess with the other messes, drink some fish soup to suit the occasion." Shen Yanru said with a very natural attitude, "After all, there is only one college entrance examination in a lifetime." ”

As soon as she said this, An Zhizhi couldn't help but be curious, "Sister, were you like this at that time?" ”

"Me?" Shen Yanru said casually, "I haven't taken the college entrance examination. I didn't have time to go to college after my debut, so I asked teachers to tutor me at home, and most of them were music-related, so it didn't matter if I went to school or not. ”

…… All evil bourgeoisie! An Zhi drank the fish soup and thought angrily.

However, she thought about it seriously, as if she had heard of Shen Yanru's family background in her previous life. But what is the specific background, An knows that she has been in the circle for more than ten years, and she has never heard of it, obviously she hides it well.

Probably to comfort An Zhizhi, so Shen Yanru said, "Sometimes the size of social value has little to do with academic qualifications. After I won the music clip award, several music universities sent me invitations to be an honorary professor at the school. ”

An Zhi turned his head to look at her, sure that this was not showing off?

But Shen Yanru shouldn't be this kind of person. She pondered for a moment before she finally understood what the other party meant. ――I think it's to comfort myself that it doesn't matter if I don't get a good result in the exam.

It's really tortuous enough.

An Zhizhi couldn't help laughing, and drank all the fish soup in the bowl in a few bites, "I know." ”

In fact, she really didn't have much pressure in her heart. First, just like Shen Yanru said, after her debut in the future, she will naturally have very little time to attend classes, and she is destined to be unable to value her academic life and this academic qualification like ordinary people. Second, Lai An knew that after all, he was already an adult inside, and all the efforts he could have done before had been done, but now he was just asking for a result, so he didn't care so much.

Gains and losses, I have experienced them in my previous life, and now I can be more calm.

After all, although it is often said that the college entrance examination is the first major turning point in life, and the college entrance examination is the second reincarnation of a person's life, it is inevitable that I will be terrified when I hear these words at the moment, but after five or ten years, when I look back again, I will find that the mood at that time is nothing more than that. One gain or loss does not determine the success or failure of life.

However, if Shen Yanru could think of saying such things to comfort himself, it was indeed a little unexpected that An knew about it.

This night, I knew that I slept well, but Shen Yanru had some insomnia.

It's funny to say, even when she was a girl, she didn't seem to be so nervous when faced with life choices. Shen Yanru was lying on the bed and thought, maybe it was because she had been with Jiang Fan for the past two months, and she was too affected, and gradually entered the play, and really regarded herself as An Zhizhi's parent, so she was inevitably worried and uneasy.

This qiΔ“ is also a new experience for her.

It seems that after coming to this city and getting to know An Zhizhi, Shen Yanru has experienced too many firsts and new things in his life. Although she herself doesn't believe in such a thing as fate, sometimes when she thinks about it, she can't help but feel that there is probably some fate between her and An Zhizhi.

In the dead of night, it is easy to have many thoughts and inspirations in his mind, anyway, he can't sleep, Shen Yanru simply sat up, took the notebook, and didn't turn on the light, just the faint light of the wall lamp at the head of the bed, and wrote down these inspirations of his own.

In the past month or so, Shen Yanru has accumulated a lot of inspiration and materials, many of which can become a work with just a little tidying.

Even though she has been known for her talent and high yield since her debut, her recent output is still very surprising even to Shen Yanru herself. It's like forgetting to close the inspiration switch in the body after being turned on, and there will be some realizations worth recording almost all the time.

And Shen Yanru knew very well who brought these things.

In fact, most of the inspiration does revolve around An Zhi. This is something that has never happened when I took Zhang Tianjie, although Shen Yanru also created songs and albums for her at that time, but in fact, from beginning to end, she was guided by reason, and she never had a similar feeling of inspiration. So what is written is indeed suitable for Zhang Tianjie, but it is also suitable for other people who have a similar route to her.

But Ann knows it's different.

Shen Yanru couldn't even imagine that these songs would be sung by others. - If Ann knew that she would not sing, she would rather put it on the shelf or destroy it completely, rather than give it to anyone else.

She turned her head and looked at the sleeping Ann. In the faint light, her face and contours softened, and she looked obedient and quiet, no longer full of vitality during the day, but it could still make Shen Yanru feel soft-hearted.

She raised her hand to take care of the blanket covering her body.

When she withdrew her hand, her fingertips ran vaguely over her face.

Designers in the fashion industry often refer to models who inspire their creations as "goddess muses", and Shen Yan thinks that An knows that she is her muse.